meeting day

last night was a tough one. sighs. neede to slp early in living roo. bro needed to eat and watch tv,said he off ytd. so yea. tot of like. asking hi sit next to me by the tableand eat while i eat in the light duh. but blah3. maybe he's tired not in gd mood. blah..... 3 in the end he went into his room. play loud music. asked hi go out eat he didnt liek wan so i went into my room. with just my bloster. in the end he stil ldidnt stay i living tomm.
room

whatever. i made up my mind. i slpt on the narrow cold floor i had left with my rooom. on abit of aircon.. ..no blakie no nothing. no pillow. jsut cold floor and oh bloster.. and me. i felt so lonely =( was crying non stop

yea=/

i was crying.. .thinking of sad stuffs that'd happened.. .etc.. i was so upset abt everthing. i wishes to be living on my own.. i ended up slpt late and had sch a bad slp . cos no pillow and all so yea.

i edned up with only 4 hrs of slp prior to my big meeting==.

yea i think i performedvery well.

yup

i asnwered alot of questions

anyway

the nice ceo was there. .adn he shared wth us some stuffs.. .my sg rgm asked him. did he ever hav breakdowns. like cry throw things etc  due to stress...due to almost hitting the stores budgets but still didnt. . .he say no. he will only cry when theres something great happened. success.
he gone passed hte stage of breakadown.

he say nvr in his life had he come across a rgm who will nvr ry.

at least when they started, the first feww weeks they will cryat least once a week.

another questions posted. .what motivates him. he say... by the time u get to the top. its only urself who will motivtes u.
yea. .there's nobody else buturself.

i disagree. but...
yea. thats what he said. .

and the other the so  called fiercer abit ceo, heard he started fom scratch. and he's sm.. .then area manager. ..etc.. .then ceo sned him to london.. ten etc.. now he owns 15% of company shares. he's the ceo now.
yup. the so called 2nd ceo ? if that make sense.
no wonder he's fierce and strict. cos he did a great job in stores...and enables him to move up ... he's a sm at age 21? i think .
anwyay ua

wow

great journey

this kind ceo says.. .he like singapore alot. htats hwy he's living here. he's aussie vtw
he says maericans are even worse than aussies.
even if he's aussie, he don rrly care. he will say sg is great etc. and he can and will list out the bad stuffs abt aust ad its gov.. .u know what i mean...
so yea. but i was like .whoa. americans.. .worse? wow. he say he had frens americans frens. snobbish more than aussie. ..arrogant. ..etcetc

at one point hwe were tlaking abt some comp thingy. he wa slike. ''australia'' *pointed out his middle finger. hhaa. he was so called rooting us to win the comp.
i mena. yea. how cool is he. he don side with his own mates. u know.
like yea. he dislike them, he wil lsay it. wha the lieks abt sg. he will say it too.
like. ..yea. v ncie. for a aussie that its

i dunno why he described aussies as like.. not so nice ppl .like. .u know. americans are worse than aussies.. .but..

yea. oanyway.

he's sitl lso coll nontheless. honest . and yup.

gosh so hngry now. gonna hurry hit the sack. 4hrs of slp. and now 1plus.. .gosh. imma slp in.
stress is piling on peeps=/
stocktake coming up. .im.. .worried.sighs =( as though i ddint wanna go bcak to store... but.. i hae to. i must.

i.. .can only do my best and pray that i wont get soclded

jaa mata.

huu so hungry anad slpy