same old day

sighs.. rrly cant bear to watch. tis youtuber the one with swt honeymoon remember?
yea.. posted her wedding vlog. she herself say cant stop crying everytime she watch it.
so i refrained from watching it too. this kind of love dovey swt weddign touching video will jno doubt make me cry=(
though its a happy things for them, but yea. .will make me feel so touch till wanna cry huu.
o well=/
but i bet its a v v v touching and gorgeous wedding they had. not to mention their honeymoon too
=)

soooo slpy and tired .mrg was like. .bang bang bang.. tidy tidy.. so early. .din rest well at all. not tnough time to slp n rest=/
o well
doubt tmr also

haiz. o ya. so finally he reply me.
dunno ba. he's busy packing n getting ready. ..theres time for online but none for..
o well.
nvm ba
just need to get more used to it


kept forgetting something i wanna blog long ago.
oh man.. .
haiyo memory sucks

mm....
nothing much exciting to blog=/
no fun
same old day
not the life i want

mata

down days sometimes =/

sammy.. so busy nowadays cos of his sports...

he couldnt even msg me... 

but i understand.. maybe he'spacking.. or.. jsut trying to res.t.concentrate or stuff eh.. 

even when i finally try to msg him. .he also nvr reply.. took me alot of affort to do that though.. cos... yea.. i rrly don wanna dis his concentration before his bgi sports evemt

so yea. when he din reply.. i rrly wondered if i dis him.. feel so bad=/ .. 

..haiz... 

but yea. .hope everything will go well for him

though he online fb.. nvr msg me. .sad.. but.. maybe cos of his sports thing ba.. so he nid to online

sad indeed iam.. but. .i understand. .sometiems.. thigns need to come before me for sure........ 

heart still.. u know sad and down today.. i didnt even fele liek talking to anyone. 

but i forced myfel to. smile n tlak. 

but i..... =/ 

i drank the relax hing themoment i woke up.. it was ok. .tehn osmething snapped. my stuff went missing. and i have to buy anjother one. and... yea. psedn money,,, and.... i was totally awake . the med effect snapped.. (the relax drink) ... and yea.. was so sad... 

and v v v bad mood.. i didnt even feel like talking=/ 

..fele bad for my mum... sighs

cos i was out with her. i wanted to be alone.. but i cant bear to u kiow.. leave her at hom.e.. 

he nvr go out unless somebody brings her

anyway.. when he didnt take not eofme.. u knw. human nature.. will think of rgm comments... 

.. but yea.. 

just tink only.. i shoudlnt think so much eh?

he's jsut busy preparing for his sports eh... 

sighs

butyea. hoepfully good news will coem from his side nonetheless

sighs

thought of talking about singers.. from x factor..

nvm ba

haiz

ohh... wnana mentione this woman.. so great.. she does her signin in subway..akwa mrt... but.. 

yea... 

she didnt remarried ever since her husnabad dies.. omg... ..

wow

i dunno her story behind though.. but.. aw

still awome.. abpity she din ge t thought the top 10- =(

haiz

anyway.. miss him. but........

sighs.. 

i dunno... what sammy is busy about

i wonde rif he will misse me as i id to him

too busy.. till he  coulstn even reply me a signle msg eh... 

i wonder why. how..and.. yea..why...

o well

sighs

anyway, my days not been gd

i'd msg him.. .but he din reply... so wanna msg hi again.. but... figuered that ..perhpas not a too gd idea huh. what if he  need to slp.. or talk to his tennis mates huh..(thats why he online fb).. ... yea.. better leave him be... he'll be better without em ba... 

sighs

though he din reply.. bu rrly wish he''' ll get a great result fro it

wish me luck mata

ouch!

shoooottttttttt u know that moment.. when u wonder why ur finger. .or whichever area suddenly get so irritated.. itchy... and u scratch n scratch... next thing u know, theres blood=.= yea. thats whazt i did. its a smal lcut. but stil lhurts badly k. its healing alrdy, not tat deep ba. then now, omg. i've pry my wound open!!!!! hellll noooooooooooo
tch
=.= crap. dig n dig till.. argh
rrly... argh....
feel safer now to have it all wrapped up. thought its fine. . thats why ttook out plaster.. huu
dang
so ncie. a csutomer gfave me plaster today. =)
so touched. rrly such a nice warm feeling. like.. wow. somebody cares.

so slpy now. late liao. felt gd to slp early last night .ok. not that early, but it is to me
had a nice long slp.. rrly didnt wanna wakey
was wondering if thats beause of the drink i took. the day time relax thing.
but yea. it felt gd
.i get less stress after drinking it.. i was relazed.. not totally. but definitely better. maybe its drowsy formula sned me ot deep lalaland
butyea. was tempted to drink again tonight cos wasnt feeling too happy =/
but.. haiz. not cheap .yea. .rather not drink it ba. unless like yd stress and sad till liek what
=/

haiz

kk. gonna hit the sack in abit
so slpy.
tired too. colleagues can tell that im tired too
sighs=/

very ..emtionally draining on the shop floor sometiems

honestly. .i wonder how to continue working everdya the same.. =/ now that theresno new advemture to look forward to... no new type of customers.. etc
will everything be the same still.. till i continue slog on for years, gosh. i cant imagine

haiz

mata

dream so far

sighs.. so.. as expected.. need alot of money to u know.. so sad... very sad =(
but what to do.
stil lthere's a chance ba.. but.. its gonna take a long time..
sighs. .now i cant go anywhere ofr holiday
o wle.. what to do =/
sighs. .so sad
its gonna take a very long time to save up =/
and i wont be able to see him any time soon

just when i thought there's something new for me to learn or look forwward to at work, then.. .yea
cant believe imma stuck there for another 2years before i can afford a visa
i just need something new to do badly. jsut something diff. something new!!!
i dont wanna be doing the same thign everyday =(
what else is there for me to learn
what else is there for em to look forward to at work
i dunno man

sigsh
=/
i feel disheartened
very

o well.

soemtimes i feel liek just quit ba
find a job i like. less stressful. no need vie for sales everyday.. no need think who could be the mystery shopper
im just so tired ya know
i rrly dun like this kind of everyday life. very sick of it
what new fresh thing to learn.. what..
sighs. i dunno..

the thought of staying at that place even longer, makes me... cringe? sighs..
i don wanna feel like a robot anymore
sometimes its very irritating to folllow ard custoemrs . cos u nid the sales.
even customers sometimes feels irritated. what to do.
sighs
so tired..
dunno ba...

just see how as each day passes on..

shoot .i dun have hte night time relax drink... dunno if drink the day one.. .later can slp anot... ...
shall i risk it
....
so yup.just drank it

so yea. .even when i get to go, its gonna be 6montsh in syd. beter than none.
then 6 montsh in otehr state. cos i cant stay there. aussie rules ba
then 6months
if back to sg, duno still can 6montsh back to syd anot. rrly unsure.
but all these questiosn are gonna be too early alrdy. but yet stil lbetter to ask ba eh

sigsh. wonder if gm is gonna be v surprise at the length of my saving time
but im sure gm will understand ba.. right?
 duno
anyway, that nice position in city area wouldve gone to oterh ppl laio. wha tto do. i cant afford to get there on thime mah

think the drinkis working..

think imma hit the sack soon.

thsi mustvebeen a miracle drink. . ii wonder whats in it
dunno waht weird ingredients

sighs

and at work.. was serving custoems.. customers come first. .then rgm say msut stil ldo stocks .since whe i didtn do. i always do.
soetims i dunno sotkcs first or custoemrs first. sigsh.
also no need to tlak on shop floor i guess..
later tlak abt work oppl also think its chatting. no fun place to work bah.. owell

haiz. .no aust holiday meet up at gold coast with sammy liao ba.. sianzz=/

see howba.. far away future.. .


kk.. mata

another online day

stomach not gd

mm.. nothing much to do.. but great to have sammy company..

oh the other day saw this..sg mag cover. girsl generation i think. its like.. their faces, side by side. .like only their head and neck. on the cover, all of them. guess what. not surprsied,,, haha. they all look the same!!! XD i was like. .whoaaaaaaa every single face.. when u see them all so near together, side by side, its like hte same person. maybe they undergo surgery at the same place ba since its same company right.
but yea. i was like. .. haha. kinda shocked. XD
lol
i dunno how korean girls all look the same ne
mayeb cos the surgeons studied under same korean school also or something?

anyway, just a interesting fin dba haha.
only their huge fans can tell who's who.

mm.. online online. .so bored...
oh bother.

dunno why today i didnt feel too happy.
maybe too tired.
or think alot
or isit stres?
i think its stress

cant wait to slp.
cos only then will be peace and quiet

somehow i feel liek sometimes, my memory is blocking itself form certain things.
u know. thigns that... perhaps u didnt wanna remeber or face
i duno.
jsut a feeling

theres a gumdam exhibiton. im sure sammy wouldve liek it alot. a pity he's not tehre with me
well, hopefully one day ba. as long as im still alive, there'll always be chances eh

i rrly cant wait to live the life in syd. but... yea. many obstacles in front, just. .u know. .hopefully all these can be cleared one by one. .asap i hope. but some thigns jsut cant rush..
o well. .though i wish couldve been faster

sighs

yea.. gotta try to keep myself in a upbeat mood
must try

kk. time to rest.

mm.. haiz. another same day eh..

mata

first time at seoul garden

just a quick blog. gotta rush for bed

wow. first time eat seoul garden today. not liek wow.. but ok ba. not bad. though expensive. but worth it ba cos can treat my paretns

anyway, what else.

slpy liao. ytd slpt late.
mm...
lets see..

so sad. at seoul garden this mute indian guy kena reprimand by his supervisor or soemthing. whos also a mute. tru ewhat. this woman stand in the way of kitchen trying to get ice cream. he hand sign her go out, nothign wrong wat. but her mum go and tell the supervisor. then he's angry.n hand signal scolded him. so poor thing=/
sighs
this kind of rich ppl ar.. i tell u. argh! so irritating!! whose fault isit. sighs
anyway, before i keft, he kena scold again. but yea. .i feel so bad fo rhim =( i feel him man.
that feeling rrly sucks.... somemore he's u know.... a mute. .like. .haiz. .so poor thing=(
i rrly hope that mum and daughter will reflect upon themselfes and feel bad.
haiz

mm.. geez.. alot to type.. why forgot again haiyo
mm.. maybe ocs im rushing for bed ba

m.. oh pandora new releases.. i want.. ha. quite nice
o well .maybe not now?

mm... kk. cant remember lol

jaa mata

triple down day

what a long day... stocks again... gosh.

not a gd day. u know.. things happened at work.. blah3...
and half the time u didnt know whats going on behind those backs

then theres this question.. by rgm and sm..
tat i dont seme to be myself today. something isnt right with me.
etc

i couldnt answer my sm. it slike. .what?? i myself for one iddnt know what is wrong with me
i am slpy. tired. legs aching from clearing 85ctns, slpt abt 5hrs. go on, concentrate on clearing stocks.. then new vm... then yea.
do.. tats abt it.
or do i look too tired. i dunno
butyea. both sm and i think tat i looked pale today. dunnow why
oh yea. the previous sm commented i lost weight. rrly ar? well..
so,metimes there're questions wheer. .perhaps ppl think theres something deep into it, but in fact, teheres none eh. then if say nvr, maybe ppl will hink oh shes lying. shes saying shes fine.
o well

besides that. .sm talked alot..

i just wanna get this whole ppl talking thing over with, and work .just concentrate on work.
sick of humans mouths. the way they relay the msgs.. words.. the way they interpret ...
imaginations.. etc
sighs

yea. .wahtever..
jsut nid to work . be it liek a robot or not. just do it.
all for hte sake of survival

these thigns that happneed... makes me wonder who am i. or what am i. its not a v .. yea. liek i'd asaid. not a gd day

anywya, gonna slp soon

poor thing. gotta wipe off tears before stepping into the house. .and during dinner... o wlell
 waht to do

and i dunno.. somehow rgm just so worried abt me being disappointed in samm when i get there.. that guy.. he said..
at first i thought s, was sayign disappointed if i din get to go. she say defeinily will go though. i dunno la.

askde i fi'd gone down tothe embassy.. ut ive called. and hey are not gonna advie me which visa im applyingetc. tat only for agent ba
im still confused. later dunno if they'l lsay im losing interest.. or dun wanna go isit. .lose the eagerness..
hopefully not ba
cos im jsut stucked. which is the next step i dun even know.
all i knwo is i nid to know when and if they will submit the spoonderhip fo rme.
etc

o well

sighs

nvm ba
humans.. so difficult to fathom
i shld yea. .jsut shut my mouth and work.
but i dunno man .later ppl also can say.. too cold. .too quiet.. dun wanna talk etc.... then if talk. .skali ppl sa. .talk to o much. .etc
can nvr please anyone so yea.
stop it

humans.. so bloody damn irritating soemtiems!

nvm tat

so this youtuber went on a honeymoon. and  oh so swt. jsut when she thought they're headin back, her hubby surprises with another trip!!! =) wow. how cool and happy can u get???
tats aso awesome!!!
its a big deal man.
imagine sad abt leacving syd. .skali someoe say we're actuallinnot headin gback to sg. we're heading to paris!!(or somewhere)
it slike. what?? u kidding? honeymoon not over, and still get to spean more lovey time togethr? wow.
such a lovely and nice surprise ocming from her nerdy hubby. yea. he's kinda .. a nerd ithink ..specs and all.
but hey. nerd is cool ok!!
nerd is better than jerks

wow. they travelled fo r21hrs in order to rch their beautiful destination. all worth it

and see. he can be romantic too
ha

mata

sighs.. away from this bad day i hoope.

pervert encounter!

so tired after a long day.
but what a nice feeling.. to  feel energized when i was at work at the first few hours(before i got tired).. such a total diff feeling. its true when ur body is telling u to stop. or sendin gu signals that u must hav a break now.

yea.. during that seventh month period, i was totally wrrecked up. gosh.
maybe its the moon or soemthing ba. tough luck
=.=

stupid idiot. i felt so violated. pfft.
this idiot was like ..he leaned closer to me from behind and poke my butt. wtf???
so angry. but i was calm. i didnt wanna make a bit**fight. i turned halfway, i didnt even wanna see his face. then he move back. wth. where got ppl stand until so near me, until i feel something behind my butt. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr so angry at the thought of that >:(((
grrrrr idiot!
stupid ppl all around
 somemore not the first tiem this kind of case happen.
man. i wish my first reaction was to slap them. but well, my reaction today doesnt seem liek so.

nowadasy i try to be extra protcective of myself.. but its hard. u duno when anythign is gonna happen.
damn. rrly hate that idiot.
argh. took advcantage of em. bloody hell. pfft
psycho maniac pervert!!!!!!!!!

so glad today no sm nor rgm ard. somehow tday seem brighter and less tense. o well

had a nice drema..
ab my visa get settleed by my company. jsut liek that .and i can fly there after i paid fo rmy ticket,, and was about to tell parents. .when i wokey.
so nice .thought for real.
=.=
felt so real.. like wah finally visa settled. no nid go thorough all these paperwork visa liao.
haiz.. o well.
honestly.. dunno whereelse to start searching now. jsut gotta wait for my rgm reply from gm ba
=/

so difficult to get a sxtupid visa. sighs =(
got free agent ard willing to help anot. huu

mata

days over

in need of slp. 

so short blog it is

mm.. .another day.. passed.

sleepy.. 

mm.. nothing much aeh

online.. pretty boring. but nice tor est. in a way. htough still slpy ya know ha

can knockout in bed

mm.. o well

kk. gtg slp now i guess

last night stomach rrly.. gosh. disturbing

cos of the food i ate

dreamt of work =/ 

oh man

mm.. kk.. 

hopefully i'll hav a gd day tmr

its been nice few days off for me. though.. yea. .days jus tpassed on too quickly eh

mata

loving dovey with partner

hehe.. sometimes i'll think about the tree craving in the web... which shoudl be there forever la. u craved in the tree(in this web thingy) .. ten put ur own msg.. initials.. heart shape.. etc.
i miss it. but im sure its somewhere tehere. it is special. =)

think im getting sick. cos not feeling well.. too tired. soemmore the day after work me went uss then today hang out with frens.

speaking of whihc. huuu =/
so awkward.. to see them both. like.. they lovey dovey.. me dunno what to say or do also.. =/
then movie also. .as though im watching alone.
too bad they cancelled the bbq. otherwise think might be better .
but had a vey nice dinner though
but yea... jsut feel leftout bah..
if sammy is here with me how nice..
wanna feed him ice cream n food too.

mm.. yea. she's a ncie girl la. but after dinner(he paid for her .. and gib her dishes.. reminded me of sammy. .especially the jap dinner at late night )
she asked for ice cream. its $4 . he paid.
i wonder if ive ever did that. like.. i dunno ne. have i asked him for yogurt> ? jsut that its difficult fo rme to imagine asking him for anything. cos yea. i feel bad for u know.. him paying fo rme.
mm..

speaking of which. ha. really seen too much cases liek that in my store. eithr sometimes u can tell the guys unwilling to pay, cos girl taking so long to find money , or maybe they jsut v generous..wanna get into girls good books..
or it can be.. pure gentlemaness
yea.
wow. those girls are lucky eh.. duno how they feel. but maybe they like it huh?
guess its a nice thing ba. but.. mm=/
dunno ne.
maybe thats jsut me. feeling bad and shy for sammy to pay fo rme.
though if its simple thing.. say. .a bracelt, i'll cherish it even more importatnly
os its somethign which imma use or wear daily. oh!! that water bottle. haha .yea. thats a great example.. but also cos he's adament to buy fo rme.. so yea. .i was like.. dunno what to say.. happy and touched ba.
see. now im using everyday though it's heavy kidna haha.

i guess moderate eh. is nice. if not. u wouldnt know how the guy will feel by buying u so many thigns.
maybe they resent it eh .nvr know
its ncie fo rthe girl to return back the favour too.
but let me tell u. im sure alot of girls agree..
guys pressy are sooooo difficult to buy.
=.=
unless u know waht perfume they like, or recently they tell u themselve what they like..

so yea. .though i wish i can return his favour.. but yet. dunno how.
so i tried my best to make him happy. be it being there for him, or smile for him.. u know. u jst wan ur partner to be happy.
hold hands is a small thing, but yet it can be a big thing too. at least for em.
=)

so niec to se emy frens holding hands.. and yea.. o well.. .one day ba. wil lget to do it with him again .
cant wait.
still love that special moment.. in bed watching doc who movie with him. watch till slp. and that church funny momnet wherer i said i feel so blessed XD lol.
little details like how he pulled my pillow closer to his, meant so much to me. makes me so happy. closer so as to i'll be sitting nearer to him mah.
so yea.
=)
little thoughts like that, i think hes' very thoghtful and swt.
oh that night.... i wish i can relive it again....
ha. teary liao =.= baka

anywya, nice to msg him alot these days. if only everyday can like that.
but yea.
he will always be in my heart

tired alrdy.
gotta go slp. if not body cant rest enough..
one week plus alrdy b.a.. don think i getmore than 6hrs of slp each day . uh huh

kk.. gtg

mata ne

extreme fatique

haiyo.. got nice tv.. thought of slping early=( .. beens o tired n not enough slp lately.. v v v extremely tired... rrly nid more rest

finally day is over. .my leave n offs are here. .so glad.. need to relax n enjoy myself

but so tired now

gosh

hopefully tmr wont rain.

jaa mata

normal rainy day

mm.. nothing much to blog actually..

just a day which i needed to rest at home..
online too much ha. wana slp also cnanot concentrate. though wasted, cos such a nice rainy cold day to snuggle in. apity no sammy

mm.. haiz. long day ahead. for tmr

received a mrg call from sm.. .after taht cant slp liao
think she called up thrice today

mm.. gona hit the sack soon.
though wish to keep him company longer
he's tired too. ha .so nice to receive his pic=D so so nice ^^
happy desu
cute and charming as ever. kisses him lots if i could

gosh. like kinda stucked. .dunno where to head for the next step of teh visa..

kk. .getting late. not gonna hav much slp ne

gtg

jaa mata

mooncakes tour

so slpy.

wow. so many types of mooncakes. parents and i we're like wow.. so many.. and some with very nice packaging.

parents and i we're like wow.. so many diff types and the packagin.. so nice .
but of course. high price. duh

mm.. gonna ttry to read as much as possible later before bed. thrid book not yet even touch.. and ive got about a week of time left

its been nice. .cold and raining..
so yea.
mm..

that about it i guess.

slpy.. yawning liao

especially when it gets cold.. so nice to have sammy here by mmy side. .warm cosy n snuggles. . naw.
how nice huh. .if everynight. will be the happiest girl in the world liao.

mm.. dunno what else to expect form wrok again.. time to time liek something will happen..
o well.. like going to war.

forget it.

sianz. one of the day msut work for 11 hours. ha. wth right. o well.

kk.. mata .

gotta resume my reading

looking young

2am and i decided to rush through this blog.
hopefully wont slp at 3am. been slpingat 3am before my off. then next day on off, end up so slpy and tired mroe

mm.. htough nothing much.. jsut tired. working long and hard. .so much stocks to clear. .haiz
so clear its sunday tmr.
i mena now.

met this customer. cos sign up as member. foudn out his birth year. same as sammy. but he looked really young. he said he's trying to look more mature for his age. hes trying hard he said. but i wa slike. u know what. my frens are right .young is not always gd as ppl may not take u seriously, however, in the long run, its still a gd thing.
especially if imagine when u hit 30s an or 40s, u still gonna look real gd.
think desperate housewife. hahahaha
anyway

yea. reminded me of the trip to watch conjuring with mum. not sure whether blog here anot
as i was about to leave, the uncle look at me and asked.. .u are over 16 right? i say yes. would u klike to se emy ic. he say no no need. .jsut that i look really young.maybe cos nex mall mah. always have students tehre. so he thought im one of them . especially since i din dress up or what. jsut bare face adn normal shirt.
but his face. ha. really funny .like that serious abit suspicious but scared to ask look on his face XD

mm..
what else..
oh yea. received my candle.. nice to just u know. nice smell.. .relax.. try to relax... uh huh.. the lights...

wow. raining again.
been cold since last night. not a bad thing ba. nice to have cold weather once in a while

k ba. thats about it.

was so nice to msg sammy till slp last night.
wish no need to stop..

=) mata

am i a robot?

ahh.. bene rrly tired an dslpy to blog. today stomach  not good =/ early morning must go toilet.. now also. aftnoon hurts alittle too. wonder if i'd ate osmething wrong

today sm tlaked alot .. anyway, lets not go there. well im just glad the human resource lady is happy that there's someone who's willing to relocate  .yea im talking abt me

mm..
tat night.. two nights ago ba.. waited for his msg till i fell aslp again.
his brb didnt come true..
o well.
i shouldntve waited i guess. .but u know. when u love someone u jsut tend to do so . i mean maybe its jsut me. not everyone will do that mah
but yea. perhaps i should try stop doing that. but usally if i cna do it, i'l lstill do it. ha. baka ne

mm.. weird stomach.. had i taken something wrong =/

mm..

haiz...
feeling a lil down

haiz..... hate this feeling. almost wanna take the daytime destress drink. but no la. one, its for daytiem though god knows why. 2, my stomach aint feeling well

mm

cant wait for my off day
haiz..........
gotta set my thinkings straight
tch
=/

haiz

o well.

hopefully i'll feel better by tmr

hopefully next week can get more tiem out for something else.
sick of repeating day after days.. .samething over and over again...
imnot a robot.
but i cant help but feel like one.
this isnt the lifestyle i want.
=( sighs

makes me sad

was like.. cant wait to blog for tonight. cos just need to let soem out..

mata

fitting time

ahh its late. oops. nvm.

anyway, so tired and sleepy. too much tea is not good i think.

ha. its kinda nice to postbits of vid to him of where my location eh. why didnt i thought of that earlier. if im in uss, ..ahh. wouldve been a great idea =)
hehe .one day ba

compared to last week, today he spend more time with me. he rrly did it when he msg that. ha.
thats nice .
at least not bored today.
and well. just slpy.
gd thing i nap it through . but my books. gosh.. no time to read

so hugnry now

but yea. its alywas nice to spend quality time together eh. regardless of where we are.
maybe today he wasnt that busy. i dunno.
but yea. drastic change for hte better i guess
i miss him.

though feeling better, but. .soemtiems still gets weigh down by stresses .. worries..
gosh. .so hugnry

mm.. i wanna get fit. but. mm.. lets see how this week goes eh. these two days are pretty gd
so yea.
if only i have someone to comapny with to run at night o rsomething. that would've been nice. lvoe to sweat it out. but yea u know me. no exercise at all. llol. im lucky to be in the shape i am now. XD
and still eat whatever i want
but sweat it out is healthy.
feels good.
just.. dislike having to exercise or workout alone. like. yea. even if gym.. nvr step into one. but always wanted to. nobody go with.
no time
argh... haha .waht to do.
no one go with so can keep saying no tiemXD
cos disliek do alone.

but anyway, i still like my body. so yea .luckily hahaha. just thought its raehr gd to ya know. sweat it out. .detox.. get those insideout moving. pumping.. uh huh
o well. one day ba.
though dunno when. time is passing every seconds. .anyway thats not the most important issue la. jsut saying .
mm.. poor sammy. nid to study till late.
so much to do in a day. .24hrs aint enough eh
not even fo rme. if i hav more hrs.. i might've just spend the time on getting fit too
even if alone.
or can nap more. without feeling down that tiem jsut passed ..as in off day jus tpassed ..
with two hrs of slping gone

kk... late liao. today wokey so late too

wonder if theres a difference between migration agent and tracel agent. or just agent. ... argh nid to find out .. anyway...

jaa mata

painful legs

i bet my body ..whole of it will ache terribly tmr.
this window change. .omg.
u have no idea...
totally drained me of my energy.. .legs. .knees.. all hurts.. huu..

oh three am liao. gtg soon. just a quick blog ehre

so slpy n tire.d. but still slp late. =.=

anyway, totally tired out. stupid window..

ahh seems like sammy dislike ppl too eh

argh. can u imagine some kids setting fire or killing animals? its so.. .argh. disgusted
dunno what these ppl are thinking.
some animals are better than humans for sure.

and recently me watche dhtis video a old man throw three pups hard against the wall cos he dislike them following him ard whilst he's running. gosh how i wish i have dogs to follow me .
but he.. argh. poor puppies=(
skali the phobia of humans how. huu... and two big dogs heard their cries, adn immediately ran over to attend to the pups.
so swt. so nice and touching....
so kind.. then look at this stupid jerk. argh.

he's not the only one. there'sre ppl who eat dog meat. especially china , korea, vietnam.. and some more
sianz...
horrible.
they are such llooving animals.. with feelings.. its like.. gosh. can u bear to eat them? =/

i'll rather have the dog nice and healthy.. play with me.. or tc of my family by guarding.. etc.
rather than wasted a dogs life jsut liek that

kk.. extremely tired out

mata

talk tmr

so sleepy~~knees hurts

actually.. dont feel like blogging ha. cos v v sleepy and tired. need to slp early.
..i try .

just been extremely busy .. crowds keep on comin in.. its insane
yea
mm... not looking forward to it
only looking forward to rest
rrly nothing much to blog eh =/

no appeite lately.
don feel like eating. bt no worries. still force myhself to eat for the sake of eating

so nice to just spare soemt time for myself. .tea.. book and though no comfy chair. .so on my mattress ba
teadot better

so yea. knees and legs stil lsore and aching
another long day ahead. oh. that time of month again. window change=./=
haiz.... so much work needed jsut to do a swing or hang a bear
perfection is needed. not just anyhow hang

o well

kk. gtg .
so slpy .. mrg sure drag to wakey again

mata