short quick blog

i have so much to type. butit late. im having a headache.. and slpy .huu

so. quick blog again

mm. ok. had terribel ghostly nightmare again. though not as worse as previous one.. but still very bad=(

watched this the possession movie. not scary. predictable. but still very nice. watched it cos of the actor from supernatural.
after movie just wanna hea home asap. dunno .just felt. .uncomfy. not cos movie scary or wat. but.. just .. i dunno =/ cos of my nightmares perhaps

therees a cope of contentants i lie form x factor. they are not those typical gd looking handsome or beautiful ones. but their voices are incredible.
i rrly3 like them
saw this girl. think shes young ba. has this bf accpmained her. god. i dunno wat her bf see in her.
such a bitc* . nobody like her . shes so nosey ard. anwyay,

short blgo. imma slp now. sammy headin to bed liao

,,. wat else.

erm

yea. tats it. cants think liao .late

kk jaa will continue soon.

restless day

gosh. so tired.............. =.= suddenly afetr such hectic week, no work. my body gonna crumble liao
can feel every inch of my body muscles trying to relax..

anwyay, alot to blog. lets see if i remember

so.. ytd. i thought i saw redz at taka. from the corner of my eyes... but its liek he wore a hat, the way he stand (leaning against the wall and looking at his phone was like 100% his style.  i think its him. but i dunno ba. that time thought i saw him at mrt too. reason why i don wanna see him not becos im scared of him watsoever. its because i dunno what i'l ldo. i'll probably gib a dirty evi lglare, scold or shout at him in public. i will u know. those anger are still inside of me. thigns i wanna scold him upside down but din get a chnce to do so.. all inside of me. so wanna lashes out at him. pfft
ow ell... hope i wont ever see him again

oh. so today. was checking ot this korean singer wat banana song.
canadian korean i thinK? omg. that girl. she was dancing and singing live. its quite rare though. cos i heard they don usually sing live. cept for boa. =)
anwyay, yea. i dunno that was a pre recorded live, or live performance. i think its live performance. so her dancing was minisie cos if dance  , u need to restrict abit. if not ur singing will not be very good. will be tough ba
and soooooooooooo i was like .oh great! finally a live performance form korean. then......... =.=
o.m.g. she suckssssssssssssss. her dancing as expected some moves. .but not so great. worse thing is her singing. like teenagers karaoke. like that also can become singer? wat to do. u have a face, body, can become star liao. voice just need to edit through dunno wat. so yea.
but.. omgggggggg
her live really sucks. i couldnt bear to watch finish the video .i just close it. =.=
so disappointed.
=/
hopefully there'll be a good performer  like boa coming up soon.
like that also dare to come out and sing live? omg. image shattered =/
too bad. thought i would like her .
but yea. rrly liek the fact that boa didnt have to blend in with the other girls. lke they'll be wearing skirts and all.. dressy up. then boa will be wearing a casual top with jeans or something. and she looks beautiful. yea. u rrly don have to blend in with anyone in iorder to look beautiful. if u ahve it, ppl can see it. =)

anwyay,
mm... im forgetting something .i dunno wat.

last night was quite a gd one =) though day wasnt.=.= due to fren asked me and another fren last min msg wanna head out for gathering anot. then last min also let us know oh cannot make it. wth.
stil lgot time to fb. then say too busy to msg us. excuses. =.=
o well. no hard feeling sba. soemtimes pppl does forget thigns. .o well

huu.... =/ appied for leave cos of bro la. voucher gonna expire then use. omg.
haiz. waxted my leave. o well.
once in a while family dinenr ba ..

im so tired and nono energy today.. huuu =/
terrrible.
oh back to last night. was finally alone. msging sammy. on the couch comfy. sat night. tv playing my fav movie resident evil. chips. if only he's here, omg. everythign wil lbe perfect. but anyway, still its comfy and cosy. .nice to relax. its been such a hideous week for me. =/ busy liek mad. huuuuuuu
uh huh. =(
and then tired. not enough rest. etc.haiz. then finally last night get to have a dinner outside with parents. then ntuc. then home. online bath, then fav movie. its such a short lived moment. but yet its almost near perfection for a night. uh huh. sat night at home quiet and peaceful. then sammy gotta slp early. then me just watch movie.
thinking how nice it wouldve been if he's here with me
hopefully this kind of night will coem soon ba.
nice night. uuh huh .
simple. but rrly relaxing.
bath... .was like .under the shower... for a good few mins letting water splashy onto my head and face whilst im sitting down...
just relax.. htinking.. oh how nice it is. finally this hectic crazy week is over. finally my off day tmr.

o well. liek tat ba. so short lived. but at least betetr than none eh

mm... anything else anot.. =.=
mm...
thast abt it i guess?

hoep bro is having a great time in rome now .
k. .gtg.
though im pretty bored and slpy tired restless...now.. huu
seeknig joy with msging him

jaa mata

nice customers

and so... i find that i llost interest in speaking with my fren after i knew wat lies he told me of.. and  ..stuffs like tat. liar.
i hate it. after betrayal liek that, i rrly cant trust tat person again. i mentioned before so yea.
but . .o well. jsut felt like strangers now. who ask him lie to me

mm... wat else

oh. spotted 5 youngs men checking out pandora today. O.o i dunno why. they seems to be younger than sammy. or perhaps about... 20s? i think ba. yea . maybe they maybe for pressy ba. ha. din know guys liek them would know or even heard about pandora

mm.. i forgot wat else im supposed to type =.= dotsss just few secs ago i still remember =.= '''''

anwayy, gonna rest soon. sighs. long day =/

another staff gonna quit. uh huh. o well. .watever ba

wat else. .mm.... '
ohhhh yeaaa

haha. ytd a customer so funny. i was being nice to her. she wanted to meet my rgm for business purposes. then asked if he is as nice as me.  XD lol. then say i have a bf anot? cos she has a brother. LOLLL .she tell her colleagues 2 ladies .that i have very pretty eyes. incase youre wondering is that the reason why i changed my fb cover.. -_- no. i swear nothing to do with her comment. always got ppl talked abt my eyes. mm.. =.= dunno ne. rrly that nice meh? =.= nah. .just normal ba. i think alot of ppl hav diff pretty features

kk. gonna go. hair dry alryd?
oh. someone approached me to join anothers company =.= ha. tat person told me its higher pay than wat im earning now. o welllllllllllllll dunno ba.
omg. imagine if i quit also, my rgm wil lgo nut. then my sm quit, then everythign go nuts hahahah

kk. nighst

jaa mata

aussie way of living?

very tiring day.. .omg. =( by the end of night. .im like dead meat xombie. huu... 800 -1000 then 1230-2230.. uh huhT_T can faint liao. huu worked non stop every sec throguhout the day. OMG
andits not gonna be over yet so soon huuuu
=/.

anway... was just lookey throgh my frens fb.. so his gf is from melb. anyway he rrly dislike sg i think? not say dislike .but then he jsut prefer overseas ba i guess? at least he's sure he'll wanna buy house in melb.one day. someone with his gf. h eknows where he wanna be. but he's tinking.. difficult part is to intergrat the way of their living.

mm.......... i try to put myself in his shoes. .if me, will it be difficult? i think its fine ba. just that. ..
no spicy hot food =.='''''
haha. yea. wat a pity. ohh!! hav!!! ut its difficult to get i guess. i stil lrememebr that spicy friend rice indonesian store i think. sammy ate. a pity i couldnt find my way there n eat it again =( but at least i tried the noodles. hehe .

weather. too cold sometimes. hair slapping across my faceXD .couple of times i thought i was gonna blown off XD hahahhaa. =_= yea im not kidding.

mm........
yea. basically just chilli ba. XD haha. and the after bath step out part. omg. can die. *faint.
haiz............. =( me miss tha place so much. and times spend with him.
anwyay, me resisted to look ard at the pandora started kit. uh huh.
hopefully it'll go away soon XD haha.

mm...
o well. thats about it ba. just so tired. exxtremely tired... workload a million tasks to complete. deadline is near for everyone =/ wish us luck. haiz

oh yea. not so close childhood fren.not even fren ba. just no contact type. anyway, found out his gf of two yrs. went pearth or melb. i duno .just australia. study i think. then few weeks later, somehow i think something happened. maybe a guy flirted with his gf. or she replied back in a not so gd way.. (hmm. .i dunno if i blog this before or not)
anyway, somehow he's single. posted. .. ''soemtimes u shouldnt bite off more than u cna chew'' . ''some guys shameless. .knowing ppl has a bf, still wanna come in between them ''.. .yea. but anway, gd news. phew. somehow, he went to melb , dunno he got meet her anot. i dunno. but he's with a couple of frens whos staying there. so yea., then soon after, he came back, they both put up their couple profile pics liao.
so yea. i think they're back together again .
think he lost 8kg in one month. but dunno .. due to previous heartache i guess??
i couldnt eat well nor live well when i was in pain either..
anwayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
uh huh .
thats about it ba. wa slike .huh so fast broke up liao O.o then was like ..ohhhh yay. think they're back together again

serioulsy.. no matter wat happened to her. .or my fren misunderstood.. .dunno. but. 2 yrs relationshoip. .if less than one month busted cos of stupid ppl(that guy) , then its so not worth it. its so wasted=/
cos blinded by stupid guy, or truth, then causes years of relationship to fail.. haiz.. .rrl not worth it.. =/

kk gtg slp

OMG> time to resttttttttttttttttt =) finallyT_T huuu
cant wait to hit the pillow

oh one more.. XD

omg=.= the ho ppl. .dunno how they work. it comes to me and my sm that.. they are lazy . slacking. sorry harsh words. but. they couldve done better. always last min. then say things not clear.
omg. ended up so much trouble causes for my team. and we .. omg. last two days? did some much changes to the store, in the end, foudn out couldve save the trouble if they had gotten back to us earlier, or more accurately. etcetc
so many times alrdy. kk .gtg liao

jaa mata!

missing him

wow. ..saw this limited edition started set at pandora. OMG. $326. but i think its considered as cheap ba. i loveeee this set. with red background(the main glass bead) then theres ladybug in black colour  as the design. omggggg sooooo niceeeeee but theres other desgisn to choose from too. if im rich , i would've buy it now. starter kit ne!! huuuu... nvm..... bear with itttt i bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr grr=.=
so yea. huu. too bad. i can buy. but .. nah.. later i need to save till crazy T_T
cannot.
aw.. but so ncie .
nvm. i bear. uh huh =.=

so...... yea. talking with sammy last night . i konw more about him =) and im happy.
he asked about if i go out often with other male frens.. omg. i am so busy with work .so tired. most of hte time i spedn with my family. where got time for my frens .XD uh huh=.= poor me eh.
but since i started working here, i have more female frens now. going out with them is nice . =) but of course im not talking about those bitchy typical kind of girls .but nice down to earth kinda female frens.
as for guys,  i sense soemthings not right, if they're interested in me or watsoever, i wont meet them up haha . omg. excuses to think of are running out liao. either use. .im sick, tired,or working, busy, not free.. .etc... to push down an invitation. liek that tiem the lego land invite. hahaha .luckily got gd excuse. i like to use a true excuse. but most of the time its true. not false. im so tired wit h work. where got time for them .cept for my family and sammy. well sammy is my family so yea .haha=)
lucky sammy eh. don have to worry so much. haha. im such a good girl ^^ XD!!! cheyy=.= dots. sorry. thick skin of me eh .lol =.= baka desu

but yea. when he's not concentrating on game and online, talking more can make laughter more ^^ aw .rrly cant wait to see him again . love his laughter and everything. ha. can so ttotally picture him slping halwfway throughout phone call ^^ cute

mm.. today turned out to be a nice day after all. but always in bad mood whenever i get to eat lunch too late on my off. ha. o well

today a tad to owarm for me. gosh

mm.. me still no time to make sushi. have time. but not in the mood yett.. mm. .how ar. unless i hav long holiday week again. but not now ba

mm... hell of a week is coming soon=/...
...gdluck to me. haiz.. ....huu

jaa mata

trampire reunited

ok. better blog now before i forget

and soooooo... heard the news of trampire asnd robert getting back together. haha. guess he's still gonna forgive her after all. i think he's a gd man. jsut such a pity. but yea. i guess.. .it rrly depends on situation. .some ppl make mistake, some don deserve sympathy cos they'll do again. others, wil llearn their stupid mistake, adn deceded to love their partner back even more than ever in tiem to come. hopefully she's that type of gril ba. but yea. guess they stil lcouldnt live without each other. hopefully she didnt feel that way cos of ppl hatin gher and all. o well. u nvr know. haha. i stil dislike her for the record=.= 

mm... was soooooooooooooooooooooooo extremely tired ytd=( bz non stop.. haiz. ...move hte entire wall bays... ard store.. .=.= uh huh.... with only 3 staffs. huuu

toughest day is yet to come .this week is very tough =( 

huu

anwyay

mm.. oh. had a nice chat with sammy las tnight. alwyas nice to hear o rwatch him slp. ohhh spoken and video call with bro last night too. he cxaleld us. haha .mum was there. aw.. .so nice. one room all for himself . so exp the room .. i think?
mm...  me very tired. still. yea. .but dunno wat to do for day. rot again at home? or.... mm.. maybe i should go out. .though im scared i'll spend =X
sammy said about after uni then he'll know.. i was thinking.. mm.. yea.. no definite answer for himself till years later..
i thought. its always better if u know wat u want, and chase them . but then.  taht wont work for all situations. every situations is different

ut... jjust .. yea. i  hate these kind of.. days alone 

mm.. should i go out.. geez

=/

mata

movie age

mm.. dunno wat to blog about. .

just super duper tired....... oh gosh.
..
haiz

=/
o well.. tahan abit more ba

anwyay. today was taking my time observing the customers at pandora XD LOL... uh huh i did that=.=
but yea. there's couples there... there's girlfrens there... interesting. but our store been so bz. even pandora. omg. they are so busy!! guess business is gd. but i wonder why O.o
its like.. u need to spend 300 then can get free charm. (promo) . that cant be the reason why it attracted so much customers right? mm.. .i wonder...

anyway, mm... thinking how i should save my money for next month.
mm.. .and wonder if theres any pkans in the next fewe months.. dunno yet ne..
mm... =. =dunno

omg. im sjut too tired huuuuuu =/
need a great massage.. and lots of slp and.. and... RESTT!! huuu
but .. .but.. =/ haiz..

mm. .seems like i have something to blog about... wat else besides pandora. .wat else....
haiyo. dunno. forgot liao =. =

tats about it i guess.

u know. seems as though i've worked for o0ne whole week already=.=
thats how i feel .huu

mm. .bro flew off le ba.. .aw.. hope he'll hav fun. sounds so awesome. haiz. me miss him and travelling
..
wonder if there'll be a chance to.. mm... if only can stay for another 3 weeks there. omg. i'll be the most happy girl in the world. work hard one year also worth it. XD
but surv iivng on instant noodle for 3 weeks.. erm. .not gd idea hor? lol. one week pkus still can.
that time 9 dasy or 10 days i went there.. also surviev on those. its delicious though =)
even though its inside hotel most of the time, i rrly enjoy the freedom of away from family, aircon, tv, (not counting in the horror part where aircon turnb itself on and lights flickering =.= )
..gosh. freedom. do watever i wan. buy watever i like. go to my fav paddy market. ..=) haiz. me rrly happy . and though din see him that often. but, its better than nothing. a  one day or a night's dinner is worth every smile on my face=)
and im so glad though. no period. hahahahaha. everytime wanna go travel, the most im worried about is that=.=
haha. o well. wat to do. im a girl mah

mm.... ohhhhhhh! that day watched movie rememebr?
wanan buy nc movie tix. that cashier was like. ..pointing to the nc 16 sign.. smug look.. look at me liek this =_= then asked.. ''are you at least 16 years old?'' =_=
wth................. =.= dots...... .
i was like so happy to say yes i am over 16 yrs old! of course me no shout la. was like with an innocent face and face like O.o when i replied her
 haha
was taken aback. .wat kind of question is tat=.=

mm.. kk .gtg.
dunno wat else to bkog for now

mm.. money issue ba.. but otherwise would so love to travel asap and for longer days
gtg
shall save harder next month

mata