time for gdbye

omg. ha... this fren of mine, well , rather is a stranger to me. .tiem to time will post photos of herself.. i know her. i know how she looks like in person.. bu this time roun, .. wow. it is so bloody obvious that she 'corrected' her face using god knows if htats some kind of app or photoshop. its liek her face..chine..so sharp. unnaturally sharp =.= like super sharp v shape of her face and jawline. omg
uh huh. very fake. oh gosh
like.. paiseh ne.. if u do such thing to urself.. =/

haiz. so yea. this is it. ive submitted it.. etc.. rgm talked weird stuffs... etc..
din help at all.. so yea. no reason for me to stay at all.
i duno what hes talking abt. but. o well
its over now so .. uh huh
..haiz.
was like so stress.. now.. finallyh its over.. yet.. u know.. its gonan be the .. final month here... and.. yea...
if only theres no ppl like them... i wouldve ..stay here longer.. ive no problem with the previous aussie rgm and sm. though firm, yet they are awesoem to work wwith
.hey. even the previous melb sm.. promoted to senior sm.. then to cluster sm, she still decided to leave after a couple of months of being cluster sm.
i think she started out as fulltimer perhaps. in that new store .then after abt 5-6 months time, shes now a sm in that store.

uh huh. sometimes u just have to give up everything
she's almost 5 yrs there u know.
bu she still give up that cluster sm position..to start out as fulltimer.

anyway,

mm..
geez.. as though i'd wanted to type somehting important today..but i cant rememebr liao =.=

glad to msg him when i am having a tough stress mooment of day.. though he slpt early...but yea. better than nothing,
just hope.
tat everything will be fine fo the rest of one months time
skalia kena mistreated eh. ha
o well
nvm ba. i bear with it.
jsu toen motre month to go.. =/
glad to have sammys support. cos iwhtout him, i wouldnt be so sure abt my decision too

ssad. soemtiems.. most of the time, it is humans fault.. but cos they cant contorl a dog, they decided to put the dog down. which is a big mistake =/ they dont deserve that.
its humans fault. not the dogs. =/
haiz.

oh yea. so sweet. this dog video... omg. this dog helpoed another dog to swim. soooo sweet =)))))) she s like a hu,man. she gave her a floating ..erm.. platform in case she don dare to swim or scaed or drown. wowo.so impressive. =) swt dog ^^ im very impressive =D


mata

i said it

iw as so nervous.. such nerving wreckingd ay. was like woke up, and think. this is finanlly the day.. bt wait n wait.. sm still not back in store. no choice.emailed her. she called back. in a way im relieved la.
so yea. told her abt the job. she sounded calm and quite nice. like normal.
not angry. no objections and all..
so yea...
im very glad. phew....
but rgm tmr.. gosh. dunno nice me to stay back after meeting anot =/ opw e;;

but i do need to submit my letter tmr ba
one month notice ne. cant believe im still thinking.. do i wan to do this?
its definitely a scary thing. bt. well, i decided to do it.
first step is always hte hardest

ahh... see tol dya.
=. =
was telling my colleagu who din go for the bbqa. told her 'u can defintely tell im not in a gd mood. im sad and swollen looking face and eyes cos i cried so mcuh that day. was so sad'. and she was like yea. she looked through the pics of another fren's cam. whioch i haven sene yet
but ea. she was like. your eyes looks like O.O
o well. what to do =/
sad huh
even teh instax cam i brought also din use at all
din take pics with them when they taking. in fact i was kinda avoiding it
so yea.
o well
ytd slp tso late. gosh. gona not enough slp again

oh yea. hope my letter is ok. was thinking of how to write resignation letter. also asked my fren abt it. mm... think will double check before i send ba

mata

sad xmas dinner

sighs... now still stressing over how am i suppoesd to strt this conversation...to quit my job.
very stress. =/
hopefully they're free tmr. i need to settle it this week =/
though when they are nice, they are very nice. can joke can laugh. tlak frenkly etc. but sometimes.. its difficul for them to understand.. or trying to tlak to them.. or maybe their expectations wil lalways be so nhigh.
i dont know. i rrly dont.
but yea.
ytd morning was a nightmar. having slashed at for god knows hwat ive done. i am clueless.
ive done my best. i am clueless. what went wrong
i rrly dunno.
whatever ba
haiz
even if they are gonna get angry, ... =/ nothign i can do. jsut kena scold ba
was rrly crying out so badly  u know. maybe cos sterss all break loose
but yea. eyes swollen.
whole day crying .somemore not enough, rgm tlaked to me. not in a scolding manner but yea tlak3...
i din even bother to explain or fend for myself. useless. pointless.
yes. it is tempting when ur colleagues ask u to think thrice. one of them even came back. soon after quitting.
rgm was also saying how ppl wanted to return cos they thought its greener over the other side of job)
even in australia.
he was saing how all his working experineces, this company is the best.. the ppl all so nice. etc.
yes. all very tempting. but the unhappiness and the job wise ..the things to do..etc .its too much. enogh is enough ba

ytd  .worst day ever. sad day ever =(
sad looking face, swollen eyes, no mood at all. din even take more than 5 photos
sighs. rrly no mood. rrly. ruined the bbq.

i know what my heart is saying. its not in this store now. i do want to get ot of here. i dislike working here.
i rrly do.
i am not happy working there.i am not looking foward weither. yes. ppl ar efrenly n nice to talk to. but sometimes u dunno what they're thinking either.
who kwnos maybe they are jealous youre close with certain higher ranking ppl, or u instructed them too much. etx
that happened before wat. with the melb sm and me. they jealous,.
wahtever

ok. finally tmr is the day. i know they're busy. but i do wish to se ethem
or talk to sm first.
i think they'll be shocked
i must be prepared for their angry or negative faces eh

lecturing ur staff in front of the other staff saying so tat person can learn from it,  its such a .. wtf thinking.
seriously .
wth.
i dont get it.

ha. itz interesting to se esammy saying working with frens these days
at one point he used to always tell me. frens are frens. colleagues are colleagues. htough i was trying to tell him colleagues can be frens too. but of course. when it comes tow ork, its all abt business. work. not play time. though yes, htere canbe play time. but at the righ ttime. with right amount .
so yea. maybe he see the point now huh? =)
thats why it seven more tricky n difficult whne you're telling someone close to u to do this and that. yes htey understand. but if they are those type of ppl who dont understan , thats it.
o well.
thinking they can get through anything cos they are frens with ppl in charge=.=
someites htey meant no harm , but jsut that they are not serious at work
jsut too playful

slpy. din slpt much... headache is coming.
late iao. dang =.= wakey too late huuuu

bro slp liao. im all alone.
sammy also slp liao .he slpt early today

im slping late otnight

oh yea. saw 3 bras i rrly like today. similar to the desigs i was searching for in aust. anyway, sadly,. .one of the design i wanted, is out of stock. and wont be coming. huuu =( sad.
rrly want all of them .so ncie u know.
one of the sales person sucks. a malay girl .dunno shes new or what. =. =
told her my size ,but i wasnt tat sure. then she measure. i told her c cup. but she say b. s i ry it on. luckily another china lady help me see.haha .she say i am very slim lol. XD shy me.
then yea she ssay i may need c cup. which is the size i was telling taht malay abt. but i jsut wasnt 100% sur eu see. dunno how she measure one .=.=
then ask that malay girl if these two bras deisgns are the same only diff colours? she say yea. same deisng only diff colours. then when the china lady handed me the black one, i realzied its diff desigsn from the purple one. =.=
dots
but yea. luckily she show me the black. but anyway, thats cos purple one no stocok liao. what a sham,e

kk. better get this blog over with.
gonna slp after watching abit mroe of cesar heh

mata

anxiety?

so stress today.
gosh=( maybe due to time of month coming
tch. just not a great feeling =/

so. i knew it. sometimes sm will say yes. btu its actually wrong. i asked her if the item she was lookiiing for was checked off ofrm the list, she say yes3... tehn end up no. we din receive at all. its not meant for us=.=
anyway go tmore thigns to worry about bah. how . if nvr find hte missing signages. .rgm sure gonan scold n make lots of noise
also dunno why is this always happening. cos its a busy store?
argh
=/

sighs.
dunno ba.
sometimes so sick n tired of these unfair noises they make.

tryign to calm down.. uh huh

k ba. think imma hit the sack now.
hopefully tmr is and will gonna be a very good day.

mata

dog whisperer

ok gonna slp right after this. so slpy. din slp much ne

so.. learned abit more about dogs again from cesar. yes.that dog whisperer.

anyway, watched a couple of his vids today =)
and yea.. wow. din know the author of marley and me ' (movie) is a true story.
but theyve gotten a new dog since marley's death. then they seek's cesar's help. lol when the dog frightened the chicken into laying egg. omg. hilarious hahaha.
but yea... so sad huh. i dunno ba.. but i did heard ppl say very sad teary ending to the dog =((
i nvr dare to watch it. i knew i'll cry liekmad. liek the ... shoot whats that called... that movie.. harrison ford.. with that dog.. the dog waited for him nine years based on TRUE stoory. dang. =.= suddenly cant recalled his name. but yea.. i cried ... =( left me heartbroken
 so no way am i wathcing marlye and me. unless sammy is wit me . i can cry on his chest, or at home.. with him.. but yea. =/ i sitll.. rrly do not wish to wastch that sad movie though its funny at the beginning =(

and this couple. so lucky. this old man. seems to be a baseball starlet in his younger days. he say.. he got everything he nid righ tnow. he have a beautiful wife(ab same age as him ba) , he got house, monehy, awesoem bike, he go tnothign rto worry about. everythign he nid is right there(probably too much money he no need tow work now. yea) . they married over 10 yrs , no children. htey treat their dogs as childrensonly prob is his dogs behavious. so yea cesdar save teh day.
bt wow. so ncie huh. u have ur partner, no need to worry abt work, money etc... u have ur home. enough money to get by. o fine. no children. but ehy have lovely dogs. so its fine. wow. this kind of life.who would want???
sadly.. my dad. .at his age, still needs to work..mum too. ow e.. =/ thats life. eevrybody is diff... ...sigsh
but yea.
can tell tehy're quite a nice couple though =) lucky wife of his too.
no worries for her liao

so eya. thats abt it.

and i got bothered by a call jsut when i was abt to go on a rest.. from sm. sayingrgm angry abt thigns that cannot be found. ..sigsh= /
why always liek taht..
then tell sm me and other stuffs must find no matter what .hello??? if sm dont know anyting ,u htink i'll know???
even though im doing vm, doesnt mean ive seen taht stuff.
sighs
thas why sometimes im rrly stressed out. and i jsut wanna get out of that placve. =(

o well

sigsh

gonna have a gd slp i hope

haiz.

oh almost forgot. saw a vey nice watch today
by g shock.
quite a few i like .but two caught my attention. the bigger one is numebr 1 of choice. the otehr one, the sales person say its not so new collection .
its liek... violet? with gold inner rim

the other one, reminded me so much of evangelion shinji ikari.
yea. well. .logn story.but thats part of a special anime on my heart as it started my anime childhood. besides cardcaptor sakura. yea. thats the first i think .all cos of bro. even if i dislike, he play, i no choice but to watch. otehrwise more boring .llol
so nice. .but... well its exp.. and... too big fo rme=/
see how ba

but nice to hear from sammy regarding his chidlhood. abt g shock watch with hjim. then i shared with him my story regardin baby g watch too =)


kk gtg mata slpyy

stress

gosh.. still stressing over how to break the news to my rgm n sm =/
i knew she'll say that .she was talking abt herself. and say of course she wouldnt be irreponsible and leave now during busy dec period.
sianz. if ionly i am able to ignore how others feel .
thats how i always get hurt

anywya,

oh .wanan share this.
this comedian was talking about why  he like dog.
its so tru eu know. cos there was this article i read ebfore too,.
anwaym, he said. .why dogs are better than cats because they dont care whether u have food, money, house, etc. they stay by ur side. thats why you see alot of homeless ppl have dogs! XD
cats will say bye hte moment u dont have anything..etc. lol. so funny
though its funny, but its true if u look at it.. homeless ppl alot have dogs ar.
and yes. faithlful dogs does stick with u eternally .

so slpy .=,=
looking forward to tmr
not looking forwards my stress. need to destress =/

mmm.. how ar. huu

sometimes still have the kind of fears.. when u wonder if ppl are hiding some ..  u know

o well. not a happy day. not a very sad day. stress.
sighs
may tmr be a better day =/

mata

tired day again

dunno what to blog..

so tired today =/
huu
stocks3 everyday. how i wish im alrdy not workign there. xmas is lieka  nightmare for us
so tired. =/
hardly have time to care about sales now.
so many tasks yet to be done.
why do they expect so much
even if it meant its coming from the ho.
i just don feel happy workign tehre anymore.
colleageus are nice. but. thats abt it = /

sighs
so tired

so nice .my fren maybe can get to go australia to stay  long olong time n study there. dang. not syd. if not i can stay at my fren's house for free=.=
argh
ha
but yea .some ppl are lucky. can afford to u know
o well

cant wait to hit the sack.
started this audible thingy recently .still getting used to it though
wouldvce prefer book. but book too heavy.
if its those e learning. .mm... batt prob.
o well
wil blog again soon ba

mata zzzz