awkward silence

and u know... how that one of the other time.. he said he's tired and busy and dealing qwith ppl.. and. .he had the time to han gout with ppl... and... i was there. .left alone. without his replies. wont it only tak,e a less than 10 secs to send a msg of gd night? even if theres nothing to say..

not the first nor 2nd time. do u think its healthy?
ha. i dunno .
o well. .it hurts me. but yea.

o well

u know. my ceo today. .
i was standing near him.. and .. i dunno. rgm was taking stocks out for him or sumtin.. then.. .he suddenly said to me.. how are you?
i was like. .whoaaaaaa O.O..
i didnt said that out ofc. i replied. gd gd... then i smile.. .my eyes looking ard. .like. .super AWKWARDXD. ahahhaa
 omg... i f i could turn back time. .i wouldve asked how are you.
oh man..... but i was so .. boss-strucked. ha. so yea .. oh man...

told my colleague abt it. she say he only said hi to her. and yes. she saw i was stumped and standing there.

man.  i am so shy ok. my ceo ne. when he ask how are u ofc i am dumbfounded.
gosh
so sudden. who knows he'll be speaking to me =.=

but its my honour though.
like. hello. he happened to ask me ne. i shld be happy lor. erm. .shld i? =.=

had the worst mrg workign with rgm.so stressed. imagine working with ur boss k. =.= sweat man.. gosh

..need to take a big breath.. i hppe i can relaz soon

especially right arm. .still abit pinky.. oh man. i rrly wish not to see doctor man =/ why aint it going away??
what had i eaten...applied... or.. idunno. sighs
=/
hopefully will be fine bah
but there sdefniitely bite marks. don thin kinfectiours too serious ba .if not alrdy fever liek dengue eh

mm..dunno why. .someitmes when raining ..im remidned of taking bus aloen from pp... to his place. .i brought umbrella.. raining. .i crossed road. .heavy rain.. then. .soon after i crossed, he's there. happy to see him there. he said somtuing like. .wanna make sure and see me knwo how to rch there'' cso my first time i think. .there alone.. crossing that road and taking that bus alone ..

sobx. .why cant time be turn back..

mata