busy wednesday. drop dead tired and slpy T_T

soooo slpy and tirred.

=.=

omg. my body is dead.
had a terrible slp.. kept dreamig of work. stressed and worries.. and waking up erly coulnt slp bac. gosh.. .it was terrible.
adn so much to do.
yea. .

it affected my dreams and slp.. i think.. .im rrly2 stressed ut. after tmr shld be fine ba?
but yea. im rrly looking forward to next week.

my colleague also kno wha. left a note for me ask me remember must eat.
i ended up eating at 4pm. just 2 old chang kee. so yea. cos dinner time alsmot. .if not later too full.
meep. so not gd
tmr shall aim to be healther .but... eh starting v early ne. haiyoo

no breakfast

my colleague funny la.
other let sm ask me if i know what that person always talk abt me when she's there.
she say she alwasy tell her(that sm) that my boobs v big. LOL. XD
omg. so paiseh lor. =.='' compliment la.. but. ..alamak. so funny she go and say that to other ppl ha.

theres this new features abt watsapp. the two blue arrows. meaning other party has read it.
some ppl dislike. cos they say alrdy watsapp is causing to break up some relationships. cos of the read signs .
like.. u read it. so why didnt u take that sec to reply  short one ya know. etc... so ppl don like.
or imagine even for work... yea.
its difficult to say cos maybe im in cinema. then i read it. see that not so imprt. then decided to reply back abit later.
mm..if that make sense. so yea. i understand
but.. .anyway. hard to say bah. some ppl always say busy. and tired. so yea. cannot msg.
most guys i think. even my fren's bf also same. more than one. =.=
o well. perhaps they dunno the meaning of using 5 secs to type a gdnight. or miss u but gonna slp cos blah2 just now.
i dunno. sometimes all it takes is one better than none msg.

so me and my colleagues were tlaking abt custores say look laike to certain celebrity. so she asked me. i say its her. this ch 8 actress.
then she's like .yea. from my nose up. my lips dont rrly look alike she say. its the upper part of face.
haha
 so funny

oh. i duno if thats a gd thig. but.. i was talking to my colleague. .and she's like. .you're so cute the way u tlak. == erm... o..k.. .what if im being serious. though that time not rrly la.
then that day meeting.. we all intro ourselves. i was shy ya knoow. and yea. .then after i sat down my aussie rgm was like haha. so cute. then ppl like giggling abit. ha. in a gd way la.
but i wanna be firmer leh.
haiyo.
mm... but i cant lose myself on the way uup..

anayway. im so dead tired an dslpy.
hopefully tmr wil llbe fine. the day i dread most is here =(
gosh.
wish me luck
whope wont kena scold for anything wrong. huu

jaa mata

meeting day

last night was a tough one. sighs. neede to slp early in living roo. bro needed to eat and watch tv,said he off ytd. so yea. tot of like. asking hi sit next to me by the tableand eat while i eat in the light duh. but blah3. maybe he's tired not in gd mood. blah..... 3 in the end he went into his room. play loud music. asked hi go out eat he didnt liek wan so i went into my room. with just my bloster. in the end he stil ldidnt stay i living tomm.
room

whatever. i made up my mind. i slpt on the narrow cold floor i had left with my rooom. on abit of aircon.. ..no blakie no nothing. no pillow. jsut cold floor and oh bloster.. and me. i felt so lonely =( was crying non stop

yea=/

i was crying.. .thinking of sad stuffs that'd happened.. .etc.. i was so upset abt everthing. i wishes to be living on my own.. i ended up slpt late and had sch a bad slp . cos no pillow and all so yea.

i edned up with only 4 hrs of slp prior to my big meeting==.

yea i think i performedvery well.

yup

i asnwered alot of questions

anyway

the nice ceo was there. .adn he shared wth us some stuffs.. .my sg rgm asked him. did he ever hav breakdowns. like cry throw things etc  due to stress...due to almost hitting the stores budgets but still didnt. . .he say no. he will only cry when theres something great happened. success.
he gone passed hte stage of breakadown.

he say nvr in his life had he come across a rgm who will nvr ry.

at least when they started, the first feww weeks they will cryat least once a week.

another questions posted. .what motivates him. he say... by the time u get to the top. its only urself who will motivtes u.
yea. .there's nobody else buturself.

i disagree. but...
yea. thats what he said. .

and the other the so  called fiercer abit ceo, heard he started fom scratch. and he's sm.. .then area manager. ..etc.. .then ceo sned him to london.. ten etc.. now he owns 15% of company shares. he's the ceo now.
yup. the so called 2nd ceo ? if that make sense.
no wonder he's fierce and strict. cos he did a great job in stores...and enables him to move up ... he's a sm at age 21? i think .
anwyay ua

wow

great journey

this kind ceo says.. .he like singapore alot. htats hwy he's living here. he's aussie vtw
he says maericans are even worse than aussies.
even if he's aussie, he don rrly care. he will say sg is great etc. and he can and will list out the bad stuffs abt aust ad its gov.. .u know what i mean...
so yea. but i was like .whoa. americans.. .worse? wow. he say he had frens americans frens. snobbish more than aussie. ..arrogant. ..etcetc

at one point hwe were tlaking abt some comp thingy. he wa slike. ''australia'' *pointed out his middle finger. hhaa. he was so called rooting us to win the comp.
i mena. yea. how cool is he. he don side with his own mates. u know.
like yea. he dislike them, he wil lsay it. wha the lieks abt sg. he will say it too.
like. ..yea. v ncie. for a aussie that its

i dunno why he described aussies as like.. not so nice ppl .like. .u know. americans are worse than aussies.. .but..

yea. oanyway.

he's sitl lso coll nontheless. honest . and yup.

gosh so hngry now. gonna hurry hit the sack. 4hrs of slp. and now 1plus.. .gosh. imma slp in.
stress is piling on peeps=/
stocktake coming up. .im.. .worried.sighs =( as though i ddint wanna go bcak to store... but.. i hae to. i must.

i.. .can only do my best and pray that i wont get soclded

jaa mata.

huu so hungry anad slpy

meeting coming up! grand place yay

hey all... disappeared for a few days again. huu.

was so stressed out that i even cried a lil in store. managed to get most things completed. then found out other scouple stores finished up faster cos they anyhow2.. alil incomplete here and there. =.=
and here i am stressing out to make it look good=_= anyway i rather have it look gd than have rgm ocming to ask me more questions

am excited for the big meeting tmr. at a hotel .and both ceo will be there. one abit mroe angel. the other abit ore devil. cos he's strict and fierce meep.
i like the yacht ceo better cos he's funnier and nicer. . friendly.

i cant wait for xmas to be over. this yr theres gonna be more pressies for em to get .gosh.
last yr just started so dunno anyone much. now.. yea. diff story.

gosh. the ost amount i gifts i need to prepare for xmas. but kinda fun too though. just. .need time. argh..
and money=.=

cant wait for my bonus. gonna pamper myself. i have my own shopping list for myself. .well. .sorta.

mm... yea. xmas is supposed to be a joyous occasion. but due to my job line, ... well. too bad i nvr get to enjoy it. =/ o well.

rrly slpy today. am hoping to slp early. but again... my bro yet to be home. bet he will on the lights later. haiz.

mm... yea.

just. ..rrly cant wait to get  this week over with.
nightmaere.. .

mm.. but wonder whats gonna happen at the meeeting though. .sure heaps of stuffs to cover and do. more stress coming eh
huu

haiz. k bah. jsut abt. .6 weeks pus to go?
uh huh.. .lets get it done and over with.
then jan. .shld be kinda busy too though i think .

an twait for hte day to be over tmr. after meeting. will be. ahhhhhh freedom

oh. yea. i mentioned right. john wick movie. yea i ddi. ha almost forgot. gosh cant wait to buy the dvd. today jsut bought cheap version of taken 2

mm.. .k. gtg.

jaa.

john wick. hell awesomely great! bravo =)

i couldnt feel the connection between me and my family sometimes... =/ i dunno. i... like being on my own more..
when can i live and love out on my own i wonder...

anyway ,

todya. lets talked abt keanu reeves. he was so big' in matrix. im not a huge fan. bro played his dvd i was like.. =.= meep...
whatever.

then. i started liking hi when i read news of his past. .his sad life. .his  sis.. .how he donated his earnings to blah3 cos of his sis.. . and his pregnant wife died in car crash i htink.. yea.. .he gave up his seats in mrt... omg. what a great star. u .. .don see that so often nowadasy. thats why i dont give a shi* abt justin bieber.
whatever hit sensation he is. not my type. stupid guy

anyway yea. kea is charming in his own ways. he's abt 50s?  i think  but he looks like 30 something so young. i rrly like his eyes . but anyway, main thing is his actions and his personaility.. .i am so sad for his past=(( but.. .yea.. .sighs. .i just hope he  can make it big in future....
cos his new movie, john wick, omg. rockssssss rocking my wolr d now. his timeslot sucks man... and locations sucks... so not available. .(((( so i woke up extra early just to determined i watch it . before its gone. so yea. though u know right. i had tough days at work.. and my body and min dsooooo tired. and. ..yea. yet i wake upself up...... for this. worth it? yes.

i was so slpy a d all u know how tired i am. but yea. i watched it. u know what. hell its worth it!!!!!

in fact, i managed to fin dit online wand watch the blurry version right now.
yea. first tie . i think. movie same twice a day

wow

so awesome

i like this movie alot cos.. .

no sex. no love. all abt actions . alabt faithfulness
and ofc his dog

sad that nice ppl are dead. but bad ppl died. he's alive. uh huh.

so im rrly happy with it =)))))

cant wait to get my hands on his dvd.

jsut so sad whythis movie not available island wide.. haizzzzzz =/

so limited.

oh man

anyway.

i cried... when his wife send hi his dog. and he cried..he kisses the last letter his wife send him... aw... =/
sobx...

and i cried also.. when i was in cinema... before movie started.

it was playing tis song.. 'feels like home'' (i think) by chantall soemthing. thte say her voice sounds like avrial lavineg

i hope the spelling is correct

her lyrics... brought me back..
and when i first played it... his eyes red... teary... we were in his room... ..i then hanged the topic by asking him which song in his phone cos i like.. .
anyway yea... i was sobbing pretty badly... few rows behind me was an.. uncle i htin. hope he din think im weir dlol

but yea... tiem flies.. secs passed... certain moments lives in ur heart forever... whilst others fades away... not becos u want to..b ut bec os.. perhaps too much busy life.. or too many nice memeories to recall....

that moment was special to me... and yes. i almost forgot abt it till today.. .
i wa slike. .hey.. that song soudns familiar!!

uh huh...

read this post once.. .this man wanna divource his wife  cos of another woman. .his woman then ask a favou. each till till before they sign contract(sumtin liek that) , he have to carry her to bed from living room or somehting . everynight night. thats what they did when they just got married.
he did that everyday without failed.. and he remembered how he loved his wife.. how he flet when they first got marreid.. .etc.. .
how he carried her to bedroom...

on the day..final day.. .he dtold his 'mistress' that hes not gonan divoure. she sla[ed him. he didnt car.e he ran home to tell his wife the gd news. but he found her dead. she commited sucide
she said ssomethign abt. ..why shee mad ehi does that. .cos.. dunno.. somehtin abt cos she wanna rememebr thhose moments with him. and relive it again .... its fb post perhaps u can find it.

but yea....

it was all too lat.e.

sighs

i was forcing myself not to touch on work topic topic today.. im getting pretty stressed out at the oment =(
i ind help.. =/

oh my new album is up yaya. finaly omg.
the uss 2014

next coming up is..... aquarium

heh



so yea. john wick. catch it whiel u  can. too bad the timeslot and cinema sucks. dunno why onoly gv and blah3 has it =(

the sotrline is what attracted me the most in the first palce.not the actor. though i know keanu is gret but yea...  the story line abt a devoted  assaasin .. .yea. .thtas whyat rrly attracted me to it.. and its so cool =) wow.. .such a grea t ovie. i know imma watch it for over 10 times soon. just like the same with ifndin gnemo... taken. .taken 2.. .etc.. uh huh ^^

such an awesome movie. reminded me of 'taken'

action packed john wick. pls be sure to watch it =)
he is so cool . i liek his personaility alot. on and off screen

a devoted cool killer loving his wife to the bones. and even gave up everything to be with her. and seekign revenge fr her. i mena. cmon. which girl wouldnt liek that

so yea definitely brok emy rcod by watching it twice =) yayyy worth it

jaa mata

endless of work

im so stressed out today. so freaking tired. =/ ... ytd worked 1PM till 215AM
i am dead tired. gosh. so much yet to be complleted.

thats 12 hrs of work in one day. wow. last night was crazy

my body aching. my sm in busy outlet. so she's liek till 3am. i was aso tempted u knoow. to stay till finish. but my rgm say i gotta leave. sighs

i woke up erly too. thinking abt how to complete my work

i dunno man. i wish HB will open in sg soon... i  dunno hows the pay like there.. but i rrly wanna work there ya know...

monday meeting i wnoder if theres any chance to ..mm.. perhaps ask abt this... bring this matter up to the ceo .. the nice one. hte one i met at the biggest ship in sg. haha. ya. he's very frenly nice humourous and charming
so yea very gald i get to see him again

but yea. just wondering.. if i shld pop the questiobn to him.. h,mm,.. he's over all.. the big boss ya know.. =/
wil lsee if i hav the chance ba..

and the theme is... lady in red=.=;.......
like. .say what. meeting also hav theme ar. at my previous palce theres sometimes colour themes.. but... this is .. what. lady in red.and meetin gin fancy grand hotel at clark quay.. gosh. other sm la.. came out with htis theme. .lady in red=.=
now im looking at hwat sort of red i could wear ...skalia got photot taking sessions again=.. =

my colleagues asked me am i losing weight.. .cos too busy in new store huh..
i dunno. i dunno if i am. i nvr weigh myself ya know.
so yea.

i dunno
im not the most healthiest perosn.. but.. .ya.. sad to say. sometimes i only had one meal a day.
so yea.. meep...

o well. .

dw.
tired as i am. dizzy as i am. at least im still standing now. i cant fall down in xmas time. no. not before hte nightmare of xmas. haha. i... alawasy say this line.. since my atz time..

so tired. .eyt im still awakse.. ..

jaa  mata ne..

mixed feelings

day before las tnight.. i slpt at 2am. was so tired. woked up from a call from mum. at 12pm. not enuff slp still. whole day feeling weird and slpy. 

 decided to slp at 830 at night. ard 9ko. then .. .yea. woeky abit. and tu,ble ard to slp.. .then al lthe way till today 720am... still feelig body tirednes.s.. and yea.. .just wann aslp on. 

now i wish im in ed. arldy 941. gotaa bath and all dry hair.. .wouldve been... abit near 11 perhaps. 

so slpy

ahh.. .finally got my pics uploaded to my comp. though... the random bits n picese yet to be sorted out. only sorted out the uss and sea auquarium plus sydney trip. recently .. .just ytd? posted the sydney trip album. the other two not yet. 

gosh .finaly after so long. wow. 

mm... so yea. 

guess im rrly tired and stressed out still. 

im working 1pm till 1Am tmr. uh uh. 1am. 

slpy 

but busy is gd in a way i guess... 

o well 

this teenager aske dme for advice on accessories to get her dress up for her prom next month. after i helped her. she say i shld rrly work for the fashion somethign2. lol. she asked me how old am i . then she was lie. wow i thought youre 23. i was like. .ha... blushing. what can i say. like. .still not v gd with compliments though i try to accept them . but. .yea. it does made my day better abit with compliments like that. ha. i shld work in fashion related job eh. lol. funny. i din even hav training. i just style ppl according to my intuition. wha tto do. but .. i still rlry wanan work at lingerine store= sm say took them v long cos it shld be hard as they do sell sex toy u see... haiz.... .so yea.. .hoepfully they'll managed to find a store to be open in sg ba... then don sell sex toy la.. haiyo.. .rlry cant wait to work there u know.. .

haha. dress up sexily everyday .. but in high heels=.=... ouch

anyway. 

she even join in my media social .she asked for it. haha. so funny 

my part timer. shes a very nice girl. always so smiley u know. found out she got enaged. her bf invited to dine in at restaurant. then before dessert arrive, he popped the question. so swt. was so happy and teary for her. =') 

kinda sad too.. .cos. .wish i was in her shoes. 

but yea. ..anyway. she derserves it. adn .. shes a lucky girl. rlry wish her al lthe best. must so ask her for her wedding date next time i see her 

...so lucky. so envy of her ya konow.. .o well 

thats abt it. 

like to slp

Ifiona once siad.. "..then where were u when i needed u" to shrek .
Id always like tat movie.. in fact the whole series i like it alot.

Tired n slpy.

i just wanna stop crying and head to bed now

i nid slp

today ne.i woke up hugging my bloster v tightly. Forgotten wat long dream its abt byt tat was intense..

bloster is my best fren now
i feel like doin notthing n just slp..

gdnight. Will blog soon. Theres ya. Next time type.in bed nights

jaa