boring sunday

ok. so.. tmr countdown and all. .haiz. .im so sad im in aftnoon shift=/ duno whats gonna happen though

anway, ushc a boring day

guess iwas frustrated over nothing huh. mmm...
not enough slp ba perhaps

anyway,

duno waht to blog ne

ye.a.. ppl owe me money. dunno rrly will pay by this week anot
haiz

mm. .sorry gusy noting much to blog.

but wish you all have a happy new year ahead. be it countdown in front of tv or wahtever, have a great year aites. mm. .gonan eat med and slp. throat still not gd=/

jaa mata

=( kinda dislike xmas now

sighs. don feel good.
=/
see how next week ba. bloody hate it when plp borrow lots of money and don return. sianz. somemore need money urgently liao... =/
sighs.
dunno how ne..

anwyay throat gotten worse. but i still jokoe n talk with colleagus n customes.
its crazy. im using my voice al lthe time =/
somemore. .too broed. so did some singing.. i know..=.='' baka ne. but just feel like singing cos boredbmah. stucked in my room

haiz. pain pain huuu....
so slpy n tired. very3.... =/
i got tons to do today. so yea. bz non stop
gtg rest son. finally early rest n with longer hours of slp
hope i'll wakey late. see how

soemtimes i'll worry.. but.. yea.

ha. bro stil lkeep tlaking n video skyping hta girl every night. about midnight time. nawww
haha
=) always laughing see him tlaking happily. thats gd

mm..

o well

mm. .wat will tmr brings huh.. anyway, ...
haiz.. .rrly feeling down. think i need a proper good sleep and rest

so yea.

kena cheated on money. grr... hopefully not ba. by next week hopefully cna get the money back.
=( stupid xmas season. though fun, but yet cos tme my money lots. sorry not fun. i mean its nice la. .to share the xmas gift giving. .but.. o well

bear till few more weeks ba. for now gotta survive without shopping and breads=(

sighs

hoep next week can get money back. ...bloody idiot

jaa

loses...

throat. so pain. i think abit swollen liao. huuu... dunno rrly cos of me singing or wat. i sang abit only right. mm,.. .duno la. youtube home sing along also kena so bad ar? O.o
but yea. very pain. my voce changing. however sitll cant resist singing.. .ha. addicted to boa.
dry n pain. huu. cant see doc la

anwyay, omg. haiz. . first week after pay, and ive spend so much on xmas. =(
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
T_T
very sadddd desuuuuu
now gotta eat bread liao. dunno la. see how. gotta save hard ba
yea
haiz. hate dec. kena xmas and bro's birthdya. =.= grrr

anyway
but its stil lfun thogh. like giving pressys n all. sharing ba. yea. but. .haiz. overspend aint fun one bit =.=

anwyay, very slpy. so much to do for the day.
mm.. yea

hey. ever thought of whats gonna happen if you lose your best freind one day? recenlty i did. yea. dunno where my fren is now. no conact. sighs.
i guess its kinda liek sammy ba. that feeling? isit?
like. .someone u spend itme with every single day. then suddenly you're left behind all alone. though stillcan talk sms.. .but cannot meet al lthe tiem hang out movie shoopping eat n stuff...
like. ...so sad huh .when u think about it... yea ....sad huh..
suddenly you lsoes the most important part of u.. like. dunno where to begin next...
its very. .sad.

huu face is breakign out T_T not enough slp, not enough rest, not enough water. me thirsty al lthe time. =( haiz. so bz. must tlak so much. somemroe rgm always ard cos of xmas

dunno ba

haiyo. find it so hard to ask for money back form colleagues. shared money for sm pressy mah. os yea.
liek non e of hem pay me back. =.=
they forgot or wat i dunno.
but yea. few dasy liao. so. .decieded to sms them. cannot la. paiseh also must do it .right

anwyay

k. nee to slp soon. not gonna be 6 hrs of slp. gonna be less than that again

its crazy. for days straight liao i think. =/

mata

throat hurts

mm.. actually nothign much to blog. .but. .o well.

erm. jsut work. mm... lotsa thigns to do. but no sm around. so abit more. .not stess. but yea. lots of work. tmr will continue ba

so tired.
tmr not enough slp again. here i am, though suppose to slp liao, yet still blog. ha. baka ne XD

o well

anyway, throat hurts. wonder if i sang too much T_T
huu
i think so u know. that day at home.. sing and stuff. .omg. think hurt my throat. v v thirsty too. haiyo. maybe cos of ytd.

coe to think of it. ive never countdown before. not to xmas, not to new year. always ontv.
yea.
mm.. so weird huh. like.. yea. thin kno one will believe ba

mm.. loading video. think i shld slp while let it load? haiyo. only halfway done=.=

kk. gonna slp and let it load. hope lappy will be alright.

mata

merry christmas again!

hey. merry xmas again everyone

gosh so tired today

went to beach. cos frens wanted to. thought of not going so slpy. then no sun!! omg. no sunnnnn
then yea==
funny part. fren saw one girl he like at the train right. somehow we bumped into them again .then he went up to them (finally after some thought) to intro himself. omg. lol .then end up asking me n frne to join them .cso that group of strangers invited us over as we're like lonely over there.
weird group of ppl. like. .so distance
anwyay

gosh. legs ac hing

just chill with tv at fren's place. eat again abit

lunch rrly sucks. wanton noodle. omg. couldnt finish. it sucks.

mm. .yea

omg so tired

mm.. yea. thats about it ba. sea cold. cos weather not good today.
luckily my board shorst din gib me tan line. cos sun not good mah. kena cover up

anyway

yea. v slpy. wanna rest soon. nothing much ba. just another day. xmas only. nothing special. not liek xmas dinenr or party. nothing liek that

but yea. just a day out ba. been working hard mah me

soyea... true. ytd as expected.. that girl. .rlry like someone else. a married man. =X yup. overheard their conversation. me tv mah. then bro in living room
anway, bro said he been through alot(said to that girl) .. and also.. if only they met before earlier..
aw.. i was like. .haiz. bro never ever tell me his troubels nor worries u know=/
..sammy also. not much. its liek im the one always talk ssterss. till i decieded not to do so much. cos its like. .unfair ba. form there i learn not to let them worry. i worry for them beter.
but bro nvr say anything one. haiz. wonder if he kept it al linside him =/

anyway, yea.. but they chatted for over an hour. or longer. mm. .when i rch home. .din see him atalking on phone

anwyay he's giving her adivce about that married man

wish them al lthebest ba

somemore heard bro early in mrg play love songs.. haiz.....

hoep he's oki spend time msging him. uh huh. liek having conversation
warm n cosy inside heart =)

though cannot spend xmas with sammy. at least

mata ne

merry xmas to all!!!

aww... just before midnight. .ha. bro talking through skype again. haha. must be that girl from malaysia la. hehe
too bad she went back there to work eh =/
aww
but hee. glad he's happy. or at leat i think he is ba

skype with sammy today.
but internet not gd. mayeb my side u think? even bro also just now heard he say wifi cut off suddenly. =.=

so slpy this morning. been so bz during xmas period. so tired. omg.
today somemore need to shop again for xmas pressy. haiyo. jus when i thought is over

sm not on shop floor help out today. she bz with other thing  outsid store and in storeroom. seems relazing
but. .o well.
anyway, im so tired. stayed back still yea

ha. oh first tiem ne.i wore xmas hat. ha.
yea... xmas hat at work. i like sia. XD funny right. i hated the idea of wearing hats at work .santa hat somemore. but i like it this year ha
i loked ok with it on. i think .XD at least i don mind

sammy also v tired. me too. soemmore me v slpy. slpt 4 hrs. .then ytd 5hrs. .omg.

crazy

merry xmas to all!! hope tmr i can relax
mm... why i dont feel like going out ar=/ mm. .need to push myself. my frens been saying stil lthat i have no life. ha. stuck at work.

ha. indeed. i suspect bro bought s 3 phone just to call that fren of his. haha. he's using it talking to his fren now. haha. wiht ear piece. awww
=)

eh wait. ...i just overheard. .he tlaking about her feelings.. she must sort out. .then wat.. ''he cannot just ask u marry him..etc''... omg. she's attached ar!?? huuu.. .poor bro. =/
or maybe they just frens only ar. ..mm.. weir dne. .dunno ba...

jaa mata

mm. .so fast xmas liao. .how i wish to spend it in syd with him =/

playboy bras.. haiz..

omg. sorry .almost forgot about bloggin =/
been working till 11pm, then mrg. .then mrg and lots of thigns to do. im so slpy n tired out. not enough slp. slpt late
haiz.
toniht i'l ltry slp early. so tired.

anwyay, ha. thin ksoemthign fishy is going on. .thin kmy bro has someone he like. i thin ki know who. remember long tiem ago i mentioned theres a girl i like? and i hope tey can be together? thi nkshe s back in kl or jb cant rememebr.
he's been talking on the phoen for long laughing and all .even now dinner ate halfway then go in room to tlak awww haha
but dunno whast gonna happen. as long as he's happy ba

oh yea. hsopped for xmas pressys... omg. spend alot=( no choice. then so difficult to find. gosh .kuckily mum company me.
about settled ba. wrapped liao so.. mm. .hoep i din missed out anyones

wat else.

oh .was trying to find playboy bras.
they are not cheap. but when theres sales, it can be very cheap and sooo oworth it!! this jan i bought alot mah. so loving it =)) though i spend like.. few hundreds on it. but yea. so awesome their bras. and their seizse fit me perfectly. = )
anwyay,
was searchign online but to no avail. then sammy was asking what if he buy instead. ha. dont think he wil lthough. but wil lbe great if he could help send it to me . then i pay him for every cost.s. all a guy need to do is show a girl message and say. .hi im helping my fren from overseas to get these. do u have it? here's her msg of the items listed.. could u help?
it sounds so easy. but i wonder if a guy will do it. its liek how i helped my fren bought the items at lush. just that i din show the sales person her msg. ionly a note paper
but great idea right.
ha. but wont force him la

sighs. rlry wish to go and shop and all .wow. one year passed liao. =/
i ggotaa save hard in jan though. dec duno can hit saving target anot. so much to buy =/

mm. wat else

so yea. was like upset with work recently =/ rrly unhappy. then these wo dasy. worked rrly hard. but quite fun .yet soo otiring.
gosh.
need rest
more rest.
=/

mm.. wat els.e .think theres more. .but i forgot.. haiyo.

kk nvm
til lnex ttime. i hope i'l lremember to blog more!! tmr i hope.
jaa mata

not happy.. why =/

been long sinc ei blog? ive been busy like hell .god knos. so tired. ..... stuffs happened with work. n sm

cryaz xmas week eh.. =/
sighs

 ........

and my fren too

haiz. soemitmes os difficult to keep in touch expescially when tey're attached. you'll just thave to forgo them , cos its like u know not v nice to contact the if they;re in relationships. they will be bz and all

anyway,

OMG

stress out and tired.

wish i have money to go on holidya.
im hoping to do so in july. but. i dunno if i can witnes the cold. i dunno .rrly dunno how imma spend my next 'real' hiliday

so tired.

need money

stress

about work
about life
about future

haiz

wow. so fast. 3am liao .
not gd

im slpnglate. i cant help it

im abit stess. dunno why. suddenly

haiz

kk. tmr see sm face for abit ba=/

mata

teary call

v late now. tmr working so super early. but gonna wait for sammy to be home then slp.

for got to mention. daysss ago, was still listening to his msg lef tin my cyber shot phoen whihc is liek a alarm clock for me now haha.
still get teary whenever i replay that msg of him. could so picture hi in my room .. can hear the fan blowing saying how much he love me no matter wat.. .
the sincereity from his voice. .love it. .so touching...

then jsut now teary and cried again haha.
so nice to hear his voice. .good healthy and cheery. fun. can picture him besideme.. or as though i could see his image clearly of whats he doing and expressions. .lie how when u read a book, theose images just pop into ur head clearly
yea
. amazing huh

i miss him
heartache. but alwasy glad he's safe and sound.
he's stil la very important person to me after all. glad i din fall aslp early tonight.
otheriwse wouldve missed him again

oh god. just cried. so yea. tmr mormning sure swollen eyes huh =.= dots

o well wat to do. soemore drank so much water . die. tmr sure look terrible XD
o well

kk. haiz. more hideous days ahead for me

i was so stress today .jus now was hte best part of my day

thasnk to him

and yea.. i wodner if.. i should take that big break

maata

things aint going well

still not feelign that well.
i think i pushed myself my body to the mazx. =/
veyr tired.
very depress.
i wasnt feeling to ohappy todya. pr perhaps even in the past few days. i dunno why =/
felt empty . so weir dhuh
..

dunno ba.
o well

hoep to stand up again

anyway, sad. bro pressy told him cant give htoday =/ cos no pay yet. rlry tight budget. sighs.
so mny ppls pressy to get this month=( pay come, sure gone dfast eh

anwyay,

haiz

im rrly not happy. dunno how to be happy again
i cant smile .i don feel happy. heart is heavy
,...i wonder hows tmr gonna be. don plan to go out though. dunno. though bro off also. but. i think most liekly his frens wil lask him go out celebrate or something right?
haiz.

soemthign he said though... i felt bad but. o well

my fren once said to me..
no need to be strong. its ok to be weak. no need ot put on  astrong front
... i rlry apprecitate those words. but... i know i cant and i mustn comply
sighs

anwyay, ha

erm.

yea. and i lost a fren .. ytd. cos he's no longer working htere. and ive no ways to contact him alryd. im sad. but what to do.
..sigsh.
why all my close frens are gone just like that =/

mata

finally gonna mc

so slpy and tired. need to slp now

still v v sick. almost cnt rest for tmr. but gd thing it has been resolved. phew

anwyay

i nid slp now
so hungry

i nid a gd rest
but see hwo

so slpy
gonna shut my eyes abytiem soon

bro got back so late. think he watched movie ba
kk. brain is slping soon
mm.. tmr must see doc. almost coulndt. cos. not enough ppl whos strong nough to work =/
sighs
is work rrly more important than my health huh

sighs. but u kwo i dont feel good. mc. i don like.; sighs. .tch
me rrly nid soeoen to tc of me real gd

mata

mm.. slping late again. .drying hair now..
huu just poked my eyeball accidentally =.= '' '

anwyay,

nothing pretty much. last two days were so much busier and xrazy .today okok. but still crowded like hell n busy
haiz
weekend eh =/
anwyay,

haiyo.. .so wanna buy bras n things=(((
but no money go there. huu
dunno la.........
dunno wat i wan also

oh yea. sad. bro just told me mum eyes not gd. likeblurred vision.. abit black =( .. me sad. sighs
i dunno ne.. wahst gonna happened. .just hope she'll be fine= (
..sighs
dunn omust go hospital anot. or normal clinic=/
haiz.. .dunno ba

ten off again must go for stocktake. .next week si yea o well
jus get it over with ba=/

mata

sick again

so tired. stocktake everthign n all. prepared for the gm arrival... so much happened. sorry been bz and slipping my mind to do blog. =/ so tired. my fren also. like me. say tired3...
i hate sg working hours
sighs

i dunno where to begin.
omg. love my fren's new haircut. so pretty n nice. envy sia. haha
mm.. oh yea thats ytd.
mm. .wat else. bene approached by h n m recruitment ppl.. but i look at their stores ar.. haiz. nvm. see how

today asm of changi told me.. that next fri her last day. its like tiring working there. one hting is the shifts. but most of all, its like you've alreayd been doing so much work, yet they keep giving u more work like theres never enough work to do. more n more keep pouring in. and she cant take it anymore. totally. so true.
haizzzz

o well.
wat to do.

mm.. wat else.
xmas is coming. need to shop for pressies when pa is in. =/
haiz.
wat to buy i dunno ne
but theres abt 2 big pressies i need to spend on.
omg.
haiz
today had bread n tuna. feels gd to save

anyway,
yea.. been trying to learn how to be happy.
but today i am sick. at night got worse=/
now after med still not gd
almost wanna mc  but i didnt . cos of work. i need to go.
anyway,
hope my mum her eyes will be fine soon.

period time. dizzy.
think not been resting or eating well huh. work alot. rest abit only. then period joins in. so ea.
maybe weak

dunno wat else to say
eyes closing. cant think. sick

mata

magic of pandora

ahh.. its been a few weeks now..
been trying to mention this but forgot time n time again

few weeks back walked passed pandora. saw this sliver bracelt.. theres this beautiful sapphire bluish ringstones in it. its beautiful . v nice. im not a fan of blue. but that, is gorgeous. so elegant.
prior to that was the red ones. but soemhow the sliver brings ot the sapphire coolness to the limit ba

anwyay, its getting soooo crowded everday. pandora was insane too. al lsorts of ppl were int er. old young middle age. as in teenagers too. mans boys,, women young ladies.. al lthere. omg. why? cos it makes sure a awesome xmas pressy?
cos of waht? i dunno. its liek .pandora is so amazingi dunno why. cos its v expensive. yet ppl of all sexes n ages love it.
O.o
uh huh
amazing huh
liek that time. wore a fake one on my hand. smiliar to that of real.this customer making payment asked me oh is tha pandora!? like os excited like that . but i guess maybe shes like me ba. i also looked at customers panora bracelt. someitmes i asked. but now i refrained from doing so. ha. later the more i wanna get=.=

my colleague was teasing me. she say i off ydt. this man from previous day this weke was like headed into the store. looking ard. like looking for me. i hope not. seriously i dont need another stalker =.=
cos she was teasing me the day he bought soething. saying he came back twice. looking ard like looking at me or wat.
i duno. blah3
im not that observant when it comes to ppl like that u know me.
its always ppl telling me then i eralized wahzt was going on. but i dun liek .ppl watching without me knowing. but if me know i'l lfeel greatly uncomfortable.
=.=
argh
anwyay, i hope he wont be back .for watever reason.
hoep my colleague is wrong

me so slpy now. wanna wait for my candal instruction and burn it for 4hrs
gosh
my skin break out liao. huu

maanger kept saying i not enough rest. i wa slike thinking. ...yea.. 3 weeks in a row liao.. one off day. 7am must wakey for stocktake...
then i thought. no. better dont think such thing .
i dun wanna think negatively
so yea
forget it .

i am so slpy now

gtg soon. about an hour to go.. .for candla. mm.. see how ba.
anyway hair stil lwet..
haiz.
these two days not been good=/

mata

silent hill 2 soon!

so slpy n tired. had to much lsp. decided to type online abit. still very tired though=/ dunno next week stocks take will fall on my off again anot.

anwyay,
wil lshort blog

so hungry. sudden woke up by stomach ache. but nto the wanna go shit type of pain.
huu

v tired omg=/

haioz. u know. soemtiems fb is liek that. whatever u post or whenever u post somehting, will bound to have misunderstadnings or misread correct
haiz. dunno la.
me hoping to watch silet hill 2. wanna bring mum. but that kind of movie.. =/ haiyo. like. .let her watch is kinda. .not match eh. but. .o well

omg. late liao. been eating well.( better abit) ... so yea. wil ltry to have healthy lifestyle ba. but always tired n slpy.

jaa mata

not enough slp

v slpy. another stocktake cming up soon
in hours=.=
so yea. hopefully i''ll get to slp early n all the way through without wakey

today sm v gd mood. spend alot too. on branded bags .wow. anwyay, she say she rrly liek my pants today. i was like. huh. maybe shes in too good mood? cos ive been wearing that for long liao. =.=
but yea. glad at least shes happy. makes it easier to work long too eh

ive not been slping well. like. not enough ba. 5hrs slp. tonight most probably too agai
v v v slpy now=/
almost missed my stop todya. luckily wakey on time.
haiz. cant enjoy my night. i did. abit. relac in bath..
but gotta slp now ba. though i ate alot ha. omg

huu slpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

kk. better slp soon .mm. .feel like sining. .omg. later sing til lovershot time how
k. .try a song ba
=P

jaa mata

couple fair life

nowadasy so lazy to type ha. slpy. huuu =/
boring day. day slpwed day abit

haha. anothr obsevatiion from my colleagues

so its my tow colleagues customers.thye came back to colelct stuff. i happened to be alone on the otehr side of store. then they're like. .slwoly handed me the receipt. .then my colleagues saw them n handed them over
they left
then my colleague say.. they suddenly quiet and tone down stammering becos of me. i was lik ewat??
O.o she said yea they were like so noisy and loud when talking to my colleagues jsut now. then saw me, like stammering and quiet take out receipt. =.=
dunno la. only my colleagues can tell. me nvr notice such thigns wan
so weird. n funny. omg. v weird

yawn.. im so slpy

sm recently having probs wit her husband. i dunno what happen also. but she sas lie saying he think she demanded too much form him. ask him cook. .iron clothes.. .i think ne. IF what she said is true, then her husband is in the wrong. as husband n wife(somemore shes pregnant ) , husban shld do their part mah.
everything must share n compromise. hters no hus nor wife must do type of chores. =/
so weird. n unfair.
whree got Only wife must ioron clothes.
i like it when guys are independent

kk. rrly need slp. haiz. not much res.t. n now going to slp soon

jaa

long day at bugis

soo otired n slpy. gotta catch up on slp soon

haiz

long day

dunno where to begin.
brekafast with parents. .headed out cos dad wanna go bugis. .wow we walked for rrly long this time round. omg. had heavy breakfaast n dinner. =.= no lunch / see. very difficult for us to have a proper three meals =.=
used to it alrdy. like. not hungry at all during lucnh . and no habit to muchn a bite during middle of day
haiyo

anwyay so slpy

mm... weird. wat i wanan blog ar.

got some pretty cool rings=) very nice.
mm....
nothing much i guess

omg. so boring . nowadasy dunno wah to blog alryd. maybe theres thigns. but i jdut cant rememebr
haiz

=/

kk. i am very tired n slpy =/ gotta go. haiz.... long week ahead

mata =(