Upside Down Style

huuu something aint right with my lifestyle right now u know.. me cum abck home.. always starving.. guru3 my stomach always goes. .then eat so late. .tehn slp. -_- its like so totally upside down now.. me abit faint.. very tired.. but hanging on. .the biggest reason i know why. internet. yes.. i think it really affected my health.. but. .somehow me too lazy to go out and geta glass of water. .after me done with net, then will eat. which is very3 late.. me don like of course.. but.. ni dunno man.. this isnt like me anymore..



redz just handed me my belated b'day pressy. appreciated.. ^^ thx redz.. haha. .bro hellped him out there for abit. :P



hm... tmr zuan changed shift with me.. when he talk about this with mansoor, he was like.. 'aiya, she sure ok one. now no boyfren here already. sure free wan' then zuan shoot him back saying 'she also got family u know.' then he keep quiet. ...so i was right huh. .no wonder 2 public holidays put me full shifts... :( me poor thing..

lately... ...i dunno man.. isit cos me not been eating well or has it gotta do with my lifestyle now..., my temper been really.. hm.. i dunno man.. i gotta tame my anger especially when it comes to... ... ...geez.. ..tch. .me dunno whats wrong either.. ..just wanna control my temper.. thinking everything will be alrite.. ....sigh. its like im extra sensitive now.. :( meaning easily to get hurt. more.. tch.. dunno ne.. .. i wish.. .end of yeara will come.. days.. will be gone........

so hungry now.. aftnoon, hahaha.. like so many times me work at the centre, my frens will always come isit me. XD yeah.. then me get to go out anad eat.. haha. raz dropped by today. for awhile. then yes. .me get to eat ban mian.. nice today. yummy.... usually me wont eat out mah..

ha. .sammy.. got alot of longgg dreams.. woo... :) hehe... happy for him.. aww... but din expect that kind of dreams to occure 2 nights straight.. wow.. power! then i was chompingon my chips..while reading through the words of dreams.. whoa.. haha.. really can imagine it into a movie..

me gonna eat redz father's dish..erm. .dunno what spicy chicken or sumtin later.. yummy!

hm................. .....from teh way im so sensitive now...,... ..sigh.. .. i dunno if thats a good thing. ..no. .sure aint good.. ..
..tch..

oh tmr.. ..hm.. after work. wonder gonna settle sumtin anot.. .. gotta see first..

VKG me gonna watch the last epi already.. wohohoho... so cool. been so liong since i watced a real cool anime. :) will keep finding..

mata

Quizzes!

hmm.. its kinda fast huh.. .. hm. .sort of.. .. sammy's been gone for almost 2 weeks now... .. ..just thought of it. ..never really counted the day.. ..but. ...yeah... ..
hm.. oh.. found a secret hideout for my lappy today at my shop. ^^ hehe happy! cos yup.. now the risk is low.. hm.. yeah.. but while charging,..still a big risk to take..

anyway.. tot of saving money right.. so today eat instand noodle.. but.. cant resist cravings too.. when zuan ask if wanna share money and buy donuts, me agree.-_- hee....o well... tmr then.. yeah..

so full.. and feel kinda sick.. hm.. maybe cos of the water from the kettle again.. something must be really wrong there... .. but nonetheless, me still gonna use that for my noodles.. just that me this time round wont drink any leftover bah.. huu.. terrible water.. -_-

haha.. was having so many quizzes.. XD so fun.. yeah.. with sammy on the line.. then got so many funny some even kinky type of quizzes.. haha.. yup.. night time is the best ne...

ah.. today so many angmoh customers.. in fact, these few days have alot.. then today, duno why got alot of black ppl. haha... yeah.. i really wonder why..

just now so full.. -_- now hungry already.. huu.. dunno wanna cook something later anot.. hm... but bro aint back.. haiyo. dislike to eat alone..

tired... tmr gotta wakey early.. but after finish work, will be free abit.. cos next day aftnoon shift.. cant wait for tmr to end seriously.. 8pm...

hm... slpy.. tmr will be a better day ne.. ..another day nearer.. ..for him to come back..

hm.. its full moon.. no wonder these few days is like... huu.. not really nice days for me. .hm. .how to say.. .. o well.. i really gotta remember.. certain things me told myself.. .. i'll feel easier if..yeah.. ..

mata

Glad Thing are Fine Now. Phew

haven eat.. ..so tired... ...in the day.. dunno what overcomes me.. :( but tonight. .as usual. .alwayas the night.. its the best.. perhaps.. as they say.. save the best for last.. ..anyway.. forget whatever happen in the day.. im now... ...happy again.. another webby date passed.. i cant wait to see him.. i really2 couldnt waiat any longer.. checked my bank book.. last month indeed me went outta my budget.. but this month.. im gonna make sure im back on my tracks again..
his aloofness.. costs me my smile.. his smile makes me forget everything. u know who im talking about?.. he's someone really2 important in my life. .someone.. who's my pillar.. someone i cant imagine my life without.. yes.. he's that important.. above everything else..
to have a person like that.. to my heart.. its really precious.. i really.. ..really2...

finally.. at night.. he started talking to me normal again... otherwise.. me would feel still so sad.. :(

..... the feelings has gotten so much stronger than the last year.. when he's gone for 3weeks.. so much special now ne.. ..

im sooo hungry.. after finish msn then eat bah. .very slpy too.. keep yawning.. but.. dun wan eat just now.. cos otherwise would've missed out some precious time.. i hate that..

after eat will slp. no choice.. very tired already.. especially my legs.. i hope tmr will be a great day...

really gotta beat up the foolish me in the aftnoon argh..

mata ne..

I Hate Today's Off Day

todays my off day... been looking forward to my off.. cos been working real hard.. so... yeah.. very hard.. just wanna enjoy my off.. so.. yeah.. din had a nice slp.... keep wakey up then check my phone.. then.. yeah.. not a nice slp at all.. huu dunno why.. very3 uncomfy..

then online.. till mum got off from work..
checked my bank book.. thank goodness its fine. np.

oh ytd funny thing happened. theres this man.. came in my shop to browse ard.. before he left, he handed me this browser.. its those jesus christ thingy church.. dunno how many times i'd gotten that. anyway, he asked me to read it. its good for me.. then after closing, me take a peak at the paper.. and omg... -_- i saw something so amazing to me. lol.. theres thiss black and white photo behind the page. .and.. .its that guy who handed me the broswer!! XD hahaha.. so funny... its like.. seeing a ghost..

hmmm... ytd huh...... ....yeah.. still feeling terrible.. then i go my best med.. after chatting with sammy, me fine already. erm .. left 15% terrible only. ha. my miracle huh. ...sammy cured me..

as i was saying... ...oh.. after checking my bank book,
i joined mum in ntuc.. cos wanna get my grocery shopping done too. bought instant noodles.. come home if hungry can eat. .at work can eat also.. so.. yup.... can save alot of money..i think. ..
then had lunch... theres alot to share with sammy i thought....then... went back up to msn as usual... but... somethign really bad went wrong.. i took it as an offense.. long story.. dun wanna mention it.. both my mum and i thought wow.. dad finally gotten himself a job.. we're wondering hows he doing.. but... to our dismay,.. we received a call from him. .saying he's quitting.. cos dunno.. tough job, bz job.. blah3... then yeah.. of course me disappoited...

it aint my day today.. upset day... sammy nothing to talk to me either... im trying my best to say something... but... sigh...............
i wish................. theres another off for me tmr...

today bloggy so early.... cos feeling terrible.. ..sorry.. tonight maybe bloggy again. .hope i'll say something about.. wow.. how nice the night is.. ...but i doubt so..?.. .. cos half the day is gone. .and.. its bad.. :...(

mata

Case Of Food Poisoning?

haiyo... .dunno me food poison or what... just feel terrible bah... huu
even also..
it happened after me done with stocks. shoot... feeling soooo super terrible... :(

stand.. walk.. band down.. sigh.. terrible..

today nothing much bah.. online.. work.. ah. then watch anime.. hehe. cool. finally got time to watch. my fav one. tch.. sucks.. me feel like wanna faint..

hmm..... then.. oh.. today was chatting with this customer.. nice person. been to germany.. next going to finland.. ha..finland.. he say its sooo clean there. hm.. hopefully ne.. one day will get to see it.
then he was oh im chinese ar!! -_- cos he say me speak like a malay.. -_- even till now so many ppl say that.. haiyo
...stomach growling now.. :( dunno got the energy to eat anot.. i hope my bro will cum back tonight.. though got a feeling he wouldnt.. me dislike to be left alone when me can slp late..

:( huuuu me feel so sick...

:( sigh
sux

cant concentrate on blogigng.. u know how bad my stomach is growling now?? me so tired and weak to cook...

huu is it becos of the plastic smelling kettle water?... or the food. .or ice coffee..
this morning.. dad's fren dropped by.. he's a very rude and untrustworthy man. i think he should be the man my mum mentioned not long ago. argh.. one look, and i know he's not a good guy.. not say one look but... haiyo.. its just those sixth snese of feeling.. called it my guts bah..
hm.. hopefully let my mum know later. argh.. actually forgot about it.

hm.. today at my shop.. i think my eyes are playing tricks on me.. even give me the goose bumps.. me dun like.. as if feeling some kind of death is near.. ..:(
eew.. me don like this feeling..

i cant smile much now,, me must be looking so fierce and bad now huh?.. no energy to smile...

mata

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Wanna Rush home 2

sianz..................-_- so tired.... ...and then rush back to msn.. really cant wait. gosh.. a long2 day.. head out today.. cos was supposed to pass her her belated pressy.. but forgot to bring!! so paiseh!! omg.. then.. yeah.. cos sam say he'll be out whole day.. ..so me reakon must be like last time ne. .till 12 am pus then cum back.. so. .yeah. .went out.. then got to know he reach home already.. haiyo... then me worried.. so wanna get back asap.. my heart.. really yearning to get back.. so.. yes.. after dessert, me meet izuan and raz up.. cos they wanna pass me my b'day belated pressy.. then. .yeah. .zuan ask wanna watch movie and hang out anot. .a pity me cant.. i got someone most important to attend to. so.. yes.. .. just hate it when me cant get to spend time with him.. so.. yup. nearly wanna take cab again.. but lucky bus came.. and yes.. im home. .then we chatted. .played this bouncy game.. ha. was fun. laughing lots.. and suddenly im not alone in presense again. im just so glad happy feelings are back again.. the power of missing someone.. ...its alot... ...alot3... everywhere..

this morning.. bus passed by iluma.. thoughts of how he used to hold my hands.. walking together.. crossing the road just to get there.. it just came to me.. .. then theres this outside raffles place... first time meet, and go out together.. atlas.. sitting at this stone thingy.. was talking about how he used to watch, wait and slp n the car while his frens are in the club..(me so worried..:( for him) then he say.. smilingly.. now i know who to call everytime when im bored there. i say.. yeah. .tehn isnt thata expensive?.. his parents pay??!XD he replied.. yeah.. don care. ..that time ne.. .. we're still not familiar lots yet.. frens.. ..yet.. hm. .sumtin is coming.. ..yeah... those innocent smile and words... who could ever forget...?....
he even once said everyday will fly back..
..

bought the shorts.. finally got my size.. its kinda importaan to me. .cos the sshorts really comfy!! and also.. ..thats the shorts me and him trying to find.. but din get cos no stocks.. so.. yup.. glad me finally bought it.. lots of memories there.. ..from heeren to.. ..

zuan and raz bought me weird but difficult to find 'things'...=.= hahaha. but.. yeah.. appreciated.. :) thanks guys,, aand also luthfi.. he still keep to his promise this year ne.. :) gib me a belated b'day msg.. and yeah. .was sooo surprised.. haha. tot he'd forgotten.. so.. yup. :) thx luth..... wont forget yours either. :)

my fren... one of the twins.. wow.. she's getting engaged!! next year getting married!! she's my age u know!XD omg.. happy for her.. wow.. to think that time me still worked with her at p.p.... then always see her and her guy.. awww.. so sweet... :) congrats.. me wish her all the best.. :) so glad thigns went so well for them yay :) hehe

my fren like this guy.. he's attached.. gf in another place.. he's very devoted i heard. very sweet. then she met another one she took an interest on.:) in uni.. just broken up after about a month. gf ah lian type.. not super ah lian.. but the type who loves to play alot. so.. saw his pic.. yes.. pity him also.. a guy like him should be with someone like my fren. yup2.. ...well.. hope her love life will be great ne. gdluck.

public holiday i work.. ok. next day monday ppl off, i full again. both full. ONLY ME. im pissed off.. .but... ...sigh.. ..speechless... even zuan also dun get it.. heard sep gotta have 3 weeks of promo again. omg........... omg4... can die.. why cant they ahve it after i quit?:( ... gonna be so stress.. ... sigh.................... ...... ...i hope they wont ask the guy who wanna get to know me, to cum. shoot.. me hate promo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss.. him so much.. wonder hows he doing now.. his day is ok today.. with ice cream somemore.. ha.. ..let him enjoy abit bah.. .. if me today at home,.. he wont get any nice food nor ice cream..

and for that guy who keep saying what.. for his girl, she neednt need to reach out for her pocket.. what.. he'll reach into his.. omg... rich?? or just plain nonsense. -_- me don get this type of guy.

frenster blog.. ..hm. .so far same as here.. no changes so far i think hahah

jaa mata.