been so long?

now then i start to feel the hunger.. =.=

sorry guys.. sighs.. been struggling with wanna blog..or not... thigns are happening deja vu again.. and.. i dunno how to deal with it.. 

ok here goes playing boa's dis song again.. ha

o well

so yea.. sorry. jjsut.. unsure how to blog.. cos.. tons of thigns i rlry ..jsut dduno how to put it. 

sighs

oh yea. .the other day. me did put on makeup. perhaps cos of.. i dunno. i din put on lash or sometin.. my collguee complimented me .. asking if i had no makeup on? i say yes. .she say well thats v nice. she say thats a compliment cos its like my bare face on. and still look nice. get what i mean.>?  thats the one of the best compliment to get when u have minimal makeup on. 

whihc i do liketoo. 

hiaz.. 

oh yea. had the wonderful compliment for a girl from a stranger.. a guy the other day. don envy. he shld be  anutty osy ea. so scary .think stalkers all ard sg bah 
gosh cant believe i shaked his hand. =.= 
oh man. when i need help, my colleagues all gone. say oh thought my fren. wth???? =.= 

glad that the item i ordered finally arrived. think its to kinda make u happy. nice drug. not tose bad kinda. bu yea. nice med bah .cant waitto get it. if it works .i'll probably get more. i need more of those stuff. 
its so difficult to stay happy these days 

there'll always ..be some bad days.. some lingers.. some.. jsut gone in a swift.. 

i think its time to .. just.. sighs.. 
its useless. .and its pointless.. 
everynight i do my best to refrain my tears.. 
i thought everythings was good. i was wrong .
naive ..being naive is whaat ppl take advantage of..and leads me onto today 

baka dfesu.. my colleagus also wanna matchmake me. .ha. 
gosh.. can faint ne 

so hungry.. had one meal today. and aint spicy at all.. though was so escited about mc meal. o well .

so hungry.. =/ 

sighs

gonna just slp it through ba

soemtimes u mightve wish. .to cut out ur heart.. and seee how they hurts.. or how they react.. 
will they rrly break as images illustrated to be? 

bought another nighties.. more of tees type. soooo comfy and soft and ultra smooth like silk. 

perfect for nitighes. but sadly. its those. .short crop type of size? can pair it with mini shorts or just panty. but... =.=.. yea. staying with family... sighs....... cant do that. holiday then wear ba

kinda glad though. sudddenly recalled what y previous collegaue told me. theres a med to stop period form coing! jsut need to tell doc. and he will prescirbe u with it. i think i might hav that time by end of june. .so yea. .rrly need to consdider going doc. and take the med. 
not gonna let period ruin my holiady=.= 

k.. gtg. .

i feel like my heart ..just stopped beating a;rdy. .living dead. 

hope to talk soon 

mata. 

tc everyone ... jaa