today.. such a long boring day. wil lcut short ba. otehrwise.. .sianz. =(
every hour . .10-7 pm is the longest.. .like. ..as though its been 24 hrs alreayd. its.. .omg. so tough. stand there. u can walk ard much. no break. no money somemore. can only drink beer to get some energy and de thirst. very poor hting. huu.
=(
2 weird guys i met. two nice guys i met. strangely today at that place.
one is pretend wanna scan my pass. then cheekily say no just kidding=.= lame.
another, asked me if i wan a third cuppa beer. how come he can recognize me ar? ok maybe he's frenly not weird
third one. at first weird. thought like. .he's checking me direction out. dunno me or just happened to look towards my directions. cos their booth is next to me . anwyay , he was also pushing this baby stroller at one point. wen tto toilet, out, walked past my booth, i was looking at the baby. he said hi. i was like hello. then he's like just walked past only. werm... ok.. .frenly i guess.
but with pushing baby pram at that moment, i think he's a ok angmoh ba. anwyay,m he's very nice.
when me abt to pack up, erm. dunno why he approached me. hows it going.. blah3.. he mentioned abt party. then wat. .oh start packing up alreayd.. i think theres an after party. but i dunno. al li know is i need to get back to the mall.
so yea. so he left. yea very randomly .
then i rrly struggled with the heavy wood large table =((( me so poor thing. he saw, and he rrly came over to help me out. he asked wat posotion i am. am i partimer or working for htis compa, ''they just left u all alone here? '' y. i said working for this company. see. even he can tell me so alone and poor thign=(( huuuu
anway, ok he went back packing his stiuf when done with table .not for the two stands. i also struggled. he came back up to help me again. without him i thin ki'll leave the place an hour later or wat. vene my sm also nid two persons wrap that thing u know
so yea. he helpekld me all .i kept thanking him . and shouted out to him thank u before i go. but very sad... cos one of my ring is loose. i put it on the floor when i was doing the table .=( then ..sighs. i put it near my bag u know. yet i forgot to bring back. dunno why. i looked back to double check nothign on the fllor. maybe i made a mistake? ... i dunno. sighs. .... i do like that ring alot. i recevied compliments for it alot too. rrly sad. but of course not my sammy ring. that one i die form heartpain.
but yea. .sighs. i'll try not to dwell on it ba=(
..haiz. bad bad day fo rme
wonder who will get my ring.... =/
anwyay, mm.. yea. then me dragged two huge bacgs to taxi .asked that staff or dunno who there. hes sitting in a small room .he told me its outside can take cab. phew. no nid walk so far.
when i was draggi nit, me alreayd almost wanna cry. cos so tired. and i feel so mistreated. and angry at my rgm =(
then drive so long then wanna come out help me pout my stuffs. suddenly he say your fren. .i tot huh who?? oh so its that man or uncle. cant remember. but yea. that same man who told me the taxi. .yea. he helped me carry the heaviest bag into the cab.
i am so touched by these two men kindness.
sighs. tch. no. i wont get thanks form my rgm. wait long2 also wont happen.
angry
kk .gotta stop liao. sianz
mm. wat else. haiz .bad day ba. wasted my oen day worth of life.
but well, i gained the kindness of others.
appreciated.
mata
06 October 2012
03 October 2012
freakishness
wow. couldnt slp last night till 3am.... =/ abit owrried ba. cos of stupid patining dropped and nearly hit my head. =/
now, another thing happened. coincidence or not. i still hate it.
so toilet light suddenly flickered off. i instantly called after my bro, then lights on again. dunno ba. but it wasnt him who did that.
its rrly like flickered off ya know.
i hate thigns like that= /
telling myself not to think abt it nor be afraid. yet still.. .haiz. hopefully thigns wil lbe back to normal soon ba
me slpy and tired.
stomach not feleing well huu... .hopefully wont need to go toilet in middle of night=/ if me alone in toilet darkness, i'l l... .yea.. =( huuu
k. me need rest alryd. gonna wait for bro to come outta bathroom, then me go slp.
will feel safer this way
more thigns to be done this weekend ba.. mm.. . busy3.....
for a sales kinda job, my busyness is like that of ceo or u knw wat eh. ha. .o well.........
k. jaa mata
02 October 2012
useless politics
mm.. 2am alreyad... headache ne. .hope med will work..dunno shld i slp anot. maybe i shld ba
these few nights me rrly not looking forward to slp at all =/
and just now a painting suddenly dropped due to i dunno wat reasons. been put there for so long liao.
dunno ba. luckily nvr hit my head. well almsot =.=
huu... scared toslp.
but i cannot be scared. must do my best not to. if not.. might attract more.. bad stuffs
gonna pray again before slp ba.
haiz=/
from liking slp, to not at all.
biggest fear is to wakey in middle of night ..then cannot slp back. wil lstart to think. brr....
mm. .stomach not so gd. maybe ate too much.
oh yea. so.. theres debates of blah3.. .goverment wat. .bring in foreigner. .erm. hope i nvr blogged abt this before. i cant remember .
but yea. ppl wil lrambling abt how this not gd, that not gd. i am like. ..=.= huh? cmon. is it rrly that serious>?
it is for the future gd of sg.
i dunno. but luckily for me, unlike soem of the ppl i know. fo rme, im fine with it. in fact, i rrly like it. i have no problems or watsoever complains thats going on right now. i think it is gd, well played, and yea. thats it.
dunno why one of my fren so agitated abt it. i think another one also ba .
dunno
anwyay, if they dislike forgeiner, if they migrated to other coiuntry, well, u think other country ppl will like them? or dislike them the way my frens dislike the foreigner now.
its the same cycle.
but watever.
i'll rather keep quiet than to explain all these to them. they rambling on n on which is very irritating. if i defend , later get into argument into something i dun even bother ,
but yea. thats just it ba. if only ppl know how to appreciate wat we have now. than to complain n make noise abt al lthese new changes.. .
=.= seriously. gosh.
or maybe becos their partners are snatched away by forgeiners eh . thast why they angry.
o well.
kk gotta slp before bro. otherwise whole place dark .huu
so wish sammy is here. i wouldve nothing to fear
everynigh twil lbe a blessed one.
huu. .when wil l i like slping again?
mata =/
these few nights me rrly not looking forward to slp at all =/
and just now a painting suddenly dropped due to i dunno wat reasons. been put there for so long liao.
dunno ba. luckily nvr hit my head. well almsot =.=
huu... scared toslp.
but i cannot be scared. must do my best not to. if not.. might attract more.. bad stuffs
gonna pray again before slp ba.
haiz=/
from liking slp, to not at all.
biggest fear is to wakey in middle of night ..then cannot slp back. wil lstart to think. brr....
mm. .stomach not so gd. maybe ate too much.
oh yea. so.. theres debates of blah3.. .goverment wat. .bring in foreigner. .erm. hope i nvr blogged abt this before. i cant remember .
but yea. ppl wil lrambling abt how this not gd, that not gd. i am like. ..=.= huh? cmon. is it rrly that serious>?
it is for the future gd of sg.
i dunno. but luckily for me, unlike soem of the ppl i know. fo rme, im fine with it. in fact, i rrly like it. i have no problems or watsoever complains thats going on right now. i think it is gd, well played, and yea. thats it.
dunno why one of my fren so agitated abt it. i think another one also ba .
dunno
anwyay, if they dislike forgeiner, if they migrated to other coiuntry, well, u think other country ppl will like them? or dislike them the way my frens dislike the foreigner now.
its the same cycle.
but watever.
i'll rather keep quiet than to explain all these to them. they rambling on n on which is very irritating. if i defend , later get into argument into something i dun even bother ,
but yea. thats just it ba. if only ppl know how to appreciate wat we have now. than to complain n make noise abt al lthese new changes.. .
=.= seriously. gosh.
or maybe becos their partners are snatched away by forgeiners eh . thast why they angry.
o well.
kk gotta slp before bro. otherwise whole place dark .huu
so wish sammy is here. i wouldve nothing to fear
everynigh twil lbe a blessed one.
huu. .when wil l i like slping again?
mata =/
01 October 2012
hating nightmares
just a short blog here.
super slpy. gonna hit the sack soon. but
sighs. had one of those cursed dang nightmare again =(
trying not to think abt it.. and. .oh man. dunn owho to pray to.
at least jsut blabber abit will do fine huh?
toda ad a free hair trim. nothing too major. but i like hte way my hear ends feels now
long story. anwyay, there was this question this hairstylist anmog man form england aske dme. i was stunmped for words. do u guys know the answer?
he asked. so wat do the ppl our age(we're both same age) do most of the time?
i was lik gonna open my mouth and reply.. then... nothing comes out. iw as like. .thinking... ...huh... i dunno ne =.= dots.... my life is pretty boring so yea. i have no idea wats the ppl in sg for our age doing everyday.
another one. he seems to urge me go get a tattooee. haha. cos his body has heaps of that so yea. =.= goodness. no one ever encourage me go for tattoo before=.=
dots
mm. window change. .busy. mm. tired.slpy. cos of nightkmare. wokey sklightly earlier. im so tired n slpy to the mazx now=/ so gonna slp laio. so late now. sighs. .
im trying hard not to hitnk so much before i slp.
gdluck to me. even if today is fine, how about the next few nights. .
gosh. hate my slp. dislike now.
mata
30 September 2012
happy marriage =)
and so.. that morning. .my previous blog ba. wakey and was thinking of sammy =) today also. then in bed.. so tired also wanna slp. slpt lat eyt dmah. but couldnt slp at all =.= ha. think of him .mind fuull of him. guess he'll be very happy if he knows huh =)
wow. think my primary school mate same age as me ba. i think .we in same class mah. well,........ he proposed to his gf!!!!!!! OMG> =X was like...huh? so young wanna get married liao ar. Dunno. i think he's working alrdy. yea he did told me. but. wow. this is gd eh. if a man can save enough to marry a woman at his age, yea. thast rrly something.
well, guess theres rrly isnt long or fast journey to marriage ba. once u feel that the time is right, you get married. book' first before someone else gets their hands on her XD lol .
but yea,. or some couple, waited for 10 yrs , lived together, like my previous kind rgm sabrina. then she get married.
anwyay, earlier better ba. haha. but yea. think he placed the ring in a biuquet of flower. dunno hows it like... but. well, seems liek it only two of them. like. nothing fancy ba. .liek those romantic proposal videos u see eh .ha. so memorable.
but then again, yea. marriage and proposal is always a great thign as long as its sincere and heartfelt =)
hehe .today. wow. after so long.. finally me get to dress up again . =) i rrly like to dress up. but usually too tired to. =// cos u know me. work rrly tired me out. however, its rrly nice. i am excited though. to be able to doll myself up again. i rrly like hte eye makeup i done today.
simple easy and fabulous.
my dress and heels. .nails. all nicely done. ( at least to me i think so hahahaXD)
uh huh. rrly need to doll up once in a while. no id everyday. haha .but. .course i wan though XD just need energy. and a bf to doll up for. sammy no here. so .. .yea. all the more me just need mini shorts and t shirt ,singlet simple will do fine =)
mm.. wat else.
theres a couple of thigns. cant rememebr. ..mmm.. oh
sugergy
read two bloggers from sg . one spend like $130 000 , the oter got sponser or somethign. no. htink she spend alot of money too. she saved hard for months.
anwyay, they do look ok. maybe beter than a few other girls.
but i vcan tell. their face are fake.
like. the features. .cna be maybe nose too narrow and thin.. stuffs like that.
but ... wow .al lsuch money.. spend onto not just their faces, but body too. they dont look normal. like. .abit plastic doll. no sense of realisticness to them.
however, i believe that. if they are happy, they are rich. hten yea. i have nothing against them. so no worries haha
just saying that.. haiz. .soemtimes. ..these undergo the knift to pursue beauty. .can end up making u un natural ... =/ plastic looking.
too perfect may not be a gd thign .just.. not realistic. .unreal ba
wow . all those money onto their faces and body. ... gosh. and those pains.. .
dunno why they wanna do it. maybe cos beauty to them.. .is a huge thig ba. they wan ppl always look at them? they wanna be popular? they wanna be liek their korean girl group stars .. haiz. nowadasy.. .
o well
then today saw this pointed chin girl .i duno real anot. but... omg. its disgusting. how can anyone think thats pretty???
anime looking girls are not liek that .rrly2 not liek that. big eyes, rosy cheeks. .uh huh.. .but. .certainly not alien pointed cheeks like..so ...over the top . gosh.
sad huh. if im a parent. and... my childern.. wanna change their featuires.. features of me and my partner who gave it to them.. features of them who resemblenms us.. .then having to erase it.. .=/ sad. very sad.
rememebr those days ppl say.. ohj ur eyes looked like ur mum. oh ur lips looked like ur dad.. .etc.. .having one day my child wanna say i wanna change my lips. .eyes.. nose.. etc.. .gosh. =/ sad.
no wonder that korean girl group. .erm. i emntioned before. but forgot her name liao. too many of them .
but yea. she say thast such a harsh and sad thign for the compoany to tell her parents stright in the face that they wanted to change her face, and her body.
.. especially when ur parents come form humble family, ..=/ sad
im lucky my parents are supportive. thogh. ..mm. .onot those. .difficult to say ba. at least i have my freedom and all.
how i wish sammy could have those kind of life.
freedom, wont lead stray, happily do watever he want.
..its hard ot imagine ba .. if i come home. .. late or slpt late.. or... talk too loud. .etc.. .everythign i need to check ard me.. .to see if i can do it or not... gosh .
me wan him to be happy. i rrly do.
if i ever live wit him , i'l lmake sure he'll be the most happiest man in the world=)
wan him to feel free. ..coming home can do watever he wan.. wont missed out on thigns that'll make him happy. that he wanna do.. the kind of life im havin gnow.
of course mine isnt perfect ok. haha .but at least. its good enough for now ba
jsut wish he can be nearer.
my ex colleague is getting married soon. next year june ba. eh.. .or march? htink june.. . then shes gonna head to malaysia and live wit her fiance. as in husband liao. ha.
uh uh. that girl ar. younger than me.
ldr too. his fiance travel here n there. .korea.. malaysia. .sg... blah3... pretty much awat .but at least they stil lcna meet here n there when he's nearer in sg
thin kshe's younger than me? i think so. but happy for her =)
mm.. wat else. ..
oh yea. haha. i was so short. (if sammy hear this think he'll laugh. no if he see , he'll laugh) . so short that. i went in my bro room .mum told me he bought masks. so i see. ohhhhhh ok .nice i took long time to admire it. then when he'd finally back homne, he was talking abt it. then he said the thir mask. i was like. ..huh? wat thiid mask. cos i only saw two new ones. turned out htat theres a much bigger mask.. .hung above the other two smaller new masks=.='''''''''''
i said. .omg. i din see. cos i did tilt my head up, but. .i was so short. i din noticed theres another mask above!XD!!!! lolll then bro bend down so his head same height as mine. he was like. omg...!
lol. sorry la. wat to do. me short mah. tilyed my head up, still canot see that mask hung above XD lol .ssssoooooo funny. i was infact looking through like long itme u know. not say one ,5 secs. lol..........
still i din notice that mask . that third mask above. XD hahahhahaha. so funny.
gosh im tired. kk .thats abt it.
jaa mata
wow. think my primary school mate same age as me ba. i think .we in same class mah. well,........ he proposed to his gf!!!!!!! OMG> =X was like...huh? so young wanna get married liao ar. Dunno. i think he's working alrdy. yea he did told me. but. wow. this is gd eh. if a man can save enough to marry a woman at his age, yea. thast rrly something.
well, guess theres rrly isnt long or fast journey to marriage ba. once u feel that the time is right, you get married. book' first before someone else gets their hands on her XD lol .
but yea,. or some couple, waited for 10 yrs , lived together, like my previous kind rgm sabrina. then she get married.
anwyay, earlier better ba. haha. but yea. think he placed the ring in a biuquet of flower. dunno hows it like... but. well, seems liek it only two of them. like. nothing fancy ba. .liek those romantic proposal videos u see eh .ha. so memorable.
but then again, yea. marriage and proposal is always a great thign as long as its sincere and heartfelt =)
hehe .today. wow. after so long.. finally me get to dress up again . =) i rrly like to dress up. but usually too tired to. =// cos u know me. work rrly tired me out. however, its rrly nice. i am excited though. to be able to doll myself up again. i rrly like hte eye makeup i done today.
simple easy and fabulous.
my dress and heels. .nails. all nicely done. ( at least to me i think so hahahaXD)
uh huh. rrly need to doll up once in a while. no id everyday. haha .but. .course i wan though XD just need energy. and a bf to doll up for. sammy no here. so .. .yea. all the more me just need mini shorts and t shirt ,singlet simple will do fine =)
mm.. wat else.
theres a couple of thigns. cant rememebr. ..mmm.. oh
sugergy
read two bloggers from sg . one spend like $130 000 , the oter got sponser or somethign. no. htink she spend alot of money too. she saved hard for months.
anwyay, they do look ok. maybe beter than a few other girls.
but i vcan tell. their face are fake.
like. the features. .cna be maybe nose too narrow and thin.. stuffs like that.
but ... wow .al lsuch money.. spend onto not just their faces, but body too. they dont look normal. like. .abit plastic doll. no sense of realisticness to them.
however, i believe that. if they are happy, they are rich. hten yea. i have nothing against them. so no worries haha
just saying that.. haiz. .soemtimes. ..these undergo the knift to pursue beauty. .can end up making u un natural ... =/ plastic looking.
too perfect may not be a gd thign .just.. not realistic. .unreal ba
wow . all those money onto their faces and body. ... gosh. and those pains.. .
dunno why they wanna do it. maybe cos beauty to them.. .is a huge thig ba. they wan ppl always look at them? they wanna be popular? they wanna be liek their korean girl group stars .. haiz. nowadasy.. .
o well
then today saw this pointed chin girl .i duno real anot. but... omg. its disgusting. how can anyone think thats pretty???
anime looking girls are not liek that .rrly2 not liek that. big eyes, rosy cheeks. .uh huh.. .but. .certainly not alien pointed cheeks like..so ...over the top . gosh.
sad huh. if im a parent. and... my childern.. wanna change their featuires.. features of me and my partner who gave it to them.. features of them who resemblenms us.. .then having to erase it.. .=/ sad. very sad.
rememebr those days ppl say.. ohj ur eyes looked like ur mum. oh ur lips looked like ur dad.. .etc.. .having one day my child wanna say i wanna change my lips. .eyes.. nose.. etc.. .gosh. =/ sad.
no wonder that korean girl group. .erm. i emntioned before. but forgot her name liao. too many of them .
but yea. she say thast such a harsh and sad thign for the compoany to tell her parents stright in the face that they wanted to change her face, and her body.
.. especially when ur parents come form humble family, ..=/ sad
im lucky my parents are supportive. thogh. ..mm. .onot those. .difficult to say ba. at least i have my freedom and all.
how i wish sammy could have those kind of life.
freedom, wont lead stray, happily do watever he want.
..its hard ot imagine ba .. if i come home. .. late or slpt late.. or... talk too loud. .etc.. .everythign i need to check ard me.. .to see if i can do it or not... gosh .
me wan him to be happy. i rrly do.
if i ever live wit him , i'l lmake sure he'll be the most happiest man in the world=)
wan him to feel free. ..coming home can do watever he wan.. wont missed out on thigns that'll make him happy. that he wanna do.. the kind of life im havin gnow.
of course mine isnt perfect ok. haha .but at least. its good enough for now ba
jsut wish he can be nearer.
my ex colleague is getting married soon. next year june ba. eh.. .or march? htink june.. . then shes gonna head to malaysia and live wit her fiance. as in husband liao. ha.
uh uh. that girl ar. younger than me.
ldr too. his fiance travel here n there. .korea.. malaysia. .sg... blah3... pretty much awat .but at least they stil lcna meet here n there when he's nearer in sg
thin kshe's younger than me? i think so. but happy for her =)
mm.. wat else. ..
oh yea. haha. i was so short. (if sammy hear this think he'll laugh. no if he see , he'll laugh) . so short that. i went in my bro room .mum told me he bought masks. so i see. ohhhhhh ok .nice i took long time to admire it. then when he'd finally back homne, he was talking abt it. then he said the thir mask. i was like. ..huh? wat thiid mask. cos i only saw two new ones. turned out htat theres a much bigger mask.. .hung above the other two smaller new masks=.='''''''''''
i said. .omg. i din see. cos i did tilt my head up, but. .i was so short. i din noticed theres another mask above!XD!!!! lolll then bro bend down so his head same height as mine. he was like. omg...!
lol. sorry la. wat to do. me short mah. tilyed my head up, still canot see that mask hung above XD lol .ssssoooooo funny. i was infact looking through like long itme u know. not say one ,5 secs. lol..........
still i din notice that mask . that third mask above. XD hahahhahaha. so funny.
gosh im tired. kk .thats abt it.
jaa mata
28 September 2012
slow paced day nice beginning
mm............ alwys like that. ha. mornign wakey. soemtimes feel so energetic, wanna go out. dress up. then soon after, think3. .dunno where to go..wat to do, then ended up no energy to go out liao XD ha. .o wellllllllllllllllllll
just rest and bored at home. but ok ba. theres sammy =) if not more bored.morning checked out guildwar 2. wow. so interesting. thats the kind of game i'll like to play .
but apity i think my lappy rrly canot. .u know. must buy one. better don spend money. skali doesnt work.
ut yea. to have own story line, its great. n characters can customized.
dang. theres 48hrs special sale from scoot. to syd. me din check. but its saying very cheap.
wait later check, not gonna buy, found out oh so cheap, i'll feel terrible for missing out on chances like this
so yea.
but hopefully they'll hae special offer again soon ba
me still alil tired.
oh poor jill that woman from melb. .rrly died. htink probably kena raped too =/ very poor thing. so young. 29 only. haiz.
..wat to do... =/
if only.. she did not turne down her colleague's offer to send her home. haiz.....
so scary. so close to home alrdy. then they attacked. i thin kits more than one man. cos thers vans parked outside his house. i dunno. i cant wait for more news.
hate men like them . its so ..despicable
argh =/
mm. slpy.. wakey so early. nice dream. relaxing one.
yay bro finally oming back home tmr.
cant wait to see wat he bought
mm.. wonder wat time he'll be back
dunno wat else to type. tired liao. oh but its gd though. slow paced day... at work been busy everyday .. though vip alrdy gone. soon, another one coming. scarier one =( gm. huuu.....
T_T
gdluck to us all
anyway,
customers alot .bz3. .must snatch n hunt for sale. everyday alwasy tired at work can be very sianz at times=/
snatching sales.. .haiz. ...
vying for sales..
anwyy, yea. rush3... but today. off. get tiem to walk slowly.. pour water slowly. .eat slowly... sit and sit.. online...
slowlyyyyyy
uh huh..
haiyo. rrly slpy liao
kk jaa mata ne
just rest and bored at home. but ok ba. theres sammy =) if not more bored.morning checked out guildwar 2. wow. so interesting. thats the kind of game i'll like to play .
but apity i think my lappy rrly canot. .u know. must buy one. better don spend money. skali doesnt work.
ut yea. to have own story line, its great. n characters can customized.
dang. theres 48hrs special sale from scoot. to syd. me din check. but its saying very cheap.
wait later check, not gonna buy, found out oh so cheap, i'll feel terrible for missing out on chances like this
so yea.
but hopefully they'll hae special offer again soon ba
me still alil tired.
oh poor jill that woman from melb. .rrly died. htink probably kena raped too =/ very poor thing. so young. 29 only. haiz.
..wat to do... =/
if only.. she did not turne down her colleague's offer to send her home. haiz.....
so scary. so close to home alrdy. then they attacked. i thin kits more than one man. cos thers vans parked outside his house. i dunno. i cant wait for more news.
hate men like them . its so ..despicable
argh =/
mm. slpy.. wakey so early. nice dream. relaxing one.
yay bro finally oming back home tmr.
cant wait to see wat he bought
mm.. wonder wat time he'll be back
dunno wat else to type. tired liao. oh but its gd though. slow paced day... at work been busy everyday .. though vip alrdy gone. soon, another one coming. scarier one =( gm. huuu.....
T_T
gdluck to us all
anyway,
customers alot .bz3. .must snatch n hunt for sale. everyday alwasy tired at work can be very sianz at times=/
snatching sales.. .haiz. ...
vying for sales..
anwyy, yea. rush3... but today. off. get tiem to walk slowly.. pour water slowly. .eat slowly... sit and sit.. online...
slowlyyyyyy
uh huh..
haiyo. rrly slpy liao
kk jaa mata ne
27 September 2012
danger always lurking around
ha. so lazy to blog today. omg. cos kept forgettingstuffs.. .
mm
today so boring =/ i dun like.
and walking back home. dislike either. scary and ..just felt dangerous ha. maybe cos after reading the melb missing woman jill case. so scary n poor thing=( only 5mins walk... haiz. but u know. ..fate has it. .sometimes.. even if its 5mins or 3mins walk, if something meant to happen, no matter how safe the place is, u will still get killed or abduct. taken in a way. uh huh. TAKEN> hahahah. that movie. =) oh anway, yea. tkaen=/
haiz.... so poor thing. i wonder what she tlak to her bro on the phone about. luckily theres cctv. if not how. =/ and to think polivce always knew that area is dangergous. or alot of problems time to time. yet, they do nothing. omg. i dunno what have they tried. but. they themsleves can say that, yet. .theres no prevention or improvements to that area? hello? that is so.. omg. humiliating .for the polcies. so useless. =/
if u knw theres troubels there, do ur best to prevent. it. why wait for a missing woman to happen , then come say oh that area always in trouble. =.= wth.
haiz. dunno ba. so scary.
luckily me the most wat. ..7 or 8pm. hmm.... eh i forgot. i went back to hotel quite late one my first day there. yea. i remember the sky alreayd very dark. and i was lost. goodness. so . .scary haha .luckily that tiem i didnt know of this news yet. so many strangers ard.. and those pub. .crawling with indencent ppl.. eew. sacry .there there this one guy angmoh guy. i thought i caught him looking at my bags of stuffs. liek rrly look. i dunno. but yea. im alive. haha.
but still, so poor thing. dunno wat that man taled to her before she's gone. maybe he asked her out? maybe he tried asking her questions to determine if shes alone? like taken . tha movie. that bad guy also start by asking them non scary questions .then the girl tell him oh they're alone=.= then he say to pick them up to a party, she go and tell him their room floor. *head palm =.= uh huh
o well. .sometimes. .ppl tend to take for granted ba.. oh nothing will be wrong. 5mins walk left only. stil lahve lots of cars ard. .still hav couple more ppl walking ard.. .area is bright.. blah3....
next thing u know, car u turn towards u, youre a goner. =.= push u into car, or stab u behind ur back for that one sec when no one see u. take ur possession, then rnu. u left there.. alone .dying. regretting the words u said before. 5 mins walk only? tink again
but then again. its human nature to think nothing of such 5mins walk danger. or with 2 frens, oh it is save for sure. skali u kena ppl with 15 frens. ahhh die =.= thats why. stupid ppl will find fault with ppl when they tot oh 2 frens of mine are so strong. i can act cool by raising my voice and picking a fight . then when 10 frens of theirs come out, ahh.. .all those cocky talk wil lbe 0 points. but all human nature thoguhts ba. especialy if theyre drunk =/ . me also ba? will think shld be fine. but in my heart i know. this cant be sure. if ur time is up, something sure will happen .ppl come out attack me, or kill me.
tats why stil lwill worry for sammy whenver he';s alone or out late in the dark n stufff. syd there. .mm.. rrly cant say safe. day time might be beautiful. .night time,.. .horrible i ithnk .like wat my rgm said before his encountered in melb. rememerb?
beach where beautiful in mrg, but drugs and prosititue at night.. sighs .wat a waste..
late alrdy. .me nono feel gd.
i dun like this feeling=/
huu
wish i wont think too much
mm. .wat else. .ok. saw a young man alone in pandora today..
buying dunno wat. choosing charms ba. .or sumtin
mm.. ohhhh
am happy thogh. =) dad finally dare to order food. he never ever dare to or wan to order food at hawker. he'll always ask me mum go buy. no matterh ow much mum tried to persuade him to get up n go. i thin khe's paiseh ba? maybe cos he always drink2. tere... then paiseh to buy food form those stalls.. .nearby.
but that day, he actually finally get up and go cehck out the food after mum as usual kept asking him to go see wat he wanna eat.
=) i was so surprised.
then lately, he did it again. he go... and he looked at the stall's menu.. and he ordered. omg. i was so taken aback. 2nd time alrdy. even at bugis. he also queue up for bean curd drink.
by himself.
=) just so glad and happy that finally thigns are getting better abit for him.
like. yea.
all thse years of drinking. .i wonde rif he ever regret now..
his fren asked him to go join them for a drink. he declined .say his leg not well. yea. .his leg.. i dunno .but i think he's not fully recovered yet.
another time. think his fren called. he say.. daughter and wife wanna go out, if he free will go find him. that fren is a drinking fren.
but i tin k he's turning him down . cos. he himself wanna go out. with mum . and me wanna tag along of course ha.
then by the time we're back, of course he no time go find his fren.
so yea. mm.. yea. .hoep this will be fine ba.
in the past mum want him to bring us out on sunday, or on his off. , he also always say dun wan, tired, or in the aftnoon, will head down for drinks with frens.
now, every sunday he off, sure will go out with mum. =) im impressed though hah .one day off only, he still wanna go out. omg. if me,... comepared to him, i sucks. lol.
dunn oba. cannot compared the same tired level ba. my job workload is hideous.
one day off not enough .
v tired.
mm. late alryd. think he fallen aslp eh
haiz. dunno how to play with him. rrly wan to too.
but. if use my old lappy, wonder wats gonna happen eh. maybe i shld try=.=
maybe it wont be that bad. haha .o well .gotta find out .
kk. gtg.
bro is coming home soon .finally. hahahahha wonde rwat pressy he got me this time=P mm. .but then.. maybe he not much money left ba .ha. maybe less pressy ?
k jaa mata ne
mm
today so boring =/ i dun like.
and walking back home. dislike either. scary and ..just felt dangerous ha. maybe cos after reading the melb missing woman jill case. so scary n poor thing=( only 5mins walk... haiz. but u know. ..fate has it. .sometimes.. even if its 5mins or 3mins walk, if something meant to happen, no matter how safe the place is, u will still get killed or abduct. taken in a way. uh huh. TAKEN> hahahah. that movie. =) oh anway, yea. tkaen=/
haiz.... so poor thing. i wonder what she tlak to her bro on the phone about. luckily theres cctv. if not how. =/ and to think polivce always knew that area is dangergous. or alot of problems time to time. yet, they do nothing. omg. i dunno what have they tried. but. they themsleves can say that, yet. .theres no prevention or improvements to that area? hello? that is so.. omg. humiliating .for the polcies. so useless. =/
if u knw theres troubels there, do ur best to prevent. it. why wait for a missing woman to happen , then come say oh that area always in trouble. =.= wth.
haiz. dunno ba. so scary.
luckily me the most wat. ..7 or 8pm. hmm.... eh i forgot. i went back to hotel quite late one my first day there. yea. i remember the sky alreayd very dark. and i was lost. goodness. so . .scary haha .luckily that tiem i didnt know of this news yet. so many strangers ard.. and those pub. .crawling with indencent ppl.. eew. sacry .there there this one guy angmoh guy. i thought i caught him looking at my bags of stuffs. liek rrly look. i dunno. but yea. im alive. haha.
but still, so poor thing. dunno wat that man taled to her before she's gone. maybe he asked her out? maybe he tried asking her questions to determine if shes alone? like taken . tha movie. that bad guy also start by asking them non scary questions .then the girl tell him oh they're alone=.= then he say to pick them up to a party, she go and tell him their room floor. *head palm =.= uh huh
o well. .sometimes. .ppl tend to take for granted ba.. oh nothing will be wrong. 5mins walk left only. stil lahve lots of cars ard. .still hav couple more ppl walking ard.. .area is bright.. blah3....
next thing u know, car u turn towards u, youre a goner. =.= push u into car, or stab u behind ur back for that one sec when no one see u. take ur possession, then rnu. u left there.. alone .dying. regretting the words u said before. 5 mins walk only? tink again
but then again. its human nature to think nothing of such 5mins walk danger. or with 2 frens, oh it is save for sure. skali u kena ppl with 15 frens. ahhh die =.= thats why. stupid ppl will find fault with ppl when they tot oh 2 frens of mine are so strong. i can act cool by raising my voice and picking a fight . then when 10 frens of theirs come out, ahh.. .all those cocky talk wil lbe 0 points. but all human nature thoguhts ba. especialy if theyre drunk =/ . me also ba? will think shld be fine. but in my heart i know. this cant be sure. if ur time is up, something sure will happen .ppl come out attack me, or kill me.
tats why stil lwill worry for sammy whenver he';s alone or out late in the dark n stufff. syd there. .mm.. rrly cant say safe. day time might be beautiful. .night time,.. .horrible i ithnk .like wat my rgm said before his encountered in melb. rememerb?
beach where beautiful in mrg, but drugs and prosititue at night.. sighs .wat a waste..
late alrdy. .me nono feel gd.
i dun like this feeling=/
huu
wish i wont think too much
mm. .wat else. .ok. saw a young man alone in pandora today..
buying dunno wat. choosing charms ba. .or sumtin
mm.. ohhhh
am happy thogh. =) dad finally dare to order food. he never ever dare to or wan to order food at hawker. he'll always ask me mum go buy. no matterh ow much mum tried to persuade him to get up n go. i thin khe's paiseh ba? maybe cos he always drink2. tere... then paiseh to buy food form those stalls.. .nearby.
but that day, he actually finally get up and go cehck out the food after mum as usual kept asking him to go see wat he wanna eat.
=) i was so surprised.
then lately, he did it again. he go... and he looked at the stall's menu.. and he ordered. omg. i was so taken aback. 2nd time alrdy. even at bugis. he also queue up for bean curd drink.
by himself.
=) just so glad and happy that finally thigns are getting better abit for him.
like. yea.
all thse years of drinking. .i wonde rif he ever regret now..
his fren asked him to go join them for a drink. he declined .say his leg not well. yea. .his leg.. i dunno .but i think he's not fully recovered yet.
another time. think his fren called. he say.. daughter and wife wanna go out, if he free will go find him. that fren is a drinking fren.
but i tin k he's turning him down . cos. he himself wanna go out. with mum . and me wanna tag along of course ha.
then by the time we're back, of course he no time go find his fren.
so yea. mm.. yea. .hoep this will be fine ba.
in the past mum want him to bring us out on sunday, or on his off. , he also always say dun wan, tired, or in the aftnoon, will head down for drinks with frens.
now, every sunday he off, sure will go out with mum. =) im impressed though hah .one day off only, he still wanna go out. omg. if me,... comepared to him, i sucks. lol.
dunn oba. cannot compared the same tired level ba. my job workload is hideous.
one day off not enough .
v tired.
mm. late alryd. think he fallen aslp eh
haiz. dunno how to play with him. rrly wan to too.
but. if use my old lappy, wonder wats gonna happen eh. maybe i shld try=.=
maybe it wont be that bad. haha .o well .gotta find out .
kk. gtg.
bro is coming home soon .finally. hahahahha wonde rwat pressy he got me this time=P mm. .but then.. maybe he not much money left ba .ha. maybe less pressy ?
k jaa mata ne
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