bored slow day =/

whoa... what a long and boring day it is =/

oh man.. another job offer.... how........... sighs.
somehow i do feel like i nid to get out of here.. but.. i dunno. =/ i rrly dun
sighs
so hard to decide... i rrly have no idea whats the right path... maybe i know. .yet i chose to ignored it.. cso of fear
tch. o well.. see how ba =/

such a long slow day. argh...

so tmr off. gonna find entertainment fo rmyself ba.
seems like sammy wouldnt be free for a long day
yea. bad timing. my off. o well.
nothing much to be odne. .can only msg him. theres no date nights o ranything. but yea. .thats what we've been doing fo rso long
jsut msg
sometimes i find it like a miracle. .its amazing how we've come this far
=)

anyway, haiz
see what to do for tmr ba... mm...
cant wait to rest. tired.

wonder how can i train' myself to be not sad or bored if sammy nvr msg. mm...
he's a guy naturally its easier fo rhim ba
but im a girl ne. .need a man ... mm.. how shall i put this. sow eird. haha.
anyway , mm.. yea thinking how ar...
i mean ..also dun wanna trouble him .. he got his frens n game
mm.. dunno baaaaaaaaaaaa
sianz
like. .must find a way but dunno how. how to train ne
=.=
tch
so difficult
haizzzzzzzzz troublesome.
rrly dunno how. no idea in my head at all. im cracking my head but to no avail right now=.=
geez
maybe shld online .yea tried that . me alwas online

haiz

thinknig back of hte jb offer..
perhaps im unsure cos . .maybe i know thats not where my passion lies. .
i know what i like. but. nothigns easy
its true. if u are doing something u love, and its ur passion, u wont feel lie its workk, or dread going to work .
o well

frustrated at these thoughts and questions=/

mata