Party Woes

ok, quick bloggy, then imma slp.

duno what to say.. ha. like. .so busy nowadays.. and tired from work.. erm..

well, today busy as usual.. its gonna be different ba. .cos GSS already started.. we got alot of ppl coming in.. sales went up.. but its good in a way though.. kept me from thinking too much.

i was like wondering... =/ perhaps sammy doesnt like to talk about test stuff ya know. i dunno either.. he say its not that.. but.. yeah.. hm.... i dont think i should probe about it in future though. just felt that.. he wont discussion about his results and stuff. o well, maybe he just doesnt wanna talk abouit it so yeah... twice bitten, one lesson learnt.
ha. my line. o well

erm, so.. yay... tmr. .finally.. tmr after work im soo ogonna relax... soso gonna do that.. and enjoy my off days.. after that will be my 6 full again. =/ sigh.. o well.so yeah.. im so gonna make sur emy days are not spend wastefully.

hm... what else... oh.. so.. these few weeks i wont be talking to sam much i guess.=/ what to do huh. theres bound to be these moments.. but yeah.. just bear with it eh.
=/ haiz

hm.. pressy.. all the things i want, is so expensive=( i have to save bits by bits in order to get it. yeah.. no one will buy fo rme wan=.= anyway, guess my b'day pressy.. ha.. i dunno.. i just ask bro to get me vouchers or sumtin. cos yea.. i cant think of anything else to get...which is affordable for him. hm.. na dredz, he's poor ba. tight budget. so ya.. anyway, haiz... i hope my birthda will be a good peaceful one.=/ dunno will i celebrate with family.. or waht.. o well..=/ just don wan it be upsetting.. last y ear bday still dealing with sam's deparature.. so yea.. ....

haiz...........

hm.. suddenly find myself liking betty boop, and puss characcters. ha.. puss too cute.. omg.... u watched the latest movie, will go AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..... i swear u will. lol.
hint.. during the licking fur part.XD

this morning.. abit bothered by it ba.. thinking what sam could be thinking.. am i the one the first person he thought of when he wanna shared somethin gwith> ? or anything happy happen...
i duno.. i dun like to think nor guess.. so.. yeah.. im glad busy day makes thing easier to pass.

just relax my mind.. i needed that-_- and yeah.. do not ponder so much.. stop that. .and i'll be better. oh yea.. this mrg. .notbad.. today not bad.. my energy is ok. cos last night i slept at 11pm! yes.. i was sooo sleepy and tired... haiyo.. almost 1am.. guess tmr might be sleepy again.. o well..
hang on! one day to go! gambate.

sometiemss.. im not sure . i guess im still not sure of where to go.. what to do.. i need plans.. like. .months.. a date. i need dates to keep me tracked.
stay on track.
without a specific date, or klnowing what might happen, i find it difficult.. to say... how much money should i save at least.. when should i get something... u know... then end up getting somethign at wrong time.. or spend too much on food.. tch.. its troubling.

oh yea.. my mouse.. sigh.. bloody hell. =.= probs again. haiz.. what to do... i really2 like the alien mouse. .gosh.. its soooo cooool........... but expensive. T_T i know i shouldnt get any expensive mouse now. cos theres other things i need to use which i have to save up and get. a pity summer time i cant get to see sam.. otherwise... yeah.. should be saving mostly for that now eh...o well..=/

hm... so.. oh.. morning. .was discussing with my fren.. both of us could tell.. the way our new managers do things,.. sigh.. can cough up blood sia. very different. .and sort of in a messy way.
sabrina2... she really truly is the best staff ever =/ sigh... wish she's back...thats why.. can u see the reason why i admired her so much for a pro staff now?
she's almost perfect when it comes to this line of ours.
really. haiz. .o well... she's too good.. guess she belongs to somewhere els.e. perhaps somewhere much2 better. .she deserves it.

k ba.. gonna slp in 10,15mins...
tmr will get slpy again i guess..
oh, mac got the kid's meal toy give away. i was hoping to get the puss. LOL> sigh.. reminded me of sam.. he =/ .. huu.. he got me all of htem.. =( sigh... that was so sweet.... ...

soemtimes.. ppl tend to focus on the negative side.. especially when they are feeling negative about everything. . they saw the dark side.. but when u look closely.. think back... there are way so much more important happy treasurable memories there.. more than u know... the lights.. are there.. its just a matter of whether u sees it or not...
see it, and you'll come to realized the importance of matters.......

ha.. a 16yrs old boy becos he's so drunk, lied on a mattress outside somewhere near the party or sumtin.. then a 17 yrs old kid, pour sumtin over his head, and set the 16 on fire. lol.. im sorry.. im being eveil here eh? =/ but yeah.. look.. learn your lesson. underage, stupid , immature, dont drink if u cant handle it. baka. pissed off at these type of baka... perhaps the parents din know he's going to a drinking party eh. o well. if they do, they;d better be blaming over themselves as well. pfft.
.. .. hmm=/ dunno why i got all so worked up at this kind of news.. perhasp.... ..o well... nvm.

haiz. .weird.. dunno why todya can talk so much.. maybe yea.. cos my energy is getting better. k, me gtg.. 1am alreayd..
sorry never blog for few days. .too tired. and net too slow!

mata

KingKong Makes Me Sad

today such a busyyyyy busy3 day! its a public holiday today. so ya... not bad ba.. busy is good i guess.. but yeah.. so busy.. soooo crowded. the whole shopping mall is sooooo crowded!!

just now.. tv was on kingkong.. sigh.. i hate that movie=( cos i always feel so sad=( sigh... its like.. i know i'll be sad.. yet i cant help but watch abit. and i always2 cry whenever i saw him fighting, then died. =( huuuu so heartpain =( then cry.. then go bath.. cant bear to watch any longer. seriously, me always cried whenever i watch the last part.. sigh...........
im not sure why.. but maybe its becos.. i felt that.. ..so sad. becos.. =/ well, though he's a beast, but. he loved the girl wholeheartedly.. she's the only apple in his eyes. and u can see that.
then like.. yeah.. =/ so sad. he protected her.. then die in the end=( sigh...
i dunno.. but so far i've always cried when i watched king kong. sigh.. sad sia.. i just find hte love story so sad.. haiz... he just wanna be with her, but yet.. such a pure intention is thwarted by human beings who deosnt understand.. =/ he so poor thing=/ gish.. hope later will have a good slp ba.. .. try not to think of that movie.. those images.. argh... ...

oh yeah! just recalled! the guy me mentioned in my blog that time, the one who gave out bad vibe? lol.. he's back today with his wife. ha.. then even made a payment. gosh.. i dun care.. nervous, but just don think too much, and get hte sales done over with.

hm.. gosh.. slpy alreayd..

aww... sad.. today sam's morning isnt good ne.. pissed off.. =/ haiz... but glad to hear his voice.. hope i made him comfy more.. so y eha.. he can wakey up to a better morning later on.

k, gtg slp.. cant really think much now.. ha.

haiyo.. my eye red.. so itchy=/

jaa, mata ne

Not Alone

was tired abit.. but.. ok .. erm.. meeting was so early.. not bad.. quite an interesting one.. then.. 2 left for opening.. anothe r2 shifts starts at 12.. so.. we remained at the table.. chat2. .tlaking about singapore.. and cwhere they came from and stuff.. but omstly our our work.. shop, how to improve and stuff.. its kinda nice to be part of all these. cos.. yeah.. im hoping our shop will do way much better in days to come. and ya.. truly want the shop to get better.

then.. we went off separate ways.. me go rush for hte earlymovie.. yay.. caught it on time.. shrek.. very nice movie! ending, touching.. =/ brought me to tears.. no spoilers here.. wont say what happen.. aw.. anyway, yes its great. especially the puss. OMG> soo ocute!!!!!!!!!!!it kind makes me wonder.. what happen if i was in shrek's shoes. or my important love one in shrek's shoes, and i dont recognize them anymore.. just.. yeha wondering how that would feel..

then me go walk ard.. get the stuffs i needed.. had some interesting finds.. hm..then go eat at ajisen.. so long never have the volcano noodle. so ya.. very good. very well done hte meal. the chef is great. so i decided to let the person in charge know. and she gib me a smile after i said that its very well cooked. ha.. hope the chef will get promoted or sumtin ba. lOl

erm.. todya read a news about this couple in sydney. OMG. it disgusted the hell outta me!
they rape their own son! yes even the father too. and the son is like.. i dunno what to sya.. he even complys to it now. .and even tried asking a girl if she want sx sex. gosh3..... what world are we coming in to? this is soooo disturbing. im glad nothing in singapore had that yet. if so, gosh.... i cant imagine. really cant.

wat else.. hmm.. so.. basically thats it. .i don feel lonely at all today. relaly. its all good. i have him in my heart.. and.. yeah.. well, basically just walking ard.. me eating. .was also looking out at the window.. just.. chilling out. .it was good. o well. yup it is. hm... so.. thats it ba.. ha

aw. .today was drawing the onion head to sam.. he did 2 as well. haha. cute! ^^

gosh. .tmr back to work.. =/ o well.. just get it over with.. and sat im so gonna be staying home. and can have a proper nice day with sam. gosh, i cant wait to watch those 2 movies with him!! its awesome. sooo ocant wait. heh.

gosh its late. k, i wanna go slp already!

oh, theres this sad cat video.. sigh.. so poor thing. .the cat doesnt want anyone to be near him nor his dead gf for 2hours straight. sigh

mata!

SNOBS!

gosh.. i am SOOOOOOOOOOOO sleepy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.... today nt really a good day. ytd was better. gosh.. the 6 days shifts.. zzzzzzzz im so slpy now.. cant wait to slp!

tmr got meeting somemore! haiz.. doesnt feel like i have any off=/

anyway, yeha.. hope meeting end asap.. then can hurry home.. sianz ne..

today so sad sia.. maddening.. kena 2 proud aunties.. who rolled their eyes on me. a*s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth.. shoot.... =(
so what if they're rich? SNOBS!! they are snobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shoot... i seriously hate hate hate detest rich ppl like them!! darn... so what if rich?? no class.. such a bad attitude...
what kind of ppl are they!?
idiots.... only know how to spend parents money, spend husband money.. what do they know otherwise?? idiots...
sorry.. i really just detest these type of ppl. they should just go to africa or sumtin.. instead of showing off. or let their paretns teach them a thing or 2 about how to be polite, morals, and kind.
snobssss..!!!

gosh.. cant believe me kena 2 ppl like that in a day... arghhhhhhhhh

k ba.. gonna rest my feet.. then my eyes in abit..=.=

mata

Weird Tiredness

GOSH.. sooo tired at the start of the day!!! dunno whats wrong=/ haiz.... anyway. right after came back from break, manager ask me to do changing display. very weird ne... =/ why me ne.. its like.. that irritating guy worked longer than me mah.. anyway, well, its ok ba.. i gotta work hard.. so ya... so.. me work3.. non stop.. moving here and there.. busy3.. for 3 and half hours straight. omg. almost 4 hours. STRAIGHT . gosh.. no energy le...

today me had peanut butter bread for lunch. heh.. its nice knowing that u are eating the same as someone u love. =)
anywya, was out and about checking out the sales.. nothing caught my eyes 'cept for one. but me not much use for it.. so tell myself.. musnt buy it.. huu.

tmr.. if theres time, maybe will check out the taka sales.. think got the intimate sales.. XD lol.. lalala.. anywya, will go see2 or what ba..

gosh.. GSS is up for 2 months.. sooo long!!!!

tch..=./ since my ex manager is gone, sigh... thigns aint that well.. its ok.. but. not as great as before. i really admired her work u know.. sigh.. so hard to find a manager like her =(
.. haiz... anyway, tmr gotta work for so long =( sigh... sianz.. jst hang on ba.. 2 days to goT_T
plus... meeting is on my offday.. haiyo.. o well, nvm ba.. maybe can catch a morning movie or what.. see how...

ha.. like 7 days straight go my workplace.. gosh.. but no complaints ba.. thursday.. just treat it as a day fo rmyself.. =/ o well

k, im gonan slp right after my blog. sigh. .hope tmr is good day.
today so sianz.. work together same hours with that guy.. T_T
arghhh
oh yeha. .even this also forgot to tell.. sigh.. see... me so tired, till everything forogt=(
haiz...............

tch.. oh, last nightt was amazing.. called sam up.. then erm.. did something voer the phone which felt sooo real!! so nice^^ hm. me din say that last night isit? wait.. think i did.. haiz. see... cant rememebr.. =(
anyway, yeah.. so real.. then just now, did that again.. bt a pity my credit went deadT_T huu...
and i din get to say gdbye to him T_T cannot msg either.. used my mum internatinal calling card also cannot!! huu.. dunno why cannot.. thats why i don dare to buy..
haiz.. o well, hope tmr mrg my mum could get the card for me ba.. then ya..

what else.... k ba. .thast about it.. tmr.. hang on ba.. dunno what to say..
btw, me changed 2 displays today. yeha.. sooo tired.. huu.... cmon!! where's my 6th working day!
so slow.. T_T
oh yeha ,anyway so glad tmr no meeting. phew....
hm... o well...

oh, im not a checking out kinda girl! juts feel like saying this ba.. cos sam was tlaking about it just now(long story) and yeah.. me just thought of that part which im different from other girls.. so ya.. my fren was so sure me and m,y girl frens sure tlak about guys all the time and stuff. when i say i don do that like ever, even him heard that was like..' u really didnt??? u're so weird.. are u a girl anot?? =.='' '. lol.
anyway, was telling sam about how ok good looking sabrina's fiance is. actually im relaly happy for her. she. not say a super pretty woman. but like i said.. her persoinailty, really shines=) and her fiance is one great lucky man to;ve finally propose to her. took him so long! XD
anyway yeha.. hope they live happily ever after. may her god bless her always =)
she deserves a great man. dunno if he's great, but yeah. i sure hope he is one. =) anyway they've been together for 10yrs . so yup... happy blessing for her! cant wait to see her in september =)

mata

Always Sleepy

gosh.. im so soooooooooooooooooooooooo sleepy and tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

dunno why.. not enough rest still? i slept 7 hours! gosh.... no idea why. whatever the matter, im so glad tmr is afternoon shift. gosh... so tired like mad... i cant wait to head for bed.

aw... =/ abit troubling.. long story.. lazy to explain.. anywya, it sjust that.. sigh.. i guess it sorta became a big matter eh about me asking info for the transfer.. and.. well, gosh.. its so.. haiyo...
sianz.. small matter, became everyone know .haiz.. hope will be fine ba.. i mean.. no troubles..

zzz... sleepy desu..

erm what else.. .so.. yeha.. gonna have a long 3 days ahead..=/ tues meeting.. then straight next day mrg shift.. haiz. .gonna be mroe tired than now=/ SLEEPY lotsssss. gosh.. i cant wait to get these days over with!

gosh.. i wanna watch the shrek movie.. =/ thinking of watching alone.. but if bring mum, then wait too late=/ then no time to wakl, then gotta rush back home. tch.. somemore dunno mum finish what time.. so irregular.. hmm... o well, shall see how ba. watch alone also fine.

yawn*

erm.. hmm............. thats about it ba...

ha.. certain thigns one should never ever ask your bf about. i guess its kinda true for every guys huh. o well. .

oh i keep seeing alot of bf carry their gf handbags.. or shopping bags and bags.. OMG. NOOOOOO... that is sooo wrong!!!!!!!!!!! omg.. poor men.. so poor thing.. what are they thinking!!?? perhapp my colleague is right.. they did it becos they minght still be i the first stage of wooing progress... i think so ne.. cos scared the gf angry or what, tehn carry for her.. omg.. cannot sia..
anyway, good luck to them.

today, saw this couple.. gf chinese. bf angmoh. look like pure angmoh. then he spoke with a true blue singlish. i was like.. eh? how come ar.. then on tv, just saw a angmoh guy, with another singlish accent. O.o woo... the world is changing eh.. ha. its interesting. but ya.. not used to it in a way i guess. ha. cos used to hearing that from asians.

=( sigh.. stupid question of mine.. started the bad vibe and all... sigh.. baka3 .stupid3. =/ he say its a good thing. good to know now. but.. dunno what he noes ne.. =/ just hope he didnt get the wrong picture of what im saying. =/ sigh. wishing not.
but yeah.. calling him felt sooo much better. voices are always the best thing. if not dunno what to do. sure cant slp and feeling soooo sad=(

now so confused.. whats truth whats not..

haiz.. o well..

oh, bro started playing with other players.. using dunno what.. in ps 3. .cool eh. but he lost. lol .card game.
me also wanna play like that if have time.. gosh. .sounds exciting eh

mata ne.. =/

Lights Of Hope

ok.. gonna blog this fast. real fast. nearly dun wanna blog. cos im so slpy. tired too.

erm, yeah... dunno why also.. gosh.. super slpy .. slpt all the way in bus too. haiyo..

if only workplace don have that irritating guy. then my life would;ve been much happier and at ease.

it feels like a battelfield.. gosh.. anyway, yeha.. i try my best dont let him bother me.. he steal my customer, i can always steal them back. pfft!
irritating u know!

anyway, erm.. oh, good news ba, when i asked my manager about the go sydney work thing, she never hesitate, and she say yeah its possible. then i was like. .whoa.. .. o.. k.. however, i dont wanna get my hopes high.. as i know the visa is soooo difficult to get. yes.. im willing to do anything to be with sam. if im really heading there,.. hm,.. =/ course will miss the ppl here.. but yeah.. i wanna be with him..

however, discussions still needed, tlaks are needed... so.. yeah..... we shall see how ba... hope she wont forget about this.

anyway, praying for some good news ne.. i don wanna have high hopes like every other time.. then when turn the otehr way round, me end up sad. so yeah.. shall see how thigs go ba.. by themself..

anyway, me will keep working hard as always..

erm.. what else..

ok. .so tmr fnish earlier abit.. today abit late.. so yeha. .tmr ba.. gosh.. tues gonna be so tired=/ whole day.. sigh..

hm. wat else..

oh, tlaked with sam.. at first im done with my tlaking.. then ask him to ask some stufs.. ha. he dunno .then im like.. ok.. nvm wan.. then he suddenluy ask me 2 questions before we webcam. and yeah.. its nice. talked for abit.. theres stuff to talk about. its all good=)
but.. yeah. .dun wan him wrreck his brain to think ne..
however, his 2nd question about the stars is intriguing. cos me always wanted to ask him that. oh, and he gave me the answer i love most=D so yay!!!

kk, i gtg prepare to slp. hopefully tmr better day. gosh.. with him again. argh =.=

mata!