Cold Days

so slpy.. dunno why.. only been the 2nd day of back o work, me slpy alreayd.. anywya, will make this a short blog. don think will be able to blog everything out eh.. lazy to think back. ha

hm.. so.. yeah.. fallen aslp in bus again.. weird. .dunno why im so slpy..
had a ncie slp last night.. hm.. yeah.. was covering my blankie.. comfy desu.. not bad..

gosh.. im so cold now! been ranining whole day i think.. and yeha. .its ncie. but im cold... fingers leg cold.. gosh

erm.. ok.. so ytd a staff sick. todya, another sick. today shop floor only 2 staffs. cos my manager decidced to stay for full shift=/ haiz... sux.. but what to do. .sianz.. these ppl dunno why keep getting sick.. =/ i mena.. weird ba.. at the same time..
hm... well, my stomach too i guess.. still not so well.. but. .o well...

today my fren visited me.. in shop. then .. o well.. asked me to join them chill.. but.. a pity i couldnt go. .told them i have to be home with sam.. but yea.. took a quick look at the phones.. plans.. yeha.. im glad.. gosh.. been so long since i met up with them. O.o.. ha.. din realized.. .o well.
at least have a rough idea how the phones work, plans. blah2.. hm.. sounds like htc really is a very5 awesome one.. but.. well, we shall see when the evo 4G will hit sg ba..

erm.. gosh. .so slpy.. what else. .hmmm............. ....well, theres a competition day.. just some winning treats day.. but isnt hm.. thta fair ba.. cos sometimes ppl will tkae ur sales.. and yea..

anywya, i think something i forgot to mention here.. hmm.. shoot.. i cant rememebr.. all i wan is to slp soon. ha.. so ya...

yay.. tmr my manager back from kl. .cnat wait to hear from him what happen in kl.. whether we get a place there anot.. and whether he gotten us anything. lol. .nah.
oh, so.. not sure when they are gonna open shop in japan.. but i know hong koing will be the next destination.. then france also someday.. but hk first ba.. if japan.. dunno when ne.. imagine i can speak some jap.. hm.. =.= nonono.. i told myself. .would never work in jap. they are too strict!! XD their working attitude is so.. ha.. o well

oh, today saw the nail polish.. gosh. .the colours soo cool. gorgeous . tmr will go look2 again.. ha.. admire2..

k.. im slpy.. and its cold.. me been hugging my bloster,, k.. gotta slp soon..

mata ne

The Most Frightening Dream Ever!!

ah.. ytd did i forogt to mention this?.. theres this couple passed away.. romeo and juliet they called them.. they met at a hotel, married for 35 years.. they adored each other.. those are words given by their daughter.. =) awwwwwwwww when i read that, gosh... sooo touching!!!! where in this world now could u find a love like that? so happy to see this n=piece of news though.. meaning there is still true love in this world =) aw...
and the husband actually commited suicide after his wife died.. sobx... so touching... perfect husband eh... ahhh... gosh.. such a lucky woman..

today not a good day=/ haiz.........

anyway. oh.. 4am.. i woke up.. omg... i had the most scariest dream ever!!!!!! =((( huuu... i was so frightened!!! i duno if i should sya anything here.. but... o well, lets just say its a dream about me kena possessed by ghost, and i was screaming my lungs out in the most creepy screams , cries ever!! my mum open door. came in, then see nothin ghappen,(she couldnt see me) then she went out.. gosh.. u know how does that feel in the dream anot?.. anyway, better not go into details.. its as though a ghost story im about to tell.. bbrrr....

anyway, hopefully tonight will be a better slp ba..
very creepy frightenin gdream=/ wakey, then scared to open eyes.. huu =( .. then slowly open eyes.. don dare move so much.. haiz... scary9..... =/

hm.. today rain for the entire day.. dunno why ne.. but.. well, its cold.. i like. hm.. but very weird. .i thought this always happen when its ard december time. .how come so early>? i mena the cycle of raining3... and cold weather.. anyway, dunno ba. the earth ois not the same as before already anyway.

hm.. so slpy.. leg tired liao.. today didnt feel ike working. .but force myself to be professional.. ha.. yeah.. face the customers with my best erm.. yeah.. ha

hm.. anything else..?.. hm.... oh, annother staff ben hired.. gosh.. i hope they do can work=/

wonder how many excatly outlets are they openin gin sg.. airport definitely.. but.. wonder where else..

oh.. my stomach.. finally when i wakey, relaly gotta take med. cos stomach still relaly.. gosh.. keep going to toilet..
then i stop after taking med.. but throughout whole day my stomach keep having pains. like.. gastric pain ba.. needles poking abit abit.. uncomfy ba.. =/

another staff mc today =.= dots.. dunno ne. . so weird.. o well..

gosh.. bro painting room today.... =.=.... dots.. i got nothing to say of that... haiz.........

just now asked my colleague if she's going back to her bf house ar.. she say yeah.. so long never see him, miss him.. i was like. .gosh, don tell me abt that!(the miss him partXD) haha... but yeah.. its so nice... to be able to go back to bf house.. o well.... well.. at least i had that before... ..

k. .time for me to rest...
my head's been so noisy lately.. but.. i guess i did slpt well after all. .as in.. i dunno.. its weird..

hm..... o well, time fo rme to go!

mata ne

...=speechless

i feel so sad right now.. i shouldve gone to slp wiihtout saying anything… =(

he say he should go to bed so i would stop thinking. … how could that be..? didnt he know me by now?i already keep thinking how far long it is till next year.. way befor eanythig else.. even at work i aslo dream of it..
i dunno how important this is… i dunno anymore..

then nothing solved.. then he took off just like that..

but i couldnt blame him either.. maybe he couldnt understand how i really feel..

i just wanna solved the prob.. it couldve been solved. and i couldve been aslp by now. but i said somethig abt its so long. then he say don think so much. don think negative. then it upsets him. then i was like. .what??? what have i done agaiN.. excuse me? i wasnt thinking much about anything.. just the days towards one year time..
i wanna see him so much.. thats the reason why i wanna lok forward and countintg down the time till next year.. i didnt know that was wrong. i didnt know i shouldnt lok forward to it that much. and that i shouldnt have any happy hopes ahead.

i really.. shouldnt talk too much.. i shouldnt have.. otherwise. .tonight.. couldve gone abit easier..

i should learn my lesson by tonight.
i guess this would do. live my own way.
don think ahead. don lok forward.
look at now.
enjoy now.
do whatever makes me happy.
i guess i wont have to go so hard on myself anymore.

o well, k.. guess i shold slp.. tmr is a brand new day..
i should have myself being taken well care of.

mata

Diarrhea Day

just a gentle reminder yet again.. if i never say mata at the end of blog, menaing something is wrong, and my blog isnt published omlpetely..

weird.. my off days.. been slping alot! its like.. not enuff rest no matter what.. hmm.... yea.. i could slp for 10hours, and still able to nap for 2 hours in late evening O.o wonde rwhy am i so tired.. or rather slpy...
anywya, hope tmr back to work, i'll get pleant of energy... hm.. gonna miss my home.. where i belong with him..

well, anyway, hm... hope will be a good day ne.. =/
been restig at home.. oh, im looking forward to my birthdya. yes.. last year i wasnt.. cos sam is leaving.. but this year.. hm.. its beter by abit.. i guess.. anyway, am looking forward to my pressy... ha. well, pressy for my own,. pressy from bro. =P
hm ..anwyay, just a chance for me to relax abit..

its long though.. weeks to go.. anyway, hm... oh, me been watching youtube princess shows like half the day! nothing to do.. so.. yeah.. just watched.. cos i didnt know , or rather i forgot abt the other princesses stories goes.. only belle i remember.. cos she's my favourite.. all time favourite princess =) ha...
so yea.. just refreshed abit of my memory...
actually.. hm.. alot. ha.. as i have no idea what happen to the other princesses shows.. heard of, but forgot or never watch before of how their stories went..

gosh.. i ate alot. .ha. im so full.. but nvm.. can afford to eat more.. im at 39 kg! i still remmeber.. when i was in sydney, i ate till i gained about 5kg for thata 3weeks here! ha...
o well........

hm.. im still kinda slpy and tired... =/

oh, nad tummy wasnt good. .keep headin to toilet.. must be all that yellow ginger chicken eh... but after dinner, i felt better. so yea.. no more heading to toilet with stomach ache..

u know.. sometimes i wonder.. if its the lifestyle , weather, or Food there that causes poor sammy's tummy upset so many times. =/ sigh.. i hope his health is alrite.....

hm.. oh.. talking abt the stories.. i wonder.. if in the future.. say.. 10, or 20 years later,.... do u think the lengendary princesses stories will stil llives on? i think it would eh.. .hm.. yeah.. should be... see... the dvds, merchandises are still around till this day =) warner bros disney eh. nah.. i don think these prinses from childrens heart will ever be forgotten... =)

gosh.. im still feeling tired and slpy.. very slpy.. kinda.. like. .really wanna slp now.. but.. sigh.. i dun wan my off dya to end.. =/
after tonight im gonna be back to work...

ah... pepps. its july already.. its alreayd passed half the year of 2010... itt appears to be both fast and slow to me....... hm...

o well... ... bah.. i feel like.. i have one of the most slpyish quietish off days ever.. perhasp.. i sat down too much? i dunno.. just abit too boring i guess........... =/
its ok.. next week off could be better . ha..
well2...

my tummy dont feel comfy.. ate too much, sat too much. oh, and i dislike the atmosphere now.. =/ bro not home tonight.. sigh.. house is quiet.. so boring.. sigh.. i dun like =( not good ..

oh.. last night.. had a difficult time trying to play a game through msn with sammy =/ dunno ba.. maybe its the line connection or sumtin.. sigh... baka desu.. tch.. frustrated.. never get to talk with him much about anything..
=/

well.. just got to know that theres a movie he wanna watch with me.. but.. well, i guess we let the days missed... yea.. its a great idea to watch toy story movie with him eh.... i cant wait.. but.. sigh.. gotta yea.. wit again.. hm... o welll... hope the chance to watch is near.. .... oh wait. he just asked next off day wanna do what.. well.. i always have nothing to do except to stay at home isn it. .not like nothing.. but.. o well.. anyway, i guess my next off which is days later, then shall watch with him ba.. gosh. .so long=/

its frightening.. sometimes u wonder how one's word could be forgotten.. isnt a given word as important as remembering it?

=/ im so bored.. i cant sit anymore in front of lappy.. my back hurts.. well.. .anywya, heading to bed soon eh. .so.. yea.. just bear with it , and finish up my blog..

hm... i don feel really that happy. that sux.

\shrugs*, just get my work done with asap.... so nice.. my manager is in KL for work. looking at the malls for our company. dunno really would open anot.. but might eh.. hm... then ifnal day is his off there, so he's havin gone holiday in KL. so nice.. i so want that.. really wanna book a hotel and stay in rws on my birthday=/ but.. sigh........ o well. .certain matters i couldnt handle it.. due to some circumstances.. o well..

.....almost had a nervous breakdown i think.. ha.. its like been doing the same thing over and over... a lil bit. .dunno what to do.. o well.. perhasp im just feelin tired now. .dunno why.. never do much also tired. .ha.. o well.............

ah nice.. early aftnoon was raining heavily.. so. .yea.. its good...

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oh.. sam asked me on my off what do i wanna do... theres no need much for me to think eh.. its pretty simple... becos my day doesnt consists of going out with my bf, deciding where to go, what to wear. .what to dress up....
yeah.. sometimes very sianz.. i will try to dress up if im heading out.. if im njot so lazy ha.. i missed dressing out nicely.. but most of the time im lazy to do so.. ha.. o well.. sonds abit ... hm..sad..

its finally july... i can say its gonna be officially about on eyear from now.. i wodner.. if i'll be in sydney at ard this time huh... ... i really wonder......... but becos its too long , i wouldnt really dare to imagine that far.. u never know when ur dreams will be dashed again.. for whatever reason that is.. who knows.. maybe last min his family wanna go to somewhere for a short trip eh.. .. dots.. Touch Wood!!! choy ne...
haiz.. o well... will see how ba.. after i get my stuffs, see how much money i got left, and if any great offer deals is on in the travel fair starts again.. gosh.. i so wish to have a night stay in rsw.. O.o or some hotel.. i dunno why.. just feel like giving myself a break.

my fren say its been so long since she had a hholiday.. sh ereally need a break she said.. her bf and her are planning to go for a 5 days 6nights trip to phuket. ah.. gdluck to them. .ha... but its nice to plan now.. they should be headin gout on oct this year if thigns went as planned.
hope they enjoyed themself.. i tell her.. just abit more away only.. she said she really need a break right now, and its been soo long since she had one... then look at me situation, aint i worse than her? i got abt a year to go before i get to enjoy for abit. maybe only a week or plus abit. so yeah.. she can pull through... the days will still pass no matter what.... slow or fast, it will be day and night.. and day and night. .neevr changed.....

hm.. stomach doesnt feel good again.. =/ tch... u know.. i really dislike mc.. and i know i could nevee lie and take a mc just becos of somethin gminor.. like a slight fever, cold, tummy ache... i really wish or yeared to get really 3 so sick one day.. that i couldnt say no but to take mc for my work.. im so wishing fo rthat to happen. why u may ask? becos i have never ever done that.
usually i'll just get sick on the workfloor. hahaha.. yeah.......
so see how ba.. hoping to see one day i got so sick where i cant move at all.. ah.. then can mc and have a tste of sumtin different.. ha.. o well...........
hm..

maybe ive been eating too much spicy food, somemore i've been eating alot huh.. that why tummy gone bonker.. XD owell.. tmr shld be fine... wont end up in hospital wan.. ha..

gosh.. so full! yet me so thirsty.. how to drink water like that.. =/

OMG... O.O just checked abit info of the rws hotel.. its sooo expensive!!! i rather go to mandarine or sumtin.. ha. and besides, its been booked till march next year!!! omg........ its shocking. =.=
how come all booked so fast wan.. geeezzz....

nvm ba... actually.. wanting to stay in a hotel for a night.. reason i guess its quite simple eh.. i think i missed too much of the days in a hotel spent with sammy.. and ok.. perhasp no tub.. and theres the breakfast buffet.. =P.. nice aircon.. gosh.. imagine its a rainey heavily night... =) isnt that wonderful ? i'll have a perfect night slp =) wow... imagine that.. gosh.. sounds great.. can go to the hotel me and sam went to for a toilet break.. lol.XD mandarin hotel ne.. so much nice memories=) eve nfor a small part there.. ahh.. =) hm.... but a pity.. i'll be alone.. but.. i could always bring my lappy alongwith me eh? imagine that.. lol. .then im sure the receptionist would be looking at me thinking .. stunned.. wth does this girl think she;s doing? XD haha... but nah.. .thats not gonna happen.. stil ltoo expensive... not like im sharin gwith 10 ppl . ha. so forget it ba.. nice to think abt this.. and dream imagine abit..

gosh.. my stomach.. one whole day.. still not feeling good=/
had too much yellow ginger chicken i guess.. dunno.. but could be... =/
o well...... nvm ba.. tmr shld be fine.. diarrhea.. dislike it =.=

hm.. now that sam asked me.. hey, i had been eating 3 nights in a row the yellow ginger chicken.. =.=.. dots... no wonder stomach couldnt take it. ha.. o welll.... its ok ba.. well, i enjoyed the food iguess, at the expensse of my poor stomach. ha

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh me sat till spine so uncomfy=/ tch....

o well..=/ tummy still very uncomfy.. but i guess i gotta slp soon.. so ya..

so tired ... =/

mata

Wood

haven u like... gotten your words out, but then they werent remember? and then u wonder, how heavy does those words weigh in one person's heart? yea.. u get what i mena eh? times and again. then u gave up.
i guess it all makes u wonder in the end huh? lots of question marks and stuf... haha... o well.

hm.. had weird3 dreasm=/ even when i fell aslp just now.. i didnt know why im so tired, but yea.. anyway, fell aslp, again had weird dreams.. like my mind keeps on moving. .im slping. yet my mind is talking.. i dunno.. still, iguess i should've enough slp eh. i hope.

erm.. so.. was so bored.. online2. .didnt know of what to do..
then wanna do some reading, but didnt have the mood to =( haiz. so .. me go down.. have my lunch, go ntuc with mum.. erm.. yea.. was soo frustrated when i found out they didnt have the ingredient i wanT! gosh.. anuyway, i just picked up anything i could find, and decided to look up the recipe. i made it into 2 different flavs. and it turn out great. ok good. not perfect. but yea. =) parents like it too. so.. yay.
and the yellow ginger chicken.. yea.. really taste like one.. cos i added meat and grizzard to it. ok.. not bad. =P

hm.. dunno why.. todya acouple of thigns i wanna blog. .but not sur eif i could remmeber.. =/

hm.... so.. yeah.. me still haven read anything. argh... nono... wont do man.. i gotta do some reading! still wanna 'upgrade' myself. haha. nah.. i realy just like learning more stuff. out of my boundaries kinda stuffs.. so yea.. and of course my interests that is =) but. .me always so tired to do any reading.. haiyo... hopefully later, or tmr will do abit. .see how ne. hope i have time for it

=/ hm............
oh.. so.. i guess i fell aslp after dinner, after watchin gshow, after online.. sammy wasnt replying u see.. so yea... then me fell aslp.. but abit like keep waking up to look at my laptop.. hm.. then.. turns out that sammy fallen aslp till erm.. dunno.. about slping the same hours as me. concidence eh. anyway, good thing me didnt really waited for him. and yea.. course a good thing i fallen aslp, and theres a show to keep me busy. so ya.. phew

erm................... oh... ppl were telling me.. or rather, asking me.. why go so hard on myself, and spend so much money just to go there and see my bf.. that set me thinking... yea.. u know.. it is hardwork.. its tough thing to do yo.. yea.. its so tough.. but.... i dunno.. i dun wanna think about that now.. its still kinda long from now.. i dunno whats gonna happen in the future right? yea.. we shall see then...........

oh.. its great. boost juice company is part of our shareolders now. and our boss bought back 40percent or sumtin of their share from some bank. and its awesome. seems like the jucice company could help us. since they have about 14 outlets overseas i think. so yeah.. it;ll be great. and so.. our company is gonna open (perhaps in KL) hong kong, japan, france.. ah.. and all over the world.. u know, so yea.. its good. i cant wait to see that all happen.. bit by bit.. bt first, more stores in singapore!
things are gonna get so busy... but.. ...well.. i guess sometimes busy is good huh.. =/ ...bah. o well

.sigh...... i dunno what to do for tmr...... =( sigh................... what do u reakon?
go some place to chill?

sigh.. i dun feel good...... =(

what else need to be said?... ..

oh yeah....

u know.. even if theres a piece of wood, it is perfect, but in time , it will slowly rot away... buggies will start to appear out of nowhere, and start to consume it. .until its so thin and weak, and finally its gone.
its like.. how u discover bit by bits those Lies...................... those freaking lies............
and then the support is gone.. or u know what.. perhaps they aint any lies. perhaps it could be what we called as'' the hidden truths'' . some matters that are mena tto be shared, yet u hid it on purpose.. white lies, are still lies.
U didnt complete what u are supposed to tell, and its really important.. well.. in a way, thast a lie too huh?... .. i thought.. being frank is so important.. or was it just me?

how much weigh does one word holds in ur heart? think about it. u might be surprise what u've been missing out. ..

wow. its a very long cooking procedure for today.. but its good.. worth it..

u know... our managers didnt do anything... i understand... they are busy keeping wiht reports or god knows what... but.... sabrina used to do everything.. serving customers, changing the display.. sigh.. she really is a workaholic.. but its great... i mena.. yeah.. ... like.. uh huh....... now that source of bubbly energy is gone.. =/ its more work now.. and seeing ur manager doing nothing, its really like... ha.. wow.. i dunno what to say.. they dont do changing displacys nor doing any of the stocks liek sabrina does.. ..=/ o well.. its futile to say all this now.. yet.. yea.. now u see why i hold so much respect for sabrina eh..

oh.. just remembered.. i gotta do my nails tmr.. ha.. erm.. but... hm... see how ba..... wondeirn gif i should run some errands tmr mrg while sam isnt ard... hmm..

oh.. really gotta sort out my pics now.. haiyo.. me haven send sam the schedule of mine=/ gosh..

hm.. what else.... ... so yea.. i guess if my bro never come back home and wakey me up with the door sound, i would';ve still been slping eh.. gosh.. i didnt know me slpt long.. thoguht it sonly 9pm.. ha.. o well

erm.. today.. yea.. basically nothing much.. just cook, and .. well, this is my off day myself.

u know... don ever forget something or anything which meant the world to u. if u forget all about it, then u are a fool for sure.. dont be a fool.. ..we only get to live once...in one lifetime...

tell me, who could u really trust?....

mata...............














































-He said.. I could have all the time i want... but.............-

Golden Couple =)

ha.. dunno am i super hungry or what. i ate alot today! hm.. sort of. ha. anyway, yup.. todya feel like eating alot. thtas all ba.
ahh.. so disappointed =/ the yellow ginger chicken rice.. me asked for extra spicy... but ended up sux.. i mean as in not spicy =/ i mena.. not so spicy as i expected. that time me ate with bro at iluma,. that was great. the chef created what i wanted. so ya.. ps.. really.. they cannot make it.. anyway, me alreyad sned them a feeedback .. so ya.. ...

hmm.. have questions. .but dun dare to ask.. =/ baka desu.............

gosh i am soo tired!! cant wait to slp. body tired ne. last night.. dni went to slp well. .so ya..
hm.. oh, golden couple is in the haus yo!! XD i mean my boss =) haha. sooo nice! they just got back form holiday at dunno where, then tonight heading to sweden. aw..... me also want that kind of holiday..

so ya.. as u guys know.. i got nothing but praises for them.. =)
seems to me that.. u know.. actually they are 2 quite different persons.. kristina is elegant, with poise, business looking kinda woman..
knows what she want.. like.. a smart business woman.. gentle.. with Grace...

paul.. hm.. very very funny man. =) always puts on his smile, ever sooo friendly.. kinda bubbly.. see, if u place them together, yea.. its different eh? one is cheerful, another is reserved. but.. well, they do made a sweet blissful golden couple if u ask me =)
opposites attract ne ^^ hehe.

again, i was sooo nervous to meet her. my boss. omg. she talk to me, i dunno what to say muchXD geez!
as for paul, im always glad to se ehim with axel =)
before they go, paul wants a hug.. so we bid farewell .. .erm.. wait. dots. .i mena we bid them goodbye, and hope to see them real soon =) i cant believe i places my cheeks side by side with them. llol. my idols!! XD =)

ahh... a angmoh guy , came into our shop, looking for one of our colleague... lol. think they met in starbucks or sumtin.. duno what happen.. but yeah.. he was looking ard hte shop, then go up to her, and she servedhim.. then went to pens area, he wrote his number down, and gave it to him. LOL. BUT. much to my very surprised, she actually say she throw the paper away O.o... woo........... dunno why, but maybe he's not a good guy i guess? at first i thought he's her fren. the ffrennch guy(apparently they're still seeing each other i think) cos they were talking,m and the customer places his hand on her shoulder for a sec. omg. =.=
then yea... maybe its becos she didnt wanna be flirty eh? i dunno. maybe cos of her french guy fren? ha.. anyway, yea.. thats the correct thig to do. just throw the number away.

i ask my fren.. the one with 3 yrs r/s with ehr malay bf. if she's the one who got the number , would she've throw it away too? she think2.. then say yes. .then say.. wait. .maybe no. must see situation. i was like. .dotsssssss!!!!!! =.=''....
no matter how she and her bf are open, its so weird to allow ur own partner to contact and get numnbers from other strangers outta nowhere =/ absurd or what? O.o
anyway, she really like australia.. so i guess she's stadnig by the angmoh side. ha..
but like i said. i don like ppl changing the way they are. . to pretend whom they're not, or defy who they really are. anyway.. gosh. so tired. .me sneexing abit now..

gosh.. i dun wanna get sick on my off again!! huu..

hm. .so.. me rushed home after buying dinner. .try to keep myself awake. .btu.. yeah.. keep dozing off abit. .then wakey.. dunn wan my food to drop ar. .ha..
wanna walk ard, but no time. .like... yeah. .wanna head home.. so.. o well.. then reach home .eat.. sammy paying game.. so we talk much later.. after i bath and all.. so yea
then me eaat chips. .watch tv. .i dunno.. i much alot. hahaha...
i htink i lost weight=/ o well..

hm.. me decided to cook something tmr. i hope me nose will be fine!

so tired. .wanan slp soon ne... hm.. .
k, so gonna enjoy my off eh.
me slpy liao.. ha

gosh.. no time to upload pics , video.. =/ haiz..

yawnnnn k ba.. me gtg. .cant think of what to type now.. hmm

jaa,
mata ne

TIred for what reason?

hmm.... =/ not a very good day i must say.... sigh.

erm.. the other morning, me wokey, last morning. .yeah.. then alarm rang. .i was so surprised. .like. .huh? what the? is there a mistake? im off! haha.. but then i sae the timing. .no its correct. .time for me to go work. .ha. so.. yeah... good hting me neevr off alarm and ba ck to slp . touch wood

hm.. me slpt very early ytd. about 10.30pm.. ye si know.. its crazy.. ha. then now, im feeling slpy again. dunno wana slp anot. =/ hm.. see how ba.. sigh..

alot of thigns on my min di guess. i dunno. thing si need time to figure out on my own..

tmr im gonna do something to cheer myself up ba. .duno ba. .but we shall see. tehn shall enjoy my off.

todya at work alot of ppl interview. .hm.. me at owrk today.. like. .on a battlefield. .=/ i hate it. stress.
working with that irritating guy is so.. sigh.. =(

plus watching a show about how a man betray his love, is even more upsetting .gosh. why did i even wanan watch it. shut up. =/
sianz.. feeling so sianz...

sigh.....

dunno go and make myself so miserable for what sia.
=( stupid.

tch.. sigh.. so bored=(

=./ boss tmr coming. .like. .know i should rest.. yet i didnt want to.. dunno.. feel so vexed.. sigh. =/ mayeb tmr wakey will be a better day? could be eh..

owell

in anycase, i hope those new staffs will work with us, so i can spend less time with that guy. sianz!

..me need to chill.... gosh... calm down2...

tch.. thinking about stuffs.. old memories.. and wondering... =/ hmm... how to make things back aagin. or.. should or should not let things remain where they are.. erm. .blah3...

hmm... ok.. so perhpas im feeling so tired ba. .i dunno.. maybe. but felt better after talking about phones with sammy.
gosh.. i wish the htc 4G and iphone 4 will just comeout. like, now! bah.. i couldnt even msg sam alot now. tch.. o well

oh. .had football old chang kee today. its good.
i mena.. its spicy! much to my very surprise. ha.

. me no idea why so tired=/ slpt so long aslo.. o well..

kk, me gtg.. i love u sam.

mata