upset saturday =(

sianz.. today.. wokey to a bad start. =(
been so long since i started started shouting and flared up. cos everyone says they din throw away my tea jug paper. (where theres soem imporatnt instructions)
in the ned it was my dad=.=
but anyway, i found it in the bin,. wet. abit. sighs... i rrly.. cant stand. .living.. not say cant stand.. but.. i would lvoe to move out. away from them. i lvoe the,. but. i cant be with them. im all grown up. ineed my own space.
i was so upset. and i cried . even mum was liek saying don put here n there. .blah3.. then put in my room ar. anwyay my room is a storeeroom to begin with

sigsh
i dont blame them .alls good now. but. .sigsh. still upset.
ive never wanted to .. haiz. .i woudl rather live alone. wear my own thing. do my own thing.,
..sighs

though it was my off. , i didnt get to msg sammy that much. only a couple. dunno .he's busy wih hsi mums dinenr and frens visit.
so yea.
o well. too bad
sperhaps another day ba. whenim working ... io well

sianz. then at night. dunno why bro suddenly play the movie ghost. u knwo the famousj old song ..' oh..i louve you.. o darling.. '' balh3... the demi moore when shes younger and everythigns real with her.
so yea.
last thing i need, is a love storry movie.
everyday listen to my fren's lvoe story. it sliek i know her bf liao.
omg
=.=

sighs

cant wait to let the med take its effect and let me go to slp

make the pot of tea.. so much left.. o well

i rrly thoughttoday is gonna be a relaxing gd day .sadly, its not rrly .. .

=./

raterh watch ch 8 than watch that stupid movie. locked up in my room allday
 din talk t o mum till dinner time i think

lucnh ..instant cup noodle

sat sucsk. that otehr sat off also sucks i think?
arghhhh hate it.

...curses

oh yea. duno.. maybe too engrossed in work..
the other week.. dunno how long, but the moment i woke up, i was alrdy talking. .like. .to custotmer

and ytd mornign, the moment i opened my eyes, i was alrdy doing the hand gesture of giing the change back to customer. omg.=X .. am i ok??? never ever done tha tbefore in my life. omg.
cos in my dram i as giving hte change bakc. hen yea. .when i opened my eyes, i was doing it .
..so scary. ...sighs. too tired isit? or too stressed? i dunno =/ but thats not right. sigs. hate to dream abt work

mata