More Concern Needed

hmm.. ok... so.. heard that my bosses wouldnt let me quit.. 'they don wanna let u go' my manager said. -_-nah.. i couldnt care less.. i don know.. it seems weird. .i handed in my resignation letter already, yet they keep saying' if its confirm,..' i was like.. huh? what not confirm? geez.. -_-



hm..anyway.. as i was saying.. ytd.. erm. ..

i dunno.. yeah my mum worries about me sometimes.. but.. hm.. i dunno.. it reminded me of my fren's case.. family are worried about her.. yet.. she say to me.. 'no la.. they dont worry that much..' but i know her bro. so i told her what i know.. hopefully she know they worry lots..

her dad too. she's kinda.. like. .quiet when she heard that. ... anyway.. yeah.. that reminded me of myself.. my bro he doesnt ask me anything.. if im out, or whatever i do, he wont voice out or anything like that. sometimes i do hope that he'll stop me or anything like that. u know.. shows some. .erm care about what im doing outside?..

=/ for him, i really didnt know how he feels.. but i know my mum worries. .dad too it seems. .thats what mum say.. so.. well.. its like.. u kinda know how they might feel.. jus that.. ..hm.. i dunno.. .. sometimes it doesnt appeal to me that.. ..hmm...........

hm..

anyway bene raining heavily for the past few days. las tonight slpt ok.. tonight should be fine.. been feeling slpy though.. hm.. yeah.. gotta slp soon..
tmr .. should be a better day.. .. looking forward to it..

mata

Tmr Longer Blog

soo osleepy and tired.. had wanted to meet up with my frne for movies.. but min cancelled.. so gotta bring my mum out.. haha.. watched with her the movie pandorum. :) not bad. high tension.
hm..
then wanted to watch another movie.. but. .dad called to find both of us.. for dinner.. ..=/.. so o well... wen tback home instead.. ate alot. .sooo full!!

hmm.. tmr work... good thing half shift.. cos so sleepy now.. huu

hm.. actually wanted to type out some personal thoughts.. but really cant.. cos too tired.. keep yawning.. sleepy..

me blog tmr bah.. haiyo.. wanna rest soon..

mata

Resting Time! :P

gosh! starving!!!!!
and sooo sleepy!!!
gonna shower, eat and slp. haha.. cant wait.. gosh.. head tired sia..

mata

Soon For Break

hm........... ...lend a listening ear just now.. .. things settled for now.. ..
but not for mine i guess... .. .. o well

hm..... .....
hungry. .so.. hungry... ..
hm..
ate abit..
now.. typing blog.. .
ready to sleep soon..
really sleepy..
good thing still got the energy to type this.. ..ha

hm...
very sleepy. .even get the chance to wakey late.. abit. :) really nice.. in bus.. also can slp.. meaning yes.. very2 sleepy i am indeed..

hmm.,..
my voice aint back yet.. ..
huu...

....feeling blue.. ... :(
someone is giving me the cold shoulder.. ..
bro's not home.. parents slping.. its quiet here.. abit lonely.. but. .well.. i have my net here..for company..

hm.. k.. time for a rest soon.. i was hoping my off day, i could get some free time clean up.. or yeah.. do whatever i wanan do.. hmm..
think i got plans.. .see how.. just wanna take a break..
spend some time alone.
..see how things goes ne..

sigh.. ..i don feel good... ..

mata

Meeting Over Good

no wonder my throat keep getting worse till lost my voice! i just realised this in the morning! i forgot to take any medicine when my throat started to get uncomfy! haiyooo... me ar.. no one remind me, always forget .. huu :(

oh.. todya.. sigh.. sleepy sia.. mornign theres early meeting. .again, ppl late. .-_-
but.. well, meeting .hmm.. wow. .my boss in super good mood.. omg.. weird!! but cool. gerat for everybody :)
but at the end of meeting, mansor, hm.. dunno purposely or what, bring up my resignation letter matter. they don know yet, argh.. long story man.. then his own matter, leave applications, never mention at all. -_-
Ahh don care la.

huu.. cut my hand today with a pair of big scissors.. the joint part.. cos was sleepy.. then argh.. thinking about stuffs.. =/ then.. cuttig the cardbox while doing stocks.. then.. ouchie.. haha.. kena cut. o well..

geez.. im really worried about this fren of mine.. she's such a nice.. and i don wish anythign more bad happen to her.. i think.. hm.. she might be the closest girl fren i have. haha. dunno.
hm.. i think its nice to have female frens ya know.. we clicked. so thats good. ha. with izuan too

ok. so.. so far so good.. meeting went well.. cept' for the last part.. tehn. .well, .. ok.

mata

Great Book!! :)

k.. so.. my throat still aint getting better at all. in fact, worse. wonder how am i gonna speak up in the meeting..
i got a feeling this sure gonna last.. =/
sigh

hm...
my internet connection is killing me!! argh! man its slow!
tch...

haiyo.. .me soo sleepy... but.... o well....
tmr gotta wakey very early too..

hmm... ok..
that day ne, i was out with my frens. i played in the arcade- racing car, catch the doll, basketball, and soul of the calibur game(im sure i spelled wrong. lol). i managed to get through! wow! i cant belive i can do that!:D cool! fighting game, darn, love that!:) hehehe.
yeah..

hm.... lets see. ...erm..
oh!! theres this cookbook, me really like sooo much:) lol. 2 of my frens actually bought it for me. saying on one condition, i gotta cook the dish from the cookbook, for them .lol. but nice of them really.. cos i was wondering whether i should buy that anot.. then walk past a 2nd time, my fren joke2, and end up saying buy it for me. lol. so yup. they shared money to buy. wahh.. hahaha. but yeah. me really that spicy cookbook :) awesome i tell u. gave me alot of new ideas:) yes! ^^ hehe.. nice book.

hmm
dec.. is coming in a blink of an eye.. .. somehow. yeah.gosh.. gonna be great eh.. ha.

hm.. ..o well...
just cant wait for my free time to arrive. next month.. might be abit busy though..

hm... weird.. i totally forgotten what i was gonna type here just now. ..hmm...
haiyo.. cant remember..

oh.. my photo cd rom i got it back already..
like.. wow? haha.. finally huh.. anyway, yup.. that'll be my memory for sake :)

kk.. gtg. .tired.. on lapp so long haiz..
hmm
gosh craving for chips now. .how sia.. my throat.. should i eat? haha

mata

Funny Moment

gosh.. where should i start>?.. i am soooo sleepy.. haiyo... actually doesnt feel like blogging.. wanan slp.. my throat hurts alot.. and i lost my voice.. huu... :(
got a feeling tmr will be worse..

hm.. now it seems the bosses know im quitting.. ... hm.. tmr's meeting they might be bringing that up.. .. and tues.. gosh.. omg... tues.. .argh... drag it!!
im gonna be in the office man.. all i can say is, wrong timing.. ha

oh... somethign really funny happened few days back i think?
i was thinking about some stuffs.. sitting on a chair.. i look to my left.. then i turn.. slowly.. i look to my right.. theres this auntie there sitting.. fat and dark.. i was really concentrating on my thoughts.. focusing.. then suddenly the second i turn to my front, my fren was sitting there, with his hand on his chin, elbow on table, looking like smart like that. he say 3 chinese words. 'yao xiao xin'. must be careful.. LOL..!! i was laughing so hard! cos its like im concentrating on the outside view, then suddenly i saw him being all this serious, lol... omg. .so funny... somemore pose like smart and cool.. hahahah really funny sia... ..

something bad happened to my fren.. .:( i feel sad ,bad, guilty, and heartpain for her.. .. sigh... .... poor thing.. :(
i felt as though i didnt protect her.. huu.. ..
now we're trying to find a solution.. erm.. not say that but.. hm...
.. sigh..
anyway, just leave it to my fren to decide.. since he's that jerk's fren.
longggg story man.. ..haiz.
bt final decision shall be made by my poor fren.. ..

kk.. enough said..
gotta rest my throat, and get some slp.. really9 sooo tired today.. huu...

mata