stressed out sales period. hate it

soooo stressed out and busyyy =/

my mum and frens caught myself staring into space(cos i was thinkin abt work )

and ive been slping late. blah3... this sales period sucks.

so much to be done

sighs

my colleague and shes the longest in this company..3 yrs. recently mc 1 week. she felt dizzy. she was sick before but almost well.. then yea one day it happen.

and doc say probably shes too tense and stress out

and recently she told me.. its not worth her health. and she finally decided to quit by jan next yr.
well after geting bonus duh

she also hav the same thoughts.. like how we envy other store staffs when we walked past the usual quiet stores

it all comes down to... yes. more money but u work ur ass off. or lesser money and for her she think she will be happier.

there was this youtuber who reecently commented tht.. .she keeps changing jobs. and one day she decided to just stop it.
and took a risk. and quit her job and do youtube.
its sad to see ppl struggling and being unhappy in their life with work.
she say shes happy now.

they all made a decision. and its a risk theyre willing to take.

for me... i duno yet. im still along the line of seeing what will happen..

cos i know they trust my capabilities.. and thinks highly of me.
..hence the added stress. cos i dun wanan disappoint them. or u know. let their expectation of me drop.
and im abt to run the top store next week. im so nnervoius anxious and worried and stress.. i know i can do it. but its just so.. .o well.

yea shld be fine bah.. .right? everything...

i saw something today at river.
its crazy
like.. gosh. why did i even bother to check it out=.=

and maybe nothing to do with it. this big doll almost fell on me (it landed right next to me) when  i was browsing. kk..better don think liao. though that image is so vivd=/

i wonoder if thats just an excuse... monthssssss ago my fren say she like it better now that shes put on weight. like fatter.
cos clothes suits her better look nicer(rather than skinner) . and ppl complimented on her that she looks better than when she was so skinny.
she say hse herself like her size now better .
then one night.. weeks ago i think? her ex bf fren saw her. and he's the v straight forward type. say it out loud. eh why u so fat now?? like keep repeating ask her. omg
cos last time they met yrs ago she was still v v skinny.

then after that night. .she took slimming pills.

and hte things she told me all opposite.

i asked her again(cos i remmeber her saying fatter is better) .. and she say.. ofc skinnier fit all clothes better. i asked.. u like urself meatier or skinnier. she say of cos when she was skinner. ppl say she look better. etc. li ke all opposite of what she told me monthsssss ago.

but those words she told me monthsss ago sounds so real.

so i duno.

taat guy ar. rrly mess her up man.
so stupid to be so hurtful and straightforward to a woman
=.=

so yea. .. maybe she didnt lied?? maybe she just forgotten how she used to like being more fleshy with her body.
she snot that fat. but... like. big size.. .abit more fleshy than being chubby.

anyway.. haiz. if only that guy kept his mouth shut.

jaa mata