future

hellloooo ... still din get to blog as much as i would like to.. used to do it every other day=/

been so busy.. stressed.. and tiring.. .

my previous company.. her husband side.. be it relatives and such etc.. .they are all with big roles. like rich etc.
whikst she's just a retail sm

she// been through alot.
... her pay shld be pretty gd,,
i fogot.. what did she say abt her husband family..his parents ofc..

lookdown on her? or sumtin> ,,, ?
i dunno.... etcetc...

im glad her lie is better now.

just.. dawn on me thou...

ur partner.. ..being judge by a family due to great 'reputation',... they earn heaps.. etc..doctors..lawyers.. etc...
how woud u protect her / him
..
..why does that matter..

in life.. love who u love.  be with them forever.. it sur life. and it sucks having relatives... or i eman htnking.. oh relatives gonna  judge ur partners..

i don have a huge cert . bt i work my as off. off till... personal problem arises... etc.

i don thave a choice. im not born under golden spoon...
don get me wrong. i love who i am.
i would rather be poor than be a spoilt brat( youll see heaps nowadays) .

but.. yea.

i d not know what futue holds..
i have a bf for 8 yrs. first love..
and. i wan it to work..

future seems dimmer now than ever..

adulthood sucks..
sighs... anwyay.....

i need somoone to pamper me .

my fam cant do that..

and i feel awkward even sitting next to my mum.. i duno what to talk abt..


future is .. so unknown.. i .. wanna find out.. whats in hold fo rme this yr..

mata