Resting Day

wow.hm.. pretty warm now.. anyway...

todya.. basically just slpy.. and tired... cos last night knockout at 5 plus am? somewhere there.. yea..
so tired and slpy.. placed my phone besides.. then knockout.. couldn t hear anyting. wow.
hm.. so yea. .just rest my tired body.. peaceful off day normal one..
uh huh. .online. .nothing much to do.. all i want is to eat rest nap .lol>
so yea..
not enough slpo ba..

hm.. anyway yea.. i really cant wait for 2011! i know i know. .forgive me. .i said this sooo many times here. lol
but just wanna shared it here thats all.
im so looking forward to 2011.. the days im gonna see sammy again would be numberd.. yay.. i cant wait...
gona be great.

hm.. so yea. .nothignn prety much to sya here..

oih.. .and so.. the manager matter. ...o well.. we shal lsee how things go.. for now.. hm.. im just very glad my amnager is back.
wow.. i didnt know. .they relly taking it seriously about the contract matter..
if u break their standard code ,and u signed the contract, its relaly saying u Breached the contract. i was like. .whoa.. but yea. it certainly is good.
haiz. .. what to do. for now.. try not to think too much. .do my job as per normal. .if made mistakes, stand up again.. and so on..
huma n realationships are difficult to handle. cos u never know whos true to u , or just smile and stab behind ur back. liek my case. .what she did.. really4 caught me off my guard. i never predicted this could even happen.
innnoccent looking person.. ha. wow.. such a evil tone of scoldin gppl who's not even evil;.
o well. k.. betetr leave that aside. not worth getting my blood boiled agai n. .haiz,.

hm. .so yea.. so we just pretend nothgisn on. .and work as usual..
i wonder what they are saying now.. perhaps saying me so happy cos manager back, then i can boss them ard?
whatever. i bet they are saying that. but yea.. whatever. i cant stop them. narrow hearted ppl. oh dear. .how i hate them.
o wel.. .will do my bext to concentrate on whats need to be concentrate on.

hm.. .i woder,. i don think the idea would be able to work though. .sg heading to melbourne. .also expensive isnt it>?
but if to malaysia..
ahh...
i think this could wait abit longer for now.

kk. .lemme cehck if redz is outta bath. cos i cant wait to bath!!

mata

Be Happy

finally.. after so long since that incident... i feel much much happier now.. i duno.. perhasp that time of month is over.. perhaps im doing my best at work to shift my focus.. ignored them.. blah3.. but yea.. whatever it is... ... tmr.. shall be a brand new day for me to begin.. i duno what my manager would say or do.. but.. yea.. keeping my fingers crossed..
hope things will turn out right.. anyway.....

yea.. gonna slp soon.. ..
luckily still get to hear his voice for abit..
soon.. i'll be able to fill the void in his arms..
cant wait.....

hm. .yup..

ok.. i need to rush check some stuffs.. better to have an early night..

oh.. me full.. haiyo.. mum bought bro's dinenr. .turns out he not coming back. hten ask me eatT_T so full. .had 2 dinners.. omg..

so yea.. hopefully tmr will be even betetr than today!

and wishing.. jan i could see him.....

mata!

Better?

hm.. suddenly runny nose again after i got home.. o well..
thoart still not good.. but.. at least work .. yea.. today work didnt feel so much pain.. ..so yea..
hm..

not bad.. in a betetr mood to work for today. basically just treat all those ppl like transpartne. tlak to only the ones who arent that bad..yet. i duno. at least for those whoom i know alreyad are bad, i just treat them as transparent ppl ..so yea.. htat kinda makes life easier. gosh.. gonna see my manager agaibn.. wonder how things will turn out. .=/ ..hm...
anywya,... o well...
bet they are posting and tlaking behind my back again. nvm ba. what to do.
and even for  a partimer who work one day with me only, also backstab me. omg.. how childish can these ppl get. tlaking about htis ruins my day. nvm.. tmr will have a good rest..
been long since i let go of something in my heartt. so yea.. better just let it go..
o well..

haiz..

o well.. .
so yea.. hmm.......
o well.. ntohign much to be said..
basically just sick work and shop around. same thing alwyas. o welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
boringgggggggggggggggggg

oh, hte other day, had nice dream though. was happy in dream.. long time.. never felt that way..
the kind of having fun outside.. and just truly enjoy.
mata

Sick Day 2

hm.. this is weird.. my partimer. .suddenly ask me if those 2 bithes were the one who talk behind my back. well, one of them is right. .but the other name. .wth?? i only work with her for a day!!!! OMG... this is freaking weird..... haiz.. i hope its not true.. anyway.. hteres nothing to be done much now...
just do my work.. try to let this go.. oi have too too way too much things on my shoulder to carry.. .this certainly isnt one i would like to carry on.
today sick. =( really.. erally not feelign well =( then break time. .was so cold.. and runny nose starts agian.. =( sighs..
then at night. .suddenly aprtimer ask me if wan med.. i was like.. see again>>> ?? =.= its either i forgot to bring, eat or forgot to ask ppl. dotsssss
i don know man...
i don think im fit to work tmr.. but theres work to be done =/ i have to go no matter what.. .so yea...
o well...
but yes. .thank god theres the med.. otherwise.. tonight im a goner.. my nose stop runny.. after the med.. but still... avey uncomfy.=(( huu.. .sick!!! i hate it =/
sniff2..

i think im either having a fever, or slight fever.  o well.....
i can pull through this. .one more night to go.. =/
yea.. hang on... alot of thigns need to be done. .somemore if not at wokr, gonna kena say me never do htis and that. o well....
nvm ba..
tch.....

o well... .... =/
i think.. i need to do something fun... somehting that'll get me laughing and smiling all the time.. not for hte sake of job like that. .but for the sake of becos im happy all the time..
i think i need something liek that...
could a class work? or... hmm....  i don know...
i'll have to see hwat next year brings me

ah.. now all hte shops.. are selling winter jackets.. lcothes. .blah3...
am thiking if i shold get them now.. O.o in case i'll have such difficult time trying to find one in next year.. hmm..... im not sure.. tmr.. might go have a lok.... hmm...
normal shold do eh.. hmm =.=/. ....
but. .huu.. cant wear pretty2 liao... T_T huuu.....
see. even the only time get to spend with swtheart.. also no chance to wear nice2.. pretty2... =(( huuuuu
sad... cant wear nice2 for him.. .bahhhhh.....
haiz

erm.. so yea...
ok.. betetr start taking note on the tickets for this couple of months.. the prices.. not much diff yet.. but.. hm....
o well.. even if can save 100, thats also a money for a day stay at hotel isnt it.

ok.. tmr.. gambate... will be working with a girl whos standing on my side. tmr night. cheres.

mata

SICK DAY

...really don feel well today.. last night had runny nose going on outta the blue. like so sudden.. then morning, sudden wakey early, then sick=(
sighs.... .
tmr really unfit for work.. but theres something i ned to settle for work.. so yea. .i gotta go.. otehrwise.. .o well.. yea..
tmr i hope i'll get better.,. at least by the end o fnight.. =/
haiz.
felt terrible man.. =(
so sick..
then today make sushi.. most of the time bedridden in bed needless to say.. just rest. .weak and slpy and tired.. .o well.. just sick feeling.. =/
o well..
what to do..
see hwo tmr ba..
,wanna die liao..
haiz

nothign much.. managed to read abit only.. better than nothing.. then just being sick and rest slp abit here and tehre.. and waiting as usual,,
then tv. .online.. youtube movie. .blah3..
tch... haiz..
argh.. doesnt feel like its a sat..
=/
what an weekend.. o well..

now back pain.. huu...
slight fever..
nose also.. throat also. evry prt kena at the same time.. -_- sianz.. .
if only tmr mc. .even if so, also rest at home. .don know do what.. boring .. i duno what to do.. =/
sit in front of lappy.. then what?
youtube again huh..
i think i know what to watch next at least. .. o well =/

anyway.. yea.. most important is.. i hope by tmr i'll be well.. if not, gonna be a tough long day ahead of me =/
somemore very difficult to find pl cover my shift...... =/

have faith. .beliefs...

ha. .had a dream of samy.. finally he'''s smiling.. i think  wer'e working together at a supermarket.. giant look a like place.. he was mop[ing floor.. so happy.. tlaking and smiling.. .. ..o well..

then.. .. yea.. ... bah. .suddenly had an urge to just heck care.. jan go sydney straight for a couple of days.. .. sometmes so difficult to pull through the days. .i wonder .. yea..
so.. o well. .yea..
i'll never ever.. .never ever... wanna stay awya from him more than one year and a half evver again. never.
no matter what.. even as a holiday, i have to go awya from sg.. have some personal time. .away fro my room.. from work. .etc..
hopefully to se ehim ..

this year and a half.. is so .. bloody long and painful.
sorry.. not yet .. its only been.. erm.. 10months? so yea.. alreyad hating it. but what to do.. some thing needs to hang on for. .gotta remembr that. . it.. .would be worth it eh.. ..

k. .not gonan sit anymore. .spine hurts=(

jaa.. ..=(

SICK DAY

...really don feel well today.. last night had runny nose going on outta the blue. like so sudden.. then morning, sudden wakey early, then sick=(
sighs.... .
tmr really unfit for work.. but theres something i ned to settle for work.. so yea. .i gotta go.. otehrwise.. .o well.. yea..
tmr i hope i'll get better.,. at least by the end o fnight.. =/
haiz.
felt terrible man.. =(
so sick..
then today make sushi.. most of the time bedridden in bed needless to say.. just rest. .weak and slpy and tired.. .o well.. just sick feeling.. =/
o well..
what to do..
see hwo tmr ba..
,wanna die liao..
haiz

nothign much.. managed to read abit only.. better than nothing.. then just being sick and rest slp abit here and tehre.. and waiting as usual,,
then tv. .online.. youtube movie. .blah3..
tch... haiz..
argh.. doesnt feel like its a sat..
=/
what an weekend.. o well..

now back pain.. huu...
slight fever..
nose also.. throat also. evry prt kena at the same time.. -_- sianz.. .
if only tmr mc. .even if so, also rest at home. .don know do what.. boring .. i duno what to do.. =/
sit in front of lappy.. then what?
youtube again huh..
i think i know what to watch next at least. .. o well =/

anyway.. yea.. most important is.. i hope by tmr i'll be well.. if not, gonna be a tough long day ahead of me =/
somemore very difficult to find pl cover my shift...... =/

have faith. .beliefs...

ha. .had a dream of samy.. finally he'''s smiling.. i think  wer'e working together at a supermarket.. giant look a like place.. he was mop[ing floor.. so happy.. tlaking and smiling.. .. ..o well..

then.. .. yea.. ... bah. .suddenly had an urge to just heck care.. jan go sydney straight for a couple of days.. .. sometmes so difficult to pull through the days. .i wonder .. yea..
so.. o well. .yea..
i'll never ever.. .never ever... wanna stay awya from him more than one year and a half evver again. never.
no matter what.. even as a holiday, i have to go awya from sg.. have some personal time. .away fro my room.. from work. .etc..
hopefully to se ehim ..

this year and a half.. is so .. bloody long and painful.
sorry.. not yet .. its only been.. erm.. 10months? so yea.. alreyad hating it. but what to do.. some thing needs to hang on for. .gotta remembr that. . it.. .would be worth it eh.. ..

k. .not gonan sit anymore. .spine hurts=(

jaa.. ..=(

Help by 2 staffs

was really too tired and so slpy.. couldnt blog at all..
now also slpy.. but a least tmr me off.. so ok ba..
yay.. tmr gonna make sushi... ..haha. so yup.. hope will succeed. ! ^^

todya.. as predicted. .busy... alot of htings to settle.. sunday shall continue.. long day to go..but yea.. that bloody woman never talk to me much today. i also. .just ignored.. only if need to do work or what, then will ask something or tell somehtin.. but yea. .other than that. .uh huh.. .
o well..... .... anyway, me just wanna do my work.. and.. yea,.. hard ba.. but what to do.. rather do myself than depend on others. wait duno what they wanna say again. =/ haiz..
but good thing today theres a girl willing to help out. so yea.. me touched.
to think.. i used to wonder why she's so cold to me. but somehow bhetter alreyad.. hm.. ...
weird huh.. human relationships..
always changing. .but some wont.. ever =)

so yea.. rushed off to mbuy my sushi ingerditents.. tmr must go ntuc get again.. hm,..
yea.. been so long since i regainde back me.. as in.. yea.. been upset and upset. .finally me felt better niw..
what a week.. =/

haiz. .anyway.. .......
... o well.. .i still misses sabrina alot.. =/
at least.. she do her work properly.. and stuff.. argh... thats al lin the past now.. o well>

my throat still not good.. neither is my nose. .now abit runny =,=
haiyo.. ...
anyway, yea.. then another partimer came along. .and he help out too. really glad. .to have the 2 of them ard to help out.. otherwise.. ... =. / yea.. ....
o well

hm.. weird. .i think i have thigns to say.. bnut duno what.. ..
forgot eh..

ytd the nice customer from france(i think) is back to ask me about the stapler thingy.. aww... so nice. always nice to see them. but no. his wife not with him today.
but .. yea. .they seems erally3 super rich.. wow. but mosst importantly, they are such lovely couple =).. awww..... always holding hands... omg. .so sweet!!
i wish to be like them even at their age.. even till im 70s or 80s.. i wanna find a man like that to be my man in life. ^^
nowadyas.. cos of work. .children.. then never relaly spend itme together.. then stop geting all swt and cosy.. thtas not right.. ..must always .. always3.. reamemebr why int he first place and how u fell in love with your partner. am i wrong?
i think thast very important. never forget why in the first place you do what u did.
and how it all happen..
so yea..
cherish one another eh.. compromise.. believe..

gosh.. my nose =.=... haiyo.....
hope by tmr will be fine. otehrwise wanna cook also.. yea=/
o well. all the best

hm.. soould be nothing liao. ...
o well..

mata!!