down days sometimes =/

sammy.. so busy nowadays cos of his sports...

he couldnt even msg me... 

but i understand.. maybe he'spacking.. or.. jsut trying to res.t.concentrate or stuff eh.. 

even when i finally try to msg him. .he also nvr reply.. took me alot of affort to do that though.. cos... yea.. i rrly don wanna dis his concentration before his bgi sports evemt

so yea. when he din reply.. i rrly wondered if i dis him.. feel so bad=/ .. 

..haiz... 

but yea. .hope everything will go well for him

though he online fb.. nvr msg me. .sad.. but.. maybe cos of his sports thing ba.. so he nid to online

sad indeed iam.. but. .i understand. .sometiems.. thigns need to come before me for sure........ 

heart still.. u know sad and down today.. i didnt even fele liek talking to anyone. 

but i forced myfel to. smile n tlak. 

but i..... =/ 

i drank the relax hing themoment i woke up.. it was ok. .tehn osmething snapped. my stuff went missing. and i have to buy anjother one. and... yea. psedn money,,, and.... i was totally awake . the med effect snapped.. (the relax drink) ... and yea.. was so sad... 

and v v v bad mood.. i didnt even feel like talking=/ 

..fele bad for my mum... sighs

cos i was out with her. i wanted to be alone.. but i cant bear to u kiow.. leave her at hom.e.. 

he nvr go out unless somebody brings her

anyway.. when he didnt take not eofme.. u knw. human nature.. will think of rgm comments... 

.. but yea.. 

just tink only.. i shoudlnt think so much eh?

he's jsut busy preparing for his sports eh... 

sighs

butyea. hoepfully good news will coem from his side nonetheless

sighs

thought of talking about singers.. from x factor..

nvm ba

haiz

ohh... wnana mentione this woman.. so great.. she does her signin in subway..akwa mrt... but.. 

yea... 

she didnt remarried ever since her husnabad dies.. omg... ..

wow

i dunno her story behind though.. but.. aw

still awome.. abpity she din ge t thought the top 10- =(

haiz

anyway.. miss him. but........

sighs.. 

i dunno... what sammy is busy about

i wonde rif he will misse me as i id to him

too busy.. till he  coulstn even reply me a signle msg eh... 

i wonder why. how..and.. yea..why...

o well

sighs

anyway, my days not been gd

i'd msg him.. .but he din reply... so wanna msg hi again.. but... figuered that ..perhpas not a too gd idea huh. what if he  need to slp.. or talk to his tennis mates huh..(thats why he online fb).. ... yea.. better leave him be... he'll be better without em ba... 

sighs

though he din reply.. bu rrly wish he''' ll get a great result fro it

wish me luck mata