so weird. just recalled.. that lady.. msg me that she vomitted blood. few hours later, i did threw up, but.. theres blood taste full in my mouth.
it was only aft afew hours, then i recalled her msg. coincidence huh? so weird
but rrly dunno what happened. but its rrly true. my mouth.. full of hte taste of blood. u know how blodo tasate liek right> when u accidentally bite ur lips, definitely u will get htat in ur lifetime as a human. gums bleeding.. etc. u shld know the taste of blood.
even as a child when ur tooth kena drop, theres blood in ur mouth too. im scared. =/
so yea. i dunno where that came from. im not the type of person who will look at my own vomit. eew... )
so i udnno did i threw up blood=/
but theres definitely blood . so stronger for the first time in my life. in my mouth .=(
its stronger than a tooht bleed. .gum bleed. .its jsut. ...full mouth blood taste. thats all i can describe.
i dunno what happened=/
but. .yea. .i hooe i am fine though. huu.. so scary...
and yea. i didnt not bit my mouth or gums at all. cos not a single spot pain in my mouth .everythign is ok. cept the blood taste.. did i rrly threw up blood ? ... =/ thats hte only explanation. if not, where did the blood taste came from?
..arhg. .
sighs. scary
sammy didnt get to msg me that much. he's working today.
my off .but .bored. jsut. .at home.rest. so tired. youtube drama.
so ncei to watch... my fav. one of my fav
anway, i hoep to slp asap.
dunno possible anot.
just wanan stop thiking,. and get on with the new day
haiz.
my stomach still not feeling that well. liek wanan thorow up.. but. .o well
can control abit bah. kidna.
thats awhy all the more wishes to slp soon
i wonder if my health is alright though...
ah.. wahtever bah
whilst watching the draam. almost wanan msg him ask if he can live without h me. haha.
XD
cos osf drama la
ha. so romantic that guy.. lol
but nvr msg him that la.
..if he can broke up with me that time. .his ans mustve been yes..
heartache still. .yet its the truth
sometimes.. no matter how long time passed, . heartaches.. and regrets. .are the ones. .that will neevrbe heal.. or at least even inthe long run..
its invisible scars...
uh huh.. .
ha. my fren say .im very li hai. to tahan 5 yrs of ldr with him.
cos its a year and half with him in sg then he left mah.
but he never come back. he said. .. give him at least max 2 yrs...he will be back.. but he didnt. ...
o well
but yea. when my fren mentioend that, i was kinda surprised too. so fast. time flies. who wouldve thought that abt 5yrs of ldr i will go through in this lifetime eh. ha. amazing eh.
if not becos i love him, of my trust and faith in him, and ofc his side too, i think we wouldnt've lasted this long.
cant wait for the future bah....
i hope it will be amazing .
and promising.
many uncles nad aunties ive come acrossed from my job.. like me alot. but.. yea. so sad huh. the important ones didnt. ha. o well
cant force.
my fren once said. .they are. ._____d not to like me.
i don wanna put the word up .cos its not nice. its not a curse word. but i feel bad. =/ so i dun wanna put the word up. but yea .cant blame them. they have a amazing son mah. who am i to..u know..
waht a day and night. .may tmr be better..
mata
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