triple down day

what a long day... stocks again... gosh.

not a gd day. u know.. things happened at work.. blah3...
and half the time u didnt know whats going on behind those backs

then theres this question.. by rgm and sm..
tat i dont seme to be myself today. something isnt right with me.
etc

i couldnt answer my sm. it slike. .what?? i myself for one iddnt know what is wrong with me
i am slpy. tired. legs aching from clearing 85ctns, slpt abt 5hrs. go on, concentrate on clearing stocks.. then new vm... then yea.
do.. tats abt it.
or do i look too tired. i dunno
butyea. both sm and i think tat i looked pale today. dunnow why
oh yea. the previous sm commented i lost weight. rrly ar? well..
so,metimes there're questions wheer. .perhaps ppl think theres something deep into it, but in fact, teheres none eh. then if say nvr, maybe ppl will hink oh shes lying. shes saying shes fine.
o well

besides that. .sm talked alot..

i just wanna get this whole ppl talking thing over with, and work .just concentrate on work.
sick of humans mouths. the way they relay the msgs.. words.. the way they interpret ...
imaginations.. etc
sighs

yea. .wahtever..
jsut nid to work . be it liek a robot or not. just do it.
all for hte sake of survival

these thigns that happneed... makes me wonder who am i. or what am i. its not a v .. yea. liek i'd asaid. not a gd day

anywya, gonna slp soon

poor thing. gotta wipe off tears before stepping into the house. .and during dinner... o wlell
 waht to do

and i dunno.. somehow rgm just so worried abt me being disappointed in samm when i get there.. that guy.. he said..
at first i thought s, was sayign disappointed if i din get to go. she say defeinily will go though. i dunno la.

askde i fi'd gone down tothe embassy.. ut ive called. and hey are not gonna advie me which visa im applyingetc. tat only for agent ba
im still confused. later dunno if they'l lsay im losing interest.. or dun wanna go isit. .lose the eagerness..
hopefully not ba
cos im jsut stucked. which is the next step i dun even know.
all i knwo is i nid to know when and if they will submit the spoonderhip fo rme.
etc

o well

sighs

nvm ba
humans.. so difficult to fathom
i shld yea. .jsut shut my mouth and work.
but i dunno man .later ppl also can say.. too cold. .too quiet.. dun wanna talk etc.... then if talk. .skali ppl sa. .talk to o much. .etc
can nvr please anyone so yea.
stop it

humans.. so bloody damn irritating soemtiems!

nvm tat

so this youtuber went on a honeymoon. and  oh so swt. jsut when she thought they're headin back, her hubby surprises with another trip!!! =) wow. how cool and happy can u get???
tats aso awesome!!!
its a big deal man.
imagine sad abt leacving syd. .skali someoe say we're actuallinnot headin gback to sg. we're heading to paris!!(or somewhere)
it slike. what?? u kidding? honeymoon not over, and still get to spean more lovey time togethr? wow.
such a lovely and nice surprise ocming from her nerdy hubby. yea. he's kinda .. a nerd ithink ..specs and all.
but hey. nerd is cool ok!!
nerd is better than jerks

wow. they travelled fo r21hrs in order to rch their beautiful destination. all worth it

and see. he can be romantic too
ha

mata

sighs.. away from this bad day i hoope.