feeling sad and bad =(

gosh been so busy these days at work.. 

so nice to finally off same day as sammy

though didnt msg like whole day, still felt great desu .

haiz.. basically dada finally bought aircons for us. one fo rmy room, the other for theirs.
.. im worries abt the bill.  .. but yea..
was so shcoked when he rrly is serious abt installing one .

i nvr ask him fo rit. but i feel so bad. like.. he uses his money to pay u know.. =((
he tod mum.. the money he have now.. keep also useles.. the moment i heard htat. .its as thogh saying..... keep also pointless cos he's gonna be gone one day soon... i nvr say that to sammy cos i was so sad... to even say it. .

thats why i want ed to cal him up..
but din know it exceeded 10mins. cos hes gonna slp huu.. so yea.. =/
but.. i cant imagien if i nvr talk to him abt it... so needed to confide in him.. i feel abit bette rnow.
was like.. u know. .the urgency to cxall him and confide in him..
hope he'll get well soon. .weather is unpredictable.. 

i gotta slp soon too 

oh finally my phone is able to use. wee... its fast and yay.
just need to get a proper phone case soon

mm. s o yea.. these nights feel hot.. and warm.. rrly wish theres aircon now.. but yea.. 

haiz.. why i feel so bad.. sighs.. juust feel so heartpain.. i rather he nvr buy it.. =( 

wish i can hug sammy now.. and cry onhim ..

oh i was rrly very sure that he didnt rrly like unagi.. but.. yea. tonight he ate it .ha. i rememebred few yrs back he wa slike.. what was that? then i ask him try abit.. mm.. yea.
interesting. anyway glad he like it now.  cos i do rrly like unagi.. jus tthat.. its exp to have it thats all =/
but yea. .v yummy desu. my fav jap dish hehe

o well.. mata ne..