hihi! busy girl

i miss blogging!!=( just a quickie blog bedfore bed

been busy and yet sales not taht gd... thoough this week aint that busy.. mm.. yea. so... kinda nice to relax abit... but... ofc..not gd for sales.. but everywhere else too

finally on leave ust wanna do what i love, wanna cook run... erm.. maybe if im able to wakey lol. thikin time of moonth coming huu bloat

mm... oh yea.. and.. gosh ... its feb alrdy crazy man.. so yea. .gonna i think gonna book tix soon bah. waiting for sams confirmation.. .so yea. .

hope all gies well.

looking forward to my holiday though=)

kk talk soon

slpy.

hope everyone is well.

mata

loking forward to leaves

i saw this sunglasses on youtube.. and i waas like..o omg.. .obessed.. .and. ..yea. turned out that its branded ..i think .i nvever heard of this brand.. but hey. famouns youtuber. who will wear cheap sunglasses. its fendi. rrly. duno what brand s htat. but thsi design. .cost not sg dollars.. . - 400++ near 500 . duh no way am i gonna bbuy it. helo.
but yea. .its one of those u know.. bucket list.. u wish u an fulfill it. .bubt u know... .yea. tats not gonna happen

so yea... haiz. .u knwo how ppl can just afford a pair of sunglasses.. .but o wlel.. guess im spendi more on my passion hobby. well u knwo what it is

anyway

hope he's feeeling better now.. .
like yea..

i  cant believe feb is coming. wthhh mog. insance. anothe rmonth gone alrdy??
why??

O.o

but.. im kinda happy though. .duno why ne.

anyway. the nost im lookisng forard to is holida with him... and finally.... 7 months... i finally have a break. omg. last year.. .one week andn 3 days leaves off.. .insance.. .now.. .this coming week... first week of feb i mean.. im going ot enjohy relax and do the thigns ive wanted to do yet to have time to do.. .cooking runnign etc.. .yea. ..

 my asm.. u kown randominlhy talking. .... saying i told her. .if she don do etcetc balh3.. .later i kena nag by at pauline''.. .i told my rgm.. she say.. gd. meaning they scaared '

i as like. .huh? ?scaed??
duno ne.. but.. .i nvr scold and stuffs u know.... mayeb toward sthe.. .asm and tem.a.. .they thnk nag' is  like.. .scold ?? anyway yea.. im baut surprised. .but.. .yea. i gotta do what i gotta do..

i rrly cant imagine i nag... at all ==/

 but o well..
see hwo my asm see bah.. every body perspectives is diff
ut rgm think its gd that they are'scared of me'

wish me luck

so slpy nowwww

slpy mode=.= boring sunday

soooo slpy today

oh dear. been coming across so many ...naughty childrens.. .omg. was telling my colleague if im a mum, i will nvr let them turn out this way. so ill-mannered! gosh rrly cant tahan

and there's teenagers or young adults.. like. .anyhow2 put items upside down.. .oh gosh headache.
if its clothes or supermarket i understand  y aknow... but this thing is right in front of u. .theres a hole on the tag. it just takes one sec to put it back properly.
so yea. .find it hard to believe they would do such a thing. .i don care. i head over there, put it back. one of the girl turned and look at me. but i duno is she mad or just wondeirng who i am perhaps?
but yea.

theyre not childrens not old ppl. so ... rrly frustrated. o well. perhaps i'd done the same before too bah maybe i didnt realized. anywayy.... i gotta calm down.. .and c arry on ..my job after all

woke up early and decided to head out for breakfast with parents. after soooo long. haha. so random eh. results? v slpy  me=.= ko in bus was dreamjng till mum wokeme up .paiseh

haiz. wonder if bro gonna play game till late again or what

think sammy shld be chilling and celebrating or sumtin now. nvr msg since aftnoon .my aftnoon

so wanna slp early. wondering if i shld. gosh. just remembered how much i dislike boring sat

mata

o well. better than a aworking sat . oops. its sunday!! gosh. forgot

blogging

yay! wow he rrly waer that shirt today=) happy desu hehe. .. so so glad

i was like.. so slpy at work today.. .just realize.d. been sling for abt 4hrs or so for three days straight. ..
so slpy.

wanna slp but bro playing ga,e=(((
game

shall i slp in my room tonight

oh man.

anyway hair stil lil wet. .gonna wait abit. i wanna ko now

sammy was tellgn me to try out for the nicer looking blog.. .u know. ..

but i duno. how to do all those. cos i don like to be liek the typica l bloggr. im just ,e. .doing my own hting. .typing my blog.. .
so im unfamiliar with those. .but imma.. i might gie it a try in feb. whne im on leave.. .can relaz.. .and take my time slow...

gosh slpy can tthink .kk gtg

my shoudlers huuu hurts badly =/

mata

batam trip / love at heart

i just cam eb ack from batam trp. omg. my shouldersT_T

so tired huuu not enuff slp for two days liao. no. its 3!!!!

WTH. anyway.... haizzzz 

its crazy. 3 days alrdy ..4hrs slp each. ard there. 

so nice. see them calling their bf ask where are they. cos they picking them up. so nice. my fren bf offered to send me home. thank goodness. if not he say jam at this time and v exp to my place. huuu 

anyway.. .i bought clothes for  my um. i am so happy. =) like luckily i decidded to buy for her. 

spend some money yea... but. ..all worth it. i didnt buy lots for myself. cept when i saw 50% off lingeries.. .uh huh. its crazy .wacoal in batam cost say. .10 or 25 ish . .sg.. .yea. .abt 80 -100 

so yea. i bought ombre colours too. with matching panties XD

and two more sets

theres v soft hello kitty slpwear dress. but i cant wear it. cos of my family. my frens bought them though. how nice. told them wish i could live without family.. .o well... 

not becos i sdislike them. but i wan freedom 

and. .almost couldnt get back.. agent booked earlier book out time for us. then blah3... phew all settled. too early.. .we went to mall.. suggested by the info counter.. .then shop. .almost couldnt make it back on tiem cos payment stucked. omg 

so scary. then yea. runnn ntill cant run no more. cos eevryoen is sooo otired. no energy slpt abit only.. 

wstay up talk2 watch tv. jsut relax

but yea. .

then stupid workk thing. .make me sad =( sighs.. ..

anyway. tataside. .rrly glad im able to get chili keropok for me and bro yayyyy tat is v spicy. and im so glad to bring that home though it took up most of my space=.= 

so many bags to bring home. .my frens too. ha

cant believe how times flies

oh. best part.. .my timber list c ame true/ .

i had rainbow cake. i wanted to try the momnet i saw it out 

and jacuzzi 

uh huh... not the big one though.. .like bathtub but with jacuzzi efect. 

hey .better than nothign right. 

so yea.. paart of our spa treatment. so cold. naked somemore... 

then mask massage.. .scrub.. 

and i was sooo impressed at how they reduced the darkness of my scar on my foot when they do our leg massage.. .) 

i asked them for scrub for body 

cos my body theres scars left behinf from strapless bra=( maybe allergic to sillicon

then.. .oh .had a personal talk with my asm. my sm slpt liao

so .. .haiz. ..she and her bf of 4 yrs.. (they even bought house together liao) 

the guy always make her sad or what. ..

the one i mentioend of. remmeber? the one who dashed outta the road to be knockdown by van? 

yea tats her. 

they back together again 

so... 

she disliek how his own business like. .failing and don seem to wanna do something to salvage it. ..
yet keep coming back home at 6 am plus after out with his so called.. .rich spoiled brats frens who dont work. 

chinese we called.. .zhu peng gou you 

gd for nothign frens or something .

like he'll hang out with them.. .gaming or what. but he don drink with htem tiilll like tat alte la

anyway. she say 2 months liao.. .having this kind of prob. 

then recentlhy close rfren intro her to new guy. now they are quite close. he  cares abt her. .ask her wherer is she.. .rch alrdy tell him ..etc... (duh cos he's wooing her =,= ) 

they even video call each other. liek. .yeaaaaaaaa

=.= 

she say she liek him but not rrly love him yet. 

that fren. 

so she dunno. 

told her bf. wanna stay away or apart from each other abit...  told him she wanna have a tlak. he say.. oh cannot met cos going malaysia with frens=.= 

then.. .yea. 

i ...actually dislike what shes ding la.. .video callwith that guy.. .and even meeting up with him even after wedding dinner with her bf. her bf drop her off. and she go meet tat guy. chat2. and beer. 

though the thigns she said abt her bf ar... i know its bad. but i also know. .guys.. .are insensitive. mos tof htem.. .rrly .. .wont be liek hwo u treat them as 3 months of first dates. she also say why cant he treat her liek during those times. i say... becos.. .most of those kind of ppl.. .are gone liao. almost extint. however. ..therees still couples who does that everyday.. .awww) =) 

yea.. .we envy them. but.. .honestly. how many gusy will treat u the way they did like hte firs ttime u met. swt thoughtful caring ...etc. 

almost exxtint liao 

then... somemore she bought his sis pressies... 

he bought her diamond necklac worth 700 plsus u know. she ffel bad accepting it. but she did=.= 

omg

somemore when he video  call her ytd he didnt wear top. i saw. 

she was like laughing and tlaking to him so long

i advice her.. etc.. .then she finally tell him nid ot talk again) ..dislike hsi going out late etc.. .

to my surprised, ... his replye seems to care so much abt her! not liek how i heard at him.. O.o 

p.s. ... he kisses her LIPS in forn tof me and sm before. some guys don dare or too shy to do that cos frens ard. somemore his guy fren ard at that time u know. plus me and sm. 

even sm bf find it abit awkward to kiss her lips in front of ppl. .frens

like he kisses her gdbye la. 

ok that one plus point

then.. the wya he msg her. .she alows me look at her phone. 

he say it so nicely leh... ''what happen????????' 

when she say wanted have a tlak wit h him... 

then she begin telling hte probs she dislike. .hes like.. something''... if u don like. . will try not to go out with them anymore. ..the most till 2am baby'

then blah3.. .got =) smiley emticon 

like... what????? ?didnt expected that at all. he's so nice lehhhh h

i tell her. at least he's v hnest with u 

honest

even when 6am plsu. he still msg u say he jsut rch home. so u know its true he rches at 6am plus

he didnt lie and say... oh im home alrdy  at 2am. 

i say... honest adn compromise is v imporant in relationship .

nobody is perfect. u will like his traits 5out of 10 so does he. 

but u need and will learn to accepct each others flaws. no one can find a perfect person in this world.

so yea.. .rrly hope she will give him the chance... ubt i told her. .see. he said it so nicely.. and say ok he is willign to change.. .the whole conversation that she showed me... shows how much he cares abt her. and he rrrly like worried u know.. .when he asked what happen???????????

somemroe say u worried me baby (cos tot she wanna breakup or what) 

tats so swt.for a guy to reply tat. duno why shes still unsure of himm =/ 

sighs

hope she wont give tat guy too much hopes ba. .tat guy who wanna woo her

mm.. s yea.. .

*So

hauiz.. .se ehow bah. but i told her.. .i rather he be honest with me... then i tell him my concern..adn lets workout the prob.. .and see.. .if he say ok he will change.. . go back at 2 am the most... then i shlddd be happy. but she reply.. 'oh okk'.. .i tell her.. .

put a smiley face la.. f not no tone no voice. .u sounded liek. .v.. .anyhow. oh okk =.= ' kinda expression

cos. .yea. when sammy msg orh ok. soemtimes i wonde rif its =.= or =/ kinda expressinos.. .

but yea. the best thign outta the whoel night convo.. i try to make her see... how honest he is... 

if he wanna alie he will lie that he's home at 2 now. 

just to make her hapy 

she also unhappy cos he nvr care abt her. whereas the other guy does. liek oh rch then msg me.. 

her bf nvr ask her if ur money enuff... (i dont think that shld be msg across=.= to him) 

then nvr ask.. what time u rching sg(yes he shlda sk this) 

then he even forgot wat time we leaving wevn though she msg him alrdy .

its almsot spot on but not quite. hard to explain 

so shes like. .see.. .he din even ask what timem im going back. now he even forgot abt it. .

i sided with him... 

guys.. .are form amrs and women form venus. women more sensitive and in details of thigns and matters of heart. .whereas for guys. .its like.. obtusation-i mad eup this word lol

obtuse of almost evreything. cos girls naturally birned too sensitive. .adn caring etc. 

gusy liek tat still eft in this world but liek i said.. .almost extint 

its like htat ba. .also depend son how u see it.. .

especially when another guy is in the picture. .. one is so swt and caring c os he's new... another is like. .oh u go ar. go lor. fullstop. 

haha. 

so yea=.= 

o well... 

at least he replied her nicely... jsut tat her msg abit cold. .i ask edhe rput smiley face la

i wa sso surprised yet flattered.. 

 my asm say...(cos my 2nd day i had breakout on my  fa ce. one ) 

wah u also have brbreakut ar. i tot ur skin v gd leh. 

i was like. .well. .im a human=.= 

and she was like.. bubt u don thave any dark eyes circles nor any eye bags. i was soooo surprised O.O... i didnt //rrlY??? omg

like. hello. no makeup on ppl. ttat is hte true blue most awesome cmopliment i had. omg. 

 like yea. .i was rrly shcoked ... cos.. i didnt think my skin is liek till wat she described as so great

kk.. gtg

talk soon

her encounter.. mades me appreciate my man more.. .

sammy say he will wear hsi 'coupek top tmr' .. cos i wore it wholeeeee day today ne.
bu he didnt do it with me ever befor.e... he wore it unde a black shirt. ..cos yea.. .maybe shy let ppl see

but he msg he will do it tmr... though. .i duno how..
but yea... hope its true bah =)

i rememebr. tat shirt.. blue hair..

jaa mata

rude kids

gosh gotta clean up my room soonnn

rrly cant wait to blog cos i also duno waht im saying past few days .like short blog. .adn. .i du no. kinda messed up.

so yea. only a lil tmie to blog before work

so... ive been disliking how my doors creaked open by itself. both day and night. someitmes that is
maybe its wind. i duno .hate it. so creepy =/
its almost close.. a lil gap.. then suddenly the door push inwards creaking abit... duno ba. rrly uncomfortabel .but yea. .telling myself ok its wind.
cos mum like to do that someimtes. .like push open up abit and see waht im doing or if im in..
but no mum leh. door still open. argh

mm.. oh. so he was like. .=3 showed me a pic of his after gym session ..pic. yea  hehe
though im not the kind who go gaga over celebrities hot body or what (though i don understand how they can go drooling over it) , but im happy he's happy. well at least he looks happy and satified .=)
being healthy is gd. i also wanna go. in fact for a longgggggest time i wanna join. but too shy la. .soemmore duno waht im doing. then personal trainer must pay extra ne. might as well save money and go running in park for me that is.
if only i have fren to go with to gym. but off days not the same. .so o well

cny is coming.. ive been rrly unhealthy for sO long. .i rrly nid to buck up, . gosh the tot of no slping in... and gonna wake up early go run. .haiz.

been sooo many months since i last does that =/ o well
my bad

ahh.. i might be going to batam soon with frens. i just wanna get cny goodies (more pls) from jb and batam cos my fren say much cheaper. .oh and the chili crackers. .sooooo many eyears ago before i even met sammy. i went first time with redz and bro. i stil lrememebr i wa slike i HAVE to get those crackers! we bought heaps. but. ..cos nvr eat on time its not crunchy anymre haha o well

kearnt my lesson liao so yea

ytd was so sick. yet decided to stay back for work thingy. jsut odn feel gd when i didnt complate much and leave it to my asm next mrg.
so yea.. my nose and head gonna burst furthermore, my fulltime is being a lazy bu, .two times i almost wanna scold and give the sm firerce look .
i don rrly scold or shout or what. i will talk nicely de. btu if im angry then yea. i msutve been a fatal mistake. or say too many times don listen.

kids. well shes 20yrs old. stil lcouldnt think
omg
nowadasy teenagers or young adults are too pampered. hp branded sponser by parents rude.. .etc.. gosh. =/
then when working .night then mornign shift too tired la. too long hrs. no work gib u chance now say too many hrs=.=
only one chinse partimer. my best one. shes so gd and hardworking. wish she can work evryday sia

i wonder.. .when they go work after graduate, how they gonna survive. .oh work 5 days straight so tiring. everytime morning v early ust wake up.. .etc etc..
i can imagine alrdy=.=

o well.
all the best for these kids bah. im glad i wasnt born in this era. cos alot of them being so rude and bimbo and spoiled.

yay finally a long and proper blog of what im rrly trying to say! =)

mata

why go back

so tired and slpy maybe wokey too early. .i duno.

anyway. been working adn rrly looking forward to my leave. and yea.
not ure what to do yet.. but we'll get ther.e even if rest at home is gd

mm...

oh. so .. i dun understand. my previous staff.. .like found out from ppl and etclong story. then her bf flirting with another girl. that girl found out he lied he no gf. .then wanted to find ways to contact my fren and warn her. but she changes her number. then long storyyyyy then foudn out my fren found out andtalked abt it. adn they are still together. say her bf and that girl no longer in contact.

like. .i duno whhy shes still with him. Like he say knoe his mistake alrdy. Ask her back... yea.. well guess his begging works
he has the.. .bad malay boy look.. like.. will anyhow go fool ard type look.

she said its better now... as in. .heard her bf keep her income. and f she wanna buy somethign must ask him first. somemore he can say no. cannot buy. wth

oh.. .was gaming .. forgot and no time to talk with sammy..

was like.. rrly thinking if i shld buy some stuffs.. u see. cos u know. after working hard for one yr and xmas.. its to reward abit more extra.. lol

erm yea.. .duno ne. ..maybe i shld settle y card bill first. .then se ehow. c os haven calculate the holiday fees and all... haiyo

and still got thigns i rrly wanna buy ne

keep thinking if i need those. .but. ..mm.. ..i still nid time to think. cannot just spend like that. tot i can. then skali like got plans going here and there. ..lat min plans. duno confirm anot. cept for the alrdy settled april holiday

o well

kk.

gtg

enjoyed my fight today in the game world

mata