flying off tmr! =)

heyyy

just a quick blog here...

gosh. finally its time. soon. tmr night will fly off.
so hungry now

anwyay. yea. don think im able to blog for the next whole week.

it was nice to have sammy waited for me jsut to chat up =3
soon. we will be able to talk alot. hold hands alot. slp alot etc. hehe =) cant wait. rlry so nervouse to see him hahXD

anwyay. tired liao. din rest. was workign straight. then now gotta pack. guess will continue tmr. gosh so hungry

mm... yea. oh. omg. i think thc to my rgm.. now everyone know im fantastic at the bra event =.= ''
the i dunno. angmoh guy delivered the bras today .and he say he was working with our ceo. and... he was like. .i heard from tracey that u were fantastic that night. XD omg.......... so.... paiseh. like v shy.
its good compliment la.. but.. haiyo. i wonder if ceo also heard from my rgm alrdy O.o.. .shld be hor... =.=''.. .dots

anyway. gtg ba
yawns... .so slpy many more thigns to get finish off tmr. oh gosh

jaa mata

exciting news

wow. hello. this is so exciting. yet im so nervous at the same time! im flying off soon. =) wiont be ard to blog for abt a week or if too tired, more than a week

mm... work matter again...
=/ o wel. mus tlearn to relax..

gosh im packign last minute desu. so much to do on sat

mm.. waht else
jeez. my spec... the glasses.. there's scratches alrdy. i need to change them fast =/
cant stand seeing the blur scratches when im wearing them
meep

anyway. i rrly hope i wont forget to pack stuffs. like. .i nid to write them down ba
mm.. yea. so much to do. okk i better double check my luggage weight

mata

happpy family dream

haha. i had a dream. XD its jsut. .for some moments.. the images ..its like. .me and samm.. one happy family. he was carrying our new born baby. XDlol.. .yea. din tell him. cos dun wan him freakout. lol. later guys easily think what we trying to hint by telling them this dream=.=
haha

anyway. but so cute. sammy had his usual black spickey hair. and our baby also. like. .abit kawaii spikey..in the middle.. and otal blackness. he's so small. yet big eyes i think. v handsome looking. kawaii desu. like anime. haha. we're all smiling. v happy

hehe
yea. dunno why i suddenly dreamt of that. but can only remember that part. think ... only that part of dream bah..ihad. i dunno.
btu yea .thats swt .
thats how happily ever after is like huh.. .

ok. so i almost cried when i gave my gdbye hugs on my last day in town outlet .but luckily i didnt .phew. took pics.. and yea.. gonna rrly miss them all. we're such great team. and nobody backstab anyone

o well.

so stress today .. .found out i'll be doing vm with rgm. gosh.
rrly wanna do my best and gie it my all. so yea .keeping my fingers crossed that everything will go well .
wish me luck ne
first time do wihtout help from sto ckteam. uh huh.
and new team.. i also wanna be firm .
ok. gotta relax....

jaa mata

teary gdbyes

haiz. .and there goes again.. i cried. yes. my 2nd last shift. and. .sm and another fulltimer ..last shifts with them. sighs=/
so yea. crybaby huh. ha. guess... jsut so emtional. and too attached to ppl u know. ..
cant help it. i feel so sad. abt 6 months plus workign there.. .sighs. yea. .i gotta hva emy own store one day. .and all. i cant stay there forever.. .
just hope i wont cry too much on my last shift. haiz. =/
at first thought i wont cry. but then i feel the sadness whenits time for me to go.. then yea=/ huuu ....
i hate parting. =/

that asm mentioned that.. she'll miss my sugary voice. O.o i was wondering. huh? do i hav sugary voice> ? soi asked sam .

oh yea. was shocked to see the date today. 20 alrdy??? i thought 2 weeks. now 8 days left. ok the day is down. so. omg. 7 days left=X whoa....
when im there, i wish the time will pass by as slow as possible. so i can enjoy more seconds with him.

haiz. when it comes to saying gdbye to him again, i dont think i can control my tears=/
im a human.  awoman. luckily period over. if not... dunno got pms anot. later cry so much more ha

mm..
k ba. tats abt it. gtg

mata ne

great job to me. =) well done.

wow. so i'd wanted to say from last night.. .

so.. we had new. .two asm from other outlets.
one of them pretty gd. the other... haiz. abit like fulltimer. =/
anwyay. sm was like telling them. say must be like me. my standards. cos i alwasy approach customers.
wow. i was so shocked and proud of myself. cos she nvr tell me that. like. .hey you are so gd.. youve done great job. .shes not the kind of person wholl say that. but lets admit it. usually singaporean managers not like angmohs. .where they'll shower u with nice words.
sg .. harder to say such htings ba. paiseh?

anyway... yea. oso even jsu tnow over thephoen she was telling me what to take note. and she said. .she told our rgm.. i am very gd. she's very happy for me. since day one. im good. then she train and from abit blur till now im v v good. everythign i do is very well done. just need to knwo waht thigns to auto put up liek signages.. that kind of detaisl.
so yea. so happy she said that to rgm.
cos.. seriously she's strict abt training ppl. and.. she don praise ppl anyhow one. if gd. gd. if not gd. she wil lsay.
so.. thats why even though we hang out together. im sure she wont say such gd thigns unless its true. see. she also point out my flaws mah.

so yea. jsut happy ba. like. .work so hard. rgm cant see cos shesx not in store everyday. yet sm is such a person who observes ppl very well. and she also as an sm need to feedback every month to rgm. so.. to have her say that to rgm. yea. im happy desu.
=)

just hope the new outlet will be able to let me learn more and grow. .and be prepared to be a new sm by xmas.
wish me luck. sobs.. gonna leave them soon =( sad

bought a new bigger.. more spacious luggage. bright colour. so yea. phew. easier to spot my luggage htis time. cos the old one is black. so yea. and.. .but.. .i mean.. .mm. .abit exp for a normal brand. .but. u knwo waht. its spacious. so it wont be squeeezy liek last yr. will be better desu right. =) though.. rrly scared heavy ne. exceed the weight. o well.

sianz. the tax refund in syd must show the thigns u bought. =/ ifnot i go for it liao.
still have to take out and present my items. so troublesome. haiz=/
o well... see how ba


mata

scar and bruise

gosh. dunno how the hell i get another bruised buttock again =.= luckily found out early .this one not as painful.. but.. huuu ugly!!! luckily not sumer time i go syd. later wan wear swimsuit cannot liazo. huuu..... dun wan sammy see either =( pout*
o well.

oh u know. this also wanna blog long itme ago. i found another two glass shards on my floor ..same day. that day i cut my toe remember? yea.
gosh. luckily i found those two pcs.
if not. imagine if my mum or i step on it again how=/

mm... haiz. i jsut take htigns v seriously huh. or.. .i dunno. sometimes... rrly hate myself fo rmaking small mistakes. though not like i knew im lacking common sense or what.. sometimes ppl don know for a reason.
sighs... exp even if 99 % ppl knew u cant drink from a fork, doesnt mean ALL ppl will know mah. but that shouldnt make them u know. like.. out .. haiz. whatebver bah =/

mm.. wonde rif training with dragon 2 out in syd anot. sg so difficult to find seats. al lfull. well almost. gd seats all taken.
o well =/
would be great if can watch with sammy
see how ba

gosh. sprained my neck. and my pimple on my cheek so red. like. blood or soemthign. it teared up perhaps . brop laughed at me=.=
so yea. think that might left me with scar for many weeks to come=.= sianz
got bruise got scar. haiz....
if only everythign is perfect before i head to syd

yea. .abt at my limits liao. i rrly urgently need a break .
huuuu
so many things haven do.
..tch
must settle...

k ba. thats abt it.

think perhaps got mroe to say. but as alwyas. i forgot liao.

grr... rrly dislike breakout before period=.=

oh. had a weird dream though. at weird place. its like sg. but nvr been to that new place before. with my fren. he celebrated bday with me. O.o was abt to find out what pressy or sumtin. then woke up liao. kk. time for me to hit the sasck. nights peeps

mata

time goes by

feeling abit stress abt things to things. trying to control abit.. =/
deep breathe... mm... ok. everything can be settle de.. jsut gotta.. .put it all together.. huu

oh. theres this.. ive been wanting to blog since last month or so. yea so long. but always forgot.
this reality tv show.. as in true story.
like. .couplesx who faces troubles but pulled through u know. maybe got financial prob.. or baby sick then poor family.. etc

theres this one caught my attention. sigsh. i forgot the exact words of what this indian man said. they're both old and still married now

anwyay. so this indian man. fell in love with this chinese woman. teachers both i think. then u know ba. think that generations ppl don rrly like mix races?
anyway, their parents object. and his father was like. why u hav to marry a chinese. why cant u marry ur own race.
but they still wanna stay together. i din wantch the show =/ but from the clips commercial la
then dunno the man or woman. they say. its just too painful to let it go. cant bear the though of letting go or something.
ohhh!!! they said its a pity to jsut let it go. mm... no wait. think its both lines. yea. am touched by their love .and yes. =) glad htey made it finally. don think its easy. cos its both parents somemroe. soyea .but glad old alrdy. they're still happily together. osme thigns are worth fighting for after al. and once you won it, you get to be happily ever after =).. aw...

mm... i only have a day to rest before heading back to work 4 days. htink roster confirmed liao. haiz. .gonna be v tired ba =/
o well
cant wait to get those 4 days over with. gosh. how i wish can start on 8th. o well . cos other sm they also abt one week leave. me more than 7 days. so yea. ... abit paiseh. like.. not v nice.
o well

gosh. after the love story. somethign slipped my mind again.

mm. .isit. ..
i wanted to aay.. .omg. next sat night im flying off????? O.O say whatttttttttt
i was like telling my previous colleagues. then say two more week .then i truly thought abt. .next next week. then my fren was like. eh .28? thats next week la.
wth. omg. so near alrdy>??
O.o wow.

anyway, i hope i'll be slping well for the day or two before i fly off. cos. .yea. later sure tired n slpy at there.
cos their shops closes early. and .. have to wakey early. then.. used to slping late.. yea .but all worth it for sammy
. hope he'll be ok too though.
mm.. so yea. wow. next sat. how fast is that. O.o

kk gtg ba

am looking forward to seeing him again. and let my hair down. relax. hav a ncie trip.
spoiled myself after a one whole year work without leaves. without holidays.
yes. its time for my time and his time couple time.
i only have abt a week. so i rrly wish it to be the most happy period in my 2014.
its time to reward myself eh

seriously ne.. one whole yr... no leaves. .no break... wow. the last time i did that was.. pretty long ago.
kk. soon. real soon. before i know it. thats such a true line eh.
before u know it. we're together alrdy.
before u know it. or before i know it, im flying off alrdy. en od june is coming alrdy. etc.. .
time rrly flies eh..
by a month plus ish, and it will be our 6 and half yrs liao wow. 5 yrs of ldr. 1 yr and half together in sg.
..time rrly.. is so. .wow. fast eh...
unbelivable..

 owe ll. gd ba

anwyay, glad sales is gd. had one of the most rare relax last few hrs of work today .cos know can hit. how i wish can feel like this every night.

mata ne.