..gosh.. very3 tired.. whole body.... been slping late ba.. last night at 4am then slp.. gosh... so sleepy and so tired.. body cant stand it le ba.. haiz...
ah.. sunday already.. over in less than 3 hours... ...o well....... tmr my last day of freedom. ha... ..so fast ne.... after that.. gotta work 5 days straight =/ o well.... hang on ba.. right..... .. just hate the 5 days straight.. ha.. o well... like 5 full ba.. yeah.. just treat it that way.. hang on ba... o well
redz decided to cook one dish today. he asked his mum for the recipe.. so yup.. turns out good. its not bad ya. and me learned a new dish from him in that way. cant wait to cook it. hope will be good. ha.. =)
hm... sigh.. duno what time will be slping tonight.. really wish to slp now.. but yeah... bro haven come back.. me scared next day wakey, monday already.. =/
its nice.. i like to talk about sammy with my family.. like.. well.. they're concern about him too.. then like.. yeah.. feels closer to talk about him frequently too..like hoe's he doing.. like that... its all good. =)
last night.. hm.. dont think i cry ba.. maybe too tired already.. ha..
hope tonight wont ba..
miss him lots ne...... ... hmm............ sigh
mata ne
07 March 2010
06 March 2010
Growing Love =)
i dun care about how a person look as long as he treats me right and with all his heart.
my swty.. ha.. me lucky ba.. he got everything nice. =3 never thought i would get a guy like him but yeah... whats most important is my man must love me wholeheartedly. =)
..speaking of which... im so afraid of losing him.. u know.. how a couple can get so close already.. one could still sense the fear.. cos u love him so much... even after marriage.. fear huh... its scary... it can stresses u out.. =/
there's all beliefs and trust at the bottom line. so.. yeah...... ..o well..
tonight.. my frens came to my house and had a dinenr, and just chilling out.. its good.. everyone just u know. .watch dvd movie.. laugh..chit chat and stuff. very simple. cos after tonight, ppl heading back to work already.. that sux.. so yeah.. im really 2 glad i do not have to get up for work tmr. phew...... so glad........
another passed.... o well......... .... =/
i miss sammy so much..... soooo much.......... .... i love him.... .... so wish could dance with him again.. like.. those romantic ballroom dancing.. ha.. yeah.. he always swings me around when we're waiting for lift..and im sending him back... puts a smile on my face whenever i thought of it.. but. .at the same time.. heart tightens.. cos..... ...thats my memories now.. i .. couldnt do it unless he's here..... =/
ne...... i wanna hold on tight to him in my heart forever.. always do... yet.. still the fear of whether one day will i lose my precious one.... natural fear eh.. even though i know he love me the way i love him..
my fren.. haiz.. dunno what to say ne.. romantic.. or what... the girl.. not even his gf.. not even liking him.. he can actually go and buy a ring, and craved her name onto his ring. -_- i thought.. ..haiz.. i dunno.. foolish or...?.. thought thats only for real couples mah..
i still wishes for sammy to be here tonight..and always.............
i.. i've never thought that.. even though we're apart.., yet.. my love for him is still growing still.. tremendously.. .. thats a good thing of course.. just that.. sometimes.. wondering.. the more it grows.. the more.. i cant lose him... the more... im afraid.. of the possibility of getting hurt..... ....
but yeah.. just gotta keep on going.. and loving.. and trusting. .thats important eh...
... so.. yeah... o well...... keep the love flowing in.. haha....
yeah.. bleahx.. my love grows everyday. and yup.. it's proven true ^^ good. hehe.
but yea.. deeper love for him.. makes me more........ ... o well...
i trust his love for me.. so.. yeah.. will hang on ba...
me so wish to hug him so tight now.. so wanna look at him and hug him tighter than ever.... ......even for a short moment... i wanna tell him i love him.. and he's my life..
k ba.. better stop now before tears flow out....
i guess all ppl in love.. just. .oh well.. wanna be loved back sincerely too.. be appreciated.. cherished..thats the most basic huh i guess..
mata......
05 March 2010
Words Gone Wrong?
...i was very very nervous today... ha.. end up... the so called training, is some talks.. and learn how to do cashiering.. so yeah.. me get to try it out too with real customers who's paying. nice.
halfway through the cashiering, me no feel well.. =/ dunno isit becos me slept at 3am straight anot..
yeah.. slept late again.. ..
i meet bro for lunch.. then.. went back home.. sammy say will be coming back early.. so yeah.. never go anywhere ba. .just head back.. rest abit.. and wait..
was really looking forward to share the day with him... cos.. yeah.. its a important day.. he's not here in person.. so.. really wish to share it..
his day.. dunno.. ..ha.. he never say anything much. just a 'just ask ard, thats all'. so yeah..
then over the phone.. say his fren force him drink. yea i understand that type of situation... thats why sometimes dislike that type of place.. anyway.. me already guessed it from his fb his fren commented. i didnt ask.. cos i was kinda afraid to know.. ha. me baka ne.. isnt it? o well. im good at guessing huh. ....ha
so... we were talking about my contract..then annual leaves.. then he talk alot.. very sweet.. then suddenly talk about july... then........ suddenly i was happy.. cos thinking might really can go see him ne.. then.... he changed his mind. ...but i understand... ...im poor wat.. so ya... perhaps its not a good plan to go.. so yeah........ this year confirm i wont be seeing him. my leaves... i wont be spending with him.
....yeah.. will upset mah..of course.. like.. happy..then drop to nothing.. ha.. ..
then......... he became worried like.. i sounded not good.. but.. yes.. even though sad.. its a fact i gotta accept.. well.. what to do.. cant go mah.. so.. yeah... try to forget it ba.. talk about something else...... then..........................
his tone changed.
i think. .perhaps.. he's thinking.. im not ok.. then.. i dunno.. he think im angry??? i dunno what his guesses are.. but im not angry one bit. not even for abit. none at all. i was just upset that.. its natural u know.. u have hopes.. then u come to realized u have to put them on hold for now... so yeah.. i dunno how to explain.. how to convince him.. but. .all i can say its.. its ok.. tehn he sighs..
then i ask him his day.. he gib me 5 words.. then... no more loving talks already.. 'cept the gdnight part if u wanna count it in.
i was thinking to myself.... have i ruin the chatting part becos i couldnt stop myself from getting abit upset??
i cry..and cry...and cry.... wishing to turn back time... stop right at his loving words.
i continuse crying.. as though feel like dying... i still cry even now...
gomen ne... this is one thing i will never learn.. i do not know how to stop my tears from flowing. i seriously tried and tried. but i always failed. perhasp.. this is the way i express my feelings.. sad, just cry.. angry, just kick.. happy. .just smile like an innocent child.. very very happy. just laugh it out loud...like.. yeah.......
the person i wish most for to spend my day.. listen about my day.. its all for him...
i just want him here....
he's so important to me.. thats why its great for him to care so much.. stick to me so much.. advice so much.. even scold me... its ok... cos all i want is him.
i wanna walk down the road for the rest of my life with him.
so... yeah.. alot more to go through.. through thick and thins.. will hang on..
all the more with him by my side.. hand in hand......
..if only.. i could tell him with my voice that im alrite.... then.. then... perhaps.. i wont upset him like that le ba.. ...
oh.. i upset him huh... come to think of it... .. yeah.... i.. should've record my voice to say 'im ok really..dont worry...' but.. ha.. baka ne.. i never thought of that... ..... too late already.. =(
..anyway.. tmr.. yeah. .he got polo.. will be fun for him... he'll sure smile.. and.. ..then i'll picture it in my head ba.. uh huh...
i.. wasnt feeling too great.. but.. its always so magical.. after chatting with him.. i forgot about feeling unwell... then realizes im feeling much2 better already.. love...=him.. my best med in this world..
i want him stick to me like a sticky bee..eh..or tape.. i want him his care and love.. all of them... all stick with me... isit too much to ask? but.. its great.. cos.. he gave them all to me.. lucky ne.. watashi.. ....
mata............
-u know how u're willing to do anything for the most important person in your lfie....-
halfway through the cashiering, me no feel well.. =/ dunno isit becos me slept at 3am straight anot..
yeah.. slept late again.. ..
i meet bro for lunch.. then.. went back home.. sammy say will be coming back early.. so yeah.. never go anywhere ba. .just head back.. rest abit.. and wait..
was really looking forward to share the day with him... cos.. yeah.. its a important day.. he's not here in person.. so.. really wish to share it..
his day.. dunno.. ..ha.. he never say anything much. just a 'just ask ard, thats all'. so yeah..
then over the phone.. say his fren force him drink. yea i understand that type of situation... thats why sometimes dislike that type of place.. anyway.. me already guessed it from his fb his fren commented. i didnt ask.. cos i was kinda afraid to know.. ha. me baka ne.. isnt it? o well. im good at guessing huh. ....ha
so... we were talking about my contract..then annual leaves.. then he talk alot.. very sweet.. then suddenly talk about july... then........ suddenly i was happy.. cos thinking might really can go see him ne.. then.... he changed his mind. ...but i understand... ...im poor wat.. so ya... perhaps its not a good plan to go.. so yeah........ this year confirm i wont be seeing him. my leaves... i wont be spending with him.
....yeah.. will upset mah..of course.. like.. happy..then drop to nothing.. ha.. ..
then......... he became worried like.. i sounded not good.. but.. yes.. even though sad.. its a fact i gotta accept.. well.. what to do.. cant go mah.. so.. yeah... try to forget it ba.. talk about something else...... then..........................
his tone changed.
i think. .perhaps.. he's thinking.. im not ok.. then.. i dunno.. he think im angry??? i dunno what his guesses are.. but im not angry one bit. not even for abit. none at all. i was just upset that.. its natural u know.. u have hopes.. then u come to realized u have to put them on hold for now... so yeah.. i dunno how to explain.. how to convince him.. but. .all i can say its.. its ok.. tehn he sighs..
then i ask him his day.. he gib me 5 words.. then... no more loving talks already.. 'cept the gdnight part if u wanna count it in.
i was thinking to myself.... have i ruin the chatting part becos i couldnt stop myself from getting abit upset??
i cry..and cry...and cry.... wishing to turn back time... stop right at his loving words.
i continuse crying.. as though feel like dying... i still cry even now...
gomen ne... this is one thing i will never learn.. i do not know how to stop my tears from flowing. i seriously tried and tried. but i always failed. perhasp.. this is the way i express my feelings.. sad, just cry.. angry, just kick.. happy. .just smile like an innocent child.. very very happy. just laugh it out loud...like.. yeah.......
the person i wish most for to spend my day.. listen about my day.. its all for him...
i just want him here....
he's so important to me.. thats why its great for him to care so much.. stick to me so much.. advice so much.. even scold me... its ok... cos all i want is him.
i wanna walk down the road for the rest of my life with him.
so... yeah.. alot more to go through.. through thick and thins.. will hang on..
all the more with him by my side.. hand in hand......
..if only.. i could tell him with my voice that im alrite.... then.. then... perhaps.. i wont upset him like that le ba.. ...
oh.. i upset him huh... come to think of it... .. yeah.... i.. should've record my voice to say 'im ok really..dont worry...' but.. ha.. baka ne.. i never thought of that... ..... too late already.. =(
..anyway.. tmr.. yeah. .he got polo.. will be fun for him... he'll sure smile.. and.. ..then i'll picture it in my head ba.. uh huh...
i.. wasnt feeling too great.. but.. its always so magical.. after chatting with him.. i forgot about feeling unwell... then realizes im feeling much2 better already.. love...=him.. my best med in this world..
i want him stick to me like a sticky bee..eh..or tape.. i want him his care and love.. all of them... all stick with me... isit too much to ask? but.. its great.. cos.. he gave them all to me.. lucky ne.. watashi.. ....
mata............
-u know how u're willing to do anything for the most important person in your lfie....-
04 March 2010
Training Starts
=/..... nervous again....... hm... o well..... ok... 2 hours... just hang on... do my best... hm.. training huh.. this whole place is kinda like an all new experience to me. so yup.. that explains all the nervousness.. gosh. just wanna do a good job.
after the 2 hours tmr, im sooo gonna make use of every second i have left in my freedom,and put it to good use. im soooooooooooo gonna enjoy and treasure the time i left!!!! yes!!! im so gonna relax, chill right down after the 2 hours. bring it on!
so yup.. get it over with!!! ....tmr all the best ne. .hope i can fully remember what they teach.. o well... everything new there.. so.. yup.. its not gonna be the same with atz.. so.. we shall see then!
i hope i'll like this job alot.. whats most important.. is doing what u like..
i was looking for a birthday card.. then i went into this gift shop... its like so auto.. as though my hand auto moved by itself.. i reaches out to this card, pick it up, and its love at first sight. i really like that card =) alot.
its like.. wow.. i set my eyes on that card and just pick it up.. its like. as though the card is calling out to me. LOL. XD but yeah.. thats how i'll describe it.
and i thought its gonna take me some time to find a good card.. ha.. who knows huh. =) the perfect card 'leads' me to it. =)
=/hmm... im feeling =/ now.
i so wish right after work can meet sammy up like i used to.. and no matter how tough the day is, theres always him to look forward to.. makes my days so much happier and easier to get by.
now..... no one to pick me up after work le... hm... o well...
still crying at night..
oh.. was thinking of how sammy is always there after i finish work.. or buy breakfast..eat with me.. or eat with me after work.......
i miss him............ T_T huuu...... i miss him.............
..he's my main and most support throughout my life... at least.. right after work..used to talk to him about what happen when he pick me up..
heart always..feel kinda very sad whenever i thoguht of the happy days when he's here.. cant help but cry...
i'll have him in my heart tmr as usual..
then.. will ganbate....
then....... hm........... will msg him right after im done..
...tmr.. ... yup.. all i want is to memorise everything they say.
training, here i come!
gdluck and all the best to me tmr!!!
=/
mata ashita ne..
after the 2 hours tmr, im sooo gonna make use of every second i have left in my freedom,and put it to good use. im soooooooooooo gonna enjoy and treasure the time i left!!!! yes!!! im so gonna relax, chill right down after the 2 hours. bring it on!
so yup.. get it over with!!! ....tmr all the best ne. .hope i can fully remember what they teach.. o well... everything new there.. so.. yup.. its not gonna be the same with atz.. so.. we shall see then!
i hope i'll like this job alot.. whats most important.. is doing what u like..
i was looking for a birthday card.. then i went into this gift shop... its like so auto.. as though my hand auto moved by itself.. i reaches out to this card, pick it up, and its love at first sight. i really like that card =) alot.
its like.. wow.. i set my eyes on that card and just pick it up.. its like. as though the card is calling out to me. LOL. XD but yeah.. thats how i'll describe it.
and i thought its gonna take me some time to find a good card.. ha.. who knows huh. =) the perfect card 'leads' me to it. =)
=/hmm... im feeling =/ now.
i so wish right after work can meet sammy up like i used to.. and no matter how tough the day is, theres always him to look forward to.. makes my days so much happier and easier to get by.
now..... no one to pick me up after work le... hm... o well...
still crying at night..
oh.. was thinking of how sammy is always there after i finish work.. or buy breakfast..eat with me.. or eat with me after work.......
i miss him............ T_T huuu...... i miss him.............
..he's my main and most support throughout my life... at least.. right after work..used to talk to him about what happen when he pick me up..
heart always..feel kinda very sad whenever i thoguht of the happy days when he's here.. cant help but cry...
i'll have him in my heart tmr as usual..
then.. will ganbate....
then....... hm........... will msg him right after im done..
...tmr.. ... yup.. all i want is to memorise everything they say.
training, here i come!
gdluck and all the best to me tmr!!!
=/
mata ashita ne..
03 March 2010
Shy No More
today.... hm... .nothing much ba...
just feeling so sleep..abit tired...
hm.... =/ yeah... got the job.. hm..but dunno why doesnt feel happy.
like.. something is missing.. .. anyway.. o well.. gotta go for training.. yes.. i know.. very strict high standard job mah.. ..
anyway.. hm.. i cant be shy. gotta really open up at work. so.. ahhhhh!!! just gdluck and do my best bah. =.= trying not to think so much. argh
aw.. sammy gotta wakey really so early tmr.. dunno why he's the one to pick mum up.. but.. well... =/ hm.. just hope he'll have some rest when he get back ba.. he's so gonna be super sleepy..
hm... so yeah.. after i received the news from that manager... after hearing what she say.. well.. ok ba.. just do what i can.. heard she's leaving in march or april.. new manager coming. think might be another angmoh. =.= o well... just hope the new manager will be fine.
hm.. so yeah.. basically from one of the staff told me.. the manager not around, they also kinda like..slack or something. .at least didnt have to greet customers so much. ha. o well.. i just listen only.. gotta do my part.
so.. yeah.. feeling alittle down.. but.. well... then redz showed up.. had dinner.. well.. i just gotta shift my thoughts.. and uh huh.. .. o well.
k then.. gtg...
my freedom days are not much anymore... =/
mata ne!
just feeling so sleep..abit tired...
hm.... =/ yeah... got the job.. hm..but dunno why doesnt feel happy.
like.. something is missing.. .. anyway.. o well.. gotta go for training.. yes.. i know.. very strict high standard job mah.. ..
anyway.. hm.. i cant be shy. gotta really open up at work. so.. ahhhhh!!! just gdluck and do my best bah. =.= trying not to think so much. argh
aw.. sammy gotta wakey really so early tmr.. dunno why he's the one to pick mum up.. but.. well... =/ hm.. just hope he'll have some rest when he get back ba.. he's so gonna be super sleepy..
hm... so yeah.. after i received the news from that manager... after hearing what she say.. well.. ok ba.. just do what i can.. heard she's leaving in march or april.. new manager coming. think might be another angmoh. =.= o well... just hope the new manager will be fine.
hm.. so yeah.. basically from one of the staff told me.. the manager not around, they also kinda like..slack or something. .at least didnt have to greet customers so much. ha. o well.. i just listen only.. gotta do my part.
so.. yeah.. feeling alittle down.. but.. well... then redz showed up.. had dinner.. well.. i just gotta shift my thoughts.. and uh huh.. .. o well.
k then.. gtg...
my freedom days are not much anymore... =/
mata ne!
02 March 2010
Familiar Face
awww.... sam's holiday in july.... =/ my birthday month.. wouldnt that be great if we could celebrate it again... sigh.. o well.. no choice ba.. me no money to go i think.. somemore.. that one month holiday is a perfect chance for him to earn and save up plenty of money...
o well....
oh.. i can imagine.. 3 hours stuck in boring lecture room... gosh.. .can fall asleep ya know... hm.. o well.. i just hope days would get better for him. so wish im there right now..
today shop,.. or elsewhere.. got couples around.. its unavoidable.. but.. o well... i remind myself.. i have one too. just that he's about 7 hours apart thats all.. and when we meet again,.. its gonna be magical.. even much more magical than any other couples we've came across.
i cant wait for that day.. not sure when... but yeah...
i still really wanna see him again.. even by the end of year im sure i wont have a chance of mind..
..sigh... counting down to months again.... ... ganbate pauline........... hang on......
erm.. oh, today.. went for a floor trial.. its a success.. the manager say i done great. final step is to call up my previous workplace staffs or boss.. to have a 2mins reference with them. =.= when i heard that, i was like.. dots.... sianz......................
imagine if hahn talk to her... =.= what good can he say...
anyway, well, im so happy its over now. i've done my part. no regrets. get or not, its alrite. theres alot of other lobangs i can get.
so.. o well... im glad its over!!!!!! now just waiting for manager to call them. then yup..
she said if the reference went well, she'll be happy for me to join them.
wow.. theres alot of staffs that day in shop though.. customers also keep coming in... like i said.. its not a slacking job.. i have to keep greeting them.. they ignored, i still greet. the benefits are good. so yup... workhard now, future shall be full of rewards. workhard, but not too hard.. ..
one of the staff there say i look so familiar. =.='''' dots.............................. thinking back. .so many ppl keep saying that! O.o its weird now that i looked back at it. lol.
how come??? everywhere i go.. they say that. haha... even when i first started out in atz. ha... and sam's god mum too.. oh, and that time at his fren's bbq house..(aw.. miss that dog..) theres this weird girl said the same thing to me.
hm.. yeah.. almost all... either 100% or 99% are women who said that. XD lol.. its interesting.. do i have a familiar face? hmmm...
gosh.. =( suddenly caught a cold... keep sneezing non stop.. argh,...
oh.. the buses i took.. weird.. within a week, 2 of the buses kena bumped into car, or side road..
i tell u.. the side road bang is sooo WHAMP! like run over a dead body man...
such bad luck? i dunno. but yeah... i was hoping that the next bus i hop on, will be safe. glad im alive now. ha
me just now skyped with sammy. its always nice when u hear the tone from the guy u love saying how much they love u.. point is, u can really feel it when they said it from the bottom of their heart. so touching.. so heartfelt... so sensual.. so real... so Loving... yeah.... u can just tell .. by hearing their voice.. it just warms ur heart.. u'l lfeel extra love flowing outta those words... so genuine.. ...than any other msgs..words..letters... voice and tones are the best eh.
kk.. me better rest now.. am hoping wont cry tonight. haha... hm...
yeah.. and hopefully wont get bitten.. i hope can slp well.. since im having a bad runny nose.. =/
hm.. if i get the job, most probably i'll be starting enxt monday... .... gosh.. all the best.. i shall nervous again when monday comes.. most probably.. ha
that job though... hm.. something's missing.. i dunno ne... .. =/ like.. doesnt feel like.. im part of it.. but yet.. its the benefits which attracted me the most.. so yup.. floor trial.. also not bad. ppl there.. okok.. so.. yeah... see how ba.
nights
mata.
o well....
oh.. i can imagine.. 3 hours stuck in boring lecture room... gosh.. .can fall asleep ya know... hm.. o well.. i just hope days would get better for him. so wish im there right now..
today shop,.. or elsewhere.. got couples around.. its unavoidable.. but.. o well... i remind myself.. i have one too. just that he's about 7 hours apart thats all.. and when we meet again,.. its gonna be magical.. even much more magical than any other couples we've came across.
i cant wait for that day.. not sure when... but yeah...
i still really wanna see him again.. even by the end of year im sure i wont have a chance of mind..
..sigh... counting down to months again.... ... ganbate pauline........... hang on......
erm.. oh, today.. went for a floor trial.. its a success.. the manager say i done great. final step is to call up my previous workplace staffs or boss.. to have a 2mins reference with them. =.= when i heard that, i was like.. dots.... sianz......................
imagine if hahn talk to her... =.= what good can he say...
anyway, well, im so happy its over now. i've done my part. no regrets. get or not, its alrite. theres alot of other lobangs i can get.
so.. o well... im glad its over!!!!!! now just waiting for manager to call them. then yup..
she said if the reference went well, she'll be happy for me to join them.
wow.. theres alot of staffs that day in shop though.. customers also keep coming in... like i said.. its not a slacking job.. i have to keep greeting them.. they ignored, i still greet. the benefits are good. so yup... workhard now, future shall be full of rewards. workhard, but not too hard.. ..
one of the staff there say i look so familiar. =.='''' dots.............................. thinking back. .so many ppl keep saying that! O.o its weird now that i looked back at it. lol.
how come??? everywhere i go.. they say that. haha... even when i first started out in atz. ha... and sam's god mum too.. oh, and that time at his fren's bbq house..(aw.. miss that dog..) theres this weird girl said the same thing to me.
hm.. yeah.. almost all... either 100% or 99% are women who said that. XD lol.. its interesting.. do i have a familiar face? hmmm...
gosh.. =( suddenly caught a cold... keep sneezing non stop.. argh,...
oh.. the buses i took.. weird.. within a week, 2 of the buses kena bumped into car, or side road..
i tell u.. the side road bang is sooo WHAMP! like run over a dead body man...
such bad luck? i dunno. but yeah... i was hoping that the next bus i hop on, will be safe. glad im alive now. ha
me just now skyped with sammy. its always nice when u hear the tone from the guy u love saying how much they love u.. point is, u can really feel it when they said it from the bottom of their heart. so touching.. so heartfelt... so sensual.. so real... so Loving... yeah.... u can just tell .. by hearing their voice.. it just warms ur heart.. u'l lfeel extra love flowing outta those words... so genuine.. ...than any other msgs..words..letters... voice and tones are the best eh.
kk.. me better rest now.. am hoping wont cry tonight. haha... hm...
yeah.. and hopefully wont get bitten.. i hope can slp well.. since im having a bad runny nose.. =/
hm.. if i get the job, most probably i'll be starting enxt monday... .... gosh.. all the best.. i shall nervous again when monday comes.. most probably.. ha
that job though... hm.. something's missing.. i dunno ne... .. =/ like.. doesnt feel like.. im part of it.. but yet.. its the benefits which attracted me the most.. so yup.. floor trial.. also not bad. ppl there.. okok.. so.. yeah... see how ba.
nights
mata.
01 March 2010
Interview!!!!
today is sam's first day at school. aw.. but seems like its a boring day for him.. first day.. doesnt seem good.. =/ well.. gotta get used to it huh.. ..
he say he got one question wrong. then.. i think he must've gotten a very high marks eh =)
he's a smart guy.. he'll do alrite.. no matter what, im proud of him.. so wanna hug him tight comfortably after such a day in school...
he mentioned about the possibility of doing an exchange program. location includes singapore!!! gosh.. i was so happy. cos never thought of this could happen. but.. he just say may.. so yeah.. but im really wishing and praying that its gonna come true.. if it come true, i dunno what to say.. i'll be like the happiest person in the world. cos it came true. i can imagine already... like..wish came true.. wow.... its gonna be sooo awesome =) ^^
so yup... it cant be confirmed.. but well.. as long as there's a glimpse of hope, i feel happier more.. for.. who knows.. it might really come true.. and i can spend my days with him again..for a couple of months..! =D isnt that the best best awesome chance ever??? that might be the only time we can spend together for so long in sg. =)
its gonna be so magical when that happen. well.. new hopes..
may it be answered... thats my new wish......
weather been weird... getting warmer... some places getting colder... but.. hm.. even though thats the case... ...well... at least here still can tahan. all u need is fan and aircon to keep ya cool. ha. when it rains, perfect then. ha....
but yeah.. initially i thought it might be sg only.. then i found out.. elsewhere too.. wow... this year been a really different one huh.. mr earth... ..
whoa... finally its over!! an hour long of interview!!!! tough question u would've never thought of!! i've done a good job. i have no regrets.
yay. cos i dont really mind if no get that job.. but.. if i regretted what i did somewhere in the interview, i'll be very disappointed with myself. sometimes.. i have high expectations of myself.. especially when it comes to work.
so yeah.. tend to give myself really alot of stress. =/
so yup.. tmr shall have a floor trial.. hm.. nervous.. im hoping it'll get over asap!! gosh...... i wanna do a great job. no regrets. so even if i didnt get this job(touch wood), i wont be that upset.
so yup.. i know i done my best. perhaps other ppl is better than me.
one position only.. would that person be me? .. hm.. dunno yet.. but the manager did ask me when can i start work.. i say anytime. .she say next week alrite? i say yes..
well, whatever it is, tmr im gonna do my best. hopefully the customers will be easy to handle.. dont gib me prob on such important day. ha.. hm... so yup... so cant wait to get it over with!!!!!
so yup.. tmr.. time for me to perform.. but.. its more of like.. she say... ask me to try it out to see whether I myself think that i'll like it, or do i think i'll suits their working environment anot. hm.. meaning i got the job already?.. hm.. don want think about that now.. in anycase, i have to do well tmr. and hopefully i can speak well, be courageous.. and yup .. serve customers well.
their rules.. one of them.. is to have a non-business conversation with customers... T_T i dont mind that .. but if every customers gotta do that everyday, what else can ii think of saying.. hm.. okok.. don worry first... get through tmr ba.. haiyo...............
sam is supportive.. so yup.. me will extra ganbate!!
they have step by step doing sales guide.. 1st is to greet, then next is try to convo with them =.=
anyway, during interview, she shoot me a couple of tough questions!! i asked redz and bro what they would reply. they are stumped for words too. hahaha... see! told ya its tricky and difficult! but me answered alrite due to my past experiences.. if not, confirm she can tell that im not gonna be a good staff. so yup.. thanks to my experiences.. phew.. it helped me so much. hahaha...
thats what u get for working hard for 3 years!
hm.. well.... they are strict. of course i know. u dont get good pay for nothing. this job cant even slack..or u know.. its gonna be sooo totally different from atz. i..should be able to handle it ba.. yup.. i tel myself.. if i grab this job, i shall work hard.. cant be shy.. and improve more..than now. and thats what i want. unless for unknown reason, im not suitable for that job la.
she asked me this too. so if at anytime me got promoted to manager.. general manager.. do i think i would accept it? ready to accept it? i say yes. XD!
well, now is just the beginning.. we shall see what willl happen... first thing first.. tmr!!! wish me best of luck peeps!!!!!
mata!!!!
he say he got one question wrong. then.. i think he must've gotten a very high marks eh =)
he's a smart guy.. he'll do alrite.. no matter what, im proud of him.. so wanna hug him tight comfortably after such a day in school...
he mentioned about the possibility of doing an exchange program. location includes singapore!!! gosh.. i was so happy. cos never thought of this could happen. but.. he just say may.. so yeah.. but im really wishing and praying that its gonna come true.. if it come true, i dunno what to say.. i'll be like the happiest person in the world. cos it came true. i can imagine already... like..wish came true.. wow.... its gonna be sooo awesome =) ^^
so yup... it cant be confirmed.. but well.. as long as there's a glimpse of hope, i feel happier more.. for.. who knows.. it might really come true.. and i can spend my days with him again..for a couple of months..! =D isnt that the best best awesome chance ever??? that might be the only time we can spend together for so long in sg. =)
its gonna be so magical when that happen. well.. new hopes..
may it be answered... thats my new wish......
weather been weird... getting warmer... some places getting colder... but.. hm.. even though thats the case... ...well... at least here still can tahan. all u need is fan and aircon to keep ya cool. ha. when it rains, perfect then. ha....
but yeah.. initially i thought it might be sg only.. then i found out.. elsewhere too.. wow... this year been a really different one huh.. mr earth... ..
whoa... finally its over!! an hour long of interview!!!! tough question u would've never thought of!! i've done a good job. i have no regrets.
yay. cos i dont really mind if no get that job.. but.. if i regretted what i did somewhere in the interview, i'll be very disappointed with myself. sometimes.. i have high expectations of myself.. especially when it comes to work.
so yeah.. tend to give myself really alot of stress. =/
so yup.. tmr shall have a floor trial.. hm.. nervous.. im hoping it'll get over asap!! gosh...... i wanna do a great job. no regrets. so even if i didnt get this job(touch wood), i wont be that upset.
so yup.. i know i done my best. perhaps other ppl is better than me.
one position only.. would that person be me? .. hm.. dunno yet.. but the manager did ask me when can i start work.. i say anytime. .she say next week alrite? i say yes..
well, whatever it is, tmr im gonna do my best. hopefully the customers will be easy to handle.. dont gib me prob on such important day. ha.. hm... so yup... so cant wait to get it over with!!!!!
so yup.. tmr.. time for me to perform.. but.. its more of like.. she say... ask me to try it out to see whether I myself think that i'll like it, or do i think i'll suits their working environment anot. hm.. meaning i got the job already?.. hm.. don want think about that now.. in anycase, i have to do well tmr. and hopefully i can speak well, be courageous.. and yup .. serve customers well.
their rules.. one of them.. is to have a non-business conversation with customers... T_T i dont mind that .. but if every customers gotta do that everyday, what else can ii think of saying.. hm.. okok.. don worry first... get through tmr ba.. haiyo...............
sam is supportive.. so yup.. me will extra ganbate!!
they have step by step doing sales guide.. 1st is to greet, then next is try to convo with them =.=
anyway, during interview, she shoot me a couple of tough questions!! i asked redz and bro what they would reply. they are stumped for words too. hahaha... see! told ya its tricky and difficult! but me answered alrite due to my past experiences.. if not, confirm she can tell that im not gonna be a good staff. so yup.. thanks to my experiences.. phew.. it helped me so much. hahaha...
thats what u get for working hard for 3 years!
hm.. well.... they are strict. of course i know. u dont get good pay for nothing. this job cant even slack..or u know.. its gonna be sooo totally different from atz. i..should be able to handle it ba.. yup.. i tel myself.. if i grab this job, i shall work hard.. cant be shy.. and improve more..than now. and thats what i want. unless for unknown reason, im not suitable for that job la.
she asked me this too. so if at anytime me got promoted to manager.. general manager.. do i think i would accept it? ready to accept it? i say yes. XD!
well, now is just the beginning.. we shall see what willl happen... first thing first.. tmr!!! wish me best of luck peeps!!!!!
mata!!!!
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