Faintish

oh... my spicy noodles me cooked ytd, hehe. redz and mum tasted it say very nice! ^^ yay!! thats one of my signature dish yo! ;) hehe... bro ask me cook for them also. XD haha..but not enuff ingredient.. so.. too bad.;)

last night before slp, had a great talk with sammy. so happy. :)hee. me so glad im home. :)

oh that day.. when meeting redz and bro for dinner.. sat. so weirdXD me wanna walk to ion. then dunno how me end up at wisma. then walk.. tot its mrt..can go out to outside ion.. then end up at taka!! XD! lol. redz also dunno how me do the walking.. dots..
dunnno what happen that night.

me actually don feel like typing much. cos im sick today.
at first tot its gonna be a short runny nose. but.. end up getting worse. so weak now... me even fell aslp in bus.. so wanna continue slping there.. cos too tired and without energy to get up..
perhaps i've been slping late? ..

totally weak now.. huu.. i hope tmr i'll get well. cos the aircon there is gonna be double cold. haiz...... :( sick... dislike desu..
ppl can even tell im sick from over the phone. ha

sigh... will rest well tonight bah.. though. not sure wanna eat anot. .my only meal of the day is at 1.30pm.

... feeling... faintish now.. ...

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mata...

Weekend Ended

my childhood fren planned to sing kbox till morning tonight actually. then have a simple dinenr first.. she asked along 2 other frens. supposed to be after eating, they leave, me and my fren go kbox. but then.. they decided to go play pool...

we had our dinner at waraku. ate alot... omg. haha. they order alot. that we play guessing number game.. who lose, take a bite of the remaining unfinish food. and yup. thats how we finish everything up.. =.=

pool........ well.. me dunno how to play that well. been taught once by someone before. then today, they teach me. it kinda aite.. at the end of session, me geing the hang of it. :) still need more practice though of course. my ch fren suggested a bet. we lost. she won with another fren. so me and another person gotta trreat tehm ben and jerrys icce cream next time. haiyo. tehy so happy sia!!
then shockingly,.. i met my primary school fren. also a fren of my childhood fren. i was so shocked.. she recognize me.. but she din recognize my childhood fren. my childhood fren say becos my face never change-_-. ..ahem.. duno.. anyway..
theress another primary school fren my ch fren was telling me about. long story.. her name is.. h.x. and i heard she got a boyfren.. very ugly looking but very rich. they've been together foryears. and theyre getting married. WOW. Shock!!!! omg..

these 2 primary mates of mine.. ... me actually got some hard feeligns towards them.. cos.. long story man.. lets just say tehres alot of backstabbing behingd these girls. and thats why i swear im not gonna be like one of those girls.. argh.

very slpy.. very tired.. my heart is yearning for home.. him.. was wondering hard.. so difficult. then me decided to bring up the subject.. i aske dmy ch fren if its ok im not going for kbox.. she was so shocked. me felt bad.. but... yeah... good thing she say ok.. then me.. yeah.. feel bad.. but still.. me really need to get home.. aint the time to stay out late man.

im so tired now. thinking about next week's schedule beats me up.. sigh.

3 months.. :( how can i take it.. omg.... im holding on real hard... huuu........... u have no idea.. ..:(

chan lu say he's quitting. omg... so sad. vaz also soon. haiz.. see.. now this company no ppl already.. tough job man.. its the schedule that kill us.

oh.. at the pool, theres this girl.. with her 2 girl frens, and her bf. she play with her bf. and she was acting cool all the way like some kind of a rich spoiled girl. i pity her bf man. really dislike her.

ytd.. and today.. ok.. not that bad.. hm..... ... i really wish he's here now.. my motivation to keep me moving on..... to push me look forward to that off.. or half shift.. so i can get a date.. spend with him.. without him here..., perhaps thats why.. my working days been getting tougher.. as though im having difficulty catching my breath..

actually today would be a nice day to stay at home. bro and redz are at home.. then me can chill with them.. haiz.. why ne.. everytime me bored, they cant keep me company at home. when me got plans, they're at home. -_- argh..

but.. in anycase..
.... tmr.. another week to hang on to...
promo coming.. ..:( sigh....

u have no idea how stress my heart is now about work. not stress about anything in particular.. but.. the tiredness part.... the working time.. is killing me,.. im working like a china staff.. haiz. ..:(

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mata... ...

Shopping Destress Time!!

ok.. so i know of this person who lives in australia. he's a local there. and i was so surprised when he told me that he's trying to find a asian wife. =.= i thought.. the womens there should be all.. quite good looking.. erm.. polite or sumtin?? but he say no. the aussie womens are Mean And Snobs. all of them he said. i dunno man. i din know that could be the case. wow.. they're mean, rude and snobs?.. ... whoa.. no wonder my customers.. gosh. alotttttttttttt of them got asian wifes. =.=
i dunno. all im saying is, im just surprised. that.. yeah..

me just came back from movie and shopping trip. me reach home. .whoa... din know i was so tired and slpy.. cant help it.. fell aslp for a short while.. decided not to go out.. then sam say he's going out till late. then me.. hm.. think2.. better don let mum stay at home like that.. nothing to do.. then.. somemore if sam's gone.. me very3 bored at home on a sat too. -_- so... picked myself up, and went out. really feel like slping...

went to town.. took mum to a jap resttaurant.. :) then went bugis.. but.. huu.. the thign me wanna get no more.. in fact, 2 items me never get(cos thought in future like get now will still have..), is gone! sold out or what.. no stocks.. huu.. if only me had just buy them from the start.. don wait.. huu.. wasted... really wanna get those stuffs.. thought they'll still be there.. haiz.

then.. send mum to busstop.. went to town again. shop3.. to destress.. haiz. then thats when sam saying heading back home. oh no... me really feel like turning back. throw away the ticket and head home now. but then. reedz msg he's already outside waiting. so... ...tch.. :( well......

but then.. get to talk with him tonight. :) really happy. its like.. he's back? haha. we're watching different movies, with different ppl. but in my heart,.. ..yeah.

morning at work.. .gosh........ -_- boring!! me online till finish work.. gosh.. and its sooo cold there!! huu :( even customers also ask us to feedback to our bosses.. no need to open shop so early and close so late at that centre.

hm... me suddenly feel like. .wow. still got energy ne...

i cant tell ya how great it is. .to hear sammy's voice.. and laughter.. all the kawaii2 expressions.. :)its just so.. ..:) like back in those days.. im glad sammy really sounded happy and energetic. ^^ and that gibs me all the more laughter and happiness.

mata

The Romantic Sweet Bicycle Ride

hm.. ydt slpt early.. feeling abit better now..

u know... im really glad im not flying off right now. because of what izuan told me about the dream he had,.. brr...... no matter how much me don care,.. will still worried abit cos of its coincidence. so.. haha. pray for me in dec ne. :) hee. :P

u know.... it doesnt matter whether a guy owns a car or motor bike.. really.
u know.. for 2 days in a row, morning i saw this couple.. (hm.. don think they same person bah) the guy wearing shirt.. seems like going to work.. then he was riding this bicycle.. with a girl behind him. i was like.. awwwwww... thats so sweet... somoehow i seems better than a car.. its so... :) nice... so sweet ne..
no matter what u got.. isnt it the best when u have someone in ur heart u work so hard for? to be happy with everything.
material life..this kind of thing.. everyone sought after.. aint number 1.. what is your number 1?

...haiz.. .. so wanna go to marina cathcy plushie place... but... ..don have the courage to step in there yet... alot of sweet memories there.. dunno what will i be thinking if i step foot in there..
.. one day.. ...one day ne... ..

sam just wokey whne me on msn with him.. so wanted to on webby.and ask him to smile.. but.. me never on.. been waiting for him to just wakey.. but.. .. dunno.. din do it.. scared... miss the kawaii morning smile so much.. love it so much. hee. till..... so difficult to explain.. till.. ....afraid to see it.. cos... will then... wont let go?..... dots.. aint sound right.
but just.. well.... simply put. he got the best mrg smile to cheer me up the start of my day. best med.
cant explain it. :)

k.. me gonna rest down early i guess.. ..

mata

It's A Cold Day

haiyo... that place its the fire station.. the taxi driver say its st john.-_- and i fell for it. ..dots.. the view in orchard.. wow.. at night.. its amazing.. :) really nice.. its as though im outta singapore.. haha

start to feel abit hungry now... argh.... cant tell ya how sleepy i am...... =.= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz slping already while typing this.. ha.
nah.. trying to keep my eyes open.. wondering.. should i eat before slp??
ha.. i can tell for sure.. tonight i can slp within one min. wooo......

hungry ne...
just now super thirsty..

hm......

oh.. sri's in that centre today.. the donut girl. me pass by to say hi. haha.. she say i look better with my specs on XD isit? haha... dunno.. dun care..

huu.. eyes gonna close.. to eat or to slp straight.. actually the best would to eat downstairs with bro and redz.. but me think redz not eating bah.. breakfast not too long ago mah.

sianz.........

stuck in between... in middle...

a part of me wanna eat and stay up late.. cos wanna find a way to destress.
another part of me, wish to slp super early now, and all the way through.
dunno ne... me so hungry now..
and super duper slpy.... ..zzzzzzzz

hair aint dry yet.. haiyo... sianz....

i think im gonna eat.. yes...

hm... k then.. cant wait for my weekend. somaybe gonna go shop. haiz.. destress...... not a good way... but... huu...................... what to do..

my hand.. cos wanna get up and faster get my lappy tat day.. he online mah.. then......... ..hand dunno how brushed against the wood or sumtin.. got cut.. huu.. tot ok already.. but today, maybe bump into the wound alot of times? like. .becum swollen and pain.. abit. very uncomfy.. dun like..
hm...

now... no one here to kissy my wounds for me already.... ...ouch.. .. heart hurts all of a sudden.. ..

just now.. in bus home.. aircon so strong.. im cold..
now... im cold again... no warmth wrap ard me..
..

but..... i will hang on.. no matter what. ..haii.. ...

mata

Bloody Pauline

wow.. this feels goodddddddddddddddddddd ^^ me finally home early!!! yay :) feels real good... :)

today working with khai.. ok ne.. no problem for me.. he aint anything sound like the others make him out to be. working with him is fine. he ask what needs to be ask.. so..yeah.. he did what i told.. so.. for me its aite.. hm.. yeah.. he seems to listen to everything.. ..so.. should be alrite bah..

haiyo.. gonna slp soon.. zzzzz slpy and tired.. but so comfy at home.. :)

erm... then.... oh.... :( me abit worried abt izuan's dream.. ..mum say. he's not supposed to say it to me. .must keep to himself.. the reason why im worry its becos.. hard as it is to belive, izuan's dreams.. weird creepy dreams. .always come true... hmmmmm..... ...u wanna know?...

he's not a chinese.. so.. i do not know how he dreamt of this related to chinese custom dream.. i was there too.. with him. alot of ppl there also.. they were spreading rice on teh floor. .while he's carrying the corpse. ppl were saying. .don step on teh rice. cos its not good.
let me explain.. for teh 7th of someone pass away, for chinese, some ppl spread the rice on the floor.. becos they belive the sprit will return to home on the 7th day of death. thats because the wanna see the spirit's 'footprints' on the rice floor. but izuan don care.. he step on them.. he said. suddenly he was covered in blood. he clsoe and open his eyes.. everything went bloody red.. and the corspe wake up, and called after him..
he say.. tehn i was there.. also step on the rice on the floor... then.. my whole face covered in blood.. everything went red for me too.. then i started crying..

i don like the sound of that.. cos the last time he told me about a dream of person cover in blood, the person really get something bad happen, and yes he's in blood. not that whole face in blood though.. but sill...
....
haiyo.. at a month like this somemore.. my goodness... -_- me certainly does not wanna end up like..having blood over me.. or something bad happen to me.. eew... touch wood...

hmm..... ....well..... ... maybe theres nothign to worry about after all.. but in anycase,.. just in case.. ... well.... i'll say goodbye hereXD! hahah.. kidding ..XD

kk.. gtg rest soon.. after movie :P

mata

Ain't No Innocent XD

-_- tmr working with khai.. hard he got a bad attitude towards work.. .. but!!! nonetheless, me so gonna keep my cool, and work through it. yup! will ganbate!!!!
wish me luck ne. .:P peace.... hehe

haiyo. slpy.. me so gonna slp early this time. .huu

in the bus.., mansoor tell me this morning meeting,... hahn said the same thing again.. 'in this company, only one person who never take MC.. everytime she sick, no matter what she still come to work. she is pauline. everyone gotta be like her and learn from her. '
i was like........... ...dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
omg.......................... huuuuuu.... why he say that.. me feel so.. ..haiyo..

anyway..
mansoor also tell me.. the neighbour shop at that centre where i was working, tell him me close shop very early then go back home. omg!!!!! i was so angry(again). cos i hate ppl say thigns that aint true about me!! but mansoor know.. so yup.. me glad.. tch. bloody indians tailors.. nothign to do.. anyhow talk..

omg.. its hilarious... i was saying how jeff(his best fren, our fren) is so much more innocent than him. omg.. LOL..... izuans face like.. LOL.... i cant stop laughing!! he aint buying it! he say no!! jeff did more erm.. whatever things.. innocent??!! he asked. ha!! he just cant belive i say that XD!!
then super funny thing happen.. he went out for a few shhort secs, then came back again to retaliate. LOL. all becos of that!XD!! he say he more innocent cmpare to jeff! LOL.... i cant tell ya man. .how hard i was laughing at him. .XD!!!
why he get so worked up over this.. haha

oh.. was in the shop.. videoing... soft toys dancing.. omg.. crazy already huh.. ha.. well. .thats the way we destress i guess...

hm. .taht staff not quitting already after a talk with hahn this morning. soon, me only working with khai and norman.. -_-me keeping my fingers crossed... oh well......... -_- haiz

schedule changing again.. -_- what to do huh... irritating.

kk.. need to slp..

mata ne