STUPID MAIL!!!

omg . i am so stress. =(((( haiz... gosh.. goodness me..
been a wth day =(

received msg from manager. .knew something bad is gonna happen.. worry... then somehow forget abt it.. then ikea.. with bro and mum.. relay no mood ot type this. but i need to get away from my stress work.
anyway, i guess the pain makes me forget about stress msg.
my heels.. gosh!! stupid! me go wear it. alreyad swear musnt wear, stil lwear. i for got mah. =( then got blister again. 4 toes together. =( pain all theway.. huuuuu... soemmore u know ikea so huge righ the place=( then yea. huu.. no slippers avcailable too.. =( then walk3... knew blister is coming.. every step felt like  a knife being cut through my flesh like that.. huu =(
then so tired nad pain.. still need too eat..h ten wait for bro collect stuff.. waste time abit=( huu. then taxi. .good hting nbever wait too long. .then ya.. home. .got the email. .haiz.. trouble brews. =(
then difficulty to get the thign done. .but with sams' help, phew.. .omg.. finally i know kinda what to do.. but then, omg.. the thigns to fill up........ drop my jaw... really.. like. .omggggggggggggggg... T_T
now im confused of what needsx to fill up..
blah3... =( haiz.. and still need my colleagues email comment.. .blah3 somemore.. me duno wanna bring laptop to work anot.. haiz.. so sad.......
i duno what to do. i guess im just so tired and pain.. and. u know.. come back home. .straight away this happen =/

and didnt get to talk to sam alot. then yea. .jiust asked him about those steps on how to get thigns done.. then late alryad.. he went to slp.
shoot. =./ *shakes head.. .this suckssssssss
i duno. =/ shall see how then.. sigh.. duno wanna bring lapy or what. .so sianz...
somemore me no time to do alreyad.. its important stuff. .i nid to think and reply carefully..
tmr me mrg shift. .gotta slp soon. .if not, tmr .. haiz... sianz..
and i think no choice but to ask that irritating guy. cos he and my fren are the seniors. so yea .sianz.. duno what he;ll say in my reviews.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hiaz.. i find it so difficult to get to tampiines.. got strraight bus.. but the place so ulu.. as in.. so.. remote.. =( somemore.. if i get back home,... duno isit same bustop anot. .but if so... =( omgg... .its scary.. duno how to explain. .next time then talk ba
erm, and so.. the other night bro came home. .say he walk towards anotehr route.. erm.. he say dark. .and no one walk usually.. me walked before.. cos i wanna try new route see if faster reach home.
anyway, he say a guy followed him up behind.. he got frightened. lol .cos his fren got robbed before while having lv items on her.
so yea.. he's carrying a big lv bag.. my bro got worried.. then call redz.. pretend to talk and hint to ppl behind that yea.. he's arrving soon.. blah3.. then he purposely walk slow2.. then let that stranger walk in front of him. .omg.. scary!!!
that hapened to me once before... lol. i know how he feels. its soooo frightening u thought u're in a movie. its reaally sooo scary . omg...
but anyway, yup.. glad he's safe. he say its scary.. cos the guy like follwing him, and behind him, and usually ppl wont walk that way!! i agree... hm.. yea.. so far everytime i walk there, no one walk there. well, it was nighttime for him. me last time walked there.. hm.. about almost 11 ba. or 11. cos just finshed work. but.. i find it ok. theres cars lights.. so.. yea. .XD

o well.. anyway, should alwyas be extra careful when having ur branded item ard eh
haiz.. what shold i do tmr with the email?.. =(
..o well. .just do it ba. i also duno how.. forgetit. . so stress alreyd. .thinking abou tthis also futile. .=/
what to do..
just do whatever i can ba =/
sighes.. what a day.. what a day =(

haiz.. may tmr be betetr =(
gosh.. the next 6 dasy shift gonan be so tough.. huu.. i wan mc? =/ haiz. .baka.. i cant do that..
my collegaues.. including that tiem my manger. .timing so good.. mc, then next day off. like.. straight offs sia. =,= i wanna do that.. but. ... thats not in my blood.. perhaps. .htat shold be somehting i should learn eh ? i duno..  =/

haiz.. anyway, yea.. thank you sammy for his everything. if not , me still .. haiz.. .huuuu.. me so wan him beside me =((((


mata

CoincidenceO.o

gosh.. tired.. and slpy.. duno hwat to type now=/ hmmm....

hows my day? i forgot. .kinda.. hm..

oh well, make it short. erm.. so. one of my colleague bf isnt in town. and its like. .ok.. .is this coincidence or what ? i have 2 colleagues in the shop kindal ike.. having this ldr thingy going on.. O.o weird..

anyway, me tried to find out and confirm about the msgin gtol .hm..

wha else.. .oh, glaaxy phon eso cheap now!
and huu... =( news saying end of year airfares wil lrise .. duno 10 to 50% T_T huuu.... sux..
hm.. well, me duno what else liao.. juts wanan go slp and have good rest..

at first abit sad sammy will be out tmr. thought of watchign a  movie.. but.. yea.. wait tired and slpy.. wrong tim to watch too ne.. but o well.. will still ge to talk 30mins or so.. better than none at all
gosh.. duno what else.. hm....

certainly i've forgot alot of stuffs to type ..dots. .but yea.. cant help it.
today.. so crowded and .. ok.. not so super busy.. but yea.. crowded.. and poor manager. .kena scold by one of the customer.. =/ haiz..
yawnnnnnnnnnnnnn gosh.. kk i nid to slp.. tmr.. duno what to do.. see how ba.. gosh. .so much to clean up and stuff.
see whats gonna happen then,
mata

My Real Sam Beneath =)

hmm.. didnt say slpt very well.. all i know is.. im soo tire.d. my body so tire.. even at point point wakey and thought i was gonna be working later in abit. dots.. haiz.. thats tehh result when u overwrked tiredly for 6days straight. anyway,

morning.. clear my room up abit. .actually wanna find my item.. gone missing=( sigh.. gotta spend money buy new one knowing its somewhere ard in my room .. , suxxx big time=( haiz.. what to do=/
duno where ppl place them. haiz..
hm.. then.. what else. .later into aftnoon.. paint my nails.. i like them. =) elegant looking. ha.
hm.. accompany sam thorughout his school. so fast ne.. one week is gone.. fo rhis school.. anyway, hope tmr he get to work and earn extra cash ba.. ..at the same time, he can enjoy himself with some sports. lol. nice=) but i cant join =(

oh the youtube video quality betwee nsamsung and iphone, so huge. the samsugn really have suh beautiful colours. but.. well, u gotta see the real thing before u say anything right?
anyway, hm... online3... gosh.. by night time, duno what else to do sitting in front of lappy le. =.= bored.
oh, finally told sammy about his pics.. models pics.. so touched up and plastic looking =/ not liek the real him. when i lookey, yes.. its nice looking. .but its all to made up. and im the type of girl who wont get attracted by goodlooking guys like. .just based on gdlooks . . so.. pics.. hm.. not say bad. yes. .of course he's my swt looking handsome swty pie=) but yea. .something is missing.. and.. i seriously prefer his natural pics. au natural =) alwyas so smiley, so real, so swt.. so warm.. make sme smile=)^^
always make me smile and go all fluttery.. XD> naww... uh huh... that is what i called flesh and blood. real, and true. my very own swty =)
he look soooo good the way he is now =)aww.. huuu now saying all this, i miss him!!!T_T

hm.. wrote down acouple of htign si need to do.. so yea. .comppleted them! chers=)
time to get organized XD
hm.. .well.. ...
hope tmr be over asap.. wonde rhows my manager now=/
hm.. tired and slpy.. but don wan night to end yet.. one day to go.. wil be my off. .wil lenjoy another day with sam ba..

hm..  k. .thats abou tit. .
mata

Wondrous Nature

ok.. wow.. and so i got one off only... .. its ok.. glad to be over.. my 6th day.. sooo tired. .gosh..
hm.. what happened. .
ok.. will make it short..

erm.. just saw alot of pics.. todya.. pic's day . haha. .amazing3 places.. views. . all which i never knew of. its totally wow3. =) its incredible. wow. .i seen through so much today. its awesome. there is never ending to all this earth's wonders.
oh. and i found a last name i like so much. if i rememebr the spellings correctly. its salvator. very cool eh?? =) hehe.. really like it alot.
its form a customer of mine.
cos yea.. for membership and stuff. .so i nid to grab their names. and today came across salvactor. =)nice^^

hm... just had a cuppa mocha... hm...
what else.. ....
very full today..
hm.. weird. .i think i missed out of saying some other stuffs.. what could htat be.. >_<''...
hm... ...
tch..

oh.. i got so freaked out =( after hearing the creepy voices of the poor girl . the girl who must not be name.. dots. .i duno.. i dun wnan mention her.. but yes.. huu.. i had never been this frightened before.. somemroe its at night.. so thank goodness bro is outside living room.. omg.. cant imagine if i were to be alone in room .. huu
so scary ne. .sooo disturbing!!!

hm.. so yea.. and i learned of this new place.. iguazu.. omg.. the waterfalls.. its heaven!!! its incredibly amazing!!!
sooo many water fal\ls..
theres even 2 layers!! and a bridge or sumtin to let visitors to watch!! gosh.. i wish i was standing on that spot.. plus theres a hotel where u could see that too.. omg.. .beautiful.. no idea what to say of htis.. but yea.. ...
wow. .today had views on so many wondrous places.. its.. wow.. earth.. alot of beautiful amazing spots we might enver get to knwo about.. yet... ...could these really all come to and end soon> ?

beautiful earth.. yet.. getting destroyed by the min.. ...
k, will stop here now. .wanna slp before bro hit the sack. hu.. otherwise me scared!

jaa, mata

My Sam My Phone

ok.. thought of not bloggin totday.. but.. nvm.. since now got abit of time.
but actually i have noidea what to blog. .cant really think righ tnow. .im so sleepy.. so tired.. .cant wait to slp..
duno what time slping.. but not now i guess. i duno.. anyway, hm.. nothing special today i guess.. i duno.. just work. .stand..  cant wait for my break.. mrg so boring.. then fianlly got better after break .gosh.... ... the hours .. so slow.. =.= me was looking at clock. .cant wait to go home. .and tmr.. one more day.. my 6th day.. finally T_T so tired ne.. huu..

ahh.. gosh. knew i cant watch it. the video of sam and me.. just cried sia=.= hiayo....... omg.. sad . haiz..
hmm.... so... o well.. i just hope there'll be nice apps all around.. hm.. and yea...
keeping my finger cross that we could find apps to video call free, and msg free. have, but gotta find the right one desu=3
me suddenly not so slpy liao.. stil am.. but bettter.. ha.. cos talking with sam mah..
hm... gotta ask my colleague again what app  again.. she mentioned about android app.. msging overseas for free... .. anyway, hm.... o well.. guess will have to leave it for later on ba.. sammy nid to save up.. and yea...  find the right apps..
so.. yea.. see how ba.. when willl it be? ha.. its like.. suddenly excited again..XD cos looking htorgh phones ba.. checking out the apps.. ..o well... .....
anywya, i will announce big2 when theres a new phone on my hand. duno when.. but yea... ONE DAY. ..ha.. so yup.. one day that is....
for now.. haiyo.. stupid ne.. my phone the wifi.. cannot work like that=,= sianz.  o well...

and yay.. tmr .. huu.. finally my 6th. oh.. i just said that eh?O.o haiyo.. baka desu..
anywya yea.. gosh.. so cant wait for tmr to be overT_T huu... over3!
k.. i think. .its best not to htink too much now.. the phone thing got me abit confused as in.. yea.. always  best not to think about that first. wait get my in trouble and upsetting again. ha.

mata ne.

Sabrina's Magic

ok.. forgot what happen. .hm. .me try not to rememebr it.. well. .think my day started off not so good.. got 2 irritating customers.. bad.. o well. .dun wan stress myself over this.
nyway,.. weird.. today got this angmoh uncle.. like the rock and roll kinda dressing style. .say im so beautiful. =.= he said it to his fren according to my fren. i was like... wth... =.= omg. .no wodne rwhne i reach teh cashier area, he asked me to smile fo rhinm. i thought what. then was like.. hee.. erm.. if u were there, u'll think i look so funny and u wanna laugh. yea. then like. .weird. .eh even ask me to call him if i nid a bf or sumtin. =.= joking i know.. but.. lol.. funny=,=
anyway, weird ppl all ard ba... or funny ppl? duno. don care


hm.. seems like. .according to our staffs.. alot of ppl dun like the new managers.. =/ especially the onie from mellbourne. haiz..
i knew it.. based on performance.. u know alreayd.. ..
todya. .was so glad to see sarbian drop by. she's having lunch with my fren. wow..  it was so great to see her. she's in radiance =) haha. anyway, sure her fiance also love to see her now. but htink she's leavin gon fri. ok anyway, me get the chance to ask her about my leave. and as expected, she's so pro!! she know what she is doing. she work for about 2 years. the manager worked for 3 years. and see?? gosh....
i think our new manager too young. only 22 or 21 this year.  so yea.. .. =/ my collegaue also could tell too young = no experince to work cleverly. erm.. hard ot explain. this aside. anyway, seems like i gotten the answer from sabrina. so yea.. yay! i know agar2 how many days i have for leaves. she'l be back in sep.
aww....
anyway, htis time she'll be leavin gwith her fiance back to nz.
and yes.. they are going to bali for holiday first. so nice right!!!! so envious desu.. o well


hm.. what else... tired today.. hm.. sihg. .like. .nowadsy.. not much hapy mood to work.. like. .atmosphere is different now.. owe ll..
anyway, 2 days to go.. gosh. .i cant wait for my off..

oops.. huu.. ognna slp alreyad.. 1am.. yea.. mrg shift. .better go slp..
haiz..

hm.. so like that ba..
hm...

thinking abit about phones. .suddenly.. like.. it isnt so important to me alreyad. thats so weird. O.o i changed so fast.
hmm...=.=
anyway...... ...... i wonder what am i gonna do with the phone.. ok.. bets and first thing of course is i get to msg sam for free.. ... then what? oh yes. i book.. i do like to read.. but.. because no time, and im so lazy to carry ard my book .no space ne my bag.. so would be lovely if i could read. but duno how thigns will be. so yea..
hm.. whas next.. .. i duno already .. .i dun reall ytrust alot for the cam.. i might just get a camera. so yes. .double saving hard. hm.. ...
lets see... what else... .... video .wont be alot. unless got go anywhere special. .duno.. itune.. gosh..so troublesome.. =.= dots.. hope wont be too difficult to transfer and blah3 ba..
ok so.. .... .hmm... ..... what else.. =.=.. .... i duno.. what kinda apps will i like.. ah.. language^^
hm.. very few eh.. but i guess.. better than nothing ba. o well.. k time fo rme to slp now.
think too much also useless.


hm.. nothing much happen huh for todya. i guess. just that.. like. .not in th ebest condition to work ba. tmr.. sianz.. opening with manager. .haiyo.. .just hang on lor.. haiz... waking up in couple of hours tiemT_T huu... like neve rest.. then go back work liao.. haiz.....

mata ne

Lucky One Partner To Treasure For Life =)

gosh.. my head.. so pain.. closing time. .suddely.. my head like so weird.. me was tlaking to colleague. .then head like wanna fanit for 2secs.. so scary.. i couldnt even stand.. was falling towards my right side.. haiyo.. scary sia.. but im fine.. then after that.. head weird. .adn my head like. .oiuch..

ouchie. .usually after taking med it'll heal almost immediately.. but now stil lhurts ne.. huu... hope tmr will be better. usually headache easily alrite with me. .so yea.. hope ok ba.. duno why ne. .so outta the blue.

was talking to my colleague abit about relationship today.. ...then taklk..2.. she was like.. she got a bf who like to spend money on branded stuffs. but he's not so rich. htoguh family is rich. so like.. she asked him to changed.. he changed for the nbetter abit already..
then she.. like.. already 8 months with him now. plus previous few realtioships.. she didnt relaly put her heart into it. including this one. cos she's somehow not prepared yet.. or just.. somehow still comparing her bf to her previous nicer 3years relationship bf. so yea.. maybe her heart still missing her ex. .thats why.. then she duno wanna give up anot. but scared no one wants her anynmore. she say..

its so difficult to find a super nice guy nowadays. and i agreed... yea. .hten she sya.. if really found on, must die2 don let go. catch onto him. lol XD!  then i was like. .aw.. uh huh. .im thinking to myself.. gosh.. im so lucky.. i have sammy with me.. =) and he's mine^^ nawwww~~~
erm anyway, yea.. then the other day i reacaleld.. my new partimer also ask.. is he handsome anot. i say erm.. lol. i hesistated XD anyway me don like to tell lies. then he say he haven got a gf yet. and he's still a virgin. =) hahaha.. aw..
but anyway, i adviced him. .its alrite.. take ur time.. slowly look.. just try not to find a gf before ns.. and my other colleague also agrees on htta. ha.. so yea.. and im like. .aw.. so proud of myself. .me so glad im not the type of girl who abandon bf when their bf is on ns duty and stuff. tehn cannot spend time with them.. my situation worse ba.. knowing he;s gona leave one day, somemore he kena the shifts of.. what.. mas selamat.. whatever his name is. htta idiot =.= caused me my time with sam!! argh.. =.=

anyway, gosh.. back to topic.. yea.. then i tell him slpwly look.. don go for girls who like handsome guys.. or rich ppl.. or looking for hte outter appearence...
he say.. his fens alot of girls are like thta. lol. .poor fellow sia.. he say.. ''but those girls(those who wont go for looks and go for personaility) already extincts leh..'' i was like. .hm.. i should be counted as one of those good nice girl ba? lol.. but anyway, im taken!^^ lalalal...
ok back to topic aagin .haha... then i was like.. saying.. have .just that yes its very rare.. but still, u'll eventually find the girl who's right for u, and who'll accept who u are. and not how u look .
he's ok looking.. average.. not say wah so handsome or what. really very normal.. not so handsome. but. he got this bubbly personalilty.. which i think girls will one day liek him for who he is.
poor fellow.. hope he wont thnk himself as too ugly then gilrs don like.. haiz..


oh.. speaking of personailty. .i was so surprised. .haiyo.. =/ forog tabout this matter. .headache mah.. then never get to tell sam.. anyway, my colleague say.. she's a very negative person. .everything keep to herself.. she find me good .cos me always so bubbly and positive.
right at hte moment when those words were out, i was like.. gosh.. say what???O.o me/? bubblyh and positive all the time??? NOOO..... ~ XDLol.... hahah.. .
so weird! i wonde rif thtas what all ppl thought of me.. hm..
anyway.. yea.. i have my fragile moments too  mah.. where got positive all the time. me also got through all the struggles mah.. have to try and think positive.. otherwise. .its gonna be so hard to survive till i see sam again right.
so yea.... ... well.. i guess thats the impression of ppl who don know me well. ha.. o well

nvm.. at leats i gib her htta nice impression ba.. didnt know she'll be envious me of that. O.o feels so weird.. .. ha. o well

so yea.. there u go.. see.. last night was talking about htis right. ...
hold on to ur dearest possession. and don take it for granted. always remind urself why are they so important in the first place.
put ur heart and soul into it. make it work. nothing is free and easy . not especially when u come to the point where u have to fight for something u love. and u want it to stay in ur life forever.
get what i mean?

aw.. so nice to heaar sam say he love me so much when me got home. .uh huh...
dunno why he so sudden.. maybe mish me too much eh?.. but yea..
washes away my fears.. not sya fears.. but. .worries? i duno. O.o
he said wanna msg.. but never did.. so yea.. was like. .missing him. .and wondering.. if he could've forgotten about hwat he said to me. .u know.. girls mind alot of these bits and pieces words and stuffs.. then got home.. aw.. have his swt love, enuff liao.
feeling good now .=) always my best med . his love desu.

sigh.. my  public holiday. last month.. =/ they stil lhaven gib double pay.. .. then my fren never talk to manager. .then supposedly should have another extra off u know.. huu.. baka desu.. =/
somemore national day is coming. .i dun wanna work for free again . haiz.. hope my fren will say this out to her ba.. ... haiyo. .hate to lose my money and off just like that=(
sianz.

o well.. anyway, me still on my saving track.. hopefully can save 600 this month.. yea.. keeping tigh tmy budget. .me not spending on anything for 2 dyas liao. .so h apy. lol. =) so yea. .keep it up ne.. me hope to pull it through aug.. then yea.. happy if know me sve more than 600 . or.. .yea.. just 600. haha. then will be so proud of myself. well done =)

hm... .....so yea.. like that ba.. i like this camera.. but.. duno.. bene almost a year or about a year since its out. .i hope the price will droppppppppppp all the way down. however, me still not buying. so yea.. wait long itme. ha.. maybe item wil lrun outta stock soonXD

ok.. 3 days to go.. jia you!!!!! haii.

k hten.. me gonna prepare fo rbed soon. nights!
hm.. wonde rif  i missed out anything again.. ohm, btw head is ok now. .phew. .hope will have nice slp. oh yea! almost forogt. this aftnoon wokey.. i mena mrg.. hten go work. .omg. .sooo tired!! like yea whole body so tired ne. .duno why.. never slp too late mah. .o well..

mata ne!