today.. night onwards kinda badlucky going with me.. =( so sad.. sigsh
and i totally missed out the fact that... im wearing lens for more than 15hrs =(((( my eyes red and irritated now =((
to tired and slpy to notice that bah. thanks to a meeting early mrg at duno where sentosa... somewhere near sg most exp hotel.
taxi driver say 2 tables two night stays is 10,000.
im like whoa... skali its near there. like a apartment. i duno. but its nice. and spacious. ..
not the hotel hor.
but yea its for a meeting. and yea. the so called office ... its there. =.=
wow.
anyway still a exp place bah.
and.. .yea. i keep thinking ok bear with 12hrs... wih the lens. but i miscalculated.. its more than 15=( i totally regretted that now=( sighs.. my eyes rrly bad = ( huu
theres just liek u know lil things that went wrong.
onwards
then omw back. this old man tap on my hand to indicate leg go of the pole cos he wanna pass.
bus not even stop yet.
liek the kind of no manner taps.
imm like ok. .liek what my mum todl e. sometimes old ppl like that its becos they had no education .
etc..
duno manners
so im pissed off. but i tell myself. .maybe he rrly.. u know no education watso ever in the old itmes...
maybe he's mute. maybe he's deaf?
so yea... but ..still alrdy sad.. still makes me more upset and frustrated =(
theres this black man on elllen show.
omg i cant believe i forgot his name=(
but he was saying how he was so poor.. homeless..and live in a car for 3 yrs.
lbut yet every mrg he wakes up and feel grateful to be alive and thankt his god for being alive 10mins every mrg.
then i duno wat happened... but he's rich enuff to be on elllens show.
and yea...
he wa ssaying... a man will not perish without education (he drop out of high school i think..he din complete it) .. but a man will perish without a dream.
im like. wow. blown over by that.
true thou
he reminded me of that guy in jurassic park.. that main lead character. .that guy trainer.
he also lived in van for like duno.. .2 yrs or how long ...3?
then he end up beocming famous. .
read this mag ha.. he was saying how he detest the celebrities trying to flirt and chitchat with his famous wife(when he's still not famous)... right in front of his eyes somemore.
anyway they are still together and hav a child now so yea dun worry haha.
but yea.
it all comes down to luck i guess... and nvr give up...and.. yea. u know. u nvr know whats gonna happen.
ppl say don do this do that etc.. .but end up.. u missed out some great paths
u knowo my sm... also due to her luck.. her pay is 4k. retail u know.
cos tat super store sales v v gd that time when not so many stores as of now..
she herself say yea she srrly lucky. but after that.. no pay raise liao.
shes says her bro graduated from uni also still lower pay than her.
anywayyyyyyyyyyy
yea. today im feeling down.
and.. i just dun understand why am i shedding tears over the same thing over again.
is this how one supposed to be treated this way?
i dun even know.
but yea...
so weird. how when i was looking through his photots and he msg..
may tmr be a happier day .
mata..
-wat am i even pining for...-
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