to see the better side

gosh i noted down on my hadn what i wanted to blog. and.. now, i can only remeebr one or tow. =.= or only just one. omg

cos my hand's ink got washed away. 

so.. oh yea. rgm checkd out hte HB work outfit. and seem slike need to wear high heels and dressed or skirts.
guess its like. .sexy kinda outfit bah .
liek going club> but.. yea. its got carpet on.. but. .imagine 0 hrs or longer on high heels. holy cow=.= ......

still.. i would rather work with my passion than u know.. .se ehow bah

mm... omg. dunno liao. lol /

so many to blog since so long. oh man=/ 

sorry 

my memory aint gd these dasy=/ sighs...... rrly bad memory desu. haiz. for cetain thigns ba

so slpy. wanna slp asap. bro stillwatching dvd haiyo =/ 

mm.. so yea. gomen. cant recall... 

haiz

oh yea. i had a dream sbt sammy. due to his company thingy. he's allowed to sned one person to syd or sumtin. so he put my nam,e. so i recevied email. .instead of working, im flying off to syd for a day. i was so surprised. then we went wet market.. talk to ppl.. its like he's the bos sor sumtin. .i dunno.. we wore like suit and gown. .u know ha. and he evenm carried me... my hand's on his back of head.. hard to explain.. but.. that felt so gd.. when i was msgin g him.. i even cried.. cos.. that was so nice.. .so vivd the dream.. surreal desu... rrly wish i can dream it everyday.. he was smiling. .ahe look so happy.. i lov ehis smile u know

read this mag.. .abt this author abt being happy .. .happiness. .etc... he say being grateful is.. .sutmin2...
and.. .if u look for fault in something or someone, u will see it. if u look for it in ur bf, in ur job....
u will find faults.. but hey. sometiems mistake are mistakes. its not like u are finding it. its just there. soemtimes u may choose to close one eye. ignored it if u can. or solve the problem. its not like. trying to find 'faults' at all

say.. why their pay is higher... .instead of ...we shldl be thinking.. .be grateful that we have a job to pay the bills with.. to have themoney to eat. .etc... .get it? 

so.. yea.. i rrly try to focus on the nice stuff.. .or.. if sammy nvr msg me like he used to.. i tried.. rrly o think of somthing... mmm.. u know.. to.. feel better with. if that make sense.
soyea. simple things. .yet makes so much sense.. .rrly wanna read his book

kk gtg. bro finnaly finished off his dvd

mm.. still missed out on alotto blog abt gomen. 

mata