another tired day. massage no help

ytd.. .my team member suddenly wanna talk to me. i was shocked. tot she wanna quit.
but she actually wanna confide with me. telling me all her family probs etc...
both of us the same i realized.. .we don talk to anyone abtour probs. we knew its not healthy yet we cant help it.
i didnt tell her abt mine i just say personal prob.and she also didnt ask.
i listened to her. .and gave her my best advice...
the advice i gave her... ha. its simple. .and.. i rrly wish i could do it too myself. .but liek id'd said.. im better with advicing ppl...rather than myself. meep=.= ikr. haiz. .
its esay to advice other ppl.. but so difficult to do it yourself..to do it alone. .

such a tiriing day. i was thinking. .the massage power gone liao=.=
so freaking tired. sighs.
tmr gotta continue the work.. gotta find stuffs..etc..
and prepare for my team meeting. ..
sales... gosh. thank god i pusehd through the final 3 hrs. yet still ..so close=/

im so dehydrated.. each day... dunno. less than 5 or 4 cups of water.
cant drink too much alter eep going toilt is one hting. that aside. but biggest prob is. im alone. i cant close the dang store. so yea==
and yup. rgm don allow it either. uh huh. high pay? get on with it =.=

time passes so quickly...
and yea.. .

gosh.. i misses my longer hair. don worry. i learned my lesson. next time just an inch will do=.=
though... mm.. i... kinda like shorter abit too.. ha. still long la. but used to be V long
below my booobs
its... great that i cut away the u know. .abit split ends or dry ends...
hair.
and give it time to grow again. .
m..i think i miss more of playing with my hair..u know..twirl it ard with finger.. ha.
so shoick. bro in kl then to indo.. .
haiz. my holiday... .many months to go..


will do my best. xmas... 35 days(it hink) to go...
get the hell over with working till 2am and 12am shits etc.. .
i rrly3 cant wait for nightmare before mas ot be over....
=(
i keep telling myself. ..all these hardwork.. its becos of the pay...
so its worth it. .
thats what kept me going on.. .
luckily this sg rgm is way better to talk to than the aussie one. aussie one. .once bad mood, omg. gdluck.

kk. gtg. just got home and bath...
nid to slp in less than 2 hrs of rest+(

i wanted to slp early. but am so hungry now.
had my breakfast and lucnh combines at 5pm plus...
yea no breaky.only chicken essence.
then had satay bee hoon for my breaky /lunch/dinner combined.

gues snot filling enough. cos such small portion .=(

think imma eat maggie cup noodle again.

kk.. jaa mata ne
don think can slp that early liek i'd wanted to.. =/

u know. someitmes i cant wait to hit my 30s? lol .weird right.
thogh still theres few more yrs to go.
but i think that.. its the sexy age ya know .  like. abit yougner version of desperate housewife type. i dunno .theres something abt. .it. thats kinda special like. a total full woman with power now. hahha. =)

jaa


-go ahead and talk to all the girls. go ahead and tell each one you want them. continue to fool yourself. and in the middle of the night when u face reailty and you're done playing games, youll close your eyes and see who really matters. the memories will hurt you... you;; remember how much she cared... how much she kept holding on... and how she forgot about you just like you forgot about her. -