sick again!!

i am sick again. sneezing, runny nose, i drank tonsssssssss of water!!! still craving for more water. but at least throat lessen the soreness... i guess.

haiz........ its terrible. i hate getting sick. i'd better be well by the time im outta sg

its terrible. maybe not enough rest ba. dunno
but yea. .so sick.. med not working =/ sianz

tmr working. .not sure if i can pull the day off. somemore new mystery shop will start again
how sia if tmr i cant perform well =/

mm.. ya. gonna try slp early.

quite a boring day u know

sianz

sick and bored and..  o well=/

mata

lack of proper slp!

whoa... i slept soooo little hours within these few days due to work. each time slpt like 4, ,5 ,5 hoursomg. no. i think 4 days liao. dunno. totally lost count. sooooooooooooo at my limit sleepyyyyyyyy and tired. more of slpey. my body and brain telling me i need slp and rest more than 24hrs. ha

omg... been caught up with work.. no choice but to work.

haiz. busy till nuts abt roster. seems liek whats been finally setttled, may have changes again =/ more work ba

anyway, ,,... yea. had my hair cut today. so nice!! v exp. almost wanted to quit. but yea. so well worth the money.  

u shld know. usually i hate haircuts. and its liek cant satisfied me. only shunji matsuo so far has been the best hair salon ever. last time, so long ago, i cut there. i was like .ok. nice cut. nice shape. thats why me decided to go there again. diff person. but wow. same . in fact, better. though not much changes, but my hair feels lighter and smoother, straighter now

so nince

wish i don have to wash forever. haha. let it remain like this. love my hair natural glow. and sine. rrly! 

kk. hope maybe tonight can rest soon. gosh slpy and tired.

oh yea somemore start at 7am today T_T had a longggg time spending time with 2 gfs, and after that met one previous partimer. nice to catch up for abit and chit chat. but yea. tired!!! 

mata!! 

what is it

im not sure what i enjoy doing anymore

sighs
=(

frustrated.
don know waht i wan. perhaps i do. but jsut that i cant reach it

oh yea. after such a longggggggggggg pain... .finally im glad to say.. i shld be fine liao.
though i still caxnt resist chilli.. ut yea.. shld be fine liao

gosh. 15 days to go... cant beluieve. . oh no. its 14 days to go. cos besically im flying off in middle of night
wow. so surreal.
i sure will miss sg weather

gosh drying hair. supposed to be slp by now

so much worries. neevr ending
wonder how am i gonna go easy on myself.

cannot ne. i think definitely i must keep track of work especially roster when im overseas.
but still hoping i'll get to enjoy ba

damn. giving myself too much stress or what. but i just want things to be perfect. if not get back home, also headache with the workload

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dunno ba. going crazy liao.
feel like shouting out loud

sighs

o well

mata

still sick

soooooooooo slpy n tired now. abit stomahc ache.

sorry no blog. been tired and so sick. =(
sighs

yea. been wakin g up early due to pain inmy gastric or sutin =/ right now i feel bettr abit. but yea. hpefully tonight can slp all the way through

so slpy.. stomach abit weird aagin

gosh eyes cant open soon.

mata ne

sorry short blog. still not well =(

In serious pain =(

i am just so sick and uncomfortable .think i had a slight fever when i just got home

though i knew i shouldve stayed home and rest, but i still didnt wannawaste a day when i couldve gone out with my parents. so.. yea .siad i was ok, and out i go... hell painful. 

=( and no docotr!!! ya. no doc o see today. grrrrr

and i was in much pain. queue alrdy then say no doc in today. wth

haiz

anwyay yea. was liek holding my bag strap tightly al lthe time.

i wasnt sure if it was pain or burn or what but yea. im pretty sure now its pain. ust not typical stomache im talking abt

gosh woke up at 5am to shit soooooo much

diarrhea. whole day

and yes. im sure the gurdian med is not working at all =/ 

sighs

so uncomfortbale

pain

whole stomach area.. intestine whatever u called it

im pretty sure i ate too full

haiz

rrly hate3 eat lunch late. then dinner must eat on full stomach. long story but

yea. every seconds is painful and discomfort for me=((((

i cant sit up straight now =/

sighs

maybe also stress huh

struggling to type too cos v pain

bro is taking forever to tlak!!! omg. dvd always must stop halfway. dunno who he takling to everynight

may i get well soon=(

sianz. htta tiem throat. now stomach. i hate spending money on doctor med

mata

not the usual stomach ache

ok. and now, my stomach is so bloated =(
still painful since tues night

sighs thats why hate to eat late,. then when dinthese two days gonna have long day ahead. rrly cant afford to ner is here, too full to eat..
dunno what happen. too full isit that night. then instestine burst ar?

but still burnign adn pain ful lstomach area. me don rrly get bad cramps like my colleagues . so was tlaking abt it. doesnt seem to be so ne. its still like a week or more before my next period. somemore its been hurting for long. plus its not that lower part cramp pain whihc i know hwo it feels like
so yea i think most likely shouldnt be menstral cramp
then what isit?
somehow after 2 panaldos and squatetd abit, i can talk and stand strighter plus tlak lounder and walk ard like.
was getting worse. till the point i cant stand up straight ned to hunch back cos using abs to stand straight get what i mean??
so yea. cant even talk much cos again, using stamina and then jsut couldnt rrly walk much either. nid to sit down.
can cry sia. so painful

gonna slp soon

busy these two days sia cos of AFF thingy going on.
not a bad thing but.. just worried abt my stomach

haiz

kk jaa mata =/

hopefully no nid see doctor=/ sian.z hate spendin gmoney at the docs. huuuuu

aching day =/

having a terrible3 stomach ache now. but its not those normal type u get. its more of like after going to poo few times, stil lhurts. its like instentines hurts. theres this pain lingering in there.
rrly uncomfortable and painful =( huuu after med still not cured.

gonna slp now. but bet i'll have some prob slping ba huu

=/

i rememebred i ate huge bowl or youmee. then full. then soon dinner. no choice. so yea thinking ok just eat. normal rice. then soon after, hurts. htink im too full or wat?
we all eat the same ne. somemore mum also v full as me cos of our lunch
but we had diff lunch
duno

cant blog liao. rrly painful=(( huuuuuu

mata

hoepfully by tmr is fine otherwise how sia