Tough O' Day

gosh... not my day... certainly notnotnot my day!! so suey... tough luck man!!
sigh.. so sianz.... =( i hate working on sunday.. haiz... nvm.. hang on for 2 more days.. gambate... huu..
hm.. so yea... got home, also suey.. =(
earrings forgot to take off, tangle up with my hair.. then brush teeth forgot i have eat yet.. then the plug for my lappy and stuff, drop, luckily no dc.. but hurt my arm . surpirsingly now still red and pinkish O.o. .weird.one sausage legth of redness. -_- chocolate drop on floor as well.. sianz....... i just wanna go slp, and yea.. that s it. i dun wanna think nor talk abt my bad day.. sianz..

oh and i tell my managers about what that irritatin gguy did today. he let the partimers.. no.. he changed for htem! they were late, even if by abit only. still, he change it to not being late! i have to tell managers about this. its so unfair!!! and now that he started this, will definitely have another 2nd time, 3rd.. and so on.. its so unfair towards the ppl who rushes to reach on time. very unfair.
so yea. no chpoice.. i felt abit bad.. but i gotta do this. gosh .. i hate him so much!!! pretend to be like.. no.. i should say he''s acting like a manger in chage today!! pfft!! wth! cos none of the managers were ard today.. so ya. he's like the boss incharge of this shop.. .gth. shoot.
...sigh.. anyway, i don care..  i gotta relax... life's alreyad stressing enouigh..
so.. oh yes.. indeed .. see, i told ya.. wakey, felt better alreayd. and think things through. so.. no phone, then no phone ba. so what? sam got a point. video chat is good. its a plus point. we should make good use of it sinc ewe're in a ldr somemroe. it would be very useful to us. so indeed thats a must.
i thin.. i alwasy need to calm down.. and after geting upset and stuffs, i can see the reason.. someitme sba.. ha.. baka me. anyway yea... wasted the desire,.. but i think its the best desicion for us. the features(front cam video chat) is important too as it enables us to communicate more with each other.. so ya... it'll be good... ...
erm.. oh.. haha. .but last night as i was tlaking with him in bed, one question comes to mind.. if we video chat during slping time, wouldnt i be off my ligths and its dark?> but then again.. i'll most probably leave my lights onXD at least he gota small light... hey.. i could buy a small lamp too! nah. .i think at home should have one.
hm. .so. yea... come to think of it.. uh huh.. glad im able to put this all behind me.. just let the days pass bah.. i dno care of other thnigns much alreayd.. its straining u know.. of my energy and health=/
anyway,... yea.... just wanan do things to keep myself happy ba.. ha. .nails? i dunno.. o well........
yes.. off day is coming! im gonna watch a movie with sammy.. gonna be so cute.. XD

oh, todya theres this couple. .bf super tall!!! like 1.9o cm or sumitn. .very2 tall.. then gf, like ard my height. and of course. . the girl wear her high heels.. but i tell u.. its HIGH heels indeed... =.= its uper duper thick and high!! omg... wouldnt her feet hurts like mad??? and how could she walk on those??
wouldnt she be walking like a tortoise?? gosh.. if me, ha. .i cant imagine that.. one thing, sam might be imaptient with me waklin gso slow, another, i myself walk very fast.. i dun walk slow.. if i wear htta type of heels ... .. dots.... very sianz to go out on a date like that.. so tiring.. so pain.. so slow.. so heavy..
but yea.. she does need that.. he;s too tall! taller than sammy by a head i think.. i dunno .. but yea ard there..

last night.  after blog me felt better.. tonight.. i think abit tooo ba.. though... o well....... still tch.. =/
sianz.. terrible sunday. i dislike working on weekends.. haiz...........

hm... so yeah... o well........... i duno ba.. ........ at least there'll be new staffs comin gin.. hooepfully new ppl will be easier to work with.. =/
sigh.. maybe me dunno how to get alnog with girls ba.. i dunno... i can talk to them.. but.. something doesnt seem to click... i mena.. can talk... bt... dunno ..somethings seems to be missing...
anyway at least still got my manager whom i enjoy talking to the most.  and 3 more guy are joining us.. so.. hopefully they can be fun to work with.  i don care them being males or females, i just wish that they can listen to whatever they are told.. and not be like the present patimers.. sux.. so yea... haiz...
anyway, me will hang on... hang on 3........... all for hte money sake.. just.. hang on ba. what to do.. ..sigh..
so yea.. haiz.......
i cant wait u know. .to book tickets right now.. then can countdown to the days im leavnig to a happier days =/.. one by one countdown.. at least i have a clear view of when its gonna happen, oh, it is really gonna happen without a doubt. .u know how that feels right?..

sam is playing game right now.. dunno he winning anot. o well.. by the time he finish im going to bed alreayd. os ya.. .. hm..
sigh.. sunday is over.. in a blink of an eye. .

hey.... i saw this ring.. omg.. it look sooo unique and cool and gorgeous... huu.. i want. .but i didnt buy...yet. i wanna take time to consider.. as its made of those.. wem.. elastic bands/?? dunno whats the excat materia.. however im afraid as time passed, the band will get bigger and bigger .then i couldnt wear it anymore =/ then how? hm....... .... somemore.. i'll be so scared to let it get in touch with water..
but yes.. u know me.. its so hard of me to like somethign so much.. lvoe at first sigh tagain.. XD hahaha... so yea.. beautiful ring... gosh... ok.. tmr shal lgo take a look again.. wonde rif its sstillthere? O.o hm... see how ba..
oh yea.. g shock watch. .huu.. expensive.. but me like.. T_T baka3................. i musnt think of watches now... at least i still have one. .but.. i like.. huu.. .but.. nonono... i cant..*shake head..
first hting first.... i haven forget the thing i said to myself.. must save at least 500 this month! so yea... ok. .2 more weeks topay day.. however, me still wont get b.a..=/ at least i still have a watch. .cna use.. hm.. so yea.. perhpas aint a good time to buy watch.. so nah.. but i rather want the ring. .cos its so unique looking.. i think. kinda forgot how it looks like now. ha..
oh yes.. then got 2 tiny cuts on my finger.. sianz.. so there u go.
all i can say is, my lonely unglam day.. bad luck. .tough luck.. sad.. down2 day.. = so ya.. whatveer.. i survived.. o well. tough one though..
hm... so yea.. then at home. .bro in room. .like so quiet.. dun wan tlak.. =.= so yea.. sianz..  dunno whats up with him..

haiz.... tmr will be better day? i dunno.. huu.. so wish my manager will get back to work soon.. somemore he's gonna be away for 2 weeks to melbourne. .=( so long.. haiz... for traini glor.. but howveer, i think its good fo rhim. .gonan be nice. ha. .though tired ba.. o well.. but if i were him, i'll be nervous. .cos its like. .wah. .training ne! al lhte way thereXD. .scary sia.. butim sure all ppl there will be super frenly.. just that aussie working styles can be very strict and professional too. its good he can go learn abit there. but no matter where he's going, lucky it isnt japan. .otherwise, ha.. gdluck.. nothig to say XD
..tch... so yea.........  hm.... =/ wow.. 1am alreayd.. o well.. tim eto slp soon...

oh.. my team leader say sam is so lucky.. now im starting to think.. thinking back. so many ppl say he;s so lucky.. my leader say if its her, she would've given up alreyad. dunno how i can do this. ha... but yea..  i duno.. i though t im the lucky one.. but.. yea.. O.o i guess... .he Is very lucky then? =.= dots.. sounds weird.. like im praising myslef.. geez... but well, if htey say so, hten i guess he is very lucky indeed . to have me. ...... gosh.. feels so wrong!! i dont praise myself! baka3.... soudns so weird. .k.. erm.. they say he's very lucky to have me. wow.. so it makes what sam said before is right. .Ok. fullstop. i don say anyhign liao.. otherwise weird dne.. like.. yea.. dotsssssssss.... anywy me lucky too ne. .hehe^^
k ba.. haiz. .gona go slp after abit of drink ..so thirsty
mata

No Phone Desu~

sigh... dunno what to say ba.... =/ hmm... it may seems like i've lost the opportunity to get a 99% perfect phone. =( and its really so wasted.
its such a great phone!! and comes the upgrade now and everything, its everything a person could ask for..  but... i dunno.. sam mentioned that theres no front cam.. and.. o well.. like htat lor...
so.. o well.. u know.. if i get that, hten menaing we couldnt do any video chat.. but i dnno.. if we'll be doing heaps of those.. ? but anyway, its really disappointing.. but i know hwat he meant..  but yea... s*it.. so suey... just this one prob.. stupid htc.. no front cam. .infact, alot of htc phoen s no front cam..
i dunno. .only thing im worried about now is.. even if in the future say theres a betetr phone come along with front cam, it will never be as good as the desire.
and now.. i have to wait . .dunno till how long =/ for another better phone to come out.. just gotta wait.. i dunno.. been wanting a new phone since last year. .and its driving me crazy alreayd.. thoguht i could owe one for sure in coming months.. but... o well..
and i really dislike the fact that i cant communicate with sammy through msging. it sux like mad. s*itty mad. sorry. but yeah.. im not feeling good now..  no choice.. i have no idea how long this is gonna go on.. and.. yea.. i gotta stop msging him alreyad=/  and use the money for call or sumtin.
its just so much money to top up.. like 50 a month.. and now my local credit alreyad hit 1000 over. =/
i dunno..just sux thinking abou tit.
and i try not to.. i hope.. and i think by tmr wakey shld be fine.. should feel better. o well
just feeling a lil upset cos im missing out on such great phone.. seriously.. what a waste.. =/ it would';ve been all so perfect with this front cam .. but.. yea.. i guess.. somehow in a way, htey do have to purposely make a phone this way. u cant have perfect everything in one phone. they can give u good cam, bt no flash. or great cam, but slow phone. pi guess it could never be perfect . never. there'll always be something missing.

i dunno hwat u think of ru guys out there who's proudly holdin ga htc desire phone right now, but..  yeah.. it sux big time for nto haveing a front cam, and me loses a chance to own it. yeah.. the cam aint that wowowow. but it so good enuff. im content with it. its good. take clear pics.. i mena, i wil lget a camera. so now it doesnt really matter how many mega i guess.. but... i dunno..
thing that frustrats me the most is i dunno when i can get a proper phoen now. and that is sooooo argh............
=(
its liek july now! gosh.. i dunno how i jhang on my phone till now. but. .yeah.. o well..... then theres another great phone which couldnt come to sg.. but no front cam again . ...... dots.... the power phone always no front cam!! ok.. evo 4g does.. but not super clear. it was just okok alrite.. but.. yea.. thats the kinda phoen one should own. or i should. but. its not even coming to sg. alot of good phones released only in usa. shoot. so when wil la phone like that which meets my expectation come to sg? i dunno! its so irritating.
oh god. .its so wasted.... i gotta let this go.. seriously.. by the time i wake up, i relaly gotta put this behind me =/ otherwise its gonna affect my work.. and my dys. =/ which is bad. yes bad.

checked alreyad. .for now, no great phones with front cam is gonna be out in the Near future. tch... haiz..
galaxy.. okok.. but.. yeah... if only theres more phones out there liek galaxy.. but having said that, i still miss desire.. the one which get the top reviews in every magazine.. whos not gonna miss that?
u dont get a phone like thta coming out every now and then. its rare if u ask me. and i dun think theres gonna be a phone to replace desire anytime soon. as it just release. legend another great phone before desire.. but also no cam. i mean front.
so ya.. there u go... but so far. .only hte iphone 4 has the 5mega front cam.
sorry.. im complaing alot here.. so ya.. jist for tonight k.. just need to get my disppoinments out =/
..so yea.. theres goes... my phone... and.. i dunno ... i guess again, i don have to save up so hard now eh? can relax a lil alreayd... not saving for phone liao..
hm.. are thos emy fit of an anger words? i dunno.

so yeah.. today..soso..  dunno what to say so ya.. lazy to say anythig else.. forgive me...

..o well.............. sigh.. tmr will be spendin gmy breaktime alone . can go sephora.. dunno what to eat though.. =/ oh.. yes.. mum will buy lunch for me to bring.. hm.. so yeah.. i will have pretty much time to wlk ard.. sianz.. no phone.. other wise can stop shopping. not say shopping. .anyway i dun realy shop.. so ya
ok... gettng tired.. so ya... tch... hm........
ok ba.. liek that lor.. what to do...
is my patience really that low? i dunno.. sometime si think so u know.. i cant stand certain things for certain period of time.. but then again, see... since last year been wanting a phone till now. .till nowwwwwwwwwww....... no wonde rim losin gmy cool.. o well... i dunno... theres nothing much to do cept to wait and pray3 ffor a better relaly super good phone to come along(i highly doubt so, but yea.. lets wish for it, that way, life could move on).
why so many good phone snot arricing in asia? geez.............................................
sianz.... veyr very very sianz.. .disappointing.
oh, how so disappointing!
i dunno.. i just wish that giving this up is worthwhile.. becos if the whole video thing doesnt work out, video super blur, laggy, slowwwwwwwwwwww, voice softtttttt, not free, blah3, im so gonna kick myself in the air!

 and so yes, it'd better be working in the end!!! its  a MUST!!!
if not, yes, kill me all u want(jk). -_-
tch..... haiz.. k ba. .i guess its time to put those infos ago. .mag away.. and yea.. let nature take its course. but still feeling so huu.... cos knowing that no other better phoen is cmoing, its as good as.... haiz. o well.........

gdluck to me eh?.. .yes... .good luck......

sigh.. it'd better be a better day tmr... may sumtin happen which can make me forget eveyrthing happened these couple of days.. days of excitements for nothing.. o wel....
ok.. complaining is about done.. time fo rme to go i guess... get ready for bed.. and.. well, see if sma's gonna onlin eor what..
hm.. its weird.. not msging him anymore.. o well.. its still gonna be the same .. just leaving it in msn.. but.. its gonna be like once a day only. .so ya.. well, i guess.. abt the same ba.. i didnt even get his msg for even once a day..
hm.. well, we shal lsee hwo thigs go when i can msg him for free.. even through msn .. but yeah...
gosh. .cant wwait for tcc to open.. need to have a cuppa coffee and chill there.. gosh.. hectic life.. hm.. isit? .. O.o
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Choice Been Made

so tired.. huu.. tmr another day of working.. will be slp ba.. hm.. alreayd 12.. i hope to slp soon. .k.. lets get this blog over with..
erm.. nohing much to blog i guess... lets se.. the only hting thats interesting or weird, is i went to this shop, hit it off with a phillipino girl, and she ask for my name.. intro herself.. i bough somehti gfrom here. .then she ask me whrere i work.. what shop.. then she say im very cute.. haha.. XD weird ne.. but its ok. .shes a nice person.. ha.
erm.. then at the carpark when i was back, argh.. a guy making that stupid sound at me.. *roll eyes
hate it.
oh.. then today ne. finally decided on which phone to get=) haha.. like. .so relieved.. finally have an answer.. prob solved. winner is, htc desire!! however if come any decision swty wanna get ipohne, then i'll abide by his choice.  so ya.. o well..
erm. .. so nmow.. im thinking of whwhat line to apply. >_<
hm... dunno ne.. so far. .both singtel and starhub got ppl vote.. but.. me stil lnot sure hwat i want.. aw. if only i could spend the my bro's 50 dollars voucher on phone now.. o well.. nvm ba.. cos end of july gone liao.. cannot use.
hm....

so yea.... so far like that... and me think2.. no... galaxy.. thogh its good phone.. but... yes i like bigger screens.. but.. desire is alreyad on the top phone chart. .somemore... the lights, and the flash.. i dun like that much.. no flash i mena. the dim light.. if i don bother should be fine.. if not, it irritates me that its darker than other phones..
but yeah.. since i have issues with those, see, desire is the better choice. great, safe, with guarantee results. wont regret. =)
so.. o well.. that should be the one ba.. ha.. hm....
oh, todya my fren had a private meeting with my manger. .for quite long.. i never ask whats it about.. but.. im wondeinrg.. maybe she got promoted? she's alreyad the manager assistant or sumtin.. so ya.. hm.. anyway, don think will be a bad matter ba...
hm.. maybe tmr me will go check out the m1.. gotta check out the pricing plans.. dunno which to get! ha.. anyway, if htc desire is there, will check it out too.. will ask bro if he's there. sad sia.. how i wish my bro know about phones=/ ow ell. haha. he knws better of the living dead dolls.
so tiring. .come home, eat,shower,. watch tv.. soon, back to slp and work mrg again.. T_T sianzzzz ... o well..
aw... keep looking at my nail polishXD so shimmering such nice colour =) haha..
gosh.. i fell aslp for so long  =/ haiyo... waste my time. .XD haha.. anyway.. gonan get ready for bed soon.. hm.. sam fell aslp again.. so..ya.. haha.. o well
mata

Phones In waiting

wow i am so slpy now.. i dunno why.. but i really feel  liek slping now!!! so slpy.... yawn....
hm.. lets see.... oh.. din really do lots.. just trynig to get my nails done.. . gosh.. i tell u, its sooooooooooooo difficult to remove that polish of mine!!!! i uses my nails instead! cos nail remover doesn work. omg... as for my toes, i have to use a mini knife.. yes.. it really is that difficult to get them off my nails!!! huu.. so ..argh.... now im just ltting my toe nails to heal. .as i got no chioice but to 'injure' them abit in order to remove this polish.. haiz.. .stuoid ne those glitters=/
ut anyway, glad htey're off. .and i got new colour on.. i love the colour!!! its gorgeous!!! =) best colour ever.
gosh.. im soo slppy now
oh, so.. yay! cheers for sammy staying homem online with me since daytime =D its geat.. especially when he say it feels like the day where we first get to know each other, and i was having a haircut. .and he's like msging me all day.. then felt as though he;s beside me=) spending the day toget. .glad he could felt this way today =D ^^
gosh.. me sooo wish for off tmr.. =( i realy do..  sooo really do.... hm... o well....
ok.. im having choco now.. i hoep its gonna help me stay awake for abit...
hm.. so.. sammy slpt.. its bette ri think. .not that bored.. its like. .even though he's quiet.. but i get to watch him. or at least i know he right inthe webby.. naw.. feels much better.. than. wondeirn if he's up .. or eating now. u know. ha.
hm.. so.. oh yes.. been awhile.. since i think june or sumtin. .sam been busying with his exams and stuff... oh btw, he passed!! one of htem. hte others not sure yet. but yes=) happy for him. congrats to swty of mine^^
so yea.. today finally get to feel he's focusing on me again =) so yes.. T_T yay... so nice.. . huu
anyway. he's resting again. .aw.. i thin he really  nid plenty of good rest.. and i think he rested well enuff for today=) yay ^^  hm.. wonder if he's gona drool on lion.. naw.. erm anyway, yea... gosh.. its alreay night time.. =/ huu..
oh, yea.. he was at home since aftnoon.. he didnt wanna go out.. so yea. thats why we get to webby all day long=) which is great. haha.oh he wokey so fast O.o erm.. ok.. anyway,
hm.. now nothing much to do.. but i get to watch him.. hm. .been checking out phones.. todya found out anothe rgood one. .thanks to sam.. but.. im still not sure.. cos motorola.. i duno.. doest felt like its trustworthy.. on the other hand, it could be a very good phone indeed.. maybe shouldnt judge it. .but still.. hm... i dunno.. shall see how..  not sure if tmr have time to check it out or not.. o well..
naw... sammy is slping now.. so cute!!!! he got his cutesy lion, which i gave it to him. so gald he got a spare one ^^ its sooo cute. and they made a great cute pair. =) charming. munchy!~!!  huu.. but sad.. i cant hug him =(
sigh.. so wan him here right by my side now =/...
anywya... hm.. bah.. o well..
hm.. tmr. .back to work.. very soon, i;ll be  bloggin here, oh , another week passed. .seriously.. 5 days working, then off for 2 days, u'll kinda wonder where did the weeks gone? its like. .poofed! gone.. and soon, hehe.. my birhday =) im more of looking forward to my 3 off than my birthdya.. anyway, its the 3 dasy im gonna have a blast....at resting.XD. haha. .im gonna giv emyself one special day to do what i want.. to celebrate. .or to jus thav efun, or whatever. .we shall see...
hm.. ok.. so back to the phones... hmm.... i got 2 choices on my mind now...... well, lets see which will be better.. and of course.. alot of ppl have their own opnions.. im researchingon them no.w. .i dun wanna spednmy money, and of course waste my years of contract on a phone i'l lcome to regret. so thats why i really wanna consider carefully before i get a phone. and not just anyhow, ok, buy this.
so ya... still conculting my frens.. or just reading htorugh what [ppl are saying.. so far.. htc having a huge fan absed. .even my fren using it say he's simply loving the phone. with NOthing to complain. oh, i mean his htc desire. and u know.. ppl might be right after all. .should giv eup in waiting evo. cos after all, not all phones will launch in local. and the incredible too.. i heard its a usa model. somemore desire is very fast. yes. .everuone;s saying that. its very fast.. hmm.... screen is small er compared to glalaxy and motot.. but.. its a brand u shouldnt be regretting.
thast for sure. adn.. thast what i want. something i wont regret at all.hm.. shall see.. somehow will be able to get some answer.. i mena decision. .XD

ok.. so.. ha.. now im just looking thorugh.. and. .when i;ve decided, will discuss wih sammy again.. then if all things went smoothly and calmly,XD then i should be getin gmy self a porper phone finally. lol. it might come s to near end od yearXD u never know..  cs i've been sayin gwanan get a phoen since like.. late last year or early this yearXD then phoen skeep
u know.. i think i might have an ide aof which phone i want.. i just gotta wait. .cos like i said, not all phones are able to use in sg=/ haiz. .but yea.. we shall see. .months to go then.. huuT_T
happy waiting ne.. ha
haiyo.. my off finsh liaoT_T haiz............................ so fast
mata

Sitting Day

gosh.. my butt hurts.. my spine too.. =. i feel so tired.. .sigh....... so manay thign si didn get to do again.. cooking take sup alot of time. .after that, me gotta online..and too tired to do anthnign e,lse already =/ sigh..
so ya..
my day.. oh.. last night watched world cup.. yea.. so exciting eh.. erm.. well, yea.. was like. .shouting whoa, and goal.. not goal. .more of whoa.. so ya.. glad i didnt wakey my parents up.. but it was a nice match.. so ya..
so.. wakey.. go online. .find stuffs.. in the end all work for nothing.. but thats ok.. erm.. then.. hm.. eat.. quite a late lunch.. =. erm.. then ntuc. .buy ingeredients to cook. .took me from preprations to finish cooking, about 2 and half hours time =.= yes. .troublesome. .ha. .but o well.. its good.

erm.. so .. bath.. eat.. hten online.. wait for sam.. thn finally done... then we watch movie together.. so ya.. he laughed, i laughed.. its good.. then . .like tha ar.. erm.. movie's good.. so ya.. enjoyable one. .but sad ending i gotta say =/ haiz

hm... now bored also.. .trying to get myself in the most tired state ever, then i can slp without thinking.. without any worries.. just need a good rest.. then tmr.. wont be seeing sam till late night again... erm.. .ya. .sigh.............. sad.
tmr.. see what i can do ba... i dunno.. no mood to do anything.. i dunno what to do... =/
i should be doing my nails.. but.. yeah.. o well.. i dunno wahst after that =/

there are thigns whcich i woinder why.. i don understand im afraid.. might not so throughly yet.. but.. its so difficult to get to know it.. and.. ..tch. i dunno.. im afraid thing aint what i htink is that simple..

hm... i dunno. feel so sianz now.. i dunno hwat to do for later on... should i stay up to watch football again? i dunno........ but my legs are tired.. form sitting too much. ha.. o well.. whole day down.. what ya expect eh.
tch.... dunno what to do.. haiz....................
i feel so frustrated!! its like im kinda stuck!! between wanan go out or not, to rest or not. what to do.. blah3.... its so frustrating....................... =(

o well...............
haiz...  its ok.. everything will be fine..

i wonde rif.. u know.. i had watched somethng for too close and too dear. and thus making myself going through all these coaster rides.. its weird..
i might be the only person going through all that.. and.. i dunno wat did i end up getting? yes. .i should ponder over this for a lil bit...

things will get better. not easy. but. .uh huh.. haha.. hmm.............
oh..
oh dear.. O.o the match is about to get started!! but.. nah.. im not gonna be watching.. k.. i'd better stop right  here and head for bed.. =/ dun feellike having a good night tonight..


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Choicees

sigh.. so sad.. =/ remember i mentioned about my fren in a 4, or 5 years relationship with a girl? =( sad.. they've broken up.. he just put up a single notice in his fb=/ haiz...... dunno who suggested it. .but i got htis feeling its from the girl... i dunno what happen.. but.. i dun ask him ever about his relationship.. we can talk alot. .but when it comes to this, nah.. im not so close to mention about it yet.. feels weird. .i mean, after all he's my cf fren. thats how i got to know him.
anyway, sigh.. feel so kinda down=/ so wasted.... haiz.. but i think i kinda understand the girl's situation why she chose to leave him.. if she really is hte one who wanna.. u know.. =/
i mentioned it before in my previous blog. .so yeah. .those are the main reasons i guess.... ...=/ o well.. he should be fine i guess.. but now that he's single, even if wana go out as a group feels kinda weird.. =.=''... dots... just weird. dunn owhy. but nah. wont think so much. anyway i wont have so much time to meet up with anyone fornnow.. so ya..
gosh.. my cf b'day is coming soon.. wonder how will it be eh.. .heh... me looking forward to my b'day too. yay..

oh, football match is starting! but a pity the countries are .. .hm.. o well.. we shall see how the match goes..

gosh.. im so full.. had kfc just now. .i ate so fast and yea.. alot. lol. i keep eating and eating so much XD

hm..then sam.. dunno why.. offline without a word, then online again.. and never talk. maybe his net ba.. i dunno.. but anyway, he should be slping for sure.. otherwise wouldve msg me alreayd ne..
hope he's slping well ba. me on the other hand, wanna wait for him, and also cos of eating too much, too full, i cnat slp! plus jus wanan enjoy my night . .so yea...

gosh.. im still going through the phones... haiyo.. somehow i wanna get samsung .but .. somehing is saying the choice might be wrong.. =.= anyway, me still gathering infos.. lol. .from customers , and ppl ard meXD and through net of course. hahahah...

hm.. work.. work's fine.. 2 staffs sytarted their training today. .tmr also.. hm... hope they can work ba. ione can. .the other, im not so sure. .like a typical.. u know who. -_-

hm.... orlando got have the harry potter universal studio.. OMG.. i tell u.. its soooo wowwwwwwwwwwwwww........................... i really wish i could go there if i could have so much money, go sydney, then to see harry.. wow...
its amazing place indeed... took my breath away.. well, almost. ha

gosh. .so full ..haiyo..

hm.... so... about there ba.. my days.. nothig much..

wanna share with sam about the info of phones.. ha. whcih i found todya. anyway, shall talk to him son tmr perhaps. oh i mean later on.

mata

Busy Start Till End

wow................................... O.o... i started doing stocks from 1pm all the way till closing.. i had suh a long day today.. gosh... @.@ tired abit... yea.. but its good. .i ddnt worry about time being so slow.. but really.. tough tired.. gosh...

erm.. lets see.. yeah.. so dodododod my work.. gosh...
hm.. im thinking.. whether i should be needing a pair of jeans.. recently just realized that my jeans are all so loose=/ sigh... o well.. see how ba

tonight as usual.. checked out abit about phones.. omg... headache. .its soo confusing.. =.= sooo many choices!!!! @.@ can faint ne... i dunno what to get now. .totally clueless... dots....

hm.. so glad tmr finaluy day to off...

u know.. its really so kinda fast eh.. one week is gone.. me work 5 dyas, tehn 2 off straight, and its alreayd one week gone. very fast...
o well.... anyway, my days been peaceful without the irritaiing guy ard. really2 peaceful!! gosh.. tmr will be working with him.. but on diff shifts.. still, hours would be spend with him workin gtogether =.= haiz.

hm..... so ya.. haiz.. basically doing stocks is so busy, and takes up whole day to do so.. abit tiring .. but im ok today.. feelin ggood. ha. kinda.

gosh.. feeling so slpy now... had abit of food.. then.. hm... online.. watch videos of phoens. abit only.. nothing much to find liao.. then.. read mag.. then online again.. looking through some stuffs.. gosh.. all that making me slpy..
yea i know.. lamey things to do.. but what to do.. its nice to sit down , and since tv nothing on, might as well, yea.. in front of lappy.

ha.. me do things.. always in a rush and rough. XD do stocsk till theres 2 tears on my hands.. ha.. poor thing.. cos me wann rush finish job mah.. o well.

hm.. the day passes so blindly... like. .weeird.. tmr im back to same shift again.. and im gonan slp, wakey, get ready for work.. repeating itself and repeating again =.=so slpy now.. but wakey up to the same new day.. hmm.. -_-

ok.. so.. nothing much to say ba.. .

o well.............................................................

=/ its a different total night compared to ytd..

oh, so many nice movies coming out.. hm.. not say so many. .but theres 3 i wanna watch. wonder when would i be watchig it. .well, one of them should be watching it on my b;day. ha. weird.. im planning my b;day now u know.. not say now.. but yea.. its me =.=

i still feel neglected =( haiz.. baka3

hmm.... o well. .so like that ba... good thing in a way i guess? =/ save money.. i think before i decide on which phone, i';ll be receiving my pay again.. who knows.. i might end up getting a phone in aug or sep.. gosh.. i cant beliveve this. i try not to think about it. ha
its like.. well, i dunno.. i don do mcuch on a phone.. its just thta.. i could us eit to msg sammy through the day.. hmm... yeah..... unless its palying game s, or reading on the phone.. but.. yeah.. oh, and of course. .taking pics.. ha. but.. i think after all, i really don have much of .. u know.. anything serious' about.. hm.. o well..

if not for the fact that im gona be siging on plans , and using same phone for certain years time, i wouldnt bother much about the phones even if abit difference.. i'll just choose samsung(cos of my fav bigger screen) and buy it now or later. cos starhub got fair now... huu..

hm.. sigh.. see.. now alreayd 2.30am./. =/ so fast. .yea.. cant wait to slp soon though.. oh.. speakin gof which.. i keep having weird dreams sia.. not say very weird..but uncommon ba.. like.. so many in a row for days now.. O.o wierd ne..

gosh.. my leg tired.. ha.. relall y must sit.. these 4 days of owrking. .none is happy one.. o well.. tmr see how ba.. anyway, will look forward to closing... then its my freedom!! gosh. .really time flies...

hm.. k.. hopefully i didnt accdentally click onto the private post again.. gosh..

what else... hm.. k ba. .thats about it..

im so bored and sleepy.. i dunno.. starts to feel life is so boring. =( bah.. o well.............
just focused on my nails, and cooking! gosh.. i got so many recipes i haven try out. .haiyooooo

but u know.. someitmes i don like this feeling....
- buy ingredients. then prepare.. then cook.. it takes up whole of my afttnoon, and soon before u know it, the half dya is gone =( meaning my off dya has ended in an blink of an eye.

hm... i like big screens so much... .hahahhaa.... if only htc desire have htat, hten i might go for it nowXD

o well................ ..... hmm. haiz. .lets just give it abit moretime then.. i also dun have to save till cough out blood. ha. .anyway, yea... been tlaking it for monthssss.... finally the day might be near. .anytime soon now. .to get my hands on a proper good phone... T_T
but.. yeah.. really.. i might not do much with it. ha.. baka desuXDo well. =P

mata!