love story

hehe. yay... soooo glad hte new jap album i purchased is sooo nice. =) ncie songs. i like them. cool. =)
but so far no pratice yet. oen of the days ba.. hopefully

mm....

tired. tahnks to the med taken in morning without breakfast. nose runny liao.. if no take med sure will get worse later
mm..
so yea. slpy n tired. haiz... no thanks to the med. make me so weak=.=
haiz...
mm...
anyway, phew. glad the skype works. skype call with sammy the other day. but a pity me no ear piece=/
but at leats its clear ba
.soon.. after i get new phone. but.. nope. not soon. lol. still ong!!stil lgot monthsss to go!

gosh. ytd this guy was like straight looking down at my boobs when he walked past me. WTH.. omg. but well, he cant do anything anyway. doesnt belong to him =/=

so slpy n tired. glad redbull helped. phew.

haiz. my fren is back form melbourne liao....
haiz... hope they'll be fine ne.... ..
after 3 weeks, suddenly you realized cant see each other again for so long..

..see! todl ya. nowadasy sooo many couples go for ldr. i dunno why also. =.=
perhasp.. its more open now ba..

anyway, mm....
wait. .thinking of what im missing out.. i need to blog something. .whattt is itttt =.=
bad memory. .haiz....

mm.....
o well. anywaym, ytd my feet hurts liekhellllll
cos worre the pair of heels bro bought me=/
if no wear for long time, will spoiled. huu.. .no choice mah .gotta wear it once in a world. haiz.
but appreciated ne. so yea. if no wear feelvery bad for him.
i do liek it .but too painful for long walks.
so yea.
see how ba.. wonder when will i be wearing it again. just don wan bro to be disappointed yea

ha. cant wait to sing the new album i bought . yay.......

mm.. waht else....

did i tell u guys ... that i went to eat at aoba restaurant with mum?
the chef is awesome. the braised. egg.. omg. inside is soft n egg york too! half boiled liek that. inside of hte hardboiled egg!!
adn the crispy chicken.. omg...... sooo crispy n crunchy!!!! wonde rhow they do that! totally yummy. crunch3... like crunching on ice or potatoe chips. wow.

mm... what else..
oh dressed up ytd. went to store get some stuffs for my outlet. .then ha. my jap fanatic fren commetned that i lok kawaii like japanese. .XD lol. so funny. she was like. 'who are u?' when she saw me walked in XD
workplace mah.. no need dress up so nice. everyone was liek asking who am i going out with. i was like.. my mum!! XD

mm........
k ba. thats all folks. i think im missing out on some stuffs. but i couldnt rememebr anythign for now.

every girl just need a promise to stay(?)

so nice ne... with age grows, some ppl actualy become more charmign than ever. turned out to be more gorgeous than ever. except for lindsey lohan =.= ''
she's like an 45yrs old woman now. scary.

wah. was like shocked. i went to the ladies.. .then these teenagers.. .so young. .alreayd having frens doing make up for them!! lol. me was like. .wah.. ppl really changed now. me only started to touch makeup at about age 21? omg. these teenagers nowadasy.. wow.. liek secondary students.. alreayd know how to help ppl do makeup n vice versa. =.=
so mature ar. dots..............

i have my interests n hobbies.. but due to work, alot cannot be done.. .haiz.
... if only i can tae alot of time off huh. but wont do. i need money mah. ha.
so yea... sometimes... haiz. not everybody's passion can be fulfilled u know.. not especially when u need to work hardn keep those money rolling. and to prove yourself.

mm.. k ba. .thast about it eh..

it is not easy to meet someone you love with whole heartedly.
you're considered very lucky to have someoenliek that.
but. nothing beats the luck than being able to spend your whole entire life blissfully with your partner. i think thats, one of hte miracles which depends on you. money cant buy you such bliss in life.
why is love so important? because after all, you're gonna be spending the next half of your whole life with your partner till death.

kk... talk soon. mata!~! i need good rest!!! slpy... huu... .missed my stop the other day

mata

be safe

sooo tired. out of energy now. had to crawl outta bed ya know=/ sighs

anyway, since i started at my new location, ha. my previous staffs alot of them stayed there. so they wil ldrop by to say hello. aw... =) am glad. cos so long never get to see each other mah. guess htey're all busy eh

stomach feels weird now =/ huu.. hope im able to slp. well, i should be. because i am soo tired n super slpy

oh yea.
rea a news about asians being attacked in a train. at syd. beeing called with nasty names aint gd ne. =/ but perhaps they're drunk? anyway i htink it happened at 1230am? so yea. perhasp  usually ppl there will be dead drunk alreayd or what. but.. so scary to beat ppl up/
at first i wonder if i'll ever take a train again. but hten again. .well. .as long as its not too late shld be fine huh.
i dun think i'll be hanging around syd train aread at night
eew. scary. but sad huh. a pity they hate asians so much. so racists=/i duno. thats waht i heard. thast all

anyway, oh my fren flying back in mrg flight tmr. haiz. i can imagine they must be crying now or something .or cannot slp. i dunno =/ that feelin sucks.
hope they'll stay strong. saw a pic. he bought her a tag or something.metal sliver dog tag. theres their initials and lovey words . dunno isit key rings or necklace.
anyway, yea... haiz.. shld be fine ba. im sure he'll wan to visit her again soon. just liek i do

see. forgot what to blog again. seconds ago i just thought of it. now blank=/=

u know what. k ba. think imma slp

mata

super short blog

ok .a very fast quick short blog .very late n im way of fmy bed time. cos im superrrrrr slpyyy

hope he get to let his hair down todya. 2nd day of week huh to have a big one. but anywya yea. this time me no msg dis him. haha. but should be fine ba. he mustve been busy having long nights n days anyway eh

gosh. im super slpy.
u know what. i wil ldo my best to head out .uh huh
see what will happen

goodness. that banker after almost done, he asked if i just knocked off from work. =.=
gosh. i relaly need no one to chat me up.

mm. .forgot hwat to blog again .haiyo always like that.

anyway, shoot. super late. gtg oh no!

mata

work is very busy. fullstop.

argh so sorry. last night no bloggy. mm............ so yea... i had alot of thigsn to blog.some quite important. but guess what. as usual, i forgot liao.......... or just don wanna rememebr

anyway, this guy at the bank. same guy. really sooo irritatin =.= he was like.. talking to me. i dun like. i aske dmy colleague. she said she never get thta from him.
omg. i hate him. =.=
and dare to say he walked past my store, and it looks like so slack thejob.. very relaxing. .etc. me just replied 'no, actually theres heaps of thigns to be done''. he stil lcan ask really ar? looks so quiet etc.. .
holy crap. i swear that if(not real swear) the next person gonna tell me my job is easy peasy, realxing, boring, nothign to do kinda job, i will raise my hand and slap that person!! omg. pissed off man .
only the ppl working at my company will know how tough this job is. if partimers find it touh, what do u think? managers gth right.
omg.
i am so insulted n offended. especially if its my frens. so far only one said that ba. so yea. so insulted i tell ya.
omg
god knows how hard i worked. not to be commented by these type of ppl. pfft. wat? think im working at a low down place with low pay or soemthign? just because my store looks like it is quiet and empty?
oh please. we have to be on hte balls at all time. looking out for a customer to strike. from there we have to 'attack' them, show them stuffs. tell them whast good of the studfs. now dont tell me oh its just books n pens youre selling. gth. one pen i have to say so many good thigns about it. one book, ii have to talk3.....
then from book, to pens, to refills, to bags.. etc. u think its an easy job? dare u to work with us for one month.
pffts
so angry sia.
esepcially those nvr been in sales line before. perhaps because this is aussie company mah. .so yea. more or less ppl get the wrong idea. haiz. its just.. bloody hell heaps of stuffs to be done i tell ya. it is stressful too.
=/
if store is quiet and we're standing around, doesnt mean everyday is like that. doesnt mean we have no worries, no stress. there'll always be mystery shops k

haiz. anywya,

oh .rememebr that guy whom i forgot that other day? well ,his stock has arrived. called him up. but so paiseh to see him like. ok .but its nothing really. atleast i know his name liao. i recognize .so yea. so paiseh to recalled ne.. erm.. .who are u? have we met before? when? =.='' 'omg
but yea. awkward. totally awkward situation

gosh soo slpy.
my colleague kept asking me to go out and get to know more frens. lol.
i kept complaining that i am so tired. and tired to head out. etc.
she just said that she forces heself to go out. even her bf sometimes will ask her go out.
ow ell what to do. i don hav anyone here ask me go out mah .
so yea.
but haiz. u know. i think she relaly got a point there. i really5 have to force myself and do something.
i dont know if i cna do it. but i'll try ba. =/
skali end up making myself more tired than ever at work. but then again, im alreyad so freaking tired. even not going out so yea.
i think i'll try my best to listen to her and head out more often. mm.. perhaps i should keep track eh

have u ever felt like u wanna know some details, but u aint sur eif u should ask? in case ppl don like? ..
like.. wanna know so much.. but yet.. .knows nothing.. nothing much at all. .

oh dear. so slpy.. not been resting well. haiz. i mean well my off i din go anywhere, but stil ldin rest well. i give up. its not working. i relaly need to forced myself and get my ass out there
=/

mm.... see what i can plan ba.. haiz

anyway, what else.. .mm...........
last night and this morning. .thought of blogging some stuffs. .wahst it about=/ couldnt remember. .

o well. anyway, glad sammy had a nice day with his frens. if only i could join huh =(.. sighs
wouldve taken so much pics

anyway, my fren is taking morning flight from melb to sg this sunday. =/ haiz. he posted he would love to stay n live there.
well... he's thinking of getting a working holiday thingy too.
i relaly don know much about htat. but yea=/
nothigns gonna be easy huh.
if me get that, lol. sure wouldnt wanna leave liao. gosh

but yea. i really do hope that. .o well. .dreams and wishe wil lcome true...

but i guess. .most girls jst wan some kind of a promise huh

was coming outta mrt. .then thought i saw light flickers. i turned back to have a quick look. but din catch anythign as i was in a hurry to rush home
ok. think im too tired huh.
no more lights flickering please.

today about cheap stuffs. haha. so much goodies ^^ yay
great n awesome hehehehe

mata!

aching all over =(

soooo tired... abit cold today huh. good

=/ whole body is crumbling down.. .sighs..............
what should i do. i feel like my life is so inbalance right now. and sometimes i don know how to manage it =(
just need some pushings.. but. o well.

just wondering.. how to suvive this sorta .. working lifestyel
so tired everyday. i don know what went worng. neither does my colleague. we're both wondernig why are we so tired everyday?
my body is aching, im tired everyday. .slpy sometimes yes. often yea.
but fatique man.. thats the killer
gosh

i dunno. just hope july will be here soon. hopefull ymy birthdya will be a good one. remember last year? the worse one .diaster ever. haiz... wonder if this year will eb worse huh. nvr know.
but hope its not too bad ba
in need of a long break. my body is so tired.
aching . and restless
dunno how to overcome each day long working hours. oh man =/

sometimes all i need ot know is just a little truth and information. is that all too much to give?
what do u think

so wish i have the osim leg massager . omg

holy cow. i just realized i scratched myself till bleed. small bleed =.='''' dots. so itchy !! i think its mosquito bite or something. five holes. weird huh

oh that time i read this atricle. .about this korean girl from this girl gorup. dunno isit 2 ne 1 or dunno waht. they all look the same to me.. .=.=
turns out she just had a double eyelid sugery ,and posted her pic up in her dunno website or soemthing

i dunno. if you're the one, will u be proud to show the whole world and let them know oh i just had a surgery   for my eyes. O.o but hten again, i guess thats a normal everyda y thign for them ba. heard koreans has the most go under the knife women ocuntry.
so yea. to them its very common ba. tocut here change there everywhere.. .as long as they hav money ,pay for it, then just change. gues to themits nothign wrong. it is just a normal casual thing to change the features they dislike.
but seriously, u can tell some of htem are very fake. O.o
which is very wasterd ba.  a nice girl, ended up having to cut herself.. .eew.. .kk .better stop now
=X eerie

sighs... not looking forward this week=( don like .huu..

u know. rgm blamed it on the staffs aagin. his fault right. then always make it as otehr ppls mistake=( sighs. rrly dunn owhat to say..

my manager also  cannot stand this part of hm. she get very angry about it too.

glad theres soem time fo rmy jap revision todya. otherwise most of hte dasy me wil lfeel tired to do anythign else.
need to revise ne. if not , cosno speak everyday, will end up forgetting alot. haha

do not try to hide anythign from me.
i am not stupid.
senses are so so accurate. uh huh.

huuuuuu tired. =(
tired9999999999
bored. and tired. pain all over. huu.....

today just had a thought. wouldnt it be ncie. if i rent a hotel or soehting. those with a kitchen. apartment eh. gosh. .wouldve been perfect. a week... nothig to do, watch tv on bed, chill... movie.. . cook. gosh. i can cook n cook n cook.
all at the comfort of one small room with kitchen tv n living room. better yet if theres a bathtub eh .giv me at leats oen week of life like that, omg. no complaints liao.
sure wil lbe refreshed. ..mm... should be. ha
but silly thought. sure will be expensive.
but nice eh. if only that time the hotel has a kitchen. hahah .but impossible ne
too exp i guess.
but gd tright. when shop and walk too long, just stay in and relaz. thats what i did in syd. i dont find the need to go out everyday from mrg till late night. i think its good to just watch tv.. in bed. nothign to worry about. no work. no stress. just eat slp chill... omg. that is so great.
but o well. .at leats i did that alryad. but not back to square one .super tired.

huu so wanna go uss =((
no time. and frne's schedule so messed up . how to go. huu. .bro dun dare take rides. how.. .huu
me so wanna go=( ...
but then again.. ...u know. ..i wouldnt mind going alone at all .mm.............
well, wait till my birthday is here the decide ba

if wait3.. will end up nvr go=.= just like movies. say wanna go, in the end, tired, busy.. etc..then edn up movie gone. haizzzzzzz my poor life.

kk. gtg ba

mata

bodyache

bad headache right now=/

stomach aint feeling good either

todya . .such a boringggggg same old plain day.. =/ online. .tv.. eat sit.. uh huh.. same. =/
so boring. i am just too tired to do anything else. so so tired= /

then it struck me. life wouldve been sooo different if he is here with me. tired , but perhaps wont be so tired. wil lhave him accompany me. .there'll be fun laughter and happiness. even if its quiet , it wouldnt be bored
oh dear .
how i wish to have that kind of a life

my energy level is sooo low. haiz... tch. i need one whole week of rest. seriously i do

ok. so at least. he brightens up my day. best part is msging him part =)
at one point think he fell aslp for a couple of hours? me fell aslp too. but jjust a tiny bit htats all .

wow. .i can feel that my whole body is crumbling down...
oh gosh

oh last night watched this tv..movie. theres the pool bubble form thingy sam tol dme about the other day.
ha. exactly as i pictured it.
guess thats a common thing eh? but ... dun like. too wild.
like. ..alot of bitches and u know.
messy.

and so.... yup.

gosh stomach is killing me

mm. .i think im having a cough soon?
i dunno. i can feel that my throat aint good right now =/
been coughing here n there. not alot yet.
but yea .spitted out somehtin gjust now. argh.. so yea. hopefully i'll be fine. cant  get sick u know no matter what. cannot mc.
gosh. i cant even sit up straight=(

perhasp i should go lie down in bed.
too tired..my body,

huu

aching. all over.
oh dear=/


oh yea. sammy got into an accident today. haiz.. .so scary.. nobody acn tell the future. im just so thankful that he's safe and sound. .phew..... very scary. wish nothing bad will ever happen to him.
wth the taxi drivers doing man. tch... haiz. so scary.. just hope he'l lbe fine. poor thing. his head=( and good thing theres car insurance. if night time alone worse. omg. touch wood. kk.. gtg

mata

love be told

phewwwwwwwww . now no longer need to us emy own internet. bro's friend fixed it. yayyyyyyyyyyy great news eh =) haha finally!!! phew.
now no more worries about internet

mm......... yea. seriously so many weird guys of all ages in my store at that new area. .and u knw what. todya soooo many couples!!! omg. whats wrong? today not valentines day ne .cos of sunday u think? mm..

but anyway, haiyo.. waht a day
mm.. stomach not good ne.. like.. yea dots.. not comfy

was talking to my colleague.. about how we're so tired even though sometimes nothing much to do. but very tire.d off day also very tired.

she told me of how that guy she met. erm. .rememebr i wrote about this girl , she's late 20s. .has a bf. then somehow she met this guy at this store cos guy asked for her number. and she duno why herself, she gave him. blah3... then her bf ofund out through texts or what. .and now she not seeing him liao .
theh one i asked her. .since the guy nvr asked if she's attached, if he did ask, will she say yes? she was stumped. she said she dunno =.=''

anyway, glad its over now. and glad she din break up

so yea she was telling me its nice to meet someone new, do something exciting or what. ..
liek how that guy made her day when they went out together.
(i know siounds so wrong omg)
like she'll be so happy and all.. as in i dunno. as in frenship happy ba?? dunno she even like him or waht

anyway, thats so wrong huh. ha. pity her bf =/ haiz... but well, its also new and refreshing?? isit? to hav new fren, go out etc.. .but then.. nvr shouldve forget her bf mah... later anything happen regret also no turning back liao =(
luckily she listened, and didnt stay in contact with htat guy.
but who knwos.
mm... so yea ..guess sometimes its these little temptations or thigns that leads ppl to nvr return regret momnets road huh =/ not good .
glad that she n her bf ben together for years, and well, they have future. at least she knew she will marry him soon enough. so thats good. =)
guess she's just innocently wanna make fren ba.. but that guy perhaps really like her huh? o wel. oterhwise why ask her out when it is near xmas period.
its fine i guess?? but when u know the other party has a motive for asking u out, then why did u agree to go =/ wouldnt tat be so unfair to ur partner>? perhaps she din think so much.
o well.

for me, i'll never go out with the person again if i know he likes me. its so awkward . argh.
imagine how her bf will feel huh. .haiz. somethigns just.. o well =/

soyea..read a couple of ldr fan page in fb... the couples stories. .so inspiring. .another one recently i read... really toching. they nvr give up .and after years, they finally get to be togetehr. or at least stay near each other where its about 18hrs drive.
18hrs drive better than spending money on tickets right.
ha

anyway .. still thinking abut tat bethany and ryan story. .few days back me blogged about it remember.
.. yea.. .thigns will never be ok.. .imagine when she sleep alone, lights out.. i tell u.. that feeling.. sighs .=/ its the hardest and saddest feelign in teh world...yet.
i bet she cried herself painfully to slp everynight for months.
or even a year.
i feel her pain. yet im sure her pain is much worse.
at least they treasure it all. no regrets(sorta). they married. and he's brave to have ask for her hand in marriage. just such a pity.. sweet couple has to be separated for eternal liek that =(
sighs.
wonder how will she be huh.
the living one. .will always be the painful one =/
.. reailty version on titanic huh? erm.. welll. .not quite. lol. so yea...

their courage and love is somehting.. most ppl couldnt even find in their whole lifetime. for a love like this. for a sweet blissful life like this. soemtiems.. when you owns the world, but no one to share it with, that, can be a very lonely thing..

now why dont u guys give tha special someone of yours a big tight hug now and tell thenm u love them.

actually,.. simple gesture will do. doesnt need to be fancy or expensive. as long as youre sincere, she or ohe can surely feel it..
nothing beats the true sincerity coming out from a  persons heart.....

just sad. .me just sad that a couple like that... future, travel plans, having babies.. .all has to be stopped because he's going to a far away neevr to return land.. =/
such a waste. .such cruelty ... haiz..
why...

heart stil..clenches whenevr i thought of their .. haiz.

kk. gtg. shoulder aching. me very tired as usual .
slp y liao. .but guess gonna online somemore ba

it was an enjoyable night msging him just now. ha.. =)
 so joyful.
short time, but yet so.. =) nice.

mata ne ^^