worst stressful week ever =(

didnt blog last night but actually wanted to..

sooooo fed up. and i literally lost my cool first time. and also the first time i cried in store over work.

childrens running ard. mother don car.e blah3... ive so much work. im so stressed out alrdy etc... u know the scene in shrek 4 happily ever after? ... beginning of movie. his babies all crying piggies ate his cake.. balloon popping... ppl running ard. etcetc... he then lets out a big roar... then he smash his fist onto the cake,
now THAT< , was exactly how i felt. i felt shrek . liek so weird. but its the same scenerio.
i even commented loudly i dun understand these ppl.

sighs
=(

its been a rrly hectic stressful full of tasks every single day of the week. ive been slping late woke up early.
and i don slp comfortable anymore. i sooo sooo wish to move out. my fren hava  place but im not gonna waste my money and pay rent besides its too far.

so yea. if i blog last night sure words gonna be worse.

and this duno this girl in her early 20s or i duno. she look like early 20s... anywayyyy . she was with her mum. she wanna use her gold amex credit to pay. my  machine faulty. she say she want points for that c ard. hello????? its bloody $9 item!!!!!! use ur own cash. stop using ur parents credit!!!!!
get ur ass moving and get to work b****

then i say cannot work she give the abit irritated look. saying 'wasted my points'. crazy. $9 item onlky. go to next store which is etude house. like gooooooo but ofc i din say that to her. but tat face of a bloody rich girl (gold amex shld be rich family right  i think?) with that stupid look on her face pls. somemore she look presentable but her heart like this.. or rather her attitude like s is such a put off and disgusting. like legit DISGUSTIng.

sorry im getting fired up here.

theres so much anger in me =((((
like form all these stress builind up this whoel weke. lil things cust sas or do rrly irks me so much. its like im a vocalno thats why i explodede when those chikdredns keep screaming and making huge mess while im trying to refill my items

and im like wanna cry most of the time.. and im so stressed out. and i try to control it cos i dun wanna suddenly get fed u with my mum or family u know. especially when parents sometimes nagging etc.

and i duno how to release these tentions and stress =(

online didnt help
tv im not interested
usually evening time onwards my parents uses it to watch their chinese shows which im not intereted

so yea

now i feel like just shop3... shoppin g retail therapy
but tats not a gd idea either. .sighs i duno wat to do

its liek those moment if someone weer to bump into me and make a rude remark, i will probablhy give her a slap

no. not rrly ha

proably just say bitc*

sighs

ok rant over. gonna figure out how to relax later on

rrlhy wanna go out on my all. some alone quiet me time.. but always feel stress cos like leaving mum at home.

i just feel like living alonne. like.. hav my own freedom.
a nice clean space to do my hobby to slp in no bugs etc

so stress.. crying wont help. but i still cry... =(

and i emntioned befor ewhen i was in sydney sammsy fren mentioned how his gf woke up with his snoring and she was crying so badly for him to stop snoring cos she couldnt slp.. he said it was liek legit bad . and she was doing a duno fullshift day or sutin and she was tired out

now tat one i can feel too. like so tired and stressful .. things like this sure irritates and upset u, and yea ofc will cry like mad. that feleing sucks. i tottally get how shes feeling .

hoepfully i will feel better soon.

mata=/

mata