OMG i just realizsed!!!!!=(( i didnt blog for sooo long!!! is that part of the reason why im so stressed out more than ever recently?
holding onto my rm phone again...
totally lost it. my temper i mean when i was on holiday mood off days.. due to something2 need to do more work at home
roster s etc... took a nice bath then suddenly tema emmebr asked blah3... she sclose to me so yea. she understand . i was legit shouting and cursing over the phone. using cured words. haiz.. .
and i was crying again.
the other day my ptimer wanna say cant work on imprt day. i cried as well. its somehting i cant control. cos i was so tired working long hours. after 9hrs work yet still trying to make the changes at home. owrking extxra hours
when i read news why one shouldnt bring work to home, i understand. but i din grasp the reality of the truth. which is rrly hard. it totallys blends into ur personal life.
i dun tlak tomy family .i get moody and angry and frustrated.. etc
sighs
its rrly ..not gd. for anyone= /
why did i kena the worst days
again rosters changes.
i done my best. calling and noting etc everything
i felt great having achieved it WITHOUT anyone teaching me
by right shld have mah
even when this rm from sg get promoted theres my syd rm teaching her along the way =/
they think im super capable ar
even if i am, itd taken a toll on my mental health and physically
anyway i try to relaze as much as i can by sihgs tmr till 1am again
i should blog more. how can i rememebr not to forget=/
i was out today and was literally ...upset that i have to do more roster work at home
sighs
anyway
...
and thres this wedding thing.
ok. this pinoy changed off for her wedding day no fri.
rm approved it. but the top (state manager) rm didnt
so she was liek. u cant. why . u knew ur based off not fri why u wanna change
blah3..... .if she can find pt to replace then u can off. if not u work
in the end she found
but thats so sa.d
=/ she cried in the midst of it all
on the other hand i understnd why shes so adamant abt no chanign offs.
cos for rm to do rosters , it takes 1 full day or 2. and for them to anyhow change, its liek an insult to the rm face.
like what are u treating these rosters as> ? toys or rubbish?
cos its allhardowrk thats been putinto it...
haiz.
o wlel.
anyway. oh this aussie lady shes a pretty famous youtuber. then couple of times ...alot of itmes infact, she got boob grabbed. and now she say she snot going to club anymore. even her youtuber fren as well.
cos she say onoce ppl gets drunk, they will be rude' to her.she had fake boob job. so thats why more ppl will like... poke her or smoething or grabbed her and say. oh its fake!
haiz... poor hting
anyway.
otdya was having a destress full on meal. then my fren went get something. i was alone watching tv. then this waiter , walked past and say hi plus waved to me.
i was like. ... .wat... O.o
then i smiled abit and watch tv again pretended nothing happened... =.= omg. soooo oaawkward. i was praying for my fren to be back!!!
somemroe i have no makeup on. in my old home clothes kind. ..so yea.
omg.
sooo stressful.
my frne asked im uncomfortabe ard guys ar. i say yea. she then asked if i don have any guy frens then? i say no. but just that if i knew or sense hwat intentions he has, i will avoid that situation ya knowo
my 6th sense is almost always accurate.
gosh i miss blogging...
onto youtube too much eh =/ and work..
ohhh just relaized my last blog... almost once a month blog! cos i wa stkaing over my rm role!! if.. jsut IF in future im a rm.. will i give up on my bloggin> like totally foreget to blog? =/
talk soon.
ja amata =/
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