work woes / physicallyy and emtionally drained

no tips for tonight. .didnt feel liek it..

been so tired and busy like a crazy woman. totally broke another record of mine. took 1 and half hr only. worked from 2pm to 430am. yes AM. next time still work and im like living dead.
wow3. i slept at 6am as i was too tired.  i still rememebr this minah asked me if we nid pppl cos see me like in malay word ..'lepak' only.. like relax only... i told my colleagues too. they all wanna slap her also hahaa
beneath those glamours dress up theres so much sweats and tears k.
and physical mental tiredness cum sressnes.. .etc
but we get paid for all these work.. .at elast worth it. but still.. .

haiz.

its rrly2 tough job.  both mentaly and physically.

mm.. todya i got fered an office job by my custoemr cos she liek me. and she think im pretty .so ppl will come to me. i duno what business la. notin bad .shes a nice auntie.
last night and today i got ppl telling me imvery good. and they like my service =) yay.

and oh the auntie with another auntie.. like older one. ..they were asking if im attached.. .the older one asked.. .not her mum i think.. .then this younger onoe say.. ofc she has one la. guys queue long queue duno who to choose only. .soemtihing like that .lo.. i duno why i get the impressin the older one like trying to ask for her son or grandson.. or wat. i dunoo. luckily the auntie help me by saying i hav. i din even have a chance to say anything lor

so yea. nie customers todya bah.
mostly

duno what els.e. ust been dead busy and tired. .
and dealing with emtional stuffs. ..
lies.. distrust. .dishonesty.. deceit
deja vu..
history repeats itself...

so tired.

when you solved the prob and given the answer. why are thigns happening making the same mistakes again??

forgotten.. memory los.s. or taking advantage.

i also had a talk with my asm todya. i got to.
i cant accept them keep saying forget or overlook... not when she does it for like weeks.

so much going on.

both physically and mentally im tired. mostly due to work. adding on to the pressures.

o well.

jaa mata..

may i not dream of work again as i did today...