i feel the dizz

what a longgg and tired day. omg. cant believe it. zzzzzzzz totally wiped out =( 

cos of heavy flow too.. totally feeling the dizziness.. =/ 

gosh. cos so crowded and super busy.. plus lack of blood.. luckily nvr faint. then went to collect and buy my phone.. gosh long day.. 

serioulsy, getting lost in mbs is hell. ==. can u iomagine legs aching. .plus u wear high heesl? wahhhhh if anone kena that, gdluck. omg. can die sia. u will wish youre in cab asap.
luckily today managed find atm withdraw cash and head to cab. phew. 

too tired take bus adn trian. by the time rch home what time alrdy =/ 

gosh so good to sit down. u have no idea .to jsut let my poor legs fold themselves up and onto the ..okok not so comfy cushion. omg. to sit is a blessing in disguise.. =.= uh huh

last ngiht not enough rest. then need to get up for work liao. extra tired 

was doing my best to keep up the whole vibe and all
my timesheet thigny got locked. kies not working. now i m doign the long wa of backing up phone. duno if im able to do it.. but. .will try ba. but. ..where is my time??
oh gosh. 

haiz. anyway, just a super tiring day for me. no energy liao=/

oh yea. did i mentioned that ive booked hte hotel ytd?
think i did huh.. .just so paiseh to ask sammy to help with deposit. nvm can treat him better food then. instead of him paying.
uh huh.
feel so weird ne. luckily he can get the money back. if not die2 i will do it myself.
gsoh why i hav random peeled off skin fingers. though sall but sooo painful 

mata

card problem

arghhhhhhhhh sooooo frustrated with the card paypal and all!!!!!!!  now ic ant book hotel. cant do heaps of stuffs. arghhhh

ohuuuuu =(( so sad .and angry. think the prices went up alrdy> shouldve  book in months earlier =/
sighs

but rrly wan taht hotel with tub though, keeping my fingers cross that by tmr it will still be availble. adn hoping taht my card will be fine and available by tmr.
cant wait.
to settle everthing.
gosh.. .rrly so sianz..... =( the pay pal ppl dunno anything so anyhow send me get new card num.. etc. waste of my time=( 

sighs

huuuu 

cant wait to hit the sack. 

sammy alrdy slp.. he had a longer da.. we had a wonderful time talking for 2 and half hrs last morning. middle of night that is=) to night also. though abt 40 plus mins. but better than nothing .
i lvoe to laugh along with him. and to hear his laughter.. imagine him smiling... hehe.
bu t tlak halfway my nail polish remover sponge dropepd out and make a huge mess=.= argh

but still, i enjoy our night. 

hope he will get ampel of rest ..

wish to slp now. thugh hair still wet

so swt. he send me this pic of cartoon going throgh the comp to see their partner.. awww =)
i wish it to be true.. 

yawn.. long day ahead. its gonna be a crazy day. wish me luck witht he card and bank. haiz... 

oh yea. finally booked the new phone. but.. don rrly like the colour.. o well. too bad bah =/ in need of better phone badly..

think sammy also mentioned sumtin abt watch youtube backing phone up etc. need to do before get new phone>? gosh im out of time. new phone coming in two days time =/
where to find time fto learn. or do it the long way as alwasy . haiyo. 

mata

Dreams

he msg.. so i didnt msg back ar.. dunno he got msg me anything before that anot.. but yea.. 
so. .somehow endedup chatting v long.. 

..long story.. but its nice. .

and i dreatm abt him cooincentally. he wore yellow. he was smiling adn laughing non stop. he said he told his parents that hes coming to see me. and so he bought tickets to fly with them back to sg. and he surprises me out of the blue. it was a trip. long trip. among other strangeers mm.. yea .

how i wish its true. like. .so happy to see him smile like that. .

sighs. .long day at work .12 hrs. worked till idnight. some thigns at work makes me feel down. worse cos time of month abt here.. feeling even more out of balance. dislike feeling down. haiz. perhaps thats why few days back din feel so good. not sick. but not feeling that happy ya know. being a girl is so tough =/ 
get upset especially at alot of thigns. and i think negative comments too .=( huu. .sad. 
especially for work. wil ltake probs down more heavily ..sighs
o well. .today is over. .so yea. .

v late liao. .cos rch home late gtg slp soon

ahh.. finally calculated.. decided on which plan i shld get. so yea .yay. 
wonder when can i get my hands on new phone. though me so bad at backing phone. .transferring ..etc. dunno how they al ldo that. mm.. thinkimma get micro card ne .

mm.. .yea. memory not enough =. =sianztoo many pics bah

k bah. gtg. hopefully tmr will be a better day. when i say tmr, i don care if its 2am. 2am now, to me its like still today. which is 8th april. ha

rrly hope i can go over to syd for good soon... =/ good thigngs. .sweet dreams..  must wait so long huh.. 

mata

been so long?

now then i start to feel the hunger.. =.=

sorry guys.. sighs.. been struggling with wanna blog..or not... thigns are happening deja vu again.. and.. i dunno how to deal with it.. 

ok here goes playing boa's dis song again.. ha

o well

so yea.. sorry. jjsut.. unsure how to blog.. cos.. tons of thigns i rlry ..jsut dduno how to put it. 

sighs

oh yea. .the other day. me did put on makeup. perhaps cos of.. i dunno. i din put on lash or sometin.. my collguee complimented me .. asking if i had no makeup on? i say yes. .she say well thats v nice. she say thats a compliment cos its like my bare face on. and still look nice. get what i mean.>?  thats the one of the best compliment to get when u have minimal makeup on. 

whihc i do liketoo. 

hiaz.. 

oh yea. had the wonderful compliment for a girl from a stranger.. a guy the other day. don envy. he shld be  anutty osy ea. so scary .think stalkers all ard sg bah 
gosh cant believe i shaked his hand. =.= 
oh man. when i need help, my colleagues all gone. say oh thought my fren. wth???? =.= 

glad that the item i ordered finally arrived. think its to kinda make u happy. nice drug. not tose bad kinda. bu yea. nice med bah .cant waitto get it. if it works .i'll probably get more. i need more of those stuff. 
its so difficult to stay happy these days 

there'll always ..be some bad days.. some lingers.. some.. jsut gone in a swift.. 

i think its time to .. just.. sighs.. 
its useless. .and its pointless.. 
everynight i do my best to refrain my tears.. 
i thought everythings was good. i was wrong .
naive ..being naive is whaat ppl take advantage of..and leads me onto today 

baka dfesu.. my colleagus also wanna matchmake me. .ha. 
gosh.. can faint ne 

so hungry.. had one meal today. and aint spicy at all.. though was so escited about mc meal. o well .

so hungry.. =/ 

sighs

gonna just slp it through ba

soemtimes u mightve wish. .to cut out ur heart.. and seee how they hurts.. or how they react.. 
will they rrly break as images illustrated to be? 

bought another nighties.. more of tees type. soooo comfy and soft and ultra smooth like silk. 

perfect for nitighes. but sadly. its those. .short crop type of size? can pair it with mini shorts or just panty. but... =.=.. yea. staying with family... sighs....... cant do that. holiday then wear ba

kinda glad though. sudddenly recalled what y previous collegaue told me. theres a med to stop period form coing! jsut need to tell doc. and he will prescirbe u with it. i think i might hav that time by end of june. .so yea. .rrly need to consdider going doc. and take the med. 
not gonna let period ruin my holiady=.= 

k.. gtg. .

i feel like my heart ..just stopped beating a;rdy. .living dead. 

hope to talk soon 

mata. 

tc everyone ... jaa

disappointment deja vu

due to the tea that im taking, ive been in and outta toiolet numerous times. 

anyway, 

sighs.. ha. eyes abit swollen from crying out. 
so dislike ppl lying to me.. i was right.. wishing not..ut it is
o well.. 

dream land wouldve been the best place to go now.. soon.. after bloggin.. 
stomavh still not v good.. 

Yay/ S5 coming soon/ but no blue.. but.. well.. once ive put the case on, its still gonna be 99% black. se ehow ba. maybe will jsu get the black thats available =/

me not feeling v well.. .

so yea

hopeully next off can be happier. and spend it with someone. 

mata

danger lurking around

sooooo tired n slpy. ytd morning rlry wish i don have to get up 

gosh 

zzzzzzzzzzzz

so full.. had so much food.. think my eyes closing... 
stomach was flat. now bloateed abit . ate like 3 person's share ba. ha. like literally so much food man

mm.. i rrly wonder if there's a chance to work few months in hk huh. 
yawn*....  end of year then they'll open bah. but so hard to say. not easy finding the right store with right budget. in hk kinda difficult i heard

my previous company sucks. this fulltiemr work quite long. and they hire another asm=.= then say that asm put in new store as sm. then the fulltimer will be coem asm. =.= god knows must wait how long . so crappy. argh 

but nice though.. another fulltime.. now they say have a vm post. dunno true anot. like go ard stores doign vm. no need do sales=.= 

sounds so gd. but go knows when the stores opening=.=  but hope my fren will be fine ba

i kinda wish i hav vm job too. no need face target budget nor customers. everyday must talk to them sianz

soemtimes i still kinda feel insecure.. once bitten , twice shy. 

hiaz.. hope i can oversome it

lalaland is the beest at night

forgot waht to say

hate it when indian workers are ard the running park area=.= 

shocker. when i turned my head. saw 4 of them. i typed this down before huh? cant remember. think i did O.o

mm stomac h not gd

so great. the items i sold.. yay

late liao

i hate little thigns like.. door knocks.. or creaking.. .open and close. hate it. =/ 

hope hotel will b e okk

bettetr be safe 

poor french woman. kena raped and bashed to death by a guy in brisbane=(( 

sighs .

its true. my aussies rgm and preious sm from melb say sg ve safe. for aust, its like evryday coffee ews. u will read abt ppl getting gunshots. 
they also say there are women who wont take train at night cos its dangerous. oh that smy boss who said it first. my rgm then say.. if she rrly need to go home late, she will bring pepperspray and hold it in front of her. lol. but its tru.e better be safe than sorry. mmm... wonder if i need one too huh =.= 

mmm.................. dunno ne. nvr bring any with me beore when i was there. .mm.. but indeed. wheer u go, liek tat girl also.. that area .openlit space. .but stil lthere'll be a spot for criminals to do stuffs hidden. 

brrr.. .scary 

k bah. gonna rest in abit

mata

good and bad things

so nice to talk with sammy over the phone last night an tonight. especially when hes not doing anything else like gaming or reading.then can concentrate on talking.  he can totally cracked me up haha.always laugh till cheeks sore XD

gosh so full now. but cant wait to slp ne huu
slpy liao.

haiz.. .and so.. theres somethign to be done right.. if country manager alrdt sms. then. .why did sm say dunno etc.
i think she shld realized that its her fault too. o well.. .nvm bah. if think abt it..more, later stress
=/

mm.. o yea.. rgm praises me that ive done well at the yacchut meet up that day. she say cos i mentioned abt bras n thigns .and u know. .
she also said before.. this one i forgot to blog.. that country manager say i also done well whenever i walk the store with her. rgm say im definiltey in my c manger's radar .
wem.. .ok.... well.. thats a gd thing.. .
just wanna prevent sm from getting angry someitmes ya know. shes harsh when she sclds ppl =/.=

but yea.. she say when bra store opoen, im in her list for consideration.. .mm.. interesting eh.. ha

crap/ rrly feel so full =/

dad say wanna consider installing an air conditioner =) but.. think exp ne. .dunno see how bah.. .hope its not those crappy brand. later spoil easily.
but been wanting for an aircon since i was a lil girl. =)
i remember when i used to go to my childhood fren's room, she has the aircon on. her room so shiock and nice ne.
sammys room also hah

but if install will be jsut one la. not like my room or parents room all hav
but better than nothing eh

mm..taats abt it bah
cant remember what else

o well

stragne. .thought theres more to blog just now.. but when start typing, forgot some liao ha

oh yeaaa one more. .strange man asked my mum if can interview me. he even know my name. say he picked up my name. from someone. like .. u know lucky draw my details. wth. somemore left his number. rrly dunno what he want
stupid interview. soemmore say got free 100 bucks voucher. =.=
very creepy eh.

gosh my stomach.. kk gtg slp bah. later slpy again ..for sure
o well

mata