breaking down

so this youtuber right... he's gay...  and he was saying he refused brochure from two girls (about jesus and stuff).. and as he walked passed them.. he heard them says.. he must be a faggort etc... he then walked back, and in no offense to christians etc.. .he said to them.. something abt jesus borned.. blah2... and they are whores. the girls looked shoccked.
and he just walked on...

like seriously. they mustve been paid to do this brochure.. if not. if youre a true blue christian, why would u judge and comment about this gay? (duno if he wore makeup when hes walking there)

my fren told me.. .theres this one time.
she sin her bf place right . no bra. and rrly wanna go toilet. so she just put on shirt. she and her fiance quite plump. but shes still ok looking.
her fiance younger broa nd frens were out in living room hanging out. she no choice but to go toilet. then one of his yohunger bro fren sorta give her that look. up and down look? and asked who is she. ur sis? then he say no its his elder bro gf.
then when shes back in her room sher overheaerd his fren saying.. 'mustve been nice to bang her' .then her fiance heard it and confronted his frens. and he tell his bro to let them get out before he step outta his room later.

i thin thats so cool to stand out for ur gf. so cool. rrly.

some man woulve pretended nvr heard it.

anyway...

and recently she was tellign me... how her bf been working  hard and kinda neglecting her la... cos he 's trying to earn more money for the future.  he also dun wan her to work when shes married.wan her be a housewife. (its her dream anyway ).. then it strikes me when she says(i think she told him) ..
theres no future if shes not there ( at the end) .
as in.. if u don love her enuff..neglated her..... .and she decided to leave, then there wont be two of them anymore anyway in the future.

stressed out abt work ne.

and night slp was pretty bad two nights before... lat night 3hrs slp so din exprience anything.
but yea...
couldnt tell anyone. .
think imma offer josssticks again tonight.

sghs

sad.
i don feel good at all at this point
yet  i nid to focus on sales..etc

haiz.. wha tto do. higer pay, meaning more work.

more stress

personal stress.. work stress... i hate it all.
im breaking down

mata