greal deal

tummy ache again.. not feelin gso well todya. oh man.
mrg also threw up. argh.. rrly need to tc..
huu
hopefully tummy be good soon

gotta rush for bed. jsut type and go slp liao

today i felt better after hearing abit more detailed of tips given by another outlet sm.
i rrly wanna be able to do it nicely. so yea

mm... o well. also dunno waht to type. .erm...
cos been typing too much etcetc over past few days =.=
now erm.. .
shld stop blahing bah

oh so excited to be goign to syd soon. tmr march alrdy.. just few more months.. but. .tix haven get yet..
dunno got promo anot

today my colleagues all go shopping . afte rbreak, everyone is back with the shopping bags ha. me didnt.
gotta save mah

oh yea. bought a 3.35 necklace ..v v heavy n chunky type. on sale. found it in cardboard. ha .alst pc. me bought it. usually price 65
XD waht a deal!!
happy desu.
but dunno what to pair it with.. anyway, since i saw it abt xmas time, i rrly like the purplish glass beads colours. sooo gorgeous. attracted me so much.
so now on sale, sooo cheap. must buy.
maybe one day will be able to ifnd the right occasion to wear ba

mm.. not fun.. .thinking of the clothings to bring to syd...
winter. .cannot waer anythignn ncie=.=
always jeans.. huu.. .see how bah. maybe can tahan the cold. .wear skirt. haha.
kk gtg. ..before tummy acts up again

mata

huu no printer print air tix this time.T_T howwwwwwwwww

my life with sammy.. love

its very stress. when off day. .then received msg .. the numbers of thigns ui need ot look out for..
though stressful, i also kept telling myslef. its all for hte money too .
the more money u get, hte harder u must work.
tats al lfair eh.
so yea.. stresssssssssss
but.. thank goodness had a ncie tow days off straight.. due to coolegaechanges off. so yea. .
but. .a pity. .though t i coulve uses these two days and catcup with him.. but.. yea. ..he's too busy bah .
o well

S5 phoen coming soon. so happy to know taht. rlry cant wait to be one of the first to change it

my stomach. .stil not good. for. .3 or 2 days liao bah . diarrhea. huu......... soon after sammy .
yea. .but ...i guess.. my fault too bah.. cos. .stil lhaving spicy dishes and all...
only recently i realises that.. i MUST have spicy food . in every meal. kidna scary eh
like.. the first thought ... be it lunch or what .its liek. .ok.. chilli3....
oh man...
i don think thats good huh? ...i dunno.. .but.. its beena habit now.. used to it. .and i liekit..

thoughtummy not gd, yet still had the msot spicy chicken wings. ..cos headed there so far.. ....then yea. .wasted if nvr buy..
even bro only ate oen or so. his lips all red. =.=
its.abt of tobasco taste bah... for me. .though spicy, ... yet still quite alright. i like.
but disliek tobasco taste. .liek..soury..

mm..
i wonder if he's lsping now.. .o wel.
uni student mah.. sure busy..

how do u guys handle stress
i wonder

im really bad with that. .rrly
i dunno how to destress
don tel me to smoek or drink
as for exercise.. well.. .
sighs.. lazy la... hate to move. lvoe it when im runnign and sweating. .but.. if i slpt late,.. then thats it=(
sighs. .somemore i tan easily.. if run too late, then yea. ..sun u[p liao... rrly disliek tan now

anyway..regreats aside..

wow. just realled somthing..from workplace. quite long ago .
yea. .someitmes memory just returned=.=

these two aunties..erm.. more of tai tais.
from sg.
they were chating in my sotre.. blah3... oh my children.. study in US.... Uk... your children? ...
oh htey are sstudying in..blah3....
...that rrly pisse sme off
rrly. alot.
i knwo. none of my business. but seriously. its obvious. human nature.whe u say such thing in public, you're feelign good, and boasting. bragging
tats the ugly truth of hu,an nature. anyway
yea. .i disliek it alot .cos. .so haolian. .but at the same time. ..... i wishes... i have the ability..to do that...
but.. my family cant afford..
since young. i knew... diff ppl..diff lives...
.........
ppl live in big hourses.. go overeas study.. eetc etc...  we envy.. but. .we cant change it. .unless we win what.. tot or something=.=

o wel.
but the luckiest thing happened in my life.. is to've met him.
imlucky.

in millionsss and billionssss of humans in this world,.... to find your lvoe one,... its not fate( but it should be) but it's a miracle.
two souls... connected... how amazing is that huh...

i sitll rememebr... durign our date in explanade.. .(haven gott ogether yet)
.he was still plaing with his psp game..the car racing .. ha. he ended up.. getting hanged..and he got lotsssssssssss of pointssssss. haha. anyway... yea.. i was teling hinm.. if that teachser hadnt changed my shcool option, ..i woulntve beeen who i am.. hten immediately.he replaied.. no... shaking his head.. he say no.. as in he rather me to be me now. not someone else.

its amizng.. like. .how i felt so ..naturall..and saem with him.. laying my head on his shoulder.. etc..
when i've even barely know hinm...
glad i trusted the right person

mm.  omg. i forgot what i'd wanted to type=.=.............

again.
oh man

hal still remember.. we went to madarine hotel go toilet.. then to 7 -11 ..he's so hungry.he ate instant cup noodle ..inside 7-11

i wonder.. ....if he still remembr any of thise..........
thoe memories... ar so precious to me....
tats why i made two cscrapbooks for him
it snot easy fo rme.. i've nvr told him.. but .. i knew he's leaving sg... and,. during those times.. i was so upset..and cried alot. ..
i cried so much when i was fdating him..ywet.. he's my first lvoe.and will always be..

i .... so wish.. oto go eat.. bedok fishball noodles with him again.. .... the late night oopen one.. .
if im borned super rich,... i woudlvce gone ther eby now.. ...
sighs ..i wish.. iwish.. h 's able to do that with me.and bring me tehere..

ut yea.. thiking back.. those memories..sp swt.. .
im not gonna say everythign here.. .but. the detaisl when we firs mert, ;as well as in between,.. i still reember clearly...
he's so busy... i bet he ... i think.. he wotnt be able to remember bah..huh.

i fell.. whilst walking down strais from marina square.. then he say.. will hold my hands in case i gfall again..
then.. we kicked some twigs.. like football....
ha...
i hav a feelign he don rememebr.. but.. tis clear in my heads....
i love him so muhc.... i got hurt by him once.. .(officially or more)  .. so im scared..
in fact.. im hurt.. .. moer than once.. but... yea. i wouldnt say anythign .is that a gd thing...

i miss him alrdy

most wondeful memories.. room.. just u and hin...

wow i talking abt him so much here....

imma have inadequate slp again..

mate.......

empress's life

today.. also didn get to msg him much.. though its my off... 

back to uni life.. always life that.... o well... dunno hows he doing there either.. 

me so full... stomach nt good.. eyt. .had spicy chicken wings just now.. not too bad. 

so full.. 

fell aslp yet again.. .

oh man... 

u knwo. .that hk show.. empress in the palace... 

sighs.. so sad... her whole life since 16,or 17... get into palace. .everybody vying for emperors attention.. etc... 

murde.. jealousy.. .etc.... 

poor thing... 

and even her true love... killed in the end... sighs=((yes.. tissue pls... 

then ending.. so sasd. .recap of her past whislt shes slping. .omg... win liao. ...sad. =(

haiz..... 

ervyting that she had gone through.. oh man.. sad. =/ 

its based on true story btw. .thats why more sad... so.. yea. .duno true or nto.. 

haiz.. .shes teh empress by the time shes abt my age. .. adn her love. .gone.. her own son.. also cannot aknowledge.. .=/ 

if her detaislof tru elife is true,... whas the point of being an empress... .

=( 

sighs... 

gosh so full.. hope wont throw up again =( gotta rst soon

mata

tall guys?

mm.. waht shld i type...

u know.. alot of customers mistook me for being youngster.
mm.. so paiseh ne. im a woman already mah. but. .well.. ig uess in a way its good bah.. .at least not like ppl meant that as negative.. its a good thing bah.
mm.. difficult to put into words.. but.. yea..
forget it. haiyo

anyway, what a tiring body ne.. .ha. woke up thiking oh yea no wodner so tired. cos been working three days alrdy. then was like... ...omg. only one day had passed. today 2nd day back to work only (after off) . and haven even started, im alrdy so tired n slpy.
more of body.. fatique. huu

been falling aslp on sofa jsut like old times.. .but this time no samy pick me up

rememebr ytd i mentioned that col of mine? so her bf is very tall. and she say his dad passed awasy alrdy. so left with mum. but his dad side of family is very typical. like. .they'll say she's too short for him. =.=.. like wth right??? luckily she say she don need see them often. ha. phew. luckily her aunt lives there. she can stay with her. if not. his sis is there.. also toruble brews. =.=
lucky for her. at elast her aunt is there.
but yea. .wth. height also wanna find problem. so high standard this type of family =.=

she and i can talk alot abt this man. haha.
oh yea and since we have abt same height, our bf also abt same bah. both tall. when told her abt how i cant wear high heels in syd sadly due to syd need ot walk v v long. its not liek underpass..taka..trian to somerset...bedok etc. its like. .from one place to another, u need to cross lights..walk3... etcetc.. .down dunno how many streets. so wearing heels, will be a disater. somemore im headin gout everyday.
she also. find it painful to wear and walk so far. somemore tal guys walk fast. ha.
so yea.
if only i live there, can once in a while wear high heels bah. but yea. .holiday mah.. limited to bring. .adn need to walk alot everyday . due to treasure some time. not liek can rest my feet for one day. cant wear slippers if winter time too. so yea.
o well. its ok. height only.
wear wedges bah ha

kk so late. gtg. tmr sure slpy again=/=.

mata

looking good

gosh. cant believe that stalker' is back. in my store. omg..... i was so shocked. no wonder he;s so familiar. then my colleague servin ghim. so yea. indeed. he has the accent. he's tall. wears spec. everythign abt him. i recognized. so freaky. i didnt even noticed him till he was served by my col .
my col say he actually wak past store..then came in. looking ard...like pressing phone..etc. i didnt even noticed him. omg. v shocking. hopefully wont see him again =/
somemroe can ask for a huge size ring. excuse or waht. he's insane perhaps. oh man.. hwy is he always in town>?? T_T

ha. my col asked me. ''.u have degree right? if you say u have master (degree), seriously i will also believe. because you really seems like a person with that'' as in.. i look like a person who has degrees /master degree type of person. if that makes sense. ha.  i was like ..wahhhh such nice comments arrrrrr XD
first time someone tells me that. haha. so nice.
maybe .. cos the way i talk, work or dunno bah. but... haha. so nice ar. that sort of impression haha. like ppl think u are clever and even look clever. ha

my col was smoking .and suddenly she say.. wah you will look very sexy if u smoke.
=.= erm.... i was like. .i dunno how she picture it.. but.. yea.. .maybe cos was wearing a bright red lipstick colour bah.
she say my teeth is very white. aint the first time alrdy. or maybe cos their teeth yellow from smoking. .thats why say mine is white bah.
but.. ok leh. i think mine so so.
but sometimes lipstick can make ur teeth look yellow.
as in the colour u choose.
mm.. yea.
but glad ppl think my teeth very white haha.
=)

ahh.. .hoopefully. .might be able to see sammy soon..
but. .don think we are able to meet at gold coast and... yea.. soudns difficult to plan bah eh
gosh slpy liao. thighs hurts.. .from running.
ytd.

yawn.. kk gnna slp bah

the feelign of knowing i can see him soon is great.

oh my col studied in syd for five years. ahh.. amybe can ask her more too... her bf there. he alrdy came back before to see her. but busy. so din chat more to her. but owuld lvoe to.

jaa mata

beginning of a new life

rrly like this anime ending song. by wakaba. but jap title.
so wont be putting it here.

stomach still not gd.
gosh. tat time of month coming bah. mood so bad . can cry.
then wanna cook also nothing to buy. gosh. rrly feel so down .
stomach now so full though. drank too much water

sorry. keaving ut some part of my life days here. dun wanna talk too much i try

but anyway,
last night also stomahc so full. hopfully tonight can slp well
gosh =/

aww so happy for this couple. youtube girl. pregnant alrdy. haha .what a swt curprised for her hubby on xmas day. awwww
think they got married in... sept isit? rrly cant rememebr. but eya. .so swt.
can u imagine waking up and finding out youre pregnant? scary yet such good news. like so many things to think about. gosh.
his reaction is nice too.
was like. .are u sure? haha.
but good bah. unlike some guys reaction not happy. thinking oh no having a baby liao.
anyway they hav two dogs. v v v vsuper cute dogs.
so.. i think they'll be ready for baby bah.
such swt news.
sssssssthats the same couple i mentioned before. they broke up once before. but got back together.
he's rrly a nerdy average joe looking guy.
not handsome,
quirky looking, but shes ok. pretty bah.
if not how to be youtube star ha.
but yea. glad this high school swthearts hav happy ending.
and baby is jsut another beginning for them .
ahhh soooo nice ne
rrly great news
think they.. .11 yrs alrdy... together.
so ncie

yawning. yet stomahc too full to slp
goshhhhh helppppp almost wanna throw up again.
argh

anyway, glad his day is better than mine. though.. .didnt get to msg him much... think he went out  relax meet his fren or waht bah.. .
but yea.

feel like my off day wasted.
been feeling this way for quite long.
hopefully will feel better and happier soon.
rrly do.
dislike feelign sad.
huu

mata

full to sleep .kirai

gosh so full =( as though imma throw again =/ 

hate to feel so full before slp huuu yet so slpy and fallen on sofa yet again.. bro alwasy tries to wakey me. haha. oops. poor him .

=so hard to trust nowadasy..  sighs. .

i dunno anymore.. confused

sooo full arghhh

so glad to see my previous vm . erm.. lets called her as.. head of vm.. erm.. .high vm bah. =.= 

finally .so lucky to see her on her last day. phew... cos jsut so glad to work with her ya know.. thet are nice ppl.. the ho. so yea. 
last min bought her a lil choco with note thank u note.. 

she rrly did drop by my store .and gave me a cupcake. she say to me. .im the most delightful person.. awwwwww

yea when she handed me the cake, i almost cried ha. teary eyes. gosh. so easily touched. =.= 

but yea. so awesome... rrly touches my heart. 
we hugged a couple of times.. .

it was jsut so great to worked with her ya know... it was scary. ofc. cos shes so serious and fast and .. yea. but still qite ok bah

yet i wasnt afraid to givec her my opnion.. 

yea .that, im very proud of myself. ha. dunno why im so courageous. 

anyway, yea. .short couple of days. yet was so great to see the way she work and all.. 

mm... rrly strong memories bah 

ha. so glad she stil lrememebr me.  rrly awesome. happy to talk to her todya =) 

may shes coming again. hopefully will get to see her again 

dunno whats wrong with spaces today and lines. don mind ne

sianz. nvr msg him much again. 

wrong timings agian and again

jsut need to slp it all away

ha. new song to listen whislt typing. boa so close to me 

mm.. haven dl to my phone. .wonde rif able to alrdy or not. nvr try. 

gosh. sooo full

my mind's like. .don run jsut slp. .don run... slp........ 

oh man..... =( 

no motivcation liao. jsut wana slp sianz

cannot ne. huu

wha tt do..

mm.. have i eaten my night med? ... .=.=..... forogt. arghhhhhh soemtimes it sliek that. .. dang... then unsure.. .then afraid to eat.. cso only meant for once a day.. .how ar. .

think i'll take the risk bah

gonna slp soon

cant think liao.

kk.. mata