lovely mirror

soooo slpy. still not enough rest. gonna blog a quickei before i hit the sack. 

finally get to skype with sammy again. it was great. cant even remember whens the last time we spend off  properly together.  but nice to skype for a bit even a little. better than nothing

gosh. had 4 hrs of slp twice and in between. body aint taking it too well. losing energy at work .v v sleepy.
so yea. cant wait to slp now. bro played dvd.. so watche dfor abit. .

gosh cant even think of wha tto typemm.. what else bene happening. .cant remember.. mm...
o well .

just thinking of wha tto do for the next two days

oh. that day. waited for a meal. .35mins. first time i raises my voice at this waitress. hag on. i've blogged it had i?? mm.. nvm just in case. so yea. i was asking and pointing to her the receiot time.which was the time i ordered. then i point to my hp. look at wha ttime it is now.
yea. sumtin liek that. cos alrdy not feeling happy. cos hungry and no appetite.dunno what to eat. walk3.. .cant decide. then when they forgot my order again,.. .was at the verge of fighting mode liao ha.

but seriously. ppl been forgetting abt my orders. not jsut this jap pplace. i dunno why. i dunno what happened. maybe im fogettable.
..

even at indian stall downstair also.. family orders all came cept for me.. got one more time aswell. .gosh lost count.

ah. was at ntuc toilet today. and. i dunn owhy. like as though for the first time , is aw myself in the mirror. (ive removed al lmakeup) . .and i was like. omg. i look pretty. XD not the typical. oh im so pretty thinking u know. its like.. decent looking even withouth fancy dresses on etc.. if that make sense.
so yea .
rrly like how i looked.
comfortable bah.
thouh not totally there yet but yea.
i was rrly surprised. maybe that mirror is v gd or sumtin. lol .
anyway, im proud to have my own features.
so wee. 

kk. better go slp now. mm.. i hope i'll feel better though. soemtimes. .dunno waht to do makes me go rlry ..frustrated. its so hard to stay happy.
dietary suppplement.  dun rrly liek taking it. unless i rrly feel the need to . cos ppl eat withouth consulting doc nowadays. 

was dozing off in chair jus tnow. goshhh slpy!!! 

jaa mata

cold or not

gosh. having some bedbugs issue. T_T not my room. but my parents. i dunno why my room is free of it. though its not taht super tidy .ha. but yea... touch wood. i wish they will nvr make it to my room. im totaly afraid of bugs. rrly wish they wont appear in my room ever and never and ever .=.= 

but seriously, bedbugs rrly is a big issue. 

had 4hrs of slp or so last nigjt. today at work. .yea. ..v v v v v vslpy. was like falling aslp on shop floor. luckily sm off today. =.=
but so cant control mysefl 

cant wait to go lalaland later

mm.. so diffic ult to adjust. sometimes v cold.. then sometimes too cold. hadns freezing .so much off aircon. 

then hot. then on again. haiyo

unline in syd hotel. even if off, its still cold. haha

k.. gtg soon. 

need to relax.. work stress is too much to handle soemtimes. dso is personal life. 

and... yhea. u know.
mm... k bah. gtg then.
jaa mata 

hopefuly sammy is doing alright with his work.. luckily he nvr forget. well he almost he said. phew. yea. .hoepfully it'll all be doine and over with soon

awww soooo swt!! v haooy for my fren. shes a great free spiriated girl .  malay bf for. .dunno 5 yrs or so? she sso nice and frenly. alot of ppl like her.
so happy shes engaged finally~!!!! the girl i mentieodn before. that time. logn itme ago. her bf parents v typical malay. dun wan their son marry chinese girl. three yearsinto their relationshiop, she haven even meet them . dunno abt now. but , still so happy. think maybe htey accepted her alrdy> ? she got tattoo though. its an inspirtional one. cos hse went through some major prob family thing y in her life. so yea. .wonder if his malay muslim parents will freak ojt anot. but most importantly, he didnt give up. and now they oen step closer to hapily ever after married life!!! cant wait for her to get married =))) lucky girl!

kk jaa mata

too fulL!

been looking forward towards my slping time .
airconnnnnnnnnn im starting to liek it more n more. though its only been two nights. 
but yea. 
mrg wakey so dun wanan leave it ne. 

gosh. regret ate so much. now im too full to slp. so uncomfy =/ 

my throat still uncomfy. .not been taking med.. haiyo.. bad huh

so slpy. cant wit to slp 

though mrg shift but. .decided to give him space. he need to study so yea. . . o well .

so nice. .soemtimes feel envy when see frens post their partners pics... ha. .. o well.. different case for me bah 

gonna slp liao.. though.. stomach too full n uncomfy. o wman 

k bah. gonna hang around somemore then see how

its so easy to picture the way he laugh an dsmile. indescriable feeligns. 

mata

broken pcs

so slpy.cant wait to slp
mm..  eh.. .yea...  yawning laio.. dunnno.. scared forgot what to type.. ,mm..  wokey with abit iof runny nose... gosh ,parents last night didnt knwo. .they ended up with cold night. so yea...

me abit too.. then too warm then cold again. gosh. rlry need to get the right amount of temp ne
ah almost forgot..
broken jar.. gosh .my fav drinking jar.. =(((( gone jsut liek that. sighs.........
rrly sad. =(((
..haiz... its cheap and gd to use. yet gone liao... ...rrly heartpain..
and somemor it smashes on the ground along with water. .so difficult to clear up the glasses bit sn pcs. in the end kena cut abit of myslef. and my toe. .small piece of glass stuck ointo it. eeewwwww rightttt
i hav to pull it out. omg... .faint. lol. but small ones so yea.. .yet. .still.. .argh
mm... think my nose n throat. .both not gd
v uncomfy
anyway. .those movies scenes. .yes they're pertty true.. don pick up shards of glasses with ur bare hands. for me no choice ar. theres water along it. i cant ust sweep it yea
small cuts. .but will heal soon bah .
k bah. gonna slp soon mabe. wanna wait for sammy
too late to head ot today. .o well
jaa mata

what to do tmr

so itchy. the bra silicon keep making my skin so itchy. =/
scratch till got scars. huu.
trying hard not to scratch so much .

so tired again .
trying to destress. luckily rgm went on leave tmr onwards. tonight the person called not her. its another rgm. phew. so so glad.
cant imagien hwat to say if its the aussie rgm called .
can die ne. 

so slpy. think imma head to bed in abit.
tmr dunno wanna do what. so many thigns to do. yet also wanan jsut laze ard and rot at home .=/ how. what to do..
clean room. or rest. haiz... 

rrly just feel like sitting down all day n online. not move an inch. cos 5 days a week im moving every inch every secs.
=/
sighs.
liek that can desterss? and make me happier? 

duno bah 

how i wish im in syd now. .

.. 

see how bah. tmr then decide.

cant wait to try out new aircon. ive always wanted one in my life wheni was younger. but.. dunno ne. now.. abit alte bah.. but stil lliek it. uh huh. better than neevr. jsut that. .how i wish this couldve happen earlier. might've.. if dad nvr drink ..or quit drinking earlier huh .anwyay yea. like i'd said. at least better than nvr .

mm. .but me no thick blankie ne. need to buy?

haiz.. tired to go anywhere. how.. .

how to spend my day off..

ja amata

getting sick

anotehr tired day. lil bit li;l bit of unhappy thigns. .soemtimes i just stopped typing in heree. becos that;ll might jsu tmake me more sad desu .
don even wanna think abt it. but its there yaknw 

im jus tnot gd with how to deal with stress, .mostly from work. 
wanna eat healthy. but fid it difficult to stick to it. 

cant wait for boas jap album. all her songs are awesome . i think this may be the best yet she ever come out wiht . yay

how i wish holiday is just next week. =/ 
cant tahan any much longer . end of june is my first holiday in oe year's time .
yea. ive been woirking non stop ever since last holiday in syd in june. 
think my body and mentalilty is failing liao ha. 

try beign me for a week. u mgiht see why. 

ahh. .burberry human resource manager like me. she gave me her nam,e card. ha. so weird huh 
but nice compliment bah. 
shes a nice lady

gosh so tireddddd. mental and physica l=/

listening to boas shout it out. so nice. love that song. made it my ringtone too 

last night nvr slp. chose to eat. luckily though. cos get to msg sammy. feel happy desu. 
though slpt late, but so worth it .

today coughing more. no wonder. ytd alrdy felt somethign is stirring up in my throat. i knew it. rrly started to cough baby coughs liao. tmr shld be worse. yea. .i forget drink med la.. .nvr thought of it .T_T
.infact, just thought of it. lol 
tmr see how if i can rememebr anot .wish have more time . haiz

jaa mata

heaps of stress =(

sighs.. waht a day. extremely stressed out for the day... not to mention the fatique that im having .. 

these targets.. are killing me slowly.. 

to be honest i have no idea.. how to destress. sigsh .
so bad at that. i wonder if those pills can take regularly anbot. 

tonight. .rrly extremely stress... =/ 
cant even explain. 
...

im so tired

sighs.

i rrly dunno how to handle all these stress

omg.  how can i force ppl to buy .
sighs. 

...so tired.. =/ 

mata