loving my bf =)

mm.. u know how sometimes frens.. cos they dunno ur relationship well, they will make guesses and give commetns that may be wrong abnd all

human nature bah.. cos they dunno us. or hows our lvoe like. .or personailities.. my frens will ask me.. u sure he's not seeing anyone there at all? get a niec girl there. .etc.. cos proud of the feeling that someones waiting fo rhim.. maybe i'll ask the same if i dunno abt them well.
but yea. its always. .u know. abit. .like.. =/ '' when u heard it. but.. its all about trust bah. only u know te best.
i choose to trust sammy so yea.
thats why im still in love with him after a year mroe than a decade. haha .so chim word. a year more than a decade liao XD well. by the end of month ba

anywya, ppls words can destroy alot of thigns. its all up to faith and love.
i chose to belive him . so yea. otherwise frens words wouldlve put a bad afffect on me liao eh
yea. .must be careful. ppls words can influence one..
i sometimes also try to be careful when giving advice to frens abt relationships. soemtimes i was like. .hey they turned out fine. i was wwrong.
cos we dunno them well. and we thought oh hats a common prob for guy/girl. but actuall not all probs hte same. some minor. and its changable. or its jsut a one week problem only.. etc.

anyway,
yea.  i lvoe to msg him and keep in contact with him
seeing the erm. .new fren' keep tlaking abt her bf and her. showed me their msgs. .etc. i wa slike. .aw.. im so glad to have sammy. and im so happy to msg him liek happily everyday.
don wanna be liek her. .5months. .and very.. alot of probs. ego probs.. dating probs. .etc.
ofc htey do msg happily sometiems. .yea she shoed me =.=
early mrg turn up at my store. ...uh huh......=
anyway, yea. makes me cherish even more of the time msging with and for sammy
=)
so glad.

mm.. i dont think we;ve ever properly ccelebrated annivery together.. O.o.. i wonder hows it liek huh. maybe just liek another valentines day bah.
alwasy hear my fren say give anni pressy etc. i was like. .wah. everymonth give ar=.=
yea. some ppl every month. ...gosh. kids. ha

oh man. my dress ar. ok forget abt the butt stuck out part
but. .sometimes. .difficult ar. wear tops.. abit low cut becomes too . .abit too much for me bah. cos my counter low. wil lneed to bend down alot.
then eya .
im not the very flat chested gfirl. so.. anything i wear, its like.. u know. how. .front out back out kinda body .. shape?
like.. not say sexy. not braggin. nonono... but its like.. rrly worried ppl wil lwatch n look. sometimes feel uncomfortable. always need to use hair cover up my front.
maybe will used to it one day ba.
but yea. i kow. sammys right. dont wear too u know what. but.. nid to wear nicely to work they sday. its a requirement. then everyday wear suit ar.
so hot.
dunno bah.
disliek under my block ppl too
always rush and walk up fast
home

yea. .jsut need to get used to it bah i guess
not like i wanna wear low cut and all mah.
o well
even a normal fitting spaghettic top will make me look like... u know. liek i wanan be on the cover of 'funny thoughts' mag. =.=
cos of my boobs.
not a bad thing. no. but.. thats hwy cant wear wahtver i lie sometimes. if only sammy is here. then dont have to worry abt otehr guys watchig
o well .
jsut wear jacket lor. btu cant cover front also .embrace it huh
=.= ..

o well

mm. .think sammy fallen aslo.. or is he still palying game. dont htink so bah. late liao for him

kk.
time for me to slp too
mm.. dunno if thats the case. .but ..i tinnk.. the vic.. rrly is helping me get my energy back .. at work. even though today my fifth day of working
better anboit
mm.. we shall see. =)

mata ne