some parts of my trip

supposed to be slping now. but decided to  blog alittle.

been.. reluctant to type abt my trip.. cos.. u know. its that feeling. .of re reading my journal.. ravelone
and tlaking abt it.. though makes me happy, yet will bring back all those memories. .sweetness.. everyting .which im gonna miss. =( especially him.
sighs
so yea. perhaps thats why im afraid to type it al lout.

basically its rrly awesome .and its sweet of him to pay fo rmy meals, and make the effort to bring me out. though i kinow he's v slpy n tired. so am i. but yea ,still wan him get enough rest first

i was crying uncontrollebly when  days passed. cos i knew imma leave liek real soon. though fdays are stil ahead.
was also sad cos i think he misunderstood abt me and my fren. my fren and me reminded me of doctor who, with amy pond and rory williams. Like dic who n amy are v v gd frens. Whilst rory is her love.
but there's no two guys. more of a guy me and another girl .me n him gd frens, he n tat girl are lovers. Yea I was watching halfway.. then it strikes me.  Haa
but yea. perhaps due to his natural nonsense sens of rubbish humours lame jokes msgs, wi guess tats why sammy is liek .. u know.not happy ba:/
haiz.
but what to do. i hav nothing to hide. so when he check my phone im ok .but. guess its still human nature of ppl to take the wrong idea huh.
i dunno why sammy ask me no tto msg ppl i love u . but i only msg him that. i cant remmebr if my fren msg any stupid joke or somtin. but why would i say to others. unles sif its my mum. Anyway figured tat best I keep clear of him n clear msgs before sammy start thjnking the wrong way . later say too much, he get more wrong ideas.. so ya. decidced not to talk abt it .=/

me been slping for 4 hrs plus for two nights straight liao huu

anyway, yea.
 i'll not contact my fren since he don like my fren eh
its ok to lose a close fren i guess .
yea. so thats the down part of my trip to syd cos of this misunderstandsigs

but anyway, it felt liek a .. shit. see me teary liao=((((
i KNEW IT!! =(( thast why dun wanna type. but since type liao.. so... haiz.
k ba. just tpe abit

so yea. liek. .been waiting so long n pining for this moment. .he snuggle up to me in bed.. under thick flufy blankie.. small action lie he pull my pillow closer next to his pillow.. make sme soooo happy. i told him. i felt so blessed at that moment and between us .and blessed to have him. tats what i meant though i didnt say much.
but yea. shit im so sad crying now. .miss all that n him =(((((
tats why refrain from bloggin... o well.
continue abit

so yea.. a drink in my hand.. relax.. watch lappy. .tv.. him next to me. htink that happened twice . at night. jsut simple snuggle up, watching show...
i recalled i was soooo happy. full of happiness... liek these moments. .that ive been pining for everyday, finally came true!!! simple wish of mine, but yet so percious.
so yea.... its hard to desc ribe. but i felt so happy, cant believe it... and ..yea. blessed.
=)

tat feeling when everything came true, its so nice.
 i made new memoeries with him. oh and i took pics with him.!!!!
last time i regretted not taking. why din i? becos i knew i will keep crying when ever i se ehis pic. somemore.. .at time like.. he's stil labit uptight or soemthing.. abt being founf out.. so yea.. din dare to anyway

but yea. took his pics too ^^
me can so see liao. thoguh maybe still will cry, but im so happy to be reminded of tat moment captured with him =)

we went to german bar, pizza, long night drive! i saw stars!!! oh yea. he frightened me inhotel... hahahah. naughty baby of mine.
and i make him sing me bday song, softly he sang=) aww
mm.. he taught me how to blow cold air. i was so happy =)
movie, one more. .damn i forgot=-( slipped my mind fo rnowm, andywya we also eat nice yogurt. he got me hooked on tat haha.
we din go club, but it everyday n moemnt spend with him is so fabulous.
watching him slp. he rrly brought me to alot of nice places to eat. fo rhte first time, yes.syd hav nice food. but exp. haha.
mm... yea.
the opals are amazing. we walked past this stroe. wow... me still misisng my tiny opal necklace with stone.. huu

anyway,
ive gort every detaisl in my travel journal.
last yr one also still hav

pan cakes with him. .we chatted lots abt stupid customers
mm... yea. i sang crazily anyhow in his car. lol. destrpyed my image ehXD

he's got more patience, and nicer, sweeter, more understandings than before. in short words, he's just gotten better as my bf. hee. not  sayin he's bad in the past k =.=
but jsut gotten even better ^^
treat me so nice. make me love him more =)
miss him sighs=(((
i cam eback crying from the plane to cab..to home

but it was awesome. we msg each other non stop
so at least i felt that he's still with me in a way ya know
haiz..
soon will see him again =) uh huh. i know we will. very soon

k ba. tats it for now.
gotta stop crying first.

if though tof anythign else and be prepare to cry, then i shall blog again abt it

but yea. overall its been wonderful . awseom trip =) i ejoyed myself alot. and so glad. he finally did say he enjoyed his week too.
i get to do what couples usually will do.. even the most simplest holding hands... kissing in public.oh he kissed me in the bar when theres lots of ppl. i was so happy =D like he din care din show that he mind how others are looking anot
hehe. ^^ soemthing new eh

kk. gtg

wanna slp early but cant bear to leave him. stil lwanna msg him till as long as he's awake.. .
huu

o well.. .i love him so much!!!!!!!! =)

mata