stressful day and kinda sad night

i am sad=((((
just found out the game i purchased recently,.... is now having a 50percent off deal. sobxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxT_T omgggggggggg whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy only few days apart sobssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

sighs. what to do. whats done been done. =((

had such a great pain on my left shoulder when i played last night. then using the phone when sammy called without earpice.. .is a bad idea. i have no idea wheres my ear piece.
i think its my position height of chair?
its bloody sore .cos. used to be my right. first time its on my left.
v v painful
anywaya. was shocked i played till so late.
and yea. .
unsure if its due to my normal mouse (not gaing mouse ) and no mousemat, i find it difficult to use the cam functon. anyway. will see how it goes. still need to gt used to it.
its like my first proper game throiugh lappy. allthis while ive been playing playstation

mm.. yea. so thats that.


today i was so stressed out i wanna cry. y team mates also pretty stress. i don wan them to know im stress. but. ..sighs. its jsut so obvious .
so rm wan avg above 35. by 6 we nid to call  her if we cant hit it.
then heard one asm in town area kena f by rm in mrg. cos sales aint that gd. that asm actulally open 30mins longer in orde rto hit abit more. but not up to her standard. so yea. i heard my asm told me.. she kena f. omg.
told u so. rm gets moody and mad, shes badass kicker.

then blah3... .thank god. when she called her mood changes for the better. always like that. lke another person sudddenly.
gosh .i was almost shaking when i spoke to her on the phone=/
and breaktime no appetite. was so stressed out i wanna cry.
sighs....
ppl quit... not just look at sm. u gotta look at ur rm too.

haiz. liek that ...

was tlaking abt having own business or somethnig with him the other day. then was like.. i dunno man. then .. end up... i was like. .maybe sell spicy food ?v v spicy type. ha. or with level type lol
but yea. he's liek will it sel...

well... .if youre talking abt aust.. .it might. cos. ..hello>?????/ where can u find spicy food u tell me =.=......... gosh i will definitely head to a place wherer they sell extremely spicy food.
or the authentic say.. spicy curry or spicy laksa.. .spicy fishballs... etc.
sambal sauce can be lvl for 1.
cos its.. .well.. .erm. for me aint spicy at all.
belachan higher levl abit. the mee soto type of chii. . .wooo my fav. even higher. i asked many ppl. many ppl gave me dif recipe and tips. dunno who to listen ne.
tried once myself though .

anyway.
ok thats that.

wish me luck tmr.
oh yea. on  a side note, me and colleague even spend money to hit 35 becos of rm. haiz

jaa mata