stupid words

sighs. .i rrly regretted saying stupid stuffs to him.. =((((
like. ..sighs. i dunno. just lil stuff.. like someone he met..  and i was like telling him i dislike her. .etc.
which is the truth. but. .perhaps is shouldn'tve
=/ like.. what if hes not gona tell me stuffs anymore.. .

perhaps jsut a fear bah.. .but. .yea. .i dunno how guys are thinking sometimes..
its jsut..sad.. .u know..
perhpas i shld jsut kept my mouth shut

sighs. i feel so terrible =(

wonder how long before distance will end

turns out i left a gd impression for my country manager..
ah.. .no want to rejoice for now

sighssssssssssssssss
bloody shitty mood ha
o well
if only could turn back time

u know that guy with no limbs at all.? like so popular?
dur to meeting, we get to watch his vid for abit
and its like. .he was saying.. without love and hope, theres no motivation to live.
2nd line.. abt that meaning. not sure hte exact words. skali im spot on.
but yea.. he was saying love and hope are very important .
no motivation to live huh. .spot on.
i felt that way before i met sammy.
he is right though.
when u don love and everything seems hopeless,... all u wanna do is to give up. and.. jsut go cha know.
sighs tahtss life

gonna be 5 yrs soon.. to be in ldr.. a year n half before he left
then ..blink of eye.. 5 yrs hes back there. .crazy huh. how long weve been distance apaort

sighs. .perhaps jsut too tired. like.. difficult to stop thinking
hateit
wonder hwos tmr gonna be like.

i jate my days

sighs

oh yea. heard theres a rapist who escaeped. both sammy and my parents asked me to be careful

but u can only be carefulk thsi much ya know.
its like. .waht can  i do though. store a bread knife in my bag all the time?
besides im the easiest target. i look at my phone all the time. isometimes listen to music.
and i wear abit more nicer than casual wear.
so yea.
psoemmore my area well known for murders. if. .anythign happen, then. .well.. cant be help .
some ppl die in the most unexpected way

see . talking weirdly again. haiz.. .rrly shld just shut up.

tired. mata