hey... just feels like. .another day been wasted... =/
was so upset int he day. . cos pan runined. and.. yea.. in the end.. at night.. i compensate it. soyea..
though. ..
that didnt make me feel any better=/
sighs
im so upset and stress the whole of the day. ytd as well .
i feel like. i had no control over my lfe. im losing it.. and i didnt know how to steer the wheel anymore=/
that broke my heart
just couldnt feel that im in control anymore. my life is in a mess . sighs
trying jmy best nt to feel this way. but i cant help it =/
this mrg. it as dar and v cold. i was freezing.. .and it was 7a,. usually will be sunny. but liek i'd said its gloomy and dark. .raining.. .so nice to slp in. i wa sthinking to mysef. today i am grateful for... didnt have to wake up for work today. and just laze in bed for this gloomy rain.
skype didnt go so well with him .. bad reception .alil difficult to understand whats he is saying. .then towards the end phone cut into silence. ..haiz
my throat a lil hurt today.. cant afford to be sick ya know
sighs...
oh yea. last night what i'd said i take it back. searched online. in the end the game girl will still die so yea. pointless for me trying to save her.
so i didnt feel so bad after that .
losing interest in everyting. sighs
i cant wait to slp .sad though .think nid to slp o n floor. in my room cos bro aint home yet .he needs to dine at living t=room as always. later liek that time . later he angry. we both upset .haiz
better i slp on cold floor right
then later i'll weep alone at night again =(
duno ba why i feel so extra down these days i cant even smile. im not happy.
perhaps work stresses me out too much. haiz.. .
o well.. .
jaa nights peepe..
wsh i have my smile back
mata
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