dream so far

sighs.. so.. as expected.. need alot of money to u know.. so sad... very sad =(
but what to do.
stil lthere's a chance ba.. but.. its gonna take a long time..
sighs. .now i cant go anywhere ofr holiday
o wle.. what to do =/
sighs. .so sad
its gonna take a very long time to save up =/
and i wont be able to see him any time soon

just when i thought there's something new for me to learn or look forwward to at work, then.. .yea
cant believe imma stuck there for another 2years before i can afford a visa
i just need something new to do badly. jsut something diff. something new!!!
i dont wanna be doing the same thign everyday =(
what else is there for me to learn
what else is there for em to look forward to at work
i dunno man

sigsh
=/
i feel disheartened
very

o well.

soemtimes i feel liek just quit ba
find a job i like. less stressful. no need vie for sales everyday.. no need think who could be the mystery shopper
im just so tired ya know
i rrly dun like this kind of everyday life. very sick of it
what new fresh thing to learn.. what..
sighs. i dunno..

the thought of staying at that place even longer, makes me... cringe? sighs..
i don wanna feel like a robot anymore
sometimes its very irritating to folllow ard custoemrs . cos u nid the sales.
even customers sometimes feels irritated. what to do.
sighs
so tired..
dunno ba...

just see how as each day passes on..

shoot .i dun have hte night time relax drink... dunno if drink the day one.. .later can slp anot... ...
shall i risk it
....
so yup.just drank it

so yea. .even when i get to go, its gonna be 6montsh in syd. beter than none.
then 6 montsh in otehr state. cos i cant stay there. aussie rules ba
then 6months
if back to sg, duno still can 6montsh back to syd anot. rrly unsure.
but all these questiosn are gonna be too early alrdy. but yet stil lbetter to ask ba eh

sigsh. wonder if gm is gonna be v surprise at the length of my saving time
but im sure gm will understand ba.. right?
 duno
anyway, that nice position in city area wouldve gone to oterh ppl laio. wha tto do. i cant afford to get there on thime mah

think the drinkis working..

think imma hit the sack soon.

thsi mustvebeen a miracle drink. . ii wonder whats in it
dunno waht weird ingredients

sighs

and at work.. was serving custoems.. customers come first. .then rgm say msut stil ldo stocks .since whe i didtn do. i always do.
soetims i dunno sotkcs first or custoemrs first. sigsh.
also no need to tlak on shop floor i guess..
later tlak abt work oppl also think its chatting. no fun place to work bah.. owell

haiz. .no aust holiday meet up at gold coast with sammy liao ba.. sianzz=/

see howba.. far away future.. .


kk.. mata