HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

hm.. lets see.. .finally got my days of off.. to rest.. today.. will be resting too bah.. :) its....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! yay!! hehehe.... so happy and looking forward to later! gonna have a surprise for my um! and dad too. :D We're gonna be having KFC! hehe. mother's day special. gonna free a ladies bag actually.. but a pity out of stocks.. so.. oh well.. nvm. but cant wait to see the look on mum's face later! ^^ wahaha. :P

yes.. my bro and i planned this.. cos mum really hate us to buy anything for her. all she wanted the most is just a treat. that all. a bowl of noodles or what. hm. .wonder if she's gonna make noise later huh.. XD sure gonna ask how much we pay.. haha. oh well.. but don care.. want her to get something better! its a special day u know. hehe. :)

hm.. ytd.. ..let's see.. walk for quite a distance.. finding a shop.. then..
watched a movie.. ..then... head back home.. .. nice.. :) ha.. sleepy at night though.

hm.. today.. will be better. and tmr too. ^^ deshio? hehe

ah... ^^ took some sweet nice photos and video.. hoho... :P

...ytd.. kena 'slam'
buy that boss of mine. very3 sic k and tired of this.. sigh.. no matter how he say.. what how he like me personally as a person,.. seriously when it comes to work, the things he said, its so.. ..unreasonable. and i hate that.

..sigh.. angry. ..

what to do. not gonna let it spoiled my mood for today.
kk, gonna go rush and bath then head out soon!!

mata!!

Disappointed! Argh!

o...k... there're more and more overseas ppl in singapore now.. mostly for work.. got phillippinos.. china.. even usa.. aust.. canada.. german.. blah.. alot of them are from school attachments. nice eh? alot of my staffs here are like that. alot gone back.. sad.. but new ones coming.. they just keep coming..

yes.. dozes off in bus just now again..-_- why so sleepy!!! argh... ..anyway, today aint a good day man.. sigh.. disappointments.. shocking news all ard.. job.. life.. gosh.

i dunno mazn,. .it might be a perfect time or excuse to leave this job of mine if 'that' thing happen. ..we'll see eh?.. ..

today zuan brought his lappy along.. we uses it whole day.. good thing to have that ins hop.. ha.. he left it there tonight. -_- gosh.

fren's freen is working for something like a freelance model thingy.. telling me should go try out cos me got the looks. -_- -_- ..whatever. but anyway, that kind of job, need to bring along your own clothes i think.. think.. maybe includes lingerie too.. bikini as well.. ok... bikini..fine.. but lingerie?.. XD can you imagine if me wears that and take pics right in front of so many ppl? -_-.. k, don even imagine!! but then again... ..hm... as i grow up... ..u know.. this kind of thing, i don mind venturing into. ..lol.. sound so brave. -_- argh

hm..... tch......... feels like. .there're problems within me.. tch.. very frustrated.

sigh................ so tired..... :( huu...

hm... my fren keep asking me to accompany him go club.. ..should i?.... but.. haiyo...! really3 dunno!

mata..

FALLEN ANGEL

today, as expected, fell aslp in bus again.. but nope.. this im safe.. no nearly fall aslp on someone else's shoulder. phew.. still one more night to go.. gosh... sureeeee gonna slp again!! huu.. so hate that...

hm.. really cant wait to end tmr's day.. cant wait!!!

hm.. thazt time.. ..during the.. ..very. .emotional talk with sam,.. ..hm.. say me till as if im like an angel sia..
..everything he said about me done for him,..changed his life.. thats what happen to me too.. so... ..wow.. the way he said it,.. gosh.. no la!! XD me no angel! paiseh!! but feel like as if.. i drop out of nowhere.. and 'save' him.. well, at least thats what happen to me. he just.. ..appeared out of nowhere.. ..brighten up the world... .. ..yes.. and alot more... .. :)

hm..one of the reason i really hate that
korea boss of mine, and my job,.. is.... the fact that i have to pretend to agree with him!!
i HATE being like that! hate to pretend! also dislike it when see my frens agree with him.. and gotta say sorry, or yes3... blah3.. hate that man. but what to do. he's our boss. ..argh... i really hate myself for doing that! .. sigh....

oh no... jme forgot about the model thingy!! XD the person called me! but thank goodness me got an excuse to get it off. my boss there ar.. thats why. otherwise if u want me to lie on the spot, sorry, i sucks at it. cant!! omg... dunno what to tell her... ..huu... cant think now.. tired, and cant be bother to. XD hm... see tmr how.. omg.. gotta come up with a decision fast..

today lots of things to do.. been busy from beginning till end of work these few days..

hm.. k.. gotta go.. tired ar..

mata.

Shoulder Bump

hm.. ytd was abit funny.. when
things gets busy, im speaking to the china staff in english.. then to non chinese customers, in chinese. then she also. haha. a few times it happen. XD cos we're like turning our heads.. speaking to each other, then to customers.. cos she's asking me some toy stuffs..

...tch.. sigh.. omg. no mood to type. lazy bah..

....argh........... moody...-_-

hm.. oh.. so paiseh.. omg. my shoulders are were like touching abit to the guy next to me when we're in the bus!! dunon how many times. >_< we stop at the same stop somemore! omg... cos i doze off again! omg.. thought me had enuff slp this aftnoon.. but still.. sigh.. sleepy.. -_- not yet recover.. anyway, i do not know how many time i didx that.. but.. gosh.. that guy must be frighten eh?.. sooo glad my head din fall
onto his shoulder. -_- haiyo... i hope i wont ever bump into him again in that bus!>_<

hm... tch.... feeling really slpy.. ..bored... and.. ...just down..

Down.............

very2 sianz.....

sigh....... i hope chan's fren can help out.. either him or chan will be back in p.p i hope... cos do not wish to change my schedule.. ..:(

sigh... hate this job.

..heard one of the office staff went overseas for holiday.. on 2 weeks leave.. ..ii na... ...

....mata

B***S*** Meeting

haha... yes.. finally me uploaded these p;ics.. neo prints.. my family and childhood frens.. ha. .let my family members each keep one of the different design neo print in their wallet. me as well. :P

hm... ...sleepy.. knock out in the bus just now.. ... but gonna slp late tonight.. me
need to settle my stuff.

omg.. din expect to bump into jeff in the prints shop today. so long nvr talk to him. haha. funny as ever. think he's using the same phone as me. ha.. :P everytime i see someone uses the same phone as me, its a guy. hm.. wonder.. have i seen a woman use it before..yet?.. anyway, very few ppl using that. so.. yup. me happy. :) haha... me no like common things. :P

hmmm......... this morning aint good at all... bloody disturbing to the core.
kena a small 'lecture' by my korea boss for plain NOTHING!!
i talk to him with respect and gentle, and super nicedly, he say don talk Bulls**t with him. that kind of talk is bulls**t. wth man????!! he never eat breakfast ar?? early in the morning find fault with me!!! what bulls**t here and there???! i din say anything wrong k!! wth... angry like... argh!! im starting to hateeeee this job soo much!!

luckily today no stocks.. phew.. sooooo many new stocks u know!!! can die sia.. huu.. very stress.. alot5 of things to do..and handle.. :( me not happy.. so stress woking there. .tons of work loads..
..:(

hm.. then.. after meeting,.. me received a surprised call. thought its fitri. but turn out to be a fren of mine never meet so long. last time i saw him, was like.. hm..... more than a year ago? riding his bike to go eat. omg. soo long. and me remember he said wanna change his bike.. well, so me asked him today. and he say yes. few months back he changed. ha. he really did it eh? but.. he sounded so different! hm.. weird ar.. he called out of a sudden.. ha.

hmm... relief alittle..bit. mansoo told me that he told my boss about what happen about the schedule thing.. mansoo is working in oub. he and ross our boss..quite ok ba.. ..hm.. anyway, me told him about it. and he told ross. he explain to him how allan the new so called 'supervisor cum manager' keep changing and having probs with our schedule. and how he loves to pushes blames onto others.
he told him about how allan ask me to do everything for the schedule promo and shop.. then when after me make changes, me DID Fax the whole thing to him. but allan din tell him!
then he pushes the blames on me! then mansoo told ross how he Scolded me for Nothing becos of him! ross that time say me anyhow makes changes Without informing anyone! and me sooo glad mansoo help me out here. really thx him.. then masoo say after he told him the truth, ross just stand there.. dunno surprised or what.. then said nothing ba.. ..

bloody idiot.. that day make me cry like mad. hate these ppl. ....argh

... sigh.....
i dunno what to do in life sometimes.. ..

hm... so weird.. hammy's keys are left behind in our shop.. she say she never put it there... ..hm.. so weird... ... ah!! forgot to ask ross about the boy playing with ball!! nvm. .me try asking his wife tmr. she coming to work with me. ha. oh well

oh... ...hm.. finally.... suddenly my impression of that very irritating guy at photo shop ard my work place changes a tiny3 very tiny bit for the better. ha.
me saw him giving the china old lady a packet of twisties.. but already open up la.. still,.. he pushes the packet to her.. asking her to have it. so.. hm..... ok. maybe my bad?.. he aint that bad ba..
..nah. ha

.....hm.. ...heard from my fren.. that my fren's fren,.. got this LDR.. hm.. they.. been together for 3 yrs.. then got separate cos of the other party gotta go overseas. then its been a year since one of the other party went overseas.., and they're still together. they gotta be separate from his or her love.. so its a LDR(long distance relationship) and they're still together.. so.. hm.. total 4 years already right?.. then my fren say.. and they're planning to get married already.. ..then say.. aw.... so sweet right.. ..indeed.. sweet ne.. ... happy for them. ha. though me don know them.

oh.... ha.. was working with vivian our china staff today. she's so fun to tlak with. :) can talk alot with her. and thus the time passes so fast. :)
she's very nice. she's with ehr bf for 7 yrs already!! XD! thats why she don mind coming to singapore to work , while her bf still in china. me ask her about marriage.. she say yes.. will be getting married over there when she's back. haha. aw.. poor thing.. she loses alot of weight since she's here.. for about.. 4months already i think. but she look better now. saw her older pic mah.

hm.. oh well.... ...... me wonder if sam fall alsp now or what... but cant call bah... ... wanna ask him about dream!! huu....!! :( sad!! :(

sigh................... see how later bah.. .. got a feeling he wont reply my msg. anyway, me gotta go off soon and settle my stuff.

mata

(Best) Friends Can't Be Trusted Sometimes

been so sleepy these few days.. today worse..

like ytd.. cant even think that clearly.. was talking about cooffee with zuan and ham.. then wanna say starbucks coffee very expensive right.. $500 plus... -_- then we laugh.. me wanted to say $5 plus.. haha. drink alone not fun anyway. ha.

phew.. at least tonight not going for any movie.. cos too many ppl cant make it. and tmr.. gosh.. meeting at 9Am, then work all the way till 9.30pm. gosh.. im sooo gonna be extra3 tired..

sales.. been not so good these few days.. .. hm.. ytd.. my boss called.. and ask me.. is there any boy playing around with a ball in my shop.. ..me and ham go check.. ..
but.. strangely enough, no boy playing with ball ar. then he say.. ok,.. nvm... soooo weird!! tmr.... ..hm.. maybe if theres any chance, i'll try to ask him what happen... ...mystery man... .. hmm... ha

oh,.. today theres this indian couple.. the wife came to the counter.make payment.. then look straight at my face, and speak in their language to her husband.. then her husband lift up his head, and look at me too. then mumble2..dunno what between each other. yes. they're talking about me..
but about what? hm.. think..... maybe its about my eyes?.. ha. funny.

wow.. hammy say its her best job so far.. our work place.. she say. .seriously.. its really the best job ever. :) hee. me glad she love this job. and say like that. :) but then again.. thats becos.. she no stress.. partimer.. no need to handle anything much. only fulltimers get all the stress. sigh.

hm.. ...was talking about some best fren destroying relationships topic today.. ..like... ... how can best frens, or frens say something, then the partner belive
, and break up just like that. sooo stupid!
but one of the case,.. aw.. so sweet.. things like that happened, but the guy found out the truth, and they patches things up, and now they've been together for 4 years. :)
so sweet ne. hee.

hm.. ..well.. ..i guess its all up o tghe partner.. ppl can say all and whatever they want.. no matter how hurtful and power that is,.. .. its all up to the partner's Trust. .. Thats the key.. .i guess.. ..overall,.. partners are the ones who spend most of their time with.. whether or not the other party done something wrong,.. its up to them to decide if they're the sort of ppl who'll do whatever let down thing. only the partners know their own partners.. other ppl don. cos they don know them as well as you do. trust your own feelings.. don let ppl mislead (misguide) you..

hm.. sooo hungry now!! huu.. tmr.. gotta wakey sooo early! .. hm.. k, me gotta rush and do my stuff.

mata ne!

Romantic

hm… where should i start… ..i blog this on.. thurs. but post it here today.(sat)

well…. …hm… lets talk about.. how this kind of thing happen again.. ha, i was so engrossed in defeating the boss in my psp game,.. that i totally was so tensed up! haha. and when i finally defeated the boss, i was sooo happy till i lift up my head, and hit the back on my head! me in train somemore! XD then me let out a ‘ouch!’ .. omg.. paiseh.. XD!

hm.. was watching wolfverine the movie with sam.. …ha.. before the movie starts, the cinema was playing some really2 romantic songs.. then.. was talking.. ..then.. some heartfelt words were being let out.. the atmosphere is so.. hm.. ..emo? ha.. ..anyway.. .. we’re talking,, and.. me.. end up not looking up at his face.. ha… really cant.. ..dont dare to look at him.. heartfelt words being said.. ….the atmospere easily can led me to tears drop.. ha….oh well..

oh.. ..then.. ….hm.. ..finally got the date of when he’s leaving… …its so fast.. ..and……. …

i knew this day is coming.. ..so.. ..been trying to prepared myself when he revealed this to me.. ..still.. ..ha. ..well.. tears cant stop flowing out. …its useless to prepare such thing.. ..futile..

the next morning, i woke up,… ..seriously..i thought it was a nitemare.. ..but it didnt took me long enough to come back to my senses.. everything words that been said,.. was real.. ..he’s still leaving.. i……………….. …been cherishing him since day one.. i swear by my words.

kk…. ..enough about this upsetting matter k?.. ..whoa.. wanna cry alrready.. but cannot la! me at his house now blogging!! gosh.. gotta control. even at work also.. i cant be left alone.. even for a moment.. will start thinking.. then.. eyes will get so teary. ..haiyo! .. hope will be fine soon.. … …ha.. ..who am i kidding.. ..

hm.. weird… suddenly 2 frens of mine who aint close to me, send me gdnite msg. so weird ne. ha. then today reen gimme a call. and.. .so funny. point is, this will happen once in a while.. suddenly out of nowhere no reason, ppl come back to contact me. ppl ikm not close with.so funny! XD

hm… lets see…. …went to bugis today.. ..searching for sammy’s shirt.. ..then.. went to eat at mof. jap restaurant.. food’s very normal..but the ice cream. mm… can watch out for that.
hm.. i hope hammy know what she’s doing.. ..and syah.. ..hm.. dunno what happen to his relationship

..oh.. ..ha.. ..me had great nites. comfy..sweet..great.. ..ha.

k, i gotta head to other websites.. dun wanna bug on this lappy too long. ha.

mata ne.