powerful mindset

2 more days left for me.. o well
gonna cherish it

anyway, mm.. feeling better. alittle bit better .cos somehoe stil worried abt work time to time

still trying to shake of f that stress heaving feeling before i get back to work again

anyway, haha. ytd bought form daiso thsi usb charger fo rmy phone. omg it works!!! weeee hope tat wont harm my phone though cos its only 2 bucks. nonetheless, it does its job pretty good. so yea. =) rrly glad ne . ha. at a affordable price somemore

ydt watched this tv undercover boss. of the employee.. a coach assistant. working part timer or something whilst studying. something like that.. undercover bos then asked him how he keep up like that. working part timer and study plus bills. hisreply was somehting like.. its tough, but in the end, he will feel proud. feel proud that he goten through all this alone by himself, by his own hardship , by working hard, and striving till the end to achieve what he wanna achieve.
he's not old. maybe.. early 20s. ? i dunno. but he's a man. liek duh. assitant coach. maybe in uni or soemthing attending course i dunno. but its admiring i would say.

for anyone to think this positive way. its difficult. but its rue though. at the end of it all, u can held ur head up high, and feel so proud of urself for accomplishing this alone. cos u strived hard till the end. and guess what. u may tell ur future children and grand children this proud piece of story too =)

yea.. it may sound easy. but it rrly takes.. a strong will. to be so positive. to work so hard towards ur goal. even if it means getting a loan, working part timer, busy all day and night.

yea thast why i like my boss(company founder) working attitude when she was in her early 20s. she worked so hard too. day n night. save up . no nusiness experience. dunno english much cos she's not aussie. her partner is aussie. so she decided to move to aussie too cos hes there mah.
yea v courageous eh.
in the end she managed to convinced her partner sell his house to set up this company. wow. but yea she pay him all back liao. lol. now he's the ceo. so yea

soemtimes not just all this i guess... u nid luck too.
but. .a huamn's strong will and mindset is very very powerful.

right now, i think the stress and undertainty is takin gover me. i dont feel healthy in my mind right now.
so yea. trying to figure everythign out. and trying to get back a positive mindset.
its not too gd to stay unhealthy' for far too long. it will make a person crumble easily

but yea. just wanna say. his reply is so confident. and u can tell the way when he said it, he soundded real proud too. he's convince what he's doing is right and worth it.
he was telling the undercover boss soemthn glike.. ''....at the end of all these, knowing htat ive come this far, that is what makes it all worthwhile and i can look back and feel so proud of what i am capable of. of what ive done''.
ok he din say exactly lie that. but yea. its soemthing liek that. hey i cant remember every single word he said mah

so yea.
rrly admiring.
haiz

i  wonder what i want.
or what i need.
i knwo what are the aboves. but. not just one. what else do i need and waznt.
in life.
im stil las confused as ever.
and its not helping =/
these few days of offs.. stil ldidnt rrly help me getback on track huh
i dunno
perhaps i shouldnt think so much. im only making myself stress mroe

k. gtg

early day tmr

mata