frustrated mood

haiz. back to boring life. huuuuuuuu T_T sometimes dunno waht i want liao

anyway, sighs. sammy going away for long ne. think his internet will be bad ba

me so slpy. weird. after one week of rest. still. .. haha. o well
go back kena almost 100 ocartons of stocks.
omg. tired. still got bits of energy left. but very slpy

off day going to work early mrg. so yea...

gosh. suddenly back to normal hectic.. busy yet so boring and dull life.
lack excitement.
what can i do

seek my frens advice and go out alone to pubs ar. omg. can die sia.
no courage to do tha tanyway ba
but it wil be nice to chill out alone even though my intenetion wont be making 'frens' there. but having some fresh air out there. ..might be nice eh.
but still out of omy comfort zone .going beach alone to suntan is one thing. and the darest thigns ive ever tried in my life. but. .hahhaha. . this is way too much .though i know my frens worried about me la. ha.
work is like ..plays a huge part of my life

mm... sm say rgm disapprove o fme going syd work.
o well =/
dunno ba. i alreayd knew his answer.
today i tionk i feel frustrated

=/ not a good feeling ba. dunno how to explain. perhaps lif eback to dullness again =/

kk. .gotta slp soon .
haiz.. i must try to stay happy and cheer up

mata

back to work tmr =/

tired liao.

huu.. saw baby ka chua in my room T_T huuu hopefully wont see it ever againT_T

need to sleep liao.. soon.
so tired though did nothing much.
mum's birthday today.
almost forgot. maybe due to cny and my fren's departure ba so ayea
luckily when wokey bro told me wer'e going to have mums birthdya lunch.

anwyay, been sulky days though.
ok ba. not a bad one week rest.
but.. couldve been better. didnt expect htis is what or how it will turn out. ..mm.. but yea
i think thigns will be fine ba
mayeb. dunno. se ehow.

dreads going back to work. still need to htink of going other outlet anot. .=/ haiz
anwway
perhaps i wont think so much if i at work eh.
my fren will ahve their own life. mme too right
haiz


anway. .kk. gotta go rest soon
hope tmr be a good day

ahh. nice. finally a movie dvd with bro. after sooooooo long. finally a chance to watch dvd with him.
nice.

ja amata

mm,.. forgot what ot blog. .i thin khav one thing to blog. .cant rememebr..

feeling better perhaps for abit

morning. .woke up. .heart still feeling sore and all... still cant believe i lost' another fren..
but luckily fren asked me out meet up abit for food. so yea.. at least took my mind off stuffs.. .
so yea...
haiz... wat  a day. ..another day passed just liek that huh.. .o well...
now feeling better abit.. much better. .but.. tmr wakey, or during night tiem will i think alot again>? probably. but se ehow
haiz

o well

wat else.
feel like singing.. dunno ne. .leave almost over.. will i get to do stuffs like that?
at least today i relax abit.
not totally . but better than none
haiz
so tired

been stress out lately i guess=/
pimples coming out haiz

k.. guess id better go

me.. still not happy
=/
still feeling quite weird..

o well
thats life ba
me toto attach to ppl liao

jaa

cny 3rd day.. sad =(

my fren left sg. another going by end of yr. sihgs... me rrly heart pain...

sighs=(

totally reminded me of the time when i said gdbye to sammy.
so painful.
i hate airoport. i hate goodbyes
even though someitmes htey might say will come back soon, but they never did

anwyy, me been very tired these few days.

and finally get to go night safari. wow. luckily its a cooling night. so yea. ont bad. quite a fruitful trip. worth the money.

mm.. been long day ba. relative house n all..
steamboat was gd
mm..
wat else
stuff like that ba

eat alot.
mm.. cny mah. its ok i suppose eh
but v dehydrated. me trying to drink lot of water

mm. .stil lsad. been crying fo rcny sighs. not gd
o well

cant control nor help it mah=/

somemore period time is hrer soon i think. haiz

kk.. gotta do somehting to cheer myself up. but dunno wat ne.. =/

huu

oh luckily got the company of the lil kids in my house. they looking at pets. so i get to stay in kitchen. ha. no neeed go living room. so awkward.
omg. so cute the girsl .one of them is 3 yrs old. sooo cute.even gave me a hug. cute lil angel. hahahha.. she loves rabbit.

jaa maata

happy chinese new year!

my friend frustrated me today. argh= /spoiled it

nvm
don care

anwyay this year cny dinenr we din eat together. all ate separately the timing
mm... quite excited fo rcny i guess. cant believe its tmr. wow.
compared to when i was lil girl.. yea. soem feelings were gone. innocent was i back then....
ha

anywya 2 yrs nvr see my relatives. so yea. hope i'll look good tmr ne =)
and everything will go well
mm..
what else..

ehh.... nothing muc ba. went out. wanted to recycle my dress. skali came across this dress love at first sight so yea. ha. u know me. love at first sight. not so exp. so yea. can buy. i do like it. more mature. =)
and abit sexy. more mature la haha. something diff form waht i usually wear
bought some steamboat ingredients too

mm.. so yea

hoep this will be a good weak ne.

leave will be over befor ei know it.ha so must enjoy

just watched finished cny tv. mm.. .yea.
hoep tmr be a good day ne .hoep they wont ask any awkward question. lol.

jaa mata ne

gentleman

sighs. .today still din feel taht great. okok ba. but.. =/

anway, todya so nice. a man kind enough to offered his umbrella shared with me. its like theres few other ppl with umbrella u know. all women n aunties. but noen of them kind enough to ask me. somemore i couldnt walk fast. my slippers too slippery. i contemplate taking them off u know. then somehow last min this man asked me. wow. i was so touched. luckily got umbrella. so yea. phew.
good man.

haiz. wokr thing stil lbothers me. =/
..sighs
how ar

me not been happy for these days huh
listening to boa songs now.

slpy. .v slpy
one moer day of work. .hoepfully tmr will be a good day ba..

thigns i wanna do, but couldnt...
haiz


jaa mata

bad sad day

omg so late. gtg slp!! short blog

so sorry been away. been rrly buisy and all. haiz
=/

so much to do. so much at work. todya not a gd day. dunno wat to do with future. shld i or not go other outlet. sometimes i wish to get away from here. form everything. sighs.

cny coming. im looking forward to that. but recently soemthing cropped up. and im very sad=/
trying to be strong. just personal issue.
well. .in life, things always happen

kk gtg. sorry no blog for long

me need slp. tmr wakey early

jaa!