slpy long day blog

geex. so slpy and tired again. though today gets better abit. better than ytd.

omg. so much tasks to cbe completed in such short itme. long day. omg..... super slpy

duno am i overworked or what. seems like me no appetite . had very late lucnh break gosh.
so slpy

just a short blog here. gonna slp soon so yea

i cant think of what to blog too slpy

mm.. oh yea bought an offered item. so glad. and won a prize too from store competitions. kk. talk son. more details on that..if i remember

mata

yawning like there's no tmr

aww.. .toda saw this customer with her cute baby. angmohs. baby.. omg. sooo chubby and kawaii!!!! those cheecks. .omg. lol .so kwaii like mad XD
even his mum say so. haha.
6 months old only
his mum was like.. ''you're too young to have a baby'' i was like. .yea.. too young.
but that baby is gorgeous!!! he stopped crying after his mum carries him. so cute. those cheeks. .omg. hahaha
and fair skin... light blue eyes. .omg

glad today me not night shift. he seems so bored today. so yea.. but i think i udnno.. he's kinda busy or something. dunno ba
will msg whenever i can to company him

omg. my eyes are shutting. so sleepy. am hoping he can msg more so my eyes wont c lsoe. .and my mind will not shut itself down

eyes half closed liao

tch. this is and this will be the toughest week for me =/
haiz...... wil lgambate..
but.. .ommg.. ..i dunno what to say

oh man. hate to fall aslp in train or bus. good thing me wokey on time today.

me yawn soooooooooooo much today! in trian, bus, standing ,sititing omg

zzzzzzzzzzz
so slpy
=/

geez.. what else can i do online. later end up buying stuffs=/
so boring to online now. what ese..

omg. i cant wait to chang emy phoen! before it totally cant be charge. dunno ba. hope nothing is wrong.
oh man. when can i recontract? must be exactly 24months? or 21 months? or waht
man... few more months to go... mm... see how ba

i wonder if pl can choose to use 3g instead of 4g.. ...dunno ba

o well

mata

2nd post of 4th june

2nd blog of the day.. feeling itred.. but  better abit..

just glad i am able to keep him company.....i relly wish i can make him happy and relax today.. .
rrly hope he'll be fine and yea..
just rrly glad .. to be able to stay with him

tired desu.

slpy..

goinna slp soon ba..

and i hope.. he'll be better tmr.. its important to me.. so yea

i am very proud of him nonetheless of his results..really. but .hoepfully he wont be too stress=/ .. just wanna see him smile.

..dinner sucks. huu. ate abit but ow ell. its ok ba

gtg rest soon. ..jaa..
missh him alot

respect our words pls

mm.. not a very good day=/

but anyway... am worried about him..
dunno how come overseas school has such weird exams.. wonde rif he could ask his frens who has graduated, if such cases ever happened before.. but yea. i can understand he's not feelign too good right now=/
i think i know that feeling ba.. thinking all well prepared. .then suddenly ppl gib u anoter case.. .soemthign liek that.

i find that so weird.
but what to do..
just find it. .unfair too=/

but am very proud of him still. hopefully he'll get his wishes to pass by..

haiz.

so hating this runny nose of mine .agfter med and a nap, buetter now. but u knwo me. the med is making me all weak
thought of cooking today but yea=(
dang htis med and nose =( huu

haix. sianz day.
mm.. i forgot what i wanted to type. oh man. not again

tonight's dinner not looking good=(
haiz. gotta try to eat ba.

hated it when mum say she din see my stuff after she cleaned my room. then when i found the item, she say oh she forgot maybe she placed it ther.e ..haiz. i understand the situations.. but this can be very frustarting to me . happened weeks ago?  or last

then. .i made it cleare. that if downstair no more that food i want, then dont buy . me cooked noodles. then she still go buy. and bought bros' too. bro told her he wanted to cook liao.
omg.
i am soooo friggin frustrated. and very angry someitmes. i undertasn. .good intentions. but why cant she listen to us?? i couldnt take htis anymore .i told her straight. im still ok. but if kena my bro, he'll bve very pissed ooff. and he'll get angry. and maybe nag.
so yea. hoep that didnt hurt her feelings.
then she ate bro's lunch.

seriously. alreayd made it so clear. she said ok. but still go and buy. some times, good intentions can be really bad. why cant they understand us?

haiz....

if i have chikldern in future, i'll make sure to respect them, and not anyhow made desicions for htem .

tch. stil langry.
not first time liao. this time round, cannot tak eit. must tell her straight

sighs

so tiring.

why cant happiness be easy for everyone. why is it that only certain ppl or certin rich kids get to enjoy this life.
no wonde rhtey all say life is unfair.

sighs

o well

mata

stressful days

so slpy. somethigns worn with lappy uoloading. sighs so frustrating

din had a gd slp =( sighs stess. 

but not super slpy

anyway, hope fb photo thingy will be done soonl. i think ne. from ow . as in here on, imma not care about my spellings. im upset, and super slpy .so yea. 

anywy 

noi idea why fb like that. canot uploadrd photo ne

gosh so lspy=((((9 

but nice to see him laugh today. kinda missed that. so yea

but its grea that he smiel. .adn he's having a gd time among this toguh studying. wonde rif thats even his breaktime .. or... i dunno. o well

anywya

so pissed off with the is lappy. every file i save d gets deleted!!!!!! wthhhhhh

omg

haiz........... 

im too tired n slpy. gonna reset one more time. if not gonna slp. its beter work this time. 

i ned a gd slp. hopefully. .this time off. tmr wont wakey to a crying morning =/ 

oh . ws dizy. ha. amaizng. i cannot believe i forgot i shouldbnt be eating chili .whenim so hungr  n dizzy . surprised that he rememebred. ha. 

wow. ut yea. too late. em ordered liao. me*

so yea. 

mm... but its all gd

niw. for now yup. wsa so shocked when he asked me. then i realised htat me had my last mela like so way ytd haha

o well... what to do

so uncomfy. god. =( me relaly wish to wear silky lingerie now.. no bra. 

sighs........

i wan a house of my own =(

mata

stressful situations

omg. such a headache. workign with one of this.. .well known staff for her blurness. and she's and asm. wth is my rgm thinking. now the manager in training at my first outlet is also not up to standards. OMG. why the ppl he chose are liek that!??

anyway, i take this as a challenge to train her more but getting stressful. because of her and manager, i got scoled by my rgm. #$%^&@ sighs. what to do.
..discussed it with another manager. she fa ces the same prob .but she's super close with our rgm. so she did told him about the instructions aint clear enough.

his email to me is very harsh =( he email to store too. but i think he deleted it.
but i still read it through sm email
very heartpain =( .. .
very.
sighs..

but i think that email was before i called him to explain myself.
but yea.. .i swear to god this mistake aint my bloody fault. that sm close to him. .said she explained to him. about how we couldnt tell ..etc.. cos of changes .. and his email wasnt specific enough.
i hoppe she's telling the truth.
but yea.
jus tso.. =( sighs.

when i worked with the aussie ppl, also never get balmed liek this. they wil lencourage , and praise. but not scold ppl in a harsh way =(
where got rgm so gan chiong. even sm know him. there knew each other for yearssssssssssssssss
so yea.
i can tell his personaility too. but sighs. i dunno man =/
how to motivate ur staffs liek that

she said. .she once called him asked him certain thigny about his email. he tell her. .''you stupid isit? '' omg. if thats true,.. sighs. njot fit to be a rgm .but what to do. =(

but a pity.. .a pity the aussie ppl don know. =/
sighs. whatever ba .

i start to wonder. if that other store manager kena the same as me. a scolding email and a scolding phone call. if he did not do that to her, oh god please pray that he will quit soon

anyway, .. sighs .
just making hte staff loses the willpower to wanna work better only. nothing helps

that sm sauy after she explained to him , liek how we all cant think like him.. etc.. .she say he keep quiet, and appeared to cool down liao

even she herself is scared when she's tlaking to him. he gib instructions of hey u do ABC. then after days, he scold u. or tell u. hey why u did ABC? it must be EFG. cannot ABC u know. that is wrong. i was liek.WTf . u taught me this way, and now u say not this way. who have i been talking to then? a ghost or his shadow???
sighs. rgm. .can be like that .wow.

anyway, stress. adn the thought of me gonna scold. no i wont scold. but i need to give an intense speech to that blur asm. =/
eh no. i think shes not over 30s. should be.. .29? geez i duno. not sure. but yea.
its like. haiz. for me i don care. i don care one bit about age. i care about hte way we work. about ability.
to work.
when i teach, i teach. if they wanna feel like.. even including the sm in training, if he wanna feel like. .(which i dunno if he will) why am i younger than them, have a position to teach him. or telling them what to do.
wel too bad if they think that way. all im doing is to help them. and part of my job.
i don care how wise or how old or how you've been workign for 100 years alreayd, i will still tell you what to do if you've not been doing the right way

gosh .getting abit sick.
stress...... haiz.
alreayd so much to do, now still need to double check on that asm actions. must check whether she really did. oh god dammit. she's not a friggin 12 yrs old. she's not a full timer for god sake!!
haiz. so . ...=/ tch .yera. u get my frustrations eh. doing 2 persons job. kinda. it slike. ive so much going on alreyad. stil leverytime must make sure she's doing her job, or not forgetting

her memory is so bad. really bad. she'll say yes, and never do. or forgot. i duno why either. i don wanna judge or anything. but at leats rgm couldve find a beter person to promote. why promote someone only when she say she wanna quit???? that other sm also liek taht .thats why .
wtf. k la. now i go resign, see if he promote me right away. wth

sighs.liek i asked her if she did that .she said yes. then next day i waslk past, i saw that she did not .wth.
haiz. cannot. me lef twith two weks theres imma do my best to watch over her. though. its gonna be tough and stressful ba.
=/
havig to watch out with so much stuffs.
and how would u feel if i don take ur word for it, and keep asking someone else. ..hey is it true? she say abc.. .is that true?
u know. like. .not gd. but at the same time ,after what happened, how can i ever trust her words again. im doign my best ba.
don wan her to feel liek im treating her as a baby u knwo =/
oh have u done that? coem let me see. oh u did that ?are u sure? come let me see and check .omg. i have no tiem. but ill do my best to have time for her.

its gonna be tough ba. wil ldo my best

if only rgm can understand us better

sighs

of course he wont admit his fault either.

so warm now.. .haiz. slpy.

its jsut heartbreaking when no one appreciates ur effort and the work u put in.
and in turn only keep giving u shits. especially when they themselves shouldve been shit too

jus tneed to type this all out

haiz

ha. imagine me use phone type this out. omg. will take so many mistake and forever to do so!! typing in keyboard is so much better. hoping new phoen will have a better and wider keyboard

thats it for now

wish me luck

=/ jaa mata

bad day =( sighs

kk. just a quikie. so slpy

haizzzz my day aint going right at all =((( 9such a bad day

why must their mistake sbe of my own. why must he cover up for her.
wi rrly dunno. and im so sick and tired of all theese.
its like.

i dunno .im just so sick of it all.

sammy isnt free to talk .his exam coming i kow. hopefully everything will be well

sihgs. if only today i wasnt off


k ba eyes shutting

haiz. i hate today i rrly do =(((

from morning till night. bad
2nd morning top cry


jaa